Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 17 Hiding His Name in My Heart

Lin Qingqing has a little secret that no one knows about.

There was a person in her heart who never left and stayed here for eight years.

He was stationed deeper and deeper, Lin Qingqing didn't dare to say it, didn't dare to show it.

He is too good, too good, but he is too fragile, too paranoid.

If he is lucky enough to fall in love with him, he will definitely be the happiest person in the world.

If you don't have this luck, you can't force it anyway.

Lin Qingwei has been guarding this secret all the time, tearing a small hole in his heart, and secretly hiding his name in it.

He is so nice, she seems to really like him more and more.

I like how he treats me well, cares about me, likes his poisonous tongue, and likes how he dislikes me.

She could write countless his names in the exercise book, but she dared not say a single one.

How would he react if he knew he liked him?
Will you be happy, or will you stay away from yourself.

Lin Weiwei doesn't know, but she just wants to keep their current relationship well, and dare not take a step closer, but she is already satisfied.

They are still too young to bear the weight of liking, and they still need a long time to teach them to grow and love.

Lin Weiwei lost his mind and looked straight at Lu Chen.Lu Chen kept his head down while writing exercises, noticed her gaze, and raised his head.

"What's wrong, there's something on my face?"

Lin Qingyuan blushed, touched his ears, and said guiltyly: "No, I'll just take a look."

Lu Chen watched her lower her head quickly, her small earlobe was a little bright red, and she felt a little impulsive, wanting to pinch her earlobe.

He turned his head quickly, and his eyes returned to the book in front of him. He felt a little dazed, but his face was still calm.

For the next time, the two of them were doing their own homework without disturbing each other. The small room was very quiet, except for the sound of the pen nib writing on the paper.

Lin Weiwei was a little absent-minded, just felt that she had been tricked by him, just looking at him a few times, the frequency of her heart beating so much higher.

One by one, I almost couldn't stand it.

Lin Qingqing finished her homework quickly without checking, and fell asleep. Lu Chen was still writing exercises. Seeing that she didn't stop her, she just moved her position a little to make her sleep more comfortably.

Lin gently closed his eyes tightly, feeling his breath in the room. He didn't have the smell of sweat like other boys, but always had a fresh scent of acacia, and his clothes were always neat and clean.

Maybe it was this smell that made her feel at ease, she fell asleep quickly, her face was facing Lu Chen when she was lying on her stomach, and Lu Chen could see her sleeping face when he raised his eyes a little.

Lu Chen resisted the impulse in his heart and tried his best to focus on the exercises, but he was surrounded by her breath, and he began to get distracted.

He turned his face slightly and looked at her sleeping face at the moment. Her face was so small that it seemed that one hand could completely cover her face. Her facial features were small and delicate, and her eyelashes were thick and slender.It was drooping now, so that her eyes seemed to be covered with a shadow.

Her hair fell down on her cheeks, and he brushed her hands behind her ears, feeling the slight heat of her skin, he immediately retracted his hands as if he had been electrocuted.

He no longer has the heart to study, he just wants to escape at this moment, he gently picked her up and put her on the bed, she was very light and small, it was easy to hold her up, he put her on the bed, feeling her lightness He took a deep breath, covered her with the quilt, packed up his homework, and turned to leave.

Lu Xin was still watching TV in the living room at the moment, saw him come out and eagerly asked, "Have you finished your homework?"

Lu Chen nodded, and then said softly: "I just finished writing, and Qingqing has already fallen asleep, so I'll go back first."

Lu Xin got up to see him off, he waved his hand, and walked quickly to the door, "Aunt Lu, then I'm leaving."

"Okay." Lu Xin closed the door and watched him walk into the next door.

Lu Chengpeng has obviously become busy this year. He is already preparing to change jobs, and then he will be transferred to the fire brigade. When he really comes down from the front line, he is ready to spend time with his family and not let them worry about him anymore.

When I was young, I always had a passionate blood, wanting to be a hero and a savior.But it's not easy.

Accidents happen every day, and many people are seen tearing their hearts apart every day.

Everyone is working hard to live, but living is not easy.

He has seen people who committed suicide by diving, struggling desperately at the last moment, and people who committed suicide by cutting their wrists, and called an emergency call at the last moment.

Everyone lives very hard, and so does he.He wants to be a person that his family can be proud of, and a person who can contribute to society.

But he couldn't even take care of his wife and son, always making them worry about him.

He followed the advice of the leaders above, and retired from the front line after finishing the work at hand, and then went to the brigade to do some relatively high-security work.

Maybe it's because he's getting older, and he's more attached to the warmth of his family. He can't help being delighted to see Lu Chen getting better and better.

This is his son, the pride of his life.

He hasn't been back to the Lu family in Jiangcheng for many years. When he was young, his mind was full of passion and love, so he cut off contact with his family regardless, and insisted on marrying Han Wenying.

He will never regret marrying her in his whole life, but if he does it again, he will not be so impulsive again, and will definitely fight for it again, trying to stay by his father's side.

His mother died young, and his father raised him alone, and never married again. He understood the weight of his mother in his father's heart.

He had always grown up according to his father's expectations. There were only two things in his life that went against his wishes.

The first is to be a fireman, and the second is to marry Han Wenying.

He knew what his father's concerns were. First, he was afraid that his only son would have an accident, and he was afraid that he would grow old and be alone.

The second thing is that he was afraid that his only son would be deceived by others, so he was deceived for a while.

Lu Chengpeng persisted in these two things without any regrets, but when he thought of seeing his father from a distance before, he seemed to be older, with gray hair and a stooped body.

He began to deeply regret that he should not have stabbed him in such a violent way back then.

He had already planned that after being transferred to the brigade, he would bring his wife and children to the door to ask for his forgiveness.

This time, no matter what he said, he would never leave again, and he must stay with him well.

He can't be willful anymore, his father is old, and he has only one son like himself.

He mentioned his father in front of Lu Chen. Lu Chen's expression was very calm, but there was still some expectation in his words. He had some desire to get close to this grandfather who had never met before.

Lu Chengpeng was very relieved, and his confidence increased a bit, and he only looked forward to that day coming soon.

　There won't be too much space about the hero's parents, but their influence on the hero is huge.

　　The reason why the hero’s father is a firefighter may be due to the reverence for this profession in his heart
　　This year is really too difficult, with many disasters and disasters, and soldiers are everywhere.

　　The rhythm will be faster at the beginning, and there will be a transition in the middle.
　　Take it easy~~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)