Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 77 Do You Still Want Me Like This?

Lin Weiwei was startled by his words, and was stunned for a moment, then heard him continue to speak, his voice was very fragile, as if he was afraid that something would disappear.

"Gently, I don't like him not only because he is the son of that person, but also every time I see him, I feel a strong sense of crisis. Obviously I have lost my memory about him, but I just need to look at him When I see him, a string will be tensed in my brain, and I want to watch you closely, worrying that you will be snatched away by him.

This person's sense of existence is too strong, he makes me flustered, makes me worry about gains and losses, and makes me always feel as if you will leave me the next moment. "

He looked so fragile at the moment, his figure was so thin that it was unreasonable, and the pain in his eyes was so obvious, she couldn't help but feel distressed.

She grasped his hand tightly, interlocked her fingers with him, and then stretched out both hands in front of him, her eyebrows and eyes curved: "Did you see it?"

Lu Chen raised his eyes and looked at her with some doubts.

She continued, leaning on him even tighter, "Look at this moment, our fingers are intertwined, and our fingers are intertwined, that is, a couple holding hands, ten fingers interlaced, which means that two people are closely connected together .Our hands are connected, and our hearts are also connected. We will always be together, and I will never leave you, do you understand?"

Lu Chen closed his eyes in pain, and then hugged her tightly, so fragile.

"Gentle, I seem to be really sick. I am becoming more and more possessive of you now. It has evolved to the point where I can't control it. I want to be with you all the time. I don't want to have A moment of separation. I don't want any opposite sex around you, they will make me feel repelled, and they will make me afraid.

I seem to be really terminally ill, and only you are my antidote, so can you stay with me all the time?Maybe in the future I will become less and less like me, maybe I will become more and more controlling, control your friends, and guard against everyone around you.Do you still want me like this? "

"Yes, no matter what you become, no matter what you do, as long as you are still you, I will." Lin Weiwei replied without hesitation, and then saw his face improve a little bit.

He was lying in her arms like a wounded little beast, his brows were tightly frowned, and his eyes were kept open, staring at her intently, not even daring to blink.

He was afraid, afraid that when he blinked, this beautiful dream would wake up, and then he would return to the endless night before, and then found that this was just a dream he had, his world, or without her.

In that endless night, he couldn't find him no matter what, and he was the only one struggling.

He didn't dare to imagine that kind of day again, and he didn't dare to experience that kind of day again.

If it happened again, he would go crazy, he would.

Lin Qingyuan kept patting his back, as if comforting a fragile child, her voice was soft and soft.

"Ah Chen, be good, Qingqing will always be here, Qingqing will accompany you, will always be with you, don't be afraid, Qingqing likes you the most."

Lu Chen listened to her words, and the sense of reality in his heart slowly returned. He looked at Lin Qingqing above, she was so gentle at the moment, and her whole body seemed to have a halo.

His little angel really came to redeem him.

She said he was her favorite person.

She wants him too.

That feeling filled his heart little by little, making him feel unbelievably warm. He slowly closed his eyes, feeling her gentle touch, comfortable and at ease.

Lin Weiwei kept this movement, watched him slowly close his eyes, and finally he was no longer like before, full of sadness and cautious emotions, and then he slowly let go of his heart.

He should be such a proud person, but he always shows such fragile and painful emotions. It is conceivable how the past year has devastated his mind and body.

Go to sleep, I'm still here, I'll always be here, don't be afraid.

How could I not want you, even if you don't want me, I won't want you.

You are the youthful joy that has been in my heart for so many years, the existence that no matter how many times I recall it, I will always laugh out loud in my dreams.

How lucky I am to meet you and fall in love with you.

For the rest of my life, I will be there, always.

So can you not be so sad, don't be so scared.

She looked at him, even in his sleep, he was holding her hand tightly, lying in her arms, curled up, in the most insecure position.

She took the blanket on the sofa and covered him, looked at his good-looking features, and turned her body sideways to make him lie more comfortably.

He moved a bit, holding his hands tightly and refused to let go, until he felt the familiar breath, relieved, turned his head and fell asleep slowly.

Lin Weiwei looked at the sky outside which had become completely dark, and there was a faint light in the opposite window. She glanced at the people around her, feeling extremely relieved.

As long as he is still by her side, she will accompany him to get better slowly.

He will still be the proud and cold Lu Chen before, and he will still be the boy that everyone in No. [-] Middle School can't help but praise. He will also become better and better than before.

God has given him so much misfortune, and he will definitely take care of him in his future life and make him better and better.

Will.

The mobile phone on the table rang suddenly, and she hurriedly took it with her other free hand. The name flashing on the page was "Mom", she quickly picked it up,

Lin Weiwei subconsciously wants to let go of his hand and go out to answer the phone, but he seems to be conscious, holding on tightly, she has no choice but to hang up the phone and send a message to Lu Xin.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

Lu Xin replied quickly, "I'm in the hospital, are you in the ward now?"

"Yes, yes, you come up directly."

There was no more reply, Lin gently put down the phone, but met his ignorant eyes.

"Did I wake you up?" She smiled a little embarrassedly, and then watched him get up slowly.

"Auntie is coming?"

"Yeah, mom is here to bring us dinner."

He sat up, helped her tidy up her clothes, then stood up, ready to open the door.

Lin Qingwei looked at his skillful and natural movements, but there was a trace of sweetness in his heart. He valued himself, so he wanted to behave obediently and sensiblely in front of his mother, and wanted to win over her. like.

This fool, mother likes him very much.

Lu Chen walked to the door, waited for a while, the door was knocked, he immediately opened the door, took the lunch box in Lu Xin's hand, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Lu Xin was taken aback by what he said, and then walked in, and glanced at Lin Qingqing, she was sitting upright at the moment, as if she was waiting for her.

Lu Xin helped them open the lunch box, saying: "I have watched you grow up since I was a child, when you are like my own son, you can take good care of your illness, take care of your body, and be alive and kicking again, I will be satisfied .I can’t do much, but it’s okay to cook for you.”

Lu Xin's words were sincere, and Lu Chen was moved. He ate a lot in front of Lu Xin. Seeing him eating happily, Lu Xin couldn't help feeling relieved.

(End of this chapter)