Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 775 I Don't Want To Destroy Her Life
He smiled very lightly, and shook his head lightly, "I don't know." He said in a low tone, but said firmly: "It's better not to know, I will never let her know."

I lowered my head and sat quietly before asking, "Why?"

"I don't want to ruin her life." He said softly: "She married a good man who treats her well and is worthy of entrusting her life. I'm not sure if I can do better than her husband. Besides, after I met her At the time, she already had someone she liked. I was a step late from the very beginning, and I could only watch her walking hand in hand with others... Yes, I like her, but I don’t want to destroy her love Life, as long as she lives happily, even if I can only watch from afar, I will be content."

My heart sank and I didn't know what to persuade.I understand Chang An's mood, but for some reason, I actually feel guilty.

"It was difficult for the sea...Although I have never dated any girl, I have been in love before, and I know what it feels like to like someone. So I don't want to force myself to accept others casually. I would rather not have that kind of marriage without feelings. This is what I refuse. The reason for Concubine Hui."

I finally knew what was on Chang An's mind. I didn't expect him to have such a strong feeling for that girl. Although I didn't say her name, I felt a vague feeling of deja vu from his words.My voice was dry and hoarse, and my breath changed, "...Are you really going to hide it from her forever?"

"Then what can I do? Talking about it will do her harm but not any benefit. I don't want to disturb her life. This is the only way to bury this relationship in my heart and hide it for a lifetime..." His voice became lower and lower, and he said the last sentence At that time, the voice was already too low to be heard.

I looked up at him, and Chang An's calm face couldn't help being moved.I didn't say anything more, I lowered my head, and I couldn't help feeling a little ups and downs after hearing what he said.Chang An is a good man, in order not to spoil his friend's marriage, he would rather hide his thoughts from that girl than mention them.Chang An seemed to be caught in the memories of the past. For a while, we all sat quietly, and no one spoke again.

After a while, I suddenly heard Chang An pretending to be relaxed and said with a smile: "Look at this expression, do you sympathize with me?"

I raised my head, and found that Chang An had regained his composure, and the melancholy and gloom just now were completely gone, with the usual smile on his face.

(End of this chapter)