Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 53 I Came to Find You

After everyone finished filling in the report, they walked out in twos and threes. Lin Qingwen walked at the end. Her clean feet were already stained with dust, but she didn't notice it at all. She just walked forward stubbornly. The whole person seemed to have lost her soul. .

Lu Zhixu observed her for a long time, making sure that she was alone, and then saw her bare foot, looking out of her wits, and walked forward after thinking twice.

Lin Qingqing's path was blocked, and she looked up subconsciously, with some hope in her heart, thinking that it was Lu Chen who rushed over.

Seeing that somewhat familiar face, she smiled wryly, it wasn't him.

I was almost hallucinating.

"What's wrong with you, why do you look so embarrassed, where are your shoes?" Lu Zhixu asked hesitantly, knowing that he shouldn't get too close to her, but seeing her so fragile, he still wanted to care about her.

Lin Weiwei smiled with difficulty, "Squad leader, I'm fine, thank you." Then he walked around him and walked back.

Seeing her forced smile, Lu Zhixu couldn't bear it even more, and stepped forward to support her: "I'll take you back." Lin gently avoided his touch and waved his hand, "No need, My home is very close, and I can go back by myself."

Lu Zhixu wanted to ask again, but she was already walking forward on her own, without any intention of staying.

Lu Zhixu stood where he was, bitter in his heart. He actually had a lot to tell her.

He wanted to tell her that he also applied for BJ University, and even though he knew she would not like him, he still wanted to be selfish and be her classmate for a few more years, and wanted to be closer to her.

She was too alienated from herself, she was very polite even when she spoke, she refused anyone's touch, and stubbornly only wanted to guard that one person.

But she is so sad now, where is Lu Chen?
He clenched his fists tightly, but he was still worried after all, and followed her quietly, keeping a distance away, afraid of being discovered by her and hated by her.

He couldn't be hated by her.

He watched her walk through many crossroads alone, and watched her barefoot, walking slowly step by step, but never stopped.

She stubbornly refused her help and wanted to go back by herself, but she didn't know how distressed she was.

She is the girl he has liked for so many years, she is beautiful, kind, brave and generous.

But he is so stubborn that he is unwilling to accept even a little help from himself.

Regarding the fact that she likes her, she has always maintained an extremely alienated attitude, never giving herself a chance, and keeping a distance.

Obviously that kind of alienation was enough to make him give up, but he was still unwilling to let her go.

The girl he has kept in his heart for so many years, even if he is not liked by her, he still hopes that she will be fine.

Just like at this time, watching her go home safely is also good.

At least he can rest assured.

He watched the figure in front of him get farther and farther away, and then turned into the corner of her house, and then he could no longer see her.

He really wanted to go forward and ask what happened and why he was so sad.

But he didn't dare, he could only watch her go back from a distance, and he didn't have the courage to get any closer.

She is always thousands of miles away from her, polite and distant.

He really wanted to ask, where did he lose? Is it because she and Lu Chen grew up together?
Although he was late, as long as she wanted, he could give her the rest of his time.

As long as she wants, he can give anything.

But she didn't want anything.

Even if she gets closer to her, she can't avoid it.

His heart was filled with bitterness, and he left in a daze. He had watched the scenery along the way for many years, and he had followed her secretly many times, and occasionally pretended to meet her by chance, to show his presence in front of her.

But in the end it was useless.

Not his, after all not his.

Lin Qingwei returned home, found out all her savings, took a small bag, put on her shoes and was about to leave.

Lu Xin stopped her: "Where are you going?"

Lin lightly paused, "Mom, I'm going to find Lu Chen. I can't get in touch with him. If I don't answer the phone, I won't answer the message. I'm going to find him. I'm going to see if he's okay."

Seeing her crying expression, Lu Xin felt a little helpless, walked into the room and gave her a few red bills, "Jiangcheng is quite far away, how can you have enough money for you? Remember to call me when you arrive, don't worry me .”

Lin Weiwei tightly held the few pieces of money, his eyes were wet and hot, but he tried his best to bear it.

"Thank you, Mom. I'm leaving first. I'll call you when I arrive."

"Be careful, watch the car." Lu Xin warned from behind, watching her go downstairs quickly, trotting all the way.

She sighed, and when she returned home, she couldn't help feeling a little uneasy in her heart. She took a deep breath and forced herself to be quiet.

Lin Qingqing ran all the way, ran to the street, hailed a taxi and went to the passenger transport center, bought the ticket for the nearest bus to Jiangcheng, sat in the waiting hall and waited anxiously.

The uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense, and she wanted to see him immediately so that she could feel at ease.

The car drove away soon. She was sitting in the car, holding her bag tightly, watching the changing scenery outside, but she didn't have any thoughts of admiring it. She just felt that the car was driving so slowly and so long.

She picked up her phone, opened WeChat, found his dialog box, and clicked on it to see that he had sent so many messages on it, but he didn't reply.

She pressed the keyboard tremblingly, and still had a hope, and sent a message.

"Brother, I came to Jiangcheng to look for you."

She stared at the screen, hoping to receive his reply on it, but she still didn't.

Her emotions suddenly collapsed, and she cried silently with her face covered. She felt full of helplessness, as if something was about to be lost, but she couldn't grasp it no matter what.

There were many people in the car, but no one noticed her. She shrank herself in the seat, crying desperately and helplessly.

At a place she didn't know, Lu Zhixu was sitting at the back of the car, keeping his eyes on her direction.

He himself didn't know why he went back to find her, and then saw her running desperately, so he followed subconsciously. If something happened to her as a girl, it would be very dangerous.

He subconsciously wanted to protect her.

Then he covered his face with his hat, followed her into the car, and sat in the rearmost seat of the car, just where he could see her.

He saw that she was crying all the time, even her shoulders were shaking. He really wanted to step forward, comfort her, give her a shoulder, and let her know that she was not alone.

Even if he can only be a friend, he still wants to care about her more and make her feel better.

How could the girl he had kept in his heart for so long cry so sadly, but he was still so powerless.

There was nothing to do but watch her cry.

(End of this chapter)