Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 245 He clearly knew that he had crossed the line

Lu Zhixu came alone, Lu Changfeng was still in prison, and Ye Wan didn't want to come to Lu's house again, so he was the only one.

In fact, he doesn't have to come, because he is currently in the Ye family, and he doesn't have much to do with the Lu family.

In the end, he followed his mother's wishes and took over the Ye family as the next successor of the Ye family.

This was the path his mother had paved for him. It wasn't that he hadn't thought about fighting, but there seemed to be no reason for him to refuse.

He once thought about competing with Lu Chen and doing some ridiculous things, but in the end, he was disappointed in everything.

He has hidden the girl in his heart for so many years, but he has never seen himself in his eyes.

He can only escape, wanting to avoid seeing, wanting to numb himself.

He went to Peking University because of her, the place he longed for so much, but now, he can only escape.

All he did was to greet plainly and care occasionally like an ordinary friend.

But he wasn't satisfied with that at all.

He selfishly wanted to hold her in his arms every time he saw her, and selfishly wanted to steal her away.

But she doesn't want to, she will cry.

So what can I do.

He was drunk last night, and kept calling her name after he was drunk. He called her while he was drunk, and she answered, but he didn't know what to say.

Lin gently "Hello" a few times without hearing a response, and wanted to hang up, but heard his extremely hoarse voice: "Don't hang up."

He wanted to hear her voice.

He endured it for a long time, until this New Year's Eve, until he stayed alone in the room alone.

He suddenly remembered that time when he ran downstairs to her house like crazy. He was obviously in a mess, but when he saw her, he just wanted to laugh.

At that time, he took the hot water and towel from her hand, and his heart beat a little faster.

But she told herself not to come to her again.

She was terrifyingly sober, yet determined and cruel.

Every New Year's Eve after that, Lu Zhixu would miss her crazily, and there was no room for him to let himself be completely decadent.

When tomorrow dawns, everything will not get better, but I can't indulge anymore.

He made that phone call, but his heart was even more flustered because he heard Lu Chen's voice.

He listened to her hurried goodbye, then watched the phone hang up.

He wasn't sad at all, he was content.

It is already very good to be able to hear her voice on this day.

He is not greedy.

He drank a lot more, locked himself in his room, and drenched himself in darkness.

In the end, he completely lost consciousness, only remembering the pain of tearing his heart, he took out his mobile phone and sent her a message.

He could no longer resist the loneliness that he couldn't love, he sent her a lot of messages, deleted and sent, and deleted again.

In the end, there was only one sentence left, "Lin Qingqing, Happy New Year."

She didn't reply, and he waited with his mobile phone until those four words appeared on the page.

She saw it, and she replied to herself.

She said, "Happy New Year."

He put down his cell phone, looked at the light coming through the curtains, and finally felt alive.

When he woke up the next day, he looked at the chat page with her, saw that he had withdrawn so many messages, and saw the four words she replied to him.

Did she see it, he didn't know, maybe she just pretended not to see it.

He clearly knew that he had crossed the line.

I agreed to be ordinary friends, and I shouldn't always trouble her.

After washing up, he went to the dining room, and saw that his mother was already having breakfast. Her complexion was not very good, and she looked a little haggard.

Ye Wan shook his head, "It's okay, just a little insomnia, by the way, Mr. Lu said that we will go to the old house for dinner at noon today, you pack up and go early."

Lu Zhixu gave a "hmm" and walked back to the room.

His mother wouldn't go, he knew, because she didn't want to see anyone in the Lu family again.

He thought of the old house, and thought of Lin Qingqing.

Surely she will too.

Then I can see her again.

So he went, remained courteous, and was praised by many people, but he couldn't see the person he cared about the most.

He looked out the door several times, but he didn't see her, and his heart sank little by little.

Could it be that you didn't want to see yourself, so you didn't come over?

He is extremely tolerant. After a night of precipitation last night, he has already been able to control his emotions very well at this moment.

He looked away, greeted everyone in the Lu family, talked to them, and chatted.

Finally, he saw her figure and the person behind her.

He still couldn't hold back, wanting to hear her say a happy new year himself.

He got what he wanted.

It's not that he didn't see her alienation from him, but he still didn't hesitate.

Lin Qingqing, do you know that just because of this sentence, I can continue to persevere.

For the first time, Mr. Lu called so many people to the old house. Everyone was guessing what he was thinking, but they didn't dare to ask, so they could only discuss a few words in private.

When it was time for lunch, Mr. Lu finally resolved their confusion. He formally pulled Lin Qingwei to his side, and patted her hand affectionately.

The people below looked at him with some doubts. Although they had heard that Lu Chen had a girlfriend with a good relationship, they all thought it was just a young and immature relationship.

After all, the wealthy families they think don't need love, and marriage is only for profit.

But the old man's move is undoubtedly pulling Lin Qingqing to the front and announcing her identity in front of all of them.

Although the old man is old, his imposing manner has not diminished. He looked at the people sitting below and formally introduced the people around him.

"This is Lin Qingqing, my grandson-in-law-to-be. I like this child very much, and I have identified her. She will be Lu's proprietress in the future. You all have to respect her and obey her."

The people below did not dare to speak. Seeing that the atmosphere had calmed down, Assistant Liu took the lead.

"Yes, old man."

Seeing that he took the lead, the people below followed suit one by one.

"Yes, old man!"

There were many people, but at the moment they spoke in unison, with an inexplicable momentum, Lin Weiwei was a little nervous, but looking at the old man, he felt a little more at ease.

Grandpa introduced himself to so many people, which is equivalent to announcing the world.

She, Lin Qingqing, will be a part of the Lu family in the future, no one can bully her.

Her heart was warm and hot, she looked at Lu Chen in a blink of an eye, and finally had a sense of peace of mind.

She bowed generously and looked at those strangers. They looked at her with envy and doubt, but it had nothing to do with her.

All she can do now is to be generous, be Lu Chen's girlfriend, and love him well.

No matter how tall she stood, she would never forget that he was always standing beside her.

He became more and more excellent, making the ordinary Lin Qingwei seen by so many people and becoming the envy of so many people.

He always stands where he can see when he raises his eyes, giving himself the strength to feel at ease.

Because of him, Lin Qingqing will always be the pampered person, and can always enjoy his preference unscrupulously.

(End of this chapter)