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Chapter 195 Missing me
Lu Cunyu's body was standing against the wall.

Lu Cunyu closed his eyes and kept exhaling into her ear: "Miss me? Huh?"

"Aren't we together every day?"

"That's different. I want to sleep with you naked."

Jiang Man sorted herself out and was going to find Xia Xia, but when she saw Xia Xia was on the phone, she went to chat with Su Qing before she finished talking.

It was only after Xia Weiyi arrived that she found out that Feng Yuan was there, and went out to play. Although it was October, her skin was also tanned.

The darkening of the skin caused Xia Xia to feel a little unconfident and dare not speak to Feng Yuan directly. Although he is not fair, men probably like women with fair skin.

Xia Weiyi was enjoying the shade under an outdoor umbrella, holding her mobile phone and chatting with her newly-acquainted friends who had similar tastes when she went out to play.

Feng Yuan approached and saw that Xia Weiyi hadn't hung up on the call for a long time, so he wanted to get closer and let her hang up by herself.

But Xia Weiyi was chatting happily, and excitedly said to the person on the other side of the phone: "My god, of course Xiaobei!"

"You still ask me why, you actually ask me why, are you a woman?"

"Hush, that thing is big, it's a pleasure to be his wife!"

"Hahahahaha yes, yes, the moment he took off his underwear, I wanted to marry him hahahaha..."

Feng Yuan's complexion turned from white to black, and then from black to white again. He couldn't understand why the girls are so open now, there is a generation gap, and such words can be said!

I wanted to come over and make it clear to her that he didn't have any thoughts about her, but now he didn't think it was necessary.

By the time Xia Weiyi finished chatting on the TV, the drama she was chasing was almost over.

She got up and went to have a barbecue, but she looked around, but couldn't find Feng Yuan.

Jiang Man looked at Xia Xia and asked her, "Have you met Feng Yuan and talked?"

"No." Xia Xia shook her head.

Jiang Man tucked his hair behind his ears, and said in surprise: "Feng Yuan is gone, I thought what you said was not pleasant, so he left."

Xia Xia's heart suddenly turned cold, so he just left?I thought to myself that it seems that there is really no chance left for her, and I have a bunch of barbecue in my hand to vent, what the hell, if I am 37 and not married, I will not worry that I will not be able to have children when I get older?Either that or that aspect is not good enough to dare to find a woman!She cursed in her heart that the barbecue would be burnt by her.

Lu Cunyu's fourth aunt called back and told Jiang Man what to eat and what not to eat, and to pay attention to her body.

Jiang Man ate a whole piece of sweet and sour fish at noon. He ate while chatting, completely forgetting how much he ate. He didn't realize until he finished eating that he was startled by his sudden appetite.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Cunyu had something to leave, and the remaining women were going to play mahjong.

Su Qing is very lucky and keeps winning money.

Xia Xia later became depressed: "I don't want to play anymore, I lost all my luck today."

Jiang Man felt that Xia Xia was sad because he didn't talk to Feng Yuan.

After comforting Xia Xia for a while, they left after eating some fruit.

Lu Cunyu drove to pick up Jiang Man at 04:30, and Xu sent Xia Weiyi and Su Qing off.

Xia Weiyi asked Xu Jiu in the car: "Xu Jiu, do you remember where I live this time?"

"Remember!" Xu really didn't know last time.

Su Qing sat very quietly in the car, playing with her mobile phone all the time, not as comfortable and calm as before.Fortunately, Xu is just like her, he doesn't show any abnormality in front of others, and tries to cover it up as much as possible.

Xu sent Xia Weiyi first, and then Su Qing, which Su Qing had expected when she got into the car.Before getting into the car, Su Qing refused Xu and drove her off. She can take a taxi by herself, although there are not many taxis near the manor.However, Xu let her get in the car without any compromise. If she didn't get in the car, he would make a gesture to let people see his thoughts clearly.

