The Concubine Queen of the Phoenix: Your Majesty spoils his wife excessively

Chapter 272 Going Deeper [5]

"Two years, August sixteenth. The hidden guards sent out couldn't find her, and I was ashamed. How long will it take me to find you, Yingying..."

"September [-]th in the second year. Pingguo came to invade, and I decided to go to the battlefield in person. If I die there, I will continue to look for her in the next life."

"Three years, the sixth day of April. Brother Huang passed away. I originally wanted to make Chu Xiao the emperor, but I was concerned that Zhan Luoning was still alive and Yingying hadn't disappeared yet. I needed more power."

"Four years, March [-]th. The dark guard came to report that there was a woman in Tongzhou who was very similar to Qingying, and she set off overnight."

"Four years, March eighteenth. That woman is not Yingying..."

"Five years, January [-]th. The shadow guard came to report that there is a woman in Jizhou who is very skilled in medicine. I don't want to miss it. Maybe she is Yingying."

"Five years, January 22. That woman is not Yingying..."

………………

Qingqing looked at the notebook, the more she looked, the more blurred her eyes became.

Until she turned the notebook to the end——

"Seven years, the tenth day of May. I found Yingying and met my child. I thought I would never have another child in this life. Yao'er is very good and smart. Anyone can tell that he is My child. And Yingying... She probably still refuses to forgive me. I had a thousand ways to bring her back, but I still let her go... Seven years, we don't have many seven years to wait, I can chase her... I want to save her, use everything I have to save her. God bless me, I would like to exchange the rest of my life for her forever."

The water vapor floating in front of my eyes condensed and dripped after seeing the eight words "willing to exchange her life for the rest of my life".

The hot tears blurred the ink stains, holding the letter lightly, tears streaming down.

seven years—

He has been looking for him for seven years in this almost stupid way.

Hope again and again, disappointment again and again.

She could almost see Jun Xiye sitting here alone in the dead of night, looking at her portrait, looking for traces of her aimlessly.

Everything here is what he has done and paid for her.

Su Qingying, what virtue and ability do you have to ask Jun Xiye to come here for you!

wrong……

she was wrong...

Back then, she shouldn't have left, shouldn't have mistrusted him, and she shouldn't have missed so many years.

Jun Xiye has been searching for her for seven years!

So long, so lonely looking for her, even if there is a little possibility, even the slightest clue, he is unwilling to give up.

Xiye...

Xiye——

Light tears wet the notebook, and she clutched it tightly, refusing to let go.

Qingluan raised her head and forced the tears back into her eyes, "Miss, Your Majesty loves you more than his life. If you leave him again, just kill him. This way, he won't suffer too much."

"Do not--"

Taking a deep breath lightly, letting the tears roll down, "I will never leave him, never."

She no longer wants to let him be alone and make him suffer.

Jun Xiye has done enough for her.

Now, she should do something for him, and only for him—

Wiping the tears off his face, he closed the letter lightly, "Don't tell him about my coming here."

"...Yes, Miss." Qingluan couldn't guess what she meant, Miss really won't leave again.

Qingqing put the letter back on the dressing table, her fingertips lingered on the thin paper, reluctant to let go.

After a while, Qingying let out a long breath, and her voice was firm: "Go back to Prince Ning's mansion immediately."

(End of this chapter)