Feminine idle prince and handsome husband

Chapter 521 569. Be honest about everything, don't let you be a fool

"It's too unfair to you, I can't be so unconscionable..."

It turns out that when he didn't meet Nangong Wan, Zhili's mentality was different from now. He felt that he could forget it completely, even if it was slow, it didn't matter. As long as he worked hard and tried to slowly clear these memories from his head, sooner or later There will be a day when you forget everything.

But now that he really saw that person face to face, he suddenly realized that he could no longer deceive himself and others. He felt that he couldn't forget it for the rest of his life, but he could slowly degrade that feeling and make it very weak. , But it can't be smoothed, it can't be like never seen before, this person has already appeared in life, and he will definitely leave traces.

Zhang Zimo didn't speak, she didn't dare to speak, she didn't dare to answer, she didn't even know how frank she could be in the next second, because she probably had a vague feeling in her heart that she could vaguely guess some things, but hazy After all, it's because Mist is not so sure, and it's not from Zhili's mouth that she can still pretend to be stupid.

It's not that she really doesn't care about what happened before Zhili at all, and it's not that she really doesn't want to know what happened to Zhili and the third princess, but she dare not let herself know so clearly, she is afraid that one day She would be mad with jealousy.

Because if these words were really spoken out from Zhili frankly again and again, it would be irreversible, and she would not be able to deceive herself anymore, because she had heard the naked reality, which would be even more cruel to her.

She doesn't want to give up this marriage with Zhili, even if it is a half-way marriage, she wants to extend it infinitely and become a lifetime companion and guardian...

In front of him, she would rather be a fool for the rest of her life, willingly and willingly.

"Actually, I know Nangong Wan. The child in my stomach is my mother. I apologize to you again for acting in front of you just now, but it's too embarrassing for the old lover to meet.

You can only pretend to be two strangers, talking taunting each other... It also makes you laugh. "

Zhi Li's words were frank.There was also some self-deprecating meaning, Zhang Zimo felt lost, Zhili didn't want to let her suffer, wanted to tell her everything, let her make her own judgment and choose not to hide it from her.

From a rational point of view, it is fair to explain everything clearly, but from a point of view of love, Zhili's upright and unreserved disclosure of his past love history is a disguised indifference to her.

If there is such a little bit of care in my heart, such a little bit of worry, will I want to hide it?
In order for the two to continue being together without any mistakes and separate, the past events and people should be prevaricated, and he insisted on revealing it in full.

"Your frankness scares me really. I want to be a fool and pretend to be stupid without giving me a chance."

Zhili said very calmly: "I don't want you to be a fool for the rest of your life or pretend to be a fool for the rest of your life. The life of deceiving yourself and others is not easy, and sooner or later a lie will be exposed even if it is a lie that you lie to yourself.

When I met Nangong Wan in the shop just now, I had a deep understanding. Sometimes I think I don’t care, but I really don’t understand my heart. When you really stand there one day and face those who you think When you can get by, you will find that it is a hurdle that you can't get by. "

(End of this chapter)