Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 22 It's Dawn, We're Going Home
At this time, Han Wenying kept walking back and forth in the room. Her mood at this moment was more nervous and anxious than when Lu Chengpeng was on mission so many times in the past.

It was as if her heart was tightly grasped by something, and she was in a heart-piercing pain. She didn't dare to think about it, so she could only tell herself over and over again that he had promised himself that he would be careful, and that he had promised that he would come back safely.

He promised.

She hugged her body, curled up, and looked out the window.At this time, the sky was completely dark, and everything was silent.

But she knew that he was still desperately trying to save people.

She just hurriedly answered a call from him saying that she was going on a mission to tell herself not to worry, and she didn't say anything more.

She knew the situation was urgent, and he called himself just to reassure himself.

But how to rest assured, he was racing against death every time, and every time, she was afraid, afraid.

How she was afraid of losing him, so scared that she dared not fall asleep, dare not close her eyes.

She was afraid that once she closed her eyes, he would never come back.

At five o'clock in the morning, the phone rang at home, and Han Wenying rushed to it, but when she picked up the phone, her hands began to shake.

It seemed that the bad premonition in her heart was getting stronger and stronger. She was afraid, she was afraid, and she almost collapsed.

She picked it up with trembling hands, and there was a burst of crying from the phone, and her head exploded instantly, "Is something wrong with Lu Chengpeng, isn't it? Which hospital is it in? I'll come over right away!"

It was Zhou Zheng on the other end of the phone. He called out to his sister-in-law in a crying voice, and then broke down in sobs.

Recognizing his voice, Han Wenying tried hard to control her almost collapsed emotions, and asked him with some luck in her heart, "Is your captain injured again, is it very serious this time?"

Zhou Zheng still didn't speak, Han Wenying didn't want to wait any longer, she put down the phone, and immediately went to the fire squadron.

There were few taxis on the street in the early morning. Han Wenying was standing on the street with tears all over her face. The cold wind blew across her face, and the tears were dried on her face, leaving only a trace.

She didn't dare to cry anymore, she still had to take care of him, he must be seriously injured, otherwise that boy wouldn't cry so sadly.

Finally stopped a car, she went up quickly, urging the driver to go faster.

When they arrived at the fire squadron, everyone was standing outside. Han Wenying walked in, step by step, so heavy, as if she knew what was going to happen next.

Seeing her approaching, everyone backed away slowly. Han Wenying stepped forward step by step and saw the man lying in the middle.

That was her man, the man who promised to protect her and guard her for the rest of his life.

He was lying on such a cold ground right now, there was no good place on his body, and he was lying lifeless.

Han Wenying stepped forward in a daze, and gently pushed him: "A Peng, get up, it's dawn, we're going home."

She pushed for a while, but there was no movement on the ground, and the firefighters beside him had already begun to wipe away their tears. Zhou Zheng was standing at the front, wanting to step forward to comfort him, but he dared not take half a step.

Han Wenying just looked at him with empty eyes, and kept pushing him.

"Get up, didn't you say that you would stay with me and protect me for the rest of your life? Lu Chengpeng, you can't do this. I have loved you all my life. It was you who gave me a home, and you said that you would be with me forever. with mine.

Get up, get up, don't count what you say!Then what should I do, what should I do alone? ! "

She couldn't bear it any longer, and fell on the ground crying bitterly, her body was so weak, it seemed that she was about to fall down in a second.

She couldn't believe it. They talked on the phone last night. He said he would be careful and protect himself.

He said so.

But within a few hours, he turned into a cold corpse, never to wake up again.

She hugged him and cried heart-rendingly, the tears kept flowing as if unconscious.

Her sky is falling.

He will never come back.

I will never smile at myself again, and never look at myself with doting eyes.

I will never look at myself affectionately again.

I will never call myself again.

"Aying,"

"Aying."

She's still here, but why isn't he here?
Han Wenying almost cried to death, hugged his body tightly and didn't let go, and finally passed out beside him.

Until she completely lost consciousness, she still hugged his body tightly and refused to let go.

She knew that he must be very painful.

He must be scared.

What was he thinking at the moment of the explosion, was he thinking of himself?
The firefighters quickly sent Han Wenying to the hospital. The doctor gave her water and said that she was too sad and needed a good rest.

Several firefighters squatted outside the ward, they dared not look at Han Wenying's face, they dared not look at her face full of tears.

They are all full of guilt, and if they were quicker, maybe they wouldn't be like this.

If it had been faster, the captain might not have died.

The captain is such a good person, and he is about to change his job. Why did such a thing happen at this juncture.

Zhou Zheng kept hitting the wall with his hands until his hands became bloody and he didn't even feel it.

It's all his fault!
It's because he wasn't brave enough, he should have gone straight to grab that gas tank, he's a coward!

Seeing this, several other teammates hurried up to stop him, "Zhou Zheng, don't do this, it's not your fault, the captain will feel heartbroken seeing you like this."

Zhou Zheng was in unbearable pain at the moment, and kept repeating: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, I'm not brave enough, I'm just a coward!"

He kept repeating that a big man, who usually bleeds without shedding a single tear, was crying like a child at this moment.

Several other people also squatted in the corner with painful expressions.

They dare not face the woman inside, they don't know how to make her feel better.

They would rather die themselves!
They all knew how deep Han Wenying's feelings for Lu Chengpeng were. They were all afraid that Han Wenying would not be able to survive such a big blow this time.

It didn't take long for Han Wenying to wake up. She took the needle off her hand, and the blood splashed out all at once. She didn't care, and stood up directly.

When the firefighters outside saw her coming out, they hurriedly followed, "Sister-in-law."

Han Wenying glanced at them, his eyes were out of focus, "I'm fine, I can't fall down, Ah Peng definitely doesn't want to see me like this."

After finishing speaking, she walked towards the outside of the hospital. She glanced at the sky. Today is a rare good weather. The sun is shining brightly on people's bodies.

But her heart is ashamed, her sun will never come back again.

But she had to hold on, she had to take care of the affairs behind him, and she had to let him go with peace of mind.

At noon, Lu Chen hurried over from school. Looking at his mother who was on the verge of collapse, he didn't dare to cry. He had grown up, and he wanted to take care of his mother instead of his father.

Han Wenying stopped crying and stared at him blankly, her voice was emotionless, "Ah Chen, you are here."

Lu Chen hugged her, his body trembling a little, he saw his father lying there, his whole body was burned so badly that he almost collapsed.

His eyes were flushed, he forced himself not to cry, he had to be strong, he had to guard his mother.

　I can't stop crying while writing this chapter

　　Soldiers are the greatest, and military wives are the hardest

　　Stop talking, crying in the storm

　　
　
(End of this chapter)