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Chapter 299 Need him by my side (1)
The two were standing on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, and he asked, "Your car isn't driving?"

"Drove it, and threw the car outside after drinking." She raised her hand to tuck the loose strands of hair around her ears, and looked down at the road, not at him.

Feng Yuan thought about it for a long time and didn't know what he could say. In the end, he just said a few words: "Don't drive when you go out to drink in the future."

He thinks that people can't control their behavior when they are drunk.

There are quite a few people who insist on driving and cause car accidents. No matter what the future of their marriage is, he hopes that Xia Weiyi can live a safe life.

With such a simple sentence from Feng Yuan, Xia Weiyi couldn't tell that he cared about her, but it wasn't that he didn't care at all.

She sighed and looked straight into the distance where no taxis were coming.

The two of them didn't talk any more while waiting for the car, and it was almost one o'clock when they got home.

Xia Weiyi put down her bag, put it on the sofa, turned around and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, but she heard him ask, "Why did you suddenly get drunk?"

Xia Weiyi stopped suddenly, turned her head and frowned at him: "I suddenly got myself drunk? You ask me why?"

Feng Yuan was standing in front of the sofa. He didn't sit down. When the two came in, they only turned on the light at the door, so the living room was very dark, and Xia Weiyi couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

Xia Weiyi looked at him and burst into tears: "You said that you can't take a vacation and can't accompany me during the 12th holiday. I don't blame you for this. I understand your professional difficulties very well. I don't have to force you to rest and accompany me. , I knew before I married you that you have very little private time. Did I feel sorry for you these days after marriage? I didn’t either. It’s past midnight and it’s already the 1th. Didn't contact me, did you forget that I was there?"

He said, "I thought you didn't need my interruption."

"What do you mean?" Xia Xia didn't understand the meaning of his words, this person was awkward, especially awkward!

Xia Weiyi said again: "I have no objection to your dedication to work, but I am your wife. I don't ask that I be the most important in your heart. I just want to be as important as your work. You are so busy that you don't have time for me. Did you make a call? Are you busy with the police 24 hours a day? If this is the case, is it interesting for you to nod and agree to get married?"

Feng Yuan looked at her, she was crying all the time, and he felt uncomfortable, but he still decided to take this opportunity to clarify the misunderstanding between each other: "Xia Xia, as I said earlier, what you want is someone who can The man who is always by your side and takes care of you, I have said it a long time ago, and said it more than once, you said no, and you said it more than once. Between us, I nodded and agreed to get married, yes, But it must be me who is most afraid of starting this marriage and cherishes this marriage the most and fears that it will end soon."

His eyes were reddish, his speech choked up, the light was too dark, Xia Xia couldn't see, but when she heard words like marriage ended, she burst into tears.

He continued: "I am used to the life of a squadron. I get up at 5:45 in the summer and 6:20 in the winter. I go out for exercises, run, and conduct various training according to the weather conditions. Training on Monday, drill on Tuesday, business skills on Wednesday Training, this is only when we are free, I am not used to other life without these habits, I need your tolerance. Interlacing is like a mountain, in my eyes, I am not as tired and hard as others say, I am used to doing It’s actually the same after everything, but it’s just that seeing the same people and doing the same things repeatedly every day makes me feel very boring occasionally. I’m afraid of a fire and hope to save people. It’s a very contradictory psychology. I used to The most painful moment was when I heard that there were firefighters who died, and all the deaths or endings made me feel very negative."

His voice was deep and powerful, and he said to her seriously: "Is there any possibility of divorce after we get married? Will the marriage die, will it end? The answer is yes. Every day, N couples are getting divorced. I don't know." What is the ending of my marriage with you? I can stand being ordinary. I deliberately think that there is no passionate period between me and you. I am afraid that I will not be able to hold on to the marriage after the passionate period. Facts show my career The problem brought the moment forward."

Xia Weiyi could understand what he was saying, so: "If you don't contact me for 12 days, are you testing me?"

This kind of temptation and test is shameless and hateful!

"I didn't test you," Feng Yuan frowned, "I thought we were all trying to get closer. On the morning of the 1st, I was looking forward to the end of the holiday and to go home as soon as possible, but there are too many friends of the opposite sex around you, so many that I suddenly recognize you. Not all, and I can’t remember who is who. You say that I am rigid and don’t know how to be flexible. I never argue. I am such a person. It’s not surprising that we have a generation gap. When I see you are very intimate with other men I can't be completely indifferent, I will have emotions, but I won't go up to beat him, or question you, I'm afraid you like his company very much. Xia Xia, wait until one day you think it's a good idea to start this marriage with me Wrong, you already have a better choice, and you know that marrying me will not bring you the happiness you expected, so I can let you go."

Xia Weiyi was dumbfounded by what he said: "Who am I very close to?"

Feng Yuan directly pointed out that what he saw during the rescue work on the 1st day was not only what he saw with his own eyes, but also 29 and other firefighters.

Xia Weiyi was flustered, she didn't know if she could explain clearly: "He's just my colleague, the other day I saw a fire nearby and I ran over there, I knew you would be there, then I got ashes in my eyes, he wanted to Help me get it out. Feng Yuan, don’t be an extreme male chauvinist. If your female colleague has ashes in her eyes and can’t get them out, will you help me? I know you may be full of men, but my You can’t stay away from your male colleagues at work.”

