Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 207 What is the distance between friends?
In the evening, just as Lu Zhixu packed up his things and was about to leave the library, he saw the president of the literature club walking towards him from a distance. He stopped and waited for him to come.

The person who came was the president of the Literature Society, Lin Yan.He and Lu Zhixu have always been on good terms, and they would often share some interesting stories in the club with him.

Although Lu Zhixu is not a hot-tempered person, he is a man of righteousness, and all the students in the club are on good terms with him.

Lin Yan sat down opposite him, holding a stack of materials in his hand, looking helpless.

Lu Zhixu saw a familiar photo among the pile of application forms, and he stared at it for a while before looking away.

That should have been taken by her not long ago. Although it was a standard ID photo, it looked bright and moving.

He can always see her first in the crowd, maybe it is because of this.

She is too eye-catching, attracting him all the time.

Lin Yan looked at him in a daze, and shook his hand in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking, I came to you because I want you to give me advice."

Lu Zhixu withdrew his thoughts, looked at the person in front of him, "What's your idea, what happened?"

Lin Yan put down the document in his hand, pushed it in front of him, and scratched his head irritably.

"Isn't the literature club recruiting new students recently? I didn't expect so many people to sign up. Look at the thick stack of application forms. You didn't come on the day of recruiting, otherwise you can see what it is like." scene."

When Lu Zhixu was passing by that day, he happened to see Lin Qingqing walking out of the classroom. He thought it was just a coincidence, but he didn't expect that he also participated in the interview.

He pretended to be nonchalant, flipped through other people's information, and raised his head after a long time, "So you have a suitable candidate?"

With an expression of "You still understand me", Lin Yan took out a few copies from the stack and placed them in front of him.

"These are the ones I'm considering. All aspects are pretty good, but the number of people exceeds the budget. I'm wondering which ones to keep."

Lu Zhixu glanced at the one closest to him, which was Lin Qingqing's application form, and he stared at it unconsciously, without averting his eyes for a long time.

Lin Yan is also a smart person. He knew that Lu Zhixu had fallen in love with a junior school girl. Now that he is so fascinated, he might be among these people.

Follow his line of sight again, and quickly lock on.

Lin Yan took a cursory look at her information and wrote down her name.

Lin gently.

He always felt that it sounded familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had heard it before, so he simply stopped thinking about it, put away the materials, and stood up.

Lu Zhixu also stood up, and before he could make a sound, he saw that he said "I understand you", and he subconsciously shut his mouth.

Even if it was misunderstood, it didn't seem so bad.

Even in front of unfamiliar people, he would be delighted to see himself and Lin Qingqing's names linked together.

He admitted that he was terribly selfish and didn't want to care about Lu Chen's mood at this moment. He only knew that he wanted to see her all the time.

He forced himself not to see her again and again, not to care about her, but such days were too difficult.

He was a little unwilling and wanted to fight for himself, but he always had too many worries.

Worried about her being sad, worried about her being sad.

Worried that she is getting further and further away from him.

Now she sees that she can still say hello, but if she knows, she has never let her go.

Then will she become the cold and alienated look before?

In her world, he waited and watched at the door for a long time, but never entered.

The people inside can still be willful and willful, but I don't have the qualifications at all.

Every time those thoughts arise, every time he can't help but want to find her, he will think of her smiling face.

Although the smile was not for himself, it also made him feel warm.

He was like a shameful thief, spying on her every move, ready to steal her here at any time.

He has never gained or lost, but how much he hopes to have her, even for a minute and a second.

The library was very quiet, Lu Zhixu finally put away his thoughts, stood up and walked out.

She would choose the literature department, which was unexpected to him. He came to Peking University because of her, but he chose the literature department because of a gamble.

He really couldn't think of any way to make her take a closer look at himself.

So he exhausted all the good luck in this life to be in the same department and the same teaching building as her.

They would meet occasionally, and she would greet herself, not earnestly but not coldly, it was the kind of distance that was kept between good friends.

He has been hiding it very well, she believed it.

But he didn't believe it.

Like her, no matter how well you hide it on your face, you can't hide it in your heart.

He is a selfish person, he hopes that her share of happiness can be given by himself.

He picked up his mobile phone and called Lin Yan, "I will officially participate in club activities starting tomorrow."

Lin Yan was not shocked, "Okay, your position has been reserved, and that girl has also stayed, and she will officially be a member of the club starting tomorrow."

Thinking of her appearance at the moment, Lu Zhixu would be happy to know that she has successfully entered the club.

Even though he could only look at her from afar each time, he also hoped that the time would be longer.

He often thinks that he was such a proud person back then, but now he has become like this.

Did she change herself, or was she just such a person.

There is a person hidden in my heart, who is crazy about her, but dare not let her know.

He is very much like his mother, but he is not as brave as his mother. He doesn't even have the courage to take a step forward.

Lin Qingqing is Lin Qingqing, she is not Lu Changfeng, she is long-term and dedicated, her world is either black or white.

I didn't dare to gamble on this, and I didn't dare to let her blame me.

If she complains, I'm afraid I will die sadly.

This campus is very big, there are many people, and it seems that there are always people passing by his side.

But before she came here, his heart was lonely. He once thought so firmly that he let her go.

But once she appeared, the thought that she hadn't suppressed to the end would come out completely again, and even become more popular.

He fell into pain and entanglement, not knowing what to do, not knowing how to do what a good friend should do.

Should we take her happiness as joy and her sorrow as sorrow?
He doesn't know what the distance between friends should be, but he only knows how much he wants to go beyond that step.

The girl who rolled wantonly in his dreams day and night, but she didn't dare to take a second look.

He arrived late, so he didn't even have a chance to say he liked it.

He had never blamed anyone, but at this moment he wanted to ask God, if she was destined not to belong to him, why did he let them meet.

(End of this chapter)