Su Qing was afraid of this, afraid that people would laugh at her for seducing a simple big boy shamelessly.

Su Qing got out of the car and was about to go upstairs, so Xu locked the car and followed. This made Su Qing turn around and look at him seriously: "Aren't you afraid of being seen again? Forgot the last time you were beaten?"

Xu just looked at Su Qing: "What am I afraid of, afraid that people will beat me to death? After I marry a wife, whoever takes a fancy to my wife, if I don't give up my wife, someone will come and beat me. Do I have to give up my wife obediently?" Wife escapes being beaten by others? Am I very ugly in your eyes?"

Although he didn't say who his wife was, such a metaphor made Su Qing feel ashamed. Any girl can marry Xu Jiu, but she can't, never can, and she can't get past her own psychological barrier.

"Let's talk." Su Qing went upstairs, arguing downstairs must be heard.

Xu followed Su Qing upstairs and entered the apartment.

Su Qing poured a glass of water for him, sat down and said: "Xu Jiu, don't think too much, you just need to remember that we are not suitable, I have a child, not yours, just based on this, you and I have no development possible."

"Why didn't you kill the child?" Xu just looked at Su Qing who didn't raise his head, very puzzled: "Sister Su Qing, the feeling of liking you is very complicated, I can't tell what I like about you, I even hate you, I hate what you do Everything, but I hate you and wish you well. You stand with that man, and I want to hit him. I know I can't give you much now, but I will work hard for you in the future."

Su Qing lowered her head and closed her eyes for a while, then suddenly raised her head: "Do you know what love is? The love in my eyes is to be together for a lifetime and never abandon each other."

"I can!" He nodded without thinking.

Su Qing sneered: "Xu Ye, every man would say that."

Xu Jiu's fingers trembled, he was young, he had no experience in chasing women, he had never seriously considered starting a relationship and being responsible for a woman before this.

He has no money, no power, and no rival in love.

I don't even know how to express my thoughts, so I can only express my thoughts in words as much as possible.

Su Qing broke down and said, "I won't abort the child. I have to give birth to this child. Maybe, when I was in college, I aborted a child with my ex-boyfriend. That time I hurt my body, and the doctor also said that I It is not easy to get pregnant again. Now this is a gift from God, I don’t care whose child it is, I want to give birth, the child is mine, and I have never considered your existence for so many days, you are too tender to suit me."

Xu didn't know whether it was because she was young or what, and she didn't care whether she would be able to regenerate in the future, and didn't care about the child's problems.

What he was particularly concerned about was that Su Qing said that he was "too tender" in his ears, which was an insult to him!

Xu Jiu was drinking at the bar after seven o'clock in the evening, and his friend put his arms around his shoulders to comfort him: "Xu Jiu, when we are in our thirties and have a successful career, we still don't pick women randomly, we change one every day! Why worry about a bitch?"

"Say it again?" Xu Jiu looked at his friend with cold eyes.

His friend noticed that the kid had drunk too much, and seriously, he dodged in time when the wine bottle fell, and was pulled out by the other two, leaving Xu alone in the private room.

When Su Qing heard the fierce knock on the door, she sat up trembling with fright.

When the people who opened the bedroom heard Xu Jiu's voice, she relaxed a little. What she was most afraid of was Tong Gang knocking on the door at night.

It sounded like Xu was drunk, otherwise he wouldn't have smashed the door with his fist out of control like this.

Su Qing was worried about the neighbors, so she had to open the door.

Su Qing was hit by him and fell backwards, almost fell, and the next moment, Xu put his arms around his waist.

Su Qing was pushed to the wall by him.

Xu just opened his eyes and looked hard, he smiled and called her drunkenly: "Sister Su Qing, are you still awake?"

"Xu Jiu, you're drunk!" Su Qing was very afraid that he would not be careful when he was drunk, she would not be able to tear him apart, and worried that Xu Jiu would hurt the child in her stomach.

