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Chapter 283 Every memory has an entrance 15
Chapter 340 Seven: Every memory has an entrance 15
After walking out of the hospital, my stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and I looked back at the hospital, wondering if I should go to the gastrology department for a checkup.

Recently, her health doesn't seem to be very good. Her stomach has always been uncomfortable. Sometimes she eats too much, and sometimes she can't eat anything!
Li Yueqi is also very busy recently, and she didn't tell him, lest he worry any more and be distracted and affect his work.

When turning around to go back, the phone rang, and it was Yue Qi who called and asked where she was.

Afraid that he was worried, Lu Banxia just said to see Lu Chuan in the hospital and go back now.Li Yueqi proposed to pick her up, but thinking of Lu Zijin, she still refused.

What's more, she drove here by herself.

Li Yueqi did not force her, and carefully told her to drive carefully on the phone, and not to answer the phone while driving.

After the signal was interrupted, he looked at the hospital, hesitated for a while, and finally turned back to the car and went home first.

The dinner Li Yueqi prepared was very simple. He also found that Lu Banxia's appetite was not very good for half a month. He tried his best to prepare a list of mild food, hoping that she would eat more.

Lu Banxia didn't have a great appetite. Seeing that he had prepared so carefully, he forced himself to eat more.

Li Yueqi couldn't see through her reluctance, reached out and took her bowl and put it down, "Don't force yourself if you can't eat it!"

"Sorry!" Lu Banxia apologized, wasting his heart.

"Silly girl!" Li Yueqi stretched out his hand and pinched the tip of her nose, with a worried expression on his face: "Recently, your complexion is very bad, is there something uncomfortable?"

Lu Banxia shook his head, saw him leaning over, and leaned into his arms, "It's okay, I just feel a little tired."

Li Yueqi guessed that it might be because the matter of Lu Heng and Lu Chuan upset her, rubbed her hair, turned her head and kissed her on the brow pitifully: "I'll put some hot water for you, soak in hot water A bath will be more comfortable."

"Okay." Lu Banxia nodded, looking at him with warmth that she hadn't even noticed.

Lu Banxia took a hot bath and felt very comfortable, but the tiredness in his body did not disappear.She slept so deeply at night that Li Yueqi didn't wake up the next morning no matter how she yelled, so she had to let her continue to sleep, and she didn't have to go to work anyway.

Lu Banxia was woken up by the ringtone of the memo on her mobile phone, and the message reminded that today is Bai Yan's death day.

A cold heart, unspeakable sadness flowed.

Get up, wash, change clothes, go downstairs, Li Yueqi should go to work.The breakfast was still hot in the incubator, she took it out and started to eat it slowly, her cold heart was gradually warmed up by the warming of her stomach.

In the past, he didn't stay at home many times a year, so he didn't know that he worshiped Bai Ziyan alone.This year, should she go alone, or let him accompany her?

If he is willing to accompany her, then this will be the last time she will go to worship Bai Ziyan.

She is not a fool, she didn't know that Li Yueqi always cared about Bai Ziyan's position in her heart.Now that she has decided to live a good life with Li Yueqi, she will not let a memory become a gap between them, just like she will not let Lu Chuan become an obstacle between them!
It's okay to be unsure before, but now that you have confirmed your mind, you should give Li Yueqi an affirmative answer.

Lu Banxia decided to call Li Yueqi, but unfortunately no one answered the phone.She sent a text message instead: When do you leave work?
Li Yueqi's text message was answered very quickly: in a meeting, at four o'clock in the afternoon, please reply as soon as possible.

When Lu Banxia saw the text message, a smile escaped her pale lips, she knew he was busy so she shouldn't have called him, and hoped she didn't disturb him.Since he said that he would try to come back at four o'clock in the afternoon, she'll wait for him to come back! -
After washing the dishes and having nothing to do, I took a blanket to cover my body, took a book and nestled on the sofa, read it slowly, and fell asleep unconsciously.

After sleeping until 03:30 in the afternoon, Lu Banxia woke up from hunger. She didn't expect that she could sleep like this, and slept almost all day.When he got up, he went to the kitchen to get something to eat before he came back.

After eating, it was already five o'clock after tidying up, and Li Yueqi hadn't come back yet.

