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Chapter 538 He loves her very much, but lighter than fateBy Fengchen
He loves her very much, but lighter than fateBy Feng Chen
One flower one world, one grass one Bodhi.

No Bodhi tree, nor stand mirror.

Originally there is nothing, where is the dust!
Therefore, my mother named me: Dust.

Before my parents died, I was just Fengchen, my beloved son who was cared for by them. When they left me together, I was still Fengchen, but no one came to love me anymore.

Looking back at the twists and turns of this little half of my life, I wandered between using and being used, but I couldn't find a place where I could put myself safely.

After I learned that the death of my parents was a scene carefully arranged by Mrs. Red, when I hated Mrs. Red to the bone, and racked my brains to find revenge on Mrs. Red, when Grace had become a half-useless pawn When... she walked into my line of sight.

Lan Mufei, a 17-year-old girl in Paris who had no father or mother, was brought back from Country C by Louis Ying.

More importantly, she was pregnant with Louis Yingwid's child.

I seem to have found an outlet for my hatred.

It is not particularly difficult to buy the servants in Louis Yingdow's villa, and it is not difficult to know the every move of the girl in the villa.

The servant will report to me every day about her and Louis Yingwid in detail, and will receive generous rewards.

I looked at the girl in the photo, and several words came to my mind automatically: thin, young, stubborn, lonely, and stubborn.

Even in the face of the dream lover of all Parisian women, she is still unmoved, with a childish outline full of indifference, ignoring Louis Yinghuo who is sitting next to her.

That's -- really interesting.

……

Grace was complaining again that the Earl hadn't seen her for a few days, and there was nothing new about it.

This once innocent girl gradually changed after stepping on the glamorous runway, and changed more and more after following the earl, especially after she lost her child.

And I hate her chattering and complaining more and more.

Facing Grace's face full of resentment, I can't help but think of that lonely girl sitting under the light and concentrating on reading a book. I really want to know what kind of soul is hidden behind those lonely and deep eyes.

But these are insignificant compared to revenge on Mrs. Hong.

Grace's complaints let me know that Louis Yingdou is more and more concerned about the child in the girl's womb. I am a man, and I understand it better than anyone else, so I deliberately misled Grace. The earl is very likely to fall in love with this surrogate mother.

Grace panicked, she didn't know what to do, I comforted her, don't worry, I will always help her!
She is very grateful to me. In my eyes, this gratitude is funny and ridiculous.

It cost me a lot of money to buy the most loyal doctor of the Louis family; but it was worth the money, I knew earlier than anyone that the baby in the girl's womb was a boy.

I asked the doctor to tell Mrs. Hong that the child was a girl; and I asked Grace to deliberately go to Mrs. Hong to tell her that his son was about to fall in love with a lowly surrogate mother.

I know that what she wants most is a grandson, not a granddaughter. In addition, the earl fell in love with the humble surrogate mother. This kind of thing is absolutely not allowed to happen by the noble red lady.

As I expected, Mrs. Red acquiesced in Grace's behavior, but I didn't expect her to do such a terrific thing, throwing the newly aborted girl into the wild to fend for herself.

never mind……

It's just a small pawn, helping me take revenge on Mrs. Hong.

If one day Mrs. Hong knew that she had killed her own grandson, how wonderful the picture would be. I can't wait to see it.

The girl disappeared, and her life and death are unknown. The earl knew that the child was gone, and he also suffered a certain blow; he even lost his temper with Mrs. Hong. I am very happy to see this. Something to be happy about!
I don’t know whether it’s out of appreciation or guilt, but I didn’t throw away or destroy those photos and materials. I put them in the bank’s safe, put them together with my mother’s belongings, and locked them in a dark abyss.

……

The meeting seven years later was beyond my expectation. I even recognized her as the girl back then at first sight. I never forgot her name and the look in her eyes.

Even dreaming back at midnight, I would dream of her.

Waking up profusely in sweat, I was gasping for breath, thinking that I had actually dreamed of Louis Indow's woman, I felt absurd and ridiculous!

Why do you have such a dream?
I like her?

This is impossible!

I don't know her, but I've only seen her photos, photos of her pregnancy, her belly getting bigger every day, and her profile, but I haven't gotten to know her deeply at all.

This kind of dream is just because I haven't touched a woman for a long time, and she happens to be the girl I often see recently.

When I met her again seven years later, I still thought this way in my heart, so much so that I forgot to have this dream, three years had passed since her life and death were unknown!
Seven years ago, I didn't like her, and I won't even after seven years.

Eyes habitually look for her back in the crowd, but because she was once my pawn; I want to treat her better, but because I owe her an innocent one!

If the play is real, it must first be emotional.

I always thought that I just wanted to use her, just wanted to snatch her from Louis Yingdow's hunting range, and I never thought about what would happen after that.