Xu Jiu's throat was thirsty, he raised his eyelids, looked at Su Qing's cheeks and lips, smelled the faint fragrance of her body, kissed her uncontrollably, and reached out to touch her body.

Su Qing's abdomen, which was more than five months pregnant, was only slightly swollen. He touched it and murmured: "Kill him."

"Are you crazy?" Su Qing slapped Xu Jiu's face, her eyes were red with anger.

Xu just bowed his head, the pain on his face was nothing.

Su Qing said to him, "I hope you go, if you knock on the door again, I will have to move!" After slapping her, she couldn't bear it again, just like she couldn't bear it when she said cruel words, but she had to be cruel.

Su Qing went back to the room, unable to sleep, and heard him leave after a while.

Xu didn't understand why he fell in love with such a woman, it was very painful, and he didn't dare to tell anyone, for fear that that person would look down on Su Qing or treat him differently.

Leaning against the door of Su Qing's apartment, I didn't know how long I stood, my body slipped, and I lost consciousness as soon as my nerves relaxed.

On the first day of work after the National Day holiday, Jiang Man and Lu Cunyu had to go out separately.

Zhao Yang drove and waited downstairs, Jiang Man hurriedly changed upstairs, and Lu Cunyu stood in front of the closet full of energy and stared at his child's mother.

A large mirror contains the full figures of two people.

Jiang Man fastened a button under the chest of the small suit on the upper body, and asked him, "What are you looking at?"

Jiang Man concluded, "I've been pregnant for more than two months, and I think I've gained a little weight." After she finished speaking, she looked at Lu Cunyu in the mirror and wondered if he thought she was fat?

It's okay, I don't think I'm fat, I'm just trying to test him.

Jiang Man smiled, turned around and kissed him around his neck, and told him with fluttering eyelashes: "Be careful when you work, and don't get angry."

Lu Cunyu watched Zhao Yang drive away from his home compound.

Jiang Man went to Chuangzhou Company to work, Lu Cunyu drove to the investment building by himself, Jinke parked the car, followed them, and entered the elevator together from the underground parking lot.

Lu Cunyu held a document with a cover in his hand.

"What's that?" Jinke glanced at it.

Lu Cunyu handed it to Jinke: "You study and study."

Jinke frowned, and opened the folder to see, the name on it read: "How to make an internal company on the verge of bankruptcy!" "

On the first day of work after the National Day holiday, Lu Cunyu had dinner parties at night.

Jiang Man was unwilling to let him go, for fear that he would smoke and drink unrestrainedly during the social gathering.Lu Cunyu coaxed her downstairs and said: "This social gathering is important. Some things need to be discussed in person. Be obedient and wait for me to come back after dinner. I promise not to drink or smoke."

Jiang Man felt that he couldn't listen to his guarantee on smoking and drinking, but he had no choice but to listen to him and let him go.

She believes that he will have a sense of proportion, and she knows better than anyone else how her body is.

After Lu Cunyu sent his wife home safely, he ordered Xu Ji to drive him to the hotel he had booked, and asked Xu Ji to confirm by phone whether the person he invited was on his way to the hotel.

Jiang Man had dinner with Aunt Zheng. After dinner, he was bored, so he went downstairs for a walk, and returned upstairs at seven o'clock, lying on the sofa to read a book.

Jiang Man didn't always ask in detail what Lu Cunyu was going to do.

At eight o'clock, Jiang Man was awakened by the ringing of her mobile phone, and she opened her eyes a little slowly.Picking up the phone, seeing that it was Su Qing calling, he picked it up and said, "Hello? Su Qing?"

Jiang Man's side is very quiet, but Su Qing sounds like he is outside.

Su Qing said, "I met your husband while eating out."

"He should have an important dinner party." Jiang Man said vaguely to Su Qing.

Su Qing gave a "hmm".

She felt that she might have seen too many bad men, and she began to be suspicious of all men, and she was even more afraid that the men of her good sister were not specific, and took the opportunity to mess with men and women under the guise of entertainment during her wife's pregnancy.