Feng Yuan turned his head to look out of the window, and saw darkness nearby.

Xia Weiyi bowed her head: "There is a lack of trust between us, you don't trust me, this is the most deadly thing!"

Feng Yuan stood there without saying a word, the two failed to communicate, one was soft-hearted and suspicious, and the other became more emotional and disappointed when he was drunk.

Xia Weiyi took her bag and left.

When she got into the elevator but didn't see him chasing her out, she burst into tears and raised her hand to wipe the tears off her face.

The elevator kept going down, she raised her head, gritted her teeth to make herself feel better!
Feng Yuan stood alone in the living room, he didn't go after her, he didn't know what else he could say when he faced Xia Weiyi.

He took the house key and mobile phone, and soon went downstairs.

Xia Weiyi stood alone on the side of the road and hailed a taxi. After getting in the car, the taxi drove away. This is a straight street. Feng Yuan also hailed a taxi and asked the driver to try to keep up. The taxi that Xia Weiyi took.

He is very conflicted at the moment.

He admits that he misses her and likes her in his heart, but once faced with it, it is another embarrassing situation.

Xia Weiyi went to Su Qing's apartment, but did not go to Wu Lulu's place again.

Feng Yuan saw her go upstairs and stayed for a while before leaving.

"It's midnight, what's the matter with you?" Su Qing hurriedly dragged Xia Xia into the room after opening the door.

Su Qing glanced at the time, it was midnight, and it would be dawn in two hours.

Xia Weiyi collapsed on the sofa exhausted, ready to fall asleep, but Su Qing persisted in asking, Xia Weiyi complained to Su Qing about the matter.

Then I cried, and the quilt from crying was a little wet.

It's okay if others don't ask, she can hold back, but if she asks, she will be finished, and her emotions will completely collapse.

"What do you think I should do?" she asked crying.

Su Qing took out a tissue and said to her, "It's not a big deal for you two, just deal with it carefully."

Xia Weiyi interrupted Su Qing, raised her head and said, "Isn't this a big deal? If I don't come out today and continue to break up with him, the two of us will definitely end up in a divorce!"

"It can't be!" Su Qing leaned on the sofa and turned to look at Xia Xia who was lying on her stomach: "You two are now in the early stage of marriage, the running-in stage, and this kind of quarrel in the running-in stage must be inevitable. In fact, this is also related to some couples getting along. You are very similar, but you are better than couples. It’s not uncommon for couples to quarrel and break up for no reason, but you can’t really divorce because of this quarrel, right? The couple who broke up pat their ass and leave. How can divorce be so easy? Besides 119 The identity is there."

"Don't ignore the most important point, he doesn't trust me."

"I didn't ignore it, but in fact you didn't cheat, and he wouldn't cheat, so it's not a problem between you. Trust needs to be built slowly."

After hearing Su Qing's words, Xia Weiyi comforted herself and said, "Do you see people's hearts after a long time?"

"Yes, that's what it means," Su Qing nodded, persuading her with the mentality of tearing down a temple rather than a marriage: "For more than a year, he only knew that you like him, but he hasn't realized that you only like him." He has his own heart. If I remember correctly, didn't you also doubt him, the one he deliberately found to pretend to be his girlfriend, made you half dead, this is also an expression of distrust. "

Xia Weiyi let out a breath, admitting in her heart that she didn't trust him in the first place, but the situation was different after all.

Su Qingwo got into the sofa and said to Xia Weiyi at a close distance: "To be honest, I think between you, as long as you don't have two hearts, there will be no problems in your marriage."

"Of course I won't have second thoughts!" Xia Weiyi said firmly.

Su Qing nodded: "It's best like this. The busy one of the two usually doesn't have time to cheat, but the premise is that he is busy with business! Instead of being busy attracting other opposite sexes! For example, Xu and I Just, what did I say before? I said he was just greedy for a moment, it’s hard to say in the future, but the reality is that it’s really like this, and it’s all developing in the direction I said. There are many differences between me and him, Walking and walking are no longer in a straight line."

"Are you sad?" Xia Weiyi asked Su Qing.

Suddenly, Xia Weiyi noticed Su Qing's question.

Su Qing shook her head: "Don't be sad, I was mentally prepared before we got together. Once he falls in love with someone else, I will disappear automatically. Now I will never take the initiative to contact him. Maybe it is the most appropriate to lose contact slowly like this Yes. I’m not good enough for him. Love can’t be measured in terms of financial resources and abilities. It’s just a feeling. He’s more interested in young and lively girls. He’s not very old, and his gaze and heart will grow with each passing year. Ready to be moved by new people and things."

Xia Weiyi frowned slightly: "You are too negative, you should think in a better direction."

"It's not negativity, it's a fact, he likes to play games when he's not working, and I get annoyed when I see him, he likes to go out and party and drink with male friends his own age, I don't go, I'm not interested in any of that. "Su Qing thought for a while: "I remember that when I was with Zhang Yue, I liked these things, and there were some common hobbies. Now I find that I have passed that stage. Xu Jiu's character is better than that of Zhang Yue. Yes, but it's becoming more and more similar in other ways."

(End of this chapter)