Seeing her smile like a summer flower and calm like a fallen leaf, I once forgot that she had the earl's child, and I even forgot that it was me who caused her to have no child and suffer for seven years!

Until I watched her walk into the earl's arms, I suddenly understood that in this game, she had never been in the game, but I had been in the game so deeply that I couldn't get out of the game, fell into my own conspiracy, loved her I can't help myself.

Grace came to me, she is a lonely woman, I am a lonely man, two lonely people, always do something not lonely to kill each other's loneliness.

It's just that when I was with Grace, what I thought about was another pair of pure pupils, and I couldn't help thinking, what would it be like if it was her.

Thinking this way, I didn't continue. Grace was not emotional, and felt that I was baffled.

Is it strange?
Maybe.

After Grace left, I smoked cigarettes all night and missed her!

……

I used Yungu to destroy their relationship, and my plan failed. I was not discouraged, because I knew better than anyone that they would not have any good results.

Everything developed as I expected. The earl loved her so much that he couldn't help it, and Mrs. Hong was firm in her opposition, so the mother and son turned against each other!

Mrs. Hong is planning a game, including me, I know that I will cooperate with her silently, so as to get the [-]% shares, enter the Louis family, and do some bad things again.

They left, and they had to come back.

Seeing her whom I have not seen for a long time, my heart beats uncontrollably. I want to hug her, kiss her, and ask her: If I am willing to let go of everything, will you come with me!
I didn't ask, because I knew that she only had Louis Yingwid in her heart, not me.

In her heart, she always thinks that I am a bad person, maybe I am not even a bad person, I might as well be a passerby.

Mrs. Hong proposed that I possessed her, so she agreed to let my father and mother's ashes be buried together.

This is the last wish my mother mentioned in her diary.

For my parents and myself, I didn't say no, and I really wanted to.

Because I love her, I want to get her, but if I can't get her heart, it's not bad who gets her.

Even if it's just for one night!
I got my wish and kissed her lips, but...

People have thousands of calculations, but heaven has only one calculation. Mrs. Hong and I both missed one thing.

She is pregnant.

The child was the widow of Louis Ing.

Fate has never been kind to me, otherwise why would it be stingy and unwilling to give me this night!
It's rare in this life to like a woman so much, who knows if there will be again in the future!

Let it go, let it go...

I owed her my life, so let her pay it back.

Even though she never knew about the bad things I did!
That night, we chatted casually, from the past, from Louis Yingdow to the world, until she couldn't help falling asleep from sleepiness.

I really wanted to go over and hug her, but I didn't, sitting on the sofa quietly staring at her after falling asleep, there was such a momentary thought, the vulgar hope that time was frozen at this moment.

The sky will eventually dawn, and I acted with her in a play, saving her brother, and saving the child in her stomach and her...

Maybe it's the only thing I've ever done in my life, good thing.

Before leaving the room, she said something that I think I will remember forever.

She said: "Good people are not good enough, bad people are not bad enough, human nature has always been a difficult thing to understand. It's just Feng Chen, aren't you tired of living like this?"

Tired?

I do not know.

Since my parents left me, my life seems to be only about getting revenge on Mrs. Hong.

The girl I like doesn't like me, so I can't snatch her away, what can I do if I don't take revenge on Mrs. Hong!

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Her departure was within our expectations, and so was Louis Indow's violent reaction.

It's just that he would never know that she was pregnant with his child when she left!

"Do you know that Lan Mufei is pregnant? Do you know who the child is?" Every time I saw Louis Ying's haughty look, this vicious sentence reached my lips, and I swallowed it silently.

She has already left this city with scars all over her body. After all, she is the woman I really love, so why should I humiliate her like this!
I'm afraid that Louis Ying widow hates Mrs. Hong and me to the extreme; there is no need for me to take revenge on Mrs. Hong, her own son will naturally take revenge on her by any means!

I believe.

……

The fake CD was sent to Mrs. Hong, and I kept the real CD. Even though it was just two people chatting in the room for a night, it’s not even a pure chat under the quilt, but in my opinion, this night is better than before Any woman I've ever touched.

I put the CD in the safe, and together with those photos, looking at her 17-year-old lonely and stubborn profile, I even wondered where she is.

I was struggling whether to let go of everything now, go to her, and tell her: there is a person who loves her, who is not aboveboard, and loves her with some despicableness.

I really want to tell her: I really love you.

……

Who can help me spread the word, tell her that I love her.

I am just a talking mute, in her view, I am not as good as a passerby.

She didn't even say hello when we met, her eyes passed me and fell far away.

……

It's just that I forgot.

Louis Ying widow hates Mrs. Hong so much, hates me so much, he won't let Mrs. Hong go, and how can he let me go!
The resignation letter that was too late to send and the ticket to country C were quietly in the drawer, becoming an expired time.

Because I don't have any more.

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