Lu Banxia couldn't help dialing his phone, but the phone was cut off.Liu raised her eyebrows, feeling a sense of uneasiness in her heart, and when she was about to call again, a text message came.

I have a temporary client to meet, so I won't go back for dinner, so take care of yourself.

A sense of loss welled up in my heart, and I wanted to take him to pay homage to Bai Ziyan together for the last time, but I didn't expect that he couldn't go there because of something, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

But so what?You can't ask him to leave the client alone and go home immediately!

She can't do such a thing!
— come back early.

She sent another text message, but Li Yueqi didn't reply to the text message.Lu Banxia put down his phone, went back to his room and put down his casual clothes, took the car keys and went out.

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In the past, she went very early every year, but this year it was especially late. If the cemetery guards didn't know her well, they wouldn't have let her in.

Wearing black clothes, Lu Banxia walked skillfully to Bai Ziyan's tombstone with a bouquet of white roses in his arms.A bunch of flowers have been placed on the deserted tombstone. It seems that Madam, Nan Si and the others have already visited him.

She put the flowers next to the tombstone and touched the cold and hard tombstone with her fingers, "Bai Ziyan, hello, I'm here to see you!"

The outline of Bai Ziyan in the black and white photo is still the same, with a faint smile, and the spring breeze is not as good as him.

"Sorry, I came late this year. I originally wanted to take him to see it, and it was the last time." Lu Banxia's voice paused for a moment, with reluctance in his eyes, but without hesitation, "I'm sorry, I may not be able to come in the future I count on you!"

I promised you, learning to let go of you, forget you, although I haven't learned how to forget you, but I have learned to let go of you!
Because another person appeared beside me, a man who is very different from you and Lu Chuan!

He easily saw through my disguise and swept into my heart with a forceful method. By the time I found out, it was too late.

Bai Ziyan, you won't blame me, will you?
You live in Ainansi's memories, but I can't, just like I can't live in Lu Chuan's memories!I want to get out of the siege of memories, I want to catch that man and not be snatched away by anyone...

Bai Ziyan, I hope you can bless me!You who are so kind will definitely wish me and him happiness, right?
A warm smile slowly flowed from the thin lips, she looked at the eyes in the photo, as if she understood what he was going to say to herself.

Touch the outline in the photo with your fingertips, then retract, "Bai Ziyan, goodbye."

When the sound fell, she turned and left.

It was already dark, and the cemetery looked even more gloomy, with the cold wind continuously pouring into the neckline.Lu Banxia subconsciously pressed down on the collar, feeling that the atmosphere was too scary.

Speeding up the steps and walking down the steep stone stairs, suddenly, it seemed as if a black shadow flashed past, "Who is it..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard a terrified wild cat screaming and scurrying past his feet. Lu Banxia didn't notice it, and stepped on the empty steps with one foot, and the whole person rolled down the stone steps rapidly.

Turn around.

pain.

Every part of her body was hurting, she was caught on the crooked part of the stone ladder, her stomach hit the stone, a sharp pain came over the sky, followed by a warm flow, which drenched her clothes.

Lu Banxia clutched her stomach, feeling as if a knife was constantly stirring in her lower abdomen, the pain was so painful.

The light flickered on and off, and I could vaguely see a large area of ​​blood under my body, and the cool air was filled with a strong smell of blood.

With a thunderbolt from the blue sky and a blow to the head, I understood in an instant, as if I knew what happened to me.

child!

She and Yue Qi's child!
Her body has been in a bad state for half a month, and she didn't think about it, didn't think that it was because she had a child!
Pray more!

Her painful bones were trembling, and she struggled to take out the phone from her pocket. The screen of the phone was smashed when she rolled down the stone stairs, and the screen was full of cracks, which could not be repaired.

Black screen, boot, once, twice, three times...

After repeated several times, it was finally turned on, the pale light illuminated her bloodless cheeks, seeing the sweet tablecloth, she felt a dull pain in her heart!Pulling out the phone book, the first one is Li Yueqi...

It was as if the first thought in her mind was to call Li Yueqi!
Some people say that when a person is vulnerable, the first person she thinks of is the person she cares about the most.

Li Yueqi is the person she cares about most!

