Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 36
The day before school started, Lu Chen finally came back. He didn't come back alone. Old Man Lu also came back with him.

Mr. Lu had known for a long time that the Lin family couple took care of Lu Chen. He thanked them a thousand times, brought many things to the door, and begged them to accept them.

Mr. Lu is very old, but because he has been in the workplace for many years, he still has the aura of not being angry and arrogant. The Lin family and his wife declined several times, but finally accepted.

The old man was already determined to train Lu Chen well. He usually went to school here, and went to his place during the holidays. The old man found a teacher for him and taught him some extra things.

The old man couldn't wait to give Lu Chen what he had been missing for so many years.

Originally, the old man hoped that Lu Chen would go to school in Jiangcheng, and he could visit him often, but Lu Chen refused. He said that the school here is very good, with familiar people and teachers, and he didn't want to leave.

The old man followed him in the end, but he just hoped that he would visit him more during the holidays, so that he could teach him something.

The old man expressed his hope that the Lu family could be handed over to him in the future, but he did not directly refuse, and he also agreed to other requests of the old man one by one.

It doesn't matter whether you like it or not, it's just that you don't want to disappoint the old man in front of you.

He is his only relative in this world.

Because it is the only one, it is so precious.

There is only one thing, he doesn't want to leave this home, this school, nor does he want to leave Lin Qingqing.

He wanted to spend more time with her.

She loves to cry so much, what if she is not around and gets bullied.

There are so many boys who have no good intentions for her, if she leaves, she will really enter the wolf's den.

In the following days, the two of them were still the same as before, going to and from school every day, and on that familiar street, their figures were always closely following each other, one behind the other.

Time walked unhurriedly, from spring to summer, and then to autumn and winter, their statures gradually grew taller, and their immature faces gradually faded away, turning into the appearance of little adults.

In 2016, many great things happened.

The G20 meeting was held in Hangzhou, and China's "three major transformations" were officially established and entered the 60th year of a socialist society.

There were also large and small fires and earthquakes this year, and some countries were still suffering from wars.

In 2016, both Lu Chen and Lin Qingqing were prospective high school seniors, facing the upcoming college entrance examination and the choice of their future life paths.

They were all directly promoted from the junior high school of No. [-] Middle School. Since entering the high school, they have always been in the first class, commonly known as the top class.

No. [-] Middle School and High School are divided into classes according to grades, and no backdoor moves are allowed. Fortunately, Lin Qingqing and Lu Chen have excellent grades and have always been among the best in their grades.

This year, they can no longer laugh and laugh as unscrupulously as they did when they were young. They put away a lot of emotions, focus on studying every day, and talk less and less.

Lu Chen seemed to be getting busier and busier. He had already entered the final stage of his third year of high school, but he still often went to Jiangcheng. Except at school, she rarely saw him. Sometimes he was picked up just after school on Friday.

Lin Weiqing didn't want to admit it, but something seemed to have really changed.

As they grew up, it seemed that they could no longer be as close as they were when they were children.

The loss in her heart was like vines, eroding her heart bit by bit, but she couldn't say or do anything.

What position does he have? The people in Jiangcheng are his closest relatives, and he is just a neighbor.

Maybe in a few more years, he can forget about himself, and find a considerate girl to stay by his side.

No matter what it is, it will never be like this.

I am vexatious and irritable, and I always want to be coaxed by him.

He must be very tired.

She also became more and more silent, and no longer chattered like she was when she was a child. They all seemed to be slowly changing.

She doesn't like this way of getting along. It seems to be the same, but both of them know that many things have changed.

Apart from walking to and from school every day, they talked less and less now. Lu Chen was originally a talker, and Lin Weiwei didn't take the initiative to speak. The two of them were often relatively silent along the way, and then went back to their respective homes.

The loneliness and bravery in his youth seemed to fade away with time.

Every Friday night, Lin Qingqing would watch from the window, watching him get into the black car she was familiar with, and drive him away.

It seems that Jiangcheng is not that far away from here, but she feels that the distance between them is getting farther and farther.

Their world seemed to be very different. He could no longer always appear where he could see when he raised his eyes like he did when he was a child.

She even began to miss him when she was a child. Although he was also a man of few words at that time, he would always accompany her at that time, would hold her hand to go to school together, and would use many, many strawberry flavored sticks Sugar to make yourself happy.

He obviously doesn't like to laugh, but every time he is coaxed to show a slight smile by himself.

I love how he always calls his name.

Instead of being like now, even wanting to have a good talk with him has become a luxury.

She even felt that in Jiangcheng, was there something he would miss more, someone he would never forget, that's why he was so eager to leave, so anxious to go there.

Some thoughts, once planted, seem to be irremovable.

It will take root little by little, pull your heart, and make you even breathe with pain.

Shouldn't she hide him in her heart, just treat him as a neighbor's elder brother, so that she won't care so much, won't worry so much, and don't have to think about it again and again , what is he doing.

If you don't have that kind of thought, you won't have hope.

Lin Weiwei also became silent, no longer laughing and fussing like before, Lu Xin soon noticed her change, and asked several times in private, she only said that it was caused by the pressure of studying.

Lu Xin looked at her obviously absent-minded answer, and didn't point it out. He just told her to pay attention to rest, and then carefully prepared three meals a day for her, so that she would have no worries.

But she still lost weight obviously. She used her studies to numb herself every day, pretending not to see him leaving in front of her eyes again and again, and pretending not to see him becoming more and more silent towards her.

Maybe he was tired of himself, maybe he was upset because he was always making noise.

I should be more sensible, it is already the last moment of the third year of high school, maybe after these few months, they will go their separate ways.

When we meet again from now on, we are just the most familiar strangers.

In the blink of an eye, it was mid-April, and the weather was slowly getting hotter. There was a countdown sign for the college entrance examination at the back of the class. Lin Qingyuan looked at the fewer and fewer numbers on it, and couldn't help being startled.

Her heart became more and more anxious, as if on the day when the countdown reached 0, he would really leave.

Lu Chen has always been the number one in his grade, and he can go to any school he wants.

She studied desperately, trying to catch up with him, and not to be left behind.

But she couldn't help being in a trance, and if she really caught up, so what.

A change is a change.

Can not go back.

(End of this chapter)