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Chapter 109 That Damn Alienation, Hasn't Killed Him Yet
Lin Qingqing's mind went blank, feeling that he was slowly transferring the candy to herself, there was his taste in his mouth, and the sweetness of the candy.

Combined, how should I put it, it's a bit of an endless aftertaste.

She unconsciously licked her lips, as if it wasn't enough, she licked again.

The corners of Lu Chen's mouth twitched, not daring to watch her little movements anymore, he got up and walked out.

Lu Xin and Lin Weimin both drank a little too much and were resting at the moment. He packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen.

There are a lot of bowls and chopsticks today, so he is not in a hurry, he cleans them slowly, and finally wiped the kitchen and mopped the floor several times before returning to the room.

He didn't go back to his own room, but Lin Qingqing's room.

Today was New Year's Eve, and it was so lively outside, he didn't want to go back to his room so early.

When I was alone, I felt that it was a deserted room without any popularity.

Only when she is there will it feel like this is a real home.

Lin Qingqing was lying on the bed bored and playing with her mobile phone. Many people in WeChat sent her New Year's greetings. She replied one by one, and then saw one of them, which was sent by Lu Zhixu.

After hesitating for a while, she still sent him a message, just a simple sentence.

"You too, happy new year."

What she didn't know was that Lu Zhixu was guarding in front of the computer at the moment, waiting for her reply. He didn't run over excitedly until the reminder sounded that he was particularly concerned about.

Sure enough, it was her who sent it. Although there were only a few simple words, it was enough to keep him excited for a long time.

He glanced at the very bustling street outside, and felt an indescribable impulse in his heart.

He wanted to see her, wanted to see her right away.

Want to see her standing in front of him.

Even if it's just a few pleasantries like the most ordinary friends, it's fine.

He took his clothes, turned around and walked out of the house. Ye Wan shouted from behind, and he simply said: "I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back soon."

Ye Wan didn't ask any more questions, watching him go out, watching him disappear before her eyes.

In fact, she can guess a little bit. The only person who can make him so happy is that little girl.

But she also knew that that was the person Lu Chen liked.

And anyone with a discerning eye could tell that in that girl's eyes, she didn't have her own son.

But she couldn't stop him from seeing her, she didn't want him to show such a disappointed and painful expression.

But is his son going to fall in love with someone who doesn't have him in his heart like himself?
Back then, Lu Changfeng was at least willing to pretend to love her.

But that little girl, anyone could tell that Lu Chen was the only one in her heart.

She didn't know what she should do so that her son would not be so deeply trapped and in so much pain.

Seeing him running out happily just now, she was almost in a daze. It's been a long time since she saw him so happy, even she forgot.

She sat on the sofa in a daze, thinking.

Lu Zhixu is running towards Lin Qingqing's house at this moment. He has a car, but he just wants to run to meet her inexplicably.

He wanted her to know how much he wanted to see her.

Today is New Year's Eve, and he really wanted to hear her say "Happy New Year" himself.

Even if it is the most common blessing, as long as it is said by her, he will be very happy.

He became more and more unprincipled, his heart and eyes were full of her, but he still had to pretend, pretend, they were just ordinary friends.

Pretending to be, he didn't really care about her that much.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, falling on his shoulders, blurring his eyes, he didn't stop for a moment, running hard, he wanted to see her sooner, sooner.

He has endured it for a long time and has not seen her.

He knew he shouldn't covet her, but feelings were never something he could control.

From a distance, he had already seen the street of her house, he was a little excited, and speeded up, but when he ran to a place, he slipped and fell.

The place where he fell was covered with a layer of ice, which wasn't too thick, but it was inevitable that he would feel some pain when he fell.

He was a little annoyed, he must be very embarrassed now, would she not want to see herself like this.

But he couldn't control anything, his leg hurt a little from the fall, so he could only slow down and move forward slowly.

It was still early, and she must have not slept yet.

There should be time to see him.

When he got downstairs, he was a little slow to take out his mobile phone. He was a little scared, afraid of being rejected by her.

What should he say, just want to come to see you and say happy new year to you?

But it's already been said on the phone.

Will it seem a bit redundant.

Will she laugh at herself in her heart.

Probably not, she is such a kind person.

Maybe when you see yourself hurt, you will feel a little compassion.

He was ashamed to hope that she could feel sorry for him.

Even if it's just for a short moment, it's enough.

He had seen her cry in worry when she saw Lu Chen was injured, but he had never seen her express any unnecessary expressions towards him.

But that damn alienation hadn't knocked him down yet.

After hesitating for a while, he still took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.

The phone rang a few times and was picked up. The person on the other end seemed a little unsure, and asked softly, "Lu Zhixu?"

Lu Zhixu replied in a low voice, "It's me," and then asked her expectantly, "Can I come down for a while? I'm downstairs at your house."

Lin Weiwei was a little startled, opened the window and looked down, and sure enough saw his figure.

"Why are you downstairs in my house?"

He didn't dare to tell the truth, so he could only coax her: "I have something to do here, are you free now, I have something to do with you."

Lin Weiwei wanted to refuse subconsciously, so he continued to say: "If possible, can you give me a cup of hot water, I'm a little cold."

Lin lightly glanced at the people downstairs, just standing there, the snow was still falling, falling on him continuously, but he didn't move at all.

That appearance is indeed a bit pitiful.

That tone was very much like Lu Chen.

She glanced at the door, Lu Chen said to go back to his room to get something, and he hasn't come back yet.

After all, she couldn't bear it, so she poured a cup of hot water and went downstairs.

Lu Zhixu saw her coming, holding an umbrella and a glass of water, still steaming.

His eye sockets were a little hot, and he looked at her subconsciously, only to see that she handed everything to him, and then raised her head to look at him.

"It's snowing so hard, why did you come here?"

Lu Zhixu smiled, "I just passed by and wanted to see you, how are you lately?"

Lin nodded slightly, "I'm fine, how about you?"

He looked at the smile on the corner of her mouth, lost his mind, and answered her after a long time: "I'm fine, too."

Lin Weiwei didn't know what to say, watched him drink the water slowly, thinking to let him go back after he finished drinking.

The place where he was standing was a bit dark, Lin Qingqing didn't see his distress, until Lin Qingqing turned on his phone, taking advantage of the faint light, he saw the dirt on his body.

She was a little surprised, and subconsciously asked: "Why are you so dirty, did you fall?"

He nodded, then watched her turn and go upstairs.

(End of this chapter)