Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 26 Gently, I Have No Home
When Lu Chen ran downstairs, he saw only a large pool of blood, which was shocking.

Han Wenying's body has been taken away by the 120 Office, and only some police officers remain at the scene.

His world seemed to collapse in an instant, and there were only bright red blood in his eyes, filling his nerves, torturing him almost to the point of collapse.

For so long, he has been forcing himself to grow up quickly, to be sensible quickly, and to become his mother's support sooner.

But mom, why, why can't you wait for me.

I have been working hard to grow up, I will become a great person like my father, I will make you proud.

Why, can't you wait for me?
He knelt down and wept silently. In the end, his voice was hoarse and he could only cry out loudly.

Lin Qingnian couldn't bear it, and wanted to go forward to hug him, but only heard him screaming and screaming.

"Mom, mom, mom."

His shoulders were trembling, his eyes were red, his spirit had completely collapsed, and he had no sense of the people around him.

He just kept looking at the pool of blood and called out to his mother.

Lin gently threw himself to his side, covering his eyes with both hands, "Don't watch it, okay, don't watch it, brother, let's not watch it."

He slowly broke away from her hand, his hands kept beating the ground as if unconscious.

"It's all my fault, I should have found out earlier, I should have cared more about her, so I could stop her, stop her.

It's all my fault, it's all my fault. "

His hand was already dripping with blood, Lin gently rushed over and grabbed his hand, holding it tightly, crying sobbingly.

"Lu Chen, don't do this, don't do this, I beg you."

Seeing you like this makes me feel so sad that I'm about to die.

He looked at her dully, his eyes did not fluctuate, but tears kept falling.

Lin Weiwei hugged him tightly, "Brother, don't do this, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself, Auntie doesn't want to see you like this."

Lu Chen finally sobbed loudly, beating Lin Qingqing's heart one by one.

Brother, is there any way to make you feel better, if I know, no matter how difficult it is, I will definitely do it.

But now, all I can do is stay with you.

If I was with you all the time, would you feel better?

Didn't you say that I am a little angel, then I just want to bless you to be happy for the rest of your life.

Lu Chen didn't know how long he cried until he couldn't cry anymore. His eyes were red and his voice was sad.

"lightly,
I have no home. "

Lin Weiwei hugged her tightly, wanting to warm him a little bit more, and want him to feel better.

Her voice was already hoarse, but she still stubbornly raised her head and stared at him seriously.

"You still have me."

"Lu Chen, you still have me."

"As long as I'm here, you're not alone."

The people in the community are all gathered here at this moment, watching this scene, they can't help but shed tears.

What evil did this family do? There are three members of a good family, and now only Lu Chen is left alone. What will he do in the future?

Lu Xin worked hard to adjust his emotions and walked forward.

"Ah Chen, your mother left something for you. It's at Auntie's house. Auntie will take you to see it, okay?"

Lu Chen suddenly raised his head to look at her, then immediately stood up and went upstairs quickly.

Lu Xin handed him what Han Wenying gave him, Lu Chen took it tremblingly, it was a letter and a bank card.

He opened the letter, and almost instantly, tears streamed down his face.

"Ah Chen, when you read this letter, your mother is already gone.

Forgive my mother for being selfish, the life without your father is really too hard.

I tried, I want to live a good life for you, I want to watch you grow up, I want to be with you all the time.

But it was really too difficult, and I couldn't sleep night after night, and his whole body was scorched in my dreams.

I was so terrified and devastated that every night, this nightmare would fill me up and make me almost suffocate.

Ah Chen, I'm sorry, my mother really can't bear it anymore.

Tomorrow is the new year, Ah Chen, promise mom, you will live a good life.

And with it, mother's share.

Perhaps, the moment I met your father, it was already doomed.

He lives, I live, he dies, I die.

Every minute without him is a torment for me.

Forgive my selfishness.

This bank card is all the savings of the family. Mom will not be with you in the next few days. You have to be good, study hard, and grow up healthy and healthy.

If you can't survive alone, you can go to Lu's house in Jiangcheng to find your grandfather.

He will accept you.

Ah Chen, I'm sorry, don't feel sorry for your mother, I just went to find your father.

I want to meet him again.

Only where he is, for me, is heaven.

Ah Chen, don't hate mom, forget about mom. "

Lu Chen's tears fell on the letter paper one by one, and he squeezed the letter tightly with his fingers, screaming silently.

Why, why can't you wait any longer, why, leave me alone.

From then on, inside that door, there will never be that busy figure again, no one will cook delicious meals for him, no one will hold his hand, no one will call him so gently. Him, never again.

From now on, only myself is left.

Those warm moments in the past will never be there again.

Since then, I have been an orphan without a father or a mother.

In this world, there will never be a lamp that belongs to me, and no one will wait for me at home.

Lu Xin couldn't bear to see him like this, stepped forward to comfort him, but saw him standing up suddenly, wiped away his tears, and looked at her dully.

"Aunt Lu, thank you, I won't fall down, I'm going to take care of my mother's affairs and let her go with dignity."

Mom wants to save face, she chose such a tragic way to leave this world, and I have to keep her last trace of decency.

Lu Xin followed him out, Lin Qingqing was standing at the door, seeing him going out, hurriedly followed.

The three came to the hospital together, Han Wenying's body had been moved to the morgue, Lu Chen walked in alone, Lin Qingqing and Lu Xin stood guard outside the door.

They knew that he must have a lot to say to Han Wenying.

Lu Chen slowly lifted the white cloth and saw Han Wenying's face. She was still as gentle as before.

But such a gentle person left this world in such a tragic way.

She should really see death as home.

Lu Chen looked at her, as if he wanted to engrave her face into his mind.

Mom, don't worry, I will live a good life.

You can go to Dad with peace of mind, you are in another world, you must be happy.

With Lu Xin's help, they quickly held a funeral for Han Wenying and connected her tombstone with Lu Chengpeng's.

He understands his mother's wish, even if they die, they will always be together.

He didn't cry anymore, after that night, he grew up quickly, and his 14-year-old officially began in such a bloody way.

Lin Qingqing stayed with him all the time, afraid that he would do something unexpected, but he didn't. He went to and from school every day as usual, ate at her house every day, and then went back.

In the living room of his house, there are two black and white photos hanging, and he often looks at them in rapt attention.

He won't cry.

Also won't laugh anymore.

　I have seen firefighters rushing out with gas tanks in the video, and I have seen military wives crying in despair at the memorial service.

　　Every time they go retrograde, they pay tribute to life.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)