Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 60 Gently Look, I Remember You So Hard

Huang Ning saw that he was standing all the time, as if he was in deep thought, walked up to him, raised his hand and shook, "What are you thinking?"

He immediately returned to that state, dumbfounded, and his eyes became confused.

"where is this place?"

Huang Ning pulled him to a chair and sat down, "I don't know where this is, I'm locked up like you, but as long as you behave well, they won't hurt us."

Lu Chen pretended to half understand, nodded, "Okay."

Seeing him like this, Huang Ning felt very entangled in his heart. The effect of hypnosis was better than he expected. Next, as long as he gave him some more psychological hints, made him suffer, and caused him to have a nervous breakdown, he would be completely ruined.

After getting along for such a long time, he actually has a good impression of this boy. He is good-looking, simple-minded, and always quiet. In fact, he is very likable.

I also came from his age, so I couldn't bear to look at him.

He couldn't bear to let him think of the most painful things again and again, and he didn't want him to collapse completely.

Not willing to let him become a psychopath.

But now my mother is in the hospital at this moment, spending the money on that check, and the threat of that person is still vivid in my memory.

He said that if he did something small, he would immediately stop his mother's medication and throw her out of the hospital.

His mother is his life.

The other party grabbed his dead point, and the snake hit seven inches. His weak spot was grabbed hard, and he couldn't do anything.

It's just that he still saved the last trace of kindness, and he didn't go to the deepest part every time he was hypnotized, leaving him a little bit of his own memory.

In this way, my own crimes can be lightened, and even if I go to hell in the future, it won't be forever.

Seeing Lu Chen's stunned look, he made up his mind and decided to give him psychological hints.

Lu Chen kept looking at him with no emotion on his face, very cooperative.

Huang Ning hypnotized him, and then saw that he had completely lost consciousness, and said leisurely: "You are a poor person, your father died, your mother committed suicide, you are an orphan, you have no home, You're all alone, you're poor, you're poor."

Lu Chen's expression gradually became painful, the veins on his head burst out, and he hugged his head in pain.

"No, it's not like that, I'm not pitiful, I'm not alone, you nonsense, you nonsense!"

He kept repeating this sentence, Huang Ning was not in a hurry, and slowly disturbed him more deeply, until he stopped talking later, and kept holding his head in pain.

The expression on his face was very painful, until he started rolling on the ground behind him, screaming loudly, and then completely lost consciousness and passed out.

Huang Ning helped him to the bed, covered him with a quilt and left.

Thinking of his appearance just now, there was some pain in his eyes.

This is the first time he has used what he has learned to harm others.

That was once the knowledge he was proud of, something he could use to show off.

But now, everything was destroyed in his hands.

I was afraid in my heart.

Why not be afraid.

This is harming people.

He killed such a young child, what his future life will be like, he doesn't know, it may really be completely destroyed.

Lu Chen opened his eyes in pain at this time, the blood in his eyes was very deep, he was really hypnotized just now.

If he didn't wake up at the last moment, he might really become a psychopath.

He couldn't do what they wanted, he wanted to go back, he wanted to go back to her.

Desperate.

He tried his best to pretend, just to wait for them to put him and Huang Ning alone together.

He could see that this man's conscience hadn't been completely wiped out.

He wanted to escape, but he still had to rely on him in the future.

It's just that it's not enough now, he must be fully prepared to let him know that he has not been hypnotized by him.

But there will be many times of hypnosis in the future, he can't be sure that he can hold on, he must find a way to keep himself awake, so that he will not forget her.

His lightness is still waiting for him.

He will definitely cry if he doesn't wait.

He couldn't make her cry.

How could his girl cry.

He waited for a long time, until there was no movement outside, and then walked out cautiously.

He found a small fruit knife in the living room, very sharp, he smiled and picked it up.

They probably didn't want him to die, so even the fruit knife was so small that it was very difficult to commit suicide.

But he won't kill himself.

He wants to live well,

He picked up the knife, hid it in his sleeve, walked into his room, and locked the door.

He sat down by the bed, took out the fruit knife, and carved the word "light" on his wrist one by one.

His wrist was dripping with blood, but he seemed to be unconscious, watching and smiling foolishly.

Look gently, I try so hard to remember you, so you also work harder, don't forget me so quickly, okay?

I will desperately come back to you, just wait a little longer, okay?

It won't be long.

My heart is with you, no matter where I am, I always want to go home.

Home is where you are.

When the knife landed, there was some noise, Huang Ning rushed in immediately, and was startled when he saw this scene.

He quickly found the first aid kit, found a bandage, and wrapped it around him until the bleeding stopped.

Judging by Lu Chen's appearance, he should have been sober for a while, and even committed self-mutilation in order to regain his sobriety.

He was so frightened that he felt as if all the worrying things before had appeared in advance.

He is more stubborn than he imagined.

In order to keep himself awake, he actually made such a move.

He clearly knew that he should hypnotize him again now, so that he would spend less and less time awake, and live in chaos every day.

But looking at his fragile and stubborn appearance, it was so unbearable.

Is he really going to ruin his life?
He bandaged Lu Chen before looking up at him.

This boy was tall, a little taller than him, and he needed to look up at him when he was standing, but his eyes were very clean, the clarity of a rare boy.

is what he doesn't have.

He doesn't deserve it either.

In the end, he still couldn't bear it, so he didn't perform the second hypnosis, but just stayed by his bedside, and only left after he fell asleep.

Today's incident touched him a lot, and the guilt in his heart became more and more serious. He couldn't help him with anything, and he still wanted to be that executioner and help the evildoers.

He could only reduce the number of times of hypnosis as much as possible, hoping to alleviate his pain and let him leave a little bit of inner beauty.

In that case, he probably wouldn't hurt himself again.

In that case, he would not be regarded as completely killing himself.

If he could go back in the future, he wouldn't have the face to see his mother.

(End of this chapter)