It should be suspicious.

Standing outside the hotel, Su Qing happened to see the familiar car that Xu Ji was driving. Su Qing paused for a moment and said to Jiang Man, "I went to the bathroom and took a look. Okay, I have to hang up here."

Then Su Qing closed the line.

Xu was sitting in the car, and he could clearly see that Xu was smoking without getting close. The car door was open, and he seemed to be waiting for someone.

Su Qing didn't think about it, and was going to bypass it.

There were not many people going in and out of the hotel entrance in twos and threes. A and B would definitely come into Bing Ding's sight after passing by. After all, this is not a vegetable market, and there will be no crowding, so Xu saw Su Qing.

Just honk the whistle and call her!
Su Qing ignored it and didn't look back.

Xu just stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, got out of the car, walked towards Su Qing, grabbed her wrist when she was about to get in the car, and pulled her back forcefully.

"did not hear it?"

"I didn't know it was you who blew the whistle."

"Now you know." Xu just grabbed Su Qing's wrist and did not let go.

Su Qing looked around to make sure that no acquaintance passed by.

Xu just didn't know where to look, and asked her: "Shall I take you home?"

Su Qing shook her head: "Boss Lu is socializing in the hotel, you should wait."

Xu didn't take Su Qing's words seriously. Su Qing would maliciously say that he was too tender and that he was a driver, insulting others in a tone of contempt.But Xu was willing to think that Su Qing did this on purpose, and didn't say such insulting words out of the heart, and Xu didn't feel ashamed about it.

He looked at Su Qing who bowed his head: "I've been working hard, I'm 22, I don't believe I'm still like this at 32."

Su Qing raised her head, concealed all her true emotions, and smiled at him: "Xu Jiu, why don't we talk about something else? In the hotel, I overheard that your President Lu hosted two leaders from the Provincial Human Resources Department. , Lu Cunyu had dinner with them, why?"

Looking at each other, Xu remained silent.

Su Qing suddenly smiled more gently, and spread her hands: "You said you love me, but the truth is not. Xu, we can't be friends, you are subconsciously wary of me, and in the future we will only tear you apart if you don't care. The broken face has become ugly. Although you have no money, you live a very free and easy life. We are not the same way, please don't pester me in the future! Troubling me will only make you very tired!"

"How do you know if you haven't tried it? When you talk about relationships, you need to talk about business together? I won't tell anyone about Mr. Lu, and I won't say a word that shouldn't be said. This is the principle, so if this can't work, you can refuse me reason."

"There's nothing to say." Su Qing ignored him and decided to get in the car.

Xu put his arms around her waist from behind and asked, "Sister Su Qing, give me a chance."

He was afraid that she would leave, so he could only say, "If it's not suitable, I'll let her go first."

Xu called Lu Cunyu and asked for a short leave.

Lu Cunyu directly let Xu just take a night off. He didn't have to wait for him outside, and he could do whatever he wanted to do while driving. There was a show after dinner, so it wasn't too late for Zhao Yang to drive here.

Thank you very much.

He insisted on sending Su Qing back. Su Qing thought about it, if he got along with her for real, he might find that she was not the kind of good woman he expected.

Su Qing threw the car in the hotel parking lot and got into his car.

There was no communication between the two people along the way. Su Qing answered two calls, and it seemed that there was something inconvenient to say. She just "hmm", nodded, or frowned: "No, I will decide after studying it."

When they arrived at Su Qing's apartment, Su Qing got off the car.

Xu will get off together.

Su Qing turned her head and said to him, "Just send me back."

"What will you do if Tong Gang comes here?" He was very concerned.

Su Qing didn't know how to answer.

"You won't let me in, so I'll just wait here." Xu looked at her seriously.

Su Qing disdainful, went upstairs alone, ignoring his casual words.

