Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 24 He wants her all his life
After waking up, Han Wenying refused to say a word, silently dealt with everything, and took Lu Chengpeng's ashes home.

Lu Chen took the initiative to take on the housework and took care of his mother carefully.

My mother is becoming less and less talkative, and she is as quiet as if there is no such person at home.

There is a black and white photo of Lu Chengpeng in the living room. Han Wenying often sits on the sofa, looks at him, and occasionally talks to him, and then shed tears when no one is around.

She really, really couldn't take it anymore.

Who said that time is a good medicine, once you meet the person who wants to be with you for a lifetime, you just want to be with you in life and death.

She hasn't really fallen asleep for a long time, even with the help of sleeping pills, she is still terribly awake.

The picture in the dream was so clear, she watched him run into the fire and never come out again.

Lu Chengpeng's charred body appeared in her mind over and over again, she couldn't force herself, she couldn't forget it.

This nightmare haunted her over and over again, making her unable to fall asleep, thinking about it again and again, and breaking down emotionally again and again.

In front of Lu Chen, she always pretended to be very good. She would prepare meals for him after school and keep the house in order.

Lu Chen also changed, becoming quieter and more obedient, following his own course in almost everything, and never saying no.

She understood that he was no less sad than herself. He had experienced such a thing at his age, and his heart must be in great pain.

Han Wenying thought, even if it was for her son, she must persevere.

On this day, Han Wenying went to the vegetable market as usual, and the neighbors greeted her warmly when they saw her, and chatted with her about home affairs. Han Wenying didn't respond, just smiled and left.

The sympathy in their eyes is so obvious, it's not like I can't see it.

But she didn't need anyone's sympathy. Her husband just went to heaven, where he would look at their mother and son. He just changed his way to accompany them.

She comforted herself and pretended to be okay, going to and from get off work as usual every day.

The weather is getting colder and colder, but Lu Chen still wakes up very early every day, often when he wakes up, Han Wenying is still fast asleep.

Lu Chen is sensible and always walks quietly in the morning, never disturbing her.

Over time, Han Wen felt guilty. This child is not obedient, and he knows how to take care of himself at a young age.

Every day after that, Han Wenying made breakfast before he went to school and asked him to go after eating. Lu Chen was a little flattered, but he ate everything she had prepared every day.

He can do whatever he wants as long as his mother is happy.

The days passed slowly, and it was the end of December in a blink of an eye. Han Wenying seemed to be in better spirits, and she was able to chat with Lu Xin. Although she still seldom smiled, she seemed to have walked out.

Lu Xin is a kind-hearted person, and he would always go to accompany her and talk to her, hoping that she would not always be in grief. Seeing her current appearance, she felt relieved.

On December 12st, many people in the class made an appointment to go to Huxin Square to celebrate the New Year together. There is a New Year’s Eve ceremony in Huxin Square every year on this day, which is very interesting.

Lu Chen doesn't want to go, it doesn't mean much to him, he has become more and more quiet recently, he doesn't say a few words almost a day, even Lin Qingqing hasn't seen him smile for a long time.

He has been working harder and harder, and he has always been the first in his grade in his studies, and he can gently separate himself from No.2 Lin by more than ten points.

In the evening of this day, the head teacher left school early, because the next day was New Year's Day, with a three-day holiday.

Lin Qingqing has been following Lu Chen like a little tail since the moment school was over, watching him briskly walking in front, without any intention of waiting for her, she followed step by step, with her little face drooping.

After finally encountering a red light, Lu Chen stopped, and she hurried after him, pulling his sleeve, looking pitiful.

"Brother, just promise me, let's go to New Year's Eve together."

Lu Chen looked at the girl in front of him, whose face was a little red. He didn't know whether it was because of running or being blown by the wind. He looked at her with bright eyes.

He turned around, pulled the zipper of her padded jacket to the top, put on the hat, saw that only her small head was exposed, and then turned around in satisfaction.

Lin Qingwei looked at his movements, feeling a little anxious, "Brother, can you talk to me, okay?"

At this time, the light was already green, and there was an electric car coming from behind, Lu Chen pulled her to his side, looking at her helplessly.

"understood."

Lin Weiwei was overjoyed, clutching his clothes tightly, not letting go no matter what.

Really, the legs are so long, they walk so fast.

I'm tired of chasing after myself, okay?

Feeling the little girl clinging to him, he deliberately slowed down, looking down, he could only see her head.

I don't know when she will grow up, why she is still as thin and small as when she was a child.

Lu Chen, who was in adolescence, already had his own thoughts. He didn't just want to be her brother.

He wanted to guard her and protect her for the rest of his life.

He wants her all his life.

But still can't say it now, it will scare her away.

The two went downstairs to part, and went home separately. Han Wenying was on the day shift recently, and she was already home by this time. Lu Chen pushed open the door, and the food was already set on the dining table. Han Wenying came out of the kitchen wearing an apron.

Lu Chen put down his schoolbag, changed his shoes, and walked over. Han Wenying looked in good spirits today. She was smiling all the time since eating, and occasionally looked at Lu Chengpeng's portrait.

Lu Chen was eating quietly, when Han Wenying suddenly asked, "Ah Chen, how is your study going?"

Lu Chen put down his job and seriously replied: "It's fine, don't worry. How are you doing? Did you sleep better?"

Han Wenying often suffers from insomnia. He has always known that he often sees the light in her room still on in the middle of the night, and sometimes sees her sitting in the living room for a whole night, watching Lu Chengpeng's portrait.

He didn't know how to comfort his mother, he only knew that when his father was gone, his mother's soul followed him.

Lu Chen knew that if he didn't have himself, his mother might follow him without hesitation.

He can often hear her crying in the middle of the night. She should cover her mouth and don't want him to hear it.

Weeping one after another, the voice was broken.

He could hear her desperate cry, asking desperately.

"A Peng, you are gone, what should I do alone, how will I survive."

He could hear her calling Dad's name loudly.

Lu Chen really wanted to go in to comfort her, and wanted to tell her that you still have me.

But he knew that the love of his parents was too indestructible, and his own comfort was almost useless.

He can only choose to accompany her silently, try to make himself grow faster, and try to make her feel at ease.

Try to be a good boy who is obedient and sensible.

Han Wenying is very gentle today, just like she was a long time ago.

She wasn't surprised that Lu Chen knew about her insomnia, but responded flatly, "It's nothing, I'm used to it."

Then she said again.

"You have to study hard and be a useful person to society when you grow up. Mom can't help you, you have to do your best."

Lu Chen nodded and said yes, and then saw Han Wenying's gaze lingering on him, with a lot of emotions in his eyes, like reluctance, like farewell.

He was a little startled, and hurriedly asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Han Wenying withdrew her gaze and said nonchalantly, "It's okay, don't you want to go out to play tonight, go early, I'll clean up."

　The next plot, um, is a bit abusive to the hero

　　I don't know how to describe the love of the hero's parents

　　Maybe it's the world, only you can't
　　
　
(End of this chapter)