Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 147 I am here, the pain is so painful that I am about to die

When Lu Chen was in a coma, he kept having nightmares. He dreamed that she was seriously injured and was in danger. He tried desperately to wake up, but he couldn't open his eyes no matter what.

He wants to find his little girl, wants to see her well.

God may have heard his prayer, and let him see her as soon as he opened his eyes.

She slept soundly, her whole body exuded a delicate and naive look, she even breathed carefully, as if she was afraid of disturbing herself.

It's such a delicate little girl, but at that time, she rushed over to protect herself without hesitation.

He always knew that his little angel was brave, but he never thought that she would be fearless for him.

At that moment, his heart was broken, and he just wanted to pray to God, for the rest of his life, please let this girl be by his side all the time, and he will do his best to treat her well.

Maybe what I have done is not enough, the little girl is not coquettish at all, she is not arrogant at all, she is still her, the little girl who held my hand back then.

At the beginning, she was kind, brave, and enthusiastic, and she is still the same now.

She has never changed, has always been, is always so good.

But he wasn't good enough, and he actually hurt her.

He knew that the little girl had a lot of bruises on her back, but she never said it, just like facing him at this moment, she was always smiling.

The uneasiness and guilt in his heart intensified, and he felt that he was about to be burned.

He rang the bell, and the people outside the door came in immediately. Liu was also very happy to see him wake up, and was going to report to the old man soon.

"Go and call the doctor." His voice was very low, and his emotions were difficult to distinguish.

Liu also thought it was because he was not feeling well, so he immediately called the doctor.

The hospital is owned by the Lu family, so they are quite concerned about the only young master. Many doctors and nurses went to the ward, crowded into the ward.

Lu Chen glanced at the person in front of him, his expression was not very good, he glanced roughly, and chose one of the nurses who looked more honest.

"You stay."

The nurse seemed a little overwhelmed, and didn't react for a long time, but just stood there.

She pointed to herself, "Did you call me?"

Lu Chen was not in a good mood, so he said "hmm" in a low voice, then looked at the others, "You can go."

Those people all went out together when they heard the words, and several of the female nurses looked at the nurse who was left behind before they left, with envy in their eyes.

Lin Weiwei stared blankly at the scene in front of him, a little at a loss.

Lu Chen pointed to the nurse, "You, come here."

The nurse hurried over and stood in front of him.

Lu Chen pointed to Lin Qingqing, "You help her apply the medicine."

The nurse looked at Lin Qingqing, and finally realized what he said just now.

It turned out that he wanted to give the little girl medicine himself.

Fortunately, I thought it was raining red, but an intern of hers was actually called by the young master.

Her profession is still very good, and she quickly brought in a tray with various medicines in it. She asked Lin to turn around gently, lifted her clothes, and applied the medicine to her.

Lu Chen looked at Lin Qingqing's back full of bruises and so many red marks, and clenched his hands tightly, feeling that his heart ached beyond words.

He made her hurt again, and he was damned.

Seeing Lin Qingqing's back with so many bruises, the nurse also felt a little shocking, and couldn't bear to do it.

The little girl was very strong, she endured it all the time, bit her lip tightly, and did not make a sound.

The nurse quickly applied the medicine, and then walked out. Lin Qingqing's back was covered with the medicine, and his back was still exposed to the air, waiting to dry.

She was a little embarrassed, her head was buried in the quilt, and her face blushed secretly.

He felt a little embarrassed when he looked at his back like this.

Lu Chen didn't have any charming thoughts at all. Apart from distress, he blamed himself.

He didn't speak, just watched her quietly, waiting for the potion on her back to dry, and then told her to put on her clothes.

Lu Chen was injured in many places, and now it is a bit inconvenient to move, and he can't do anything he wants to do.

He hated himself for being helpless.

Obviously the pain was caused by him, but he couldn't do anything.

The little girl is so strong, she always keeps silent, always smiles, and always wants to reassure him.

But he was not relieved at all, he was so heartbroken that he was about to die.

He had clearly sworn to protect the good girl, but now he was hurt again, and it was because of himself.

Lin Qingqing didn't know what he was thinking at all, and smiled at him as if nothing had happened.

He kept shouting in despair: Don't laugh, my heart is going to die of pain.

But he couldn't let her know, he couldn't let her know that he was not as good as she imagined.

What Su Qing said is not wrong, it's just because he spoke badly to Lin Weiwei at the beginning, he blocked many orders from Su Shi, and he had a clear conscience when he did all this.

But when everything happened to Lin Qingqing, he couldn't help wondering whether he had done something wrong.

I am not kind at all, not like her at all.

His heart is cold, except for those he cares about, he has no sympathy for other people's emotions.

Is the father kind enough and selfless enough?

But in the end, he still ended up dying young.

Is the mother kind enough and selfless enough?

But he still has to bear the greatest harm in the world.

Therefore, there are so many malices in this world, and so many people are rushing forward, desperately protecting everyone in this world.

Everyone is protected and moved by the kindness of strangers without even realizing it.

I can't be the one who charges, I'm just afraid that when I will be farther and farther away from the person my parents expect.

Before that, I just wanted to isolate all those who hurt Lin Qingqing, and let them experience the taste of despair.

But Lin Weiwei didn't know all this.

She was so innocent that she thought that the world was black and white.

But he has been immersed in the market for so long, and his heart has become no longer pure.

Right and wrong are not so important here.

Money first, interests first.

Nobody cares if you are okay or not.

Only by becoming a stronger person can you have the confidence to protect the people you want to protect.

There are so many good and evil in this world, he doesn't want to be a person who disappoints his parents, doesn't want to be a person who makes Wei Wei a stranger.

To become stronger, you must not forget your original intention.

Lu Chen looked at the cute smile of the little girl in front of him. She carefully lay beside his hospital bed, looking at him with distressed eyes.

Lu Chen stretched out his hand and lifted a corner of her back. After only a few glances, he didn't have the courage to look any further.

The regret and fear in his heart were so strong that they were about to swallow him up.

But she still laughed so heartlessly.

He felt like he was going to die.

He covered his heart with some difficulty, and his voice was painful and difficult: "Gentle, don't laugh, I am here, the pain is so painful that I am about to die."

(End of this chapter)