Xu just clenched his fists and looked firmly at the place where Su Qing's figure disappeared.A young heart is extremely impulsive, as if loving someone and doing everything for her is great, without considering whether it is appropriate or not, without looking at reality, only facing your own heart and feelings, as for the future, you will not predict.

The darkness of the city at night is mixed with brilliance, and the hustle and bustle in the middle of the night is still unabated. It is only at three or four o'clock in the morning that the surroundings seem quiet.

At five o'clock in the morning, Xu opened his eyes and looked at the gray street.

After lighting a cigarette and closing the car window, Xu frowned and looked at the upstairs window of Su Qing's apartment. She couldn't see anything, and couldn't count which floor she lived on. Just like her, she couldn't see the downstairs at all. .

Su Qing went out after six o'clock to buy breakfast.

Seeing the car parked on the side of the street, she stopped, her eyes met Xu Jiu's.

On the way to buy breakfast together, she asked, "Why are you sleeping in the car?"

It was the first time Xu saw Su Qing wearing casual clothes. When we met in the past, she either wore pajamas at home or professional suits outside. Today is different.

He said, "I'm afraid Tong Gang will come."

Su Qing wanted to say a lot, but she knew that it would be useless to say a thousand or ten thousand words, and the thousands of words turned into a sigh, and the two turned into the alley to buy two breakfasts.

When going out of the alley, Su Qing lowered her head and drank soy milk, and asked Xu Jiu casually: "Xu Jiu, do you say that if you like someone, you have to get it?"

"Otherwise!" Xu looked at her profile and wanted to say that you should always wear clothes like this, the suit makes you look too mature, making you look so small and weak.

Su Qing smiled. When she was seventeen or eighteen years old, she might feel extremely happy for this answer. She can do anything at a simple and ignorant age without hesitation, regardless of the future.Now her thinking is different, one wrong step, every step is wrong.Anyone can have the courage to start a new relationship, and she can too, and Xu just forgets to kiss, who cares?Will he die in the next moment?He and Xu are completely together, and who cares if you give him your body?Will he die in the next moment?

Right now, the answer is no.

At seven in the morning, Jiang Man woke up.

"When the child grows up, he must be filial to you and me. Parents are working too hard."

"In case it's naughty, I only know how to be angry with you and me."

"It's probably up to you," Lu Cunyu turned over, hugged Jiang Man in his arms again, and said, "I'm angry with you."

At 09:30, each of them has already started a day's work at their jobs.

Jiang Man went to Su Qing's office, Su Qing was in a daze, Jiang Man was concerned about Su Qing's stomach, but didn't ask anything else.

Now every expression of Su Qing, Jiang Man will automatically bring it into Xu Jiu, wondering whether Su Qing's mood has anything to do with Xu Jiu?What role does Xu just play in Su Qing's mind?
Jiang Man felt that Tong Gang didn't go to see Su Qing very often, both inside and outside the company.

It cannot be said that Tong Gang has lost interest in Su Qing. Tong Gang has a great interest in Su Qing. Su Qing's dislike for Tong Gang is real, but it is also true that Tong Gang has a stronger desire to conquer.

He was just waiting for Su Qing to give birth, and he didn't have to worry about his son at all at that time.

At ten o'clock, Jiang Man's cell phone rang.

He was staring at the design drawing on the portable screen, and turned his head to take the phone, it was a call from Xiaoshan.

Jiang Man picked it up while working.

Xiaoshan asked Jiang Man: "Sister, do you know Lu Xianzhang's company?"

Jiang Man answered casually: "What do you know? Isn't it an internal company?"

"I'm talking about his company's financial problems!"

"funding problem?"

Jiang Man thought for a while, Lu Xianzhang's company had a financial crisis three years ago, and the company's products had been mainly sold overseas, but in those two years, this business was generally not good, the cost was increasing, and the sales volume was declining. At that time, there were not two domestic companies that could withstand the difficulties.

(End of this chapter)