When I dialed the phone, the cold "beep" sound hit my heart, and I kept silently saying: Yueqi, answer the phone... answer the phone quickly... please answer the phone quickly...

When the phone was about to be cut off and she was almost desperate, the phone finally got connected. The pain on her brows hadn't disappeared yet. She opened her mouth, and just as her voice reached her throat, a coquettish voice from the other end of the phone fell to her ears: "Hello, Yue Qi I'm taking a shower, if there's anything, I'll let you know..."

In an instant, the place called the heart was pierced by thousands of arrows, riddled with holes, and blood flowed continuously.

The mobile phone slipped gently from the blood-stained palm, fell to the ground, and was completely shattered.A smile slowly bloomed on the pale lips, but there was no smile in the eyes, which were full of mist.

She will never forget that voice until she dies.

Is the temporary client he mentioned Lu Zijin?
Li Yueqi, you still lied to me!

She stood up slowly by her own strength.The blood kept flowing out, dripping drop by drop along the bottom of the trousers onto the ground.

One step at a time, walking down the stone steps with great difficulty and strength.

Even if the whole world lied to her, even if the whole world betrayed her, she could not betray herself.

Lu Banxia, ​​no one loves her anymore, and she still loves herself!
She told herself like this, to go on, to live!
There were sharp pains in her abdomen, as if something had been ripped off her body.

Heart-piercing pain.

The mist in the painful eye sockets could not help falling down.

It's just that she didn't, and she didn't shed a single tear.

She stepped on every stone step very hard, fearing that if she fell down, she would never be able to climb up again.

Before getting up, she tightly pinched the fragments that fell from the phone screen in her palm. Every time she was dizzy, she pinched the fragments extremely hard, piercing deeply into the flesh, and the blood flowed out continuously .

I have already flowed so much, I don't care to flow more.

*
Lu Zijin cut off the phone, and when he put down the phone, the bathroom door was pulled open.

Li Yueqi had no clothes on, only a white bath towel around his waist, and crystal clear drops of water flowed on his strong chest.

She smiled and ran over, hugged him, and called out sweetly: Pray.

……

I don't know how long I've been walking, but I just keep telling myself that I must persist, I must persist.Only in this way can she find the phone, and she can ask for help when she finds the phone.

His feet went limp and he fell.

climb up.

So, repeat the cycle.

Finally, after walking up the winding and steep stone stairs, he walked to the lounge of the tomb guards, walked to the door with difficulty, and slapped the transparent glass hard, "I had an accident, can you make a call for me... ..."

The administrator was frightened by her, he didn't expect that she hadn't left so late, especially the bloody trail behind her, he almost bit off his tongue in surprise.

He hurriedly supported her and reached for his mobile phone: "I'll call an ambulance for you!"

He thought she was trying to call an ambulance.

"No!" She couldn't call an ambulance, couldn't make the headlines in tomorrow's paper.

"Then who to call?"

"Call 18255..." She instinctively wanted to report Li Yueqi's number. She didn't have a mobile phone, no address book, and there were only two sets of phone numbers in her dizzy and chaotic mind.

but……

She remembered that she had already called him before.

At this moment, he should be in the gentle village, having a deep affection with Lu Zijin.

See, she really doesn't have a long memory.

"0812..." She began to call out another set of numbers that she would never forget.

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Your Excellency returned to Mingzheng Residence early, Xing Tian didn't need personal protection, left work early, went home to take a shower, maybe it was too early, and he didn't feel sleepy.He casually took out a bottle of wine from the wine rack and poured it into a wine glass. The wine glass had reached his lips when the phone suddenly rang...

It was an unfamiliar number, he hesitated, and finally answered it.This number is only known to those around you, who could it be?
"Which one?"

"It's me, Lu Banxia!"

When Xing Tian heard the voice, his heart skipped a beat inexplicably: "Secretary Lu..." She knew this number, but why did she call him!
"Xing Tian, ​​can I ask you to do something for me?" His voice was hoarse and weak.

"Yes!" He answered cleanly.

"Bring Chu Bingyan to me. I should be—" The voice paused, and the three words seemed to be squeezed out with the last bit of strength in the body: "Abortion."

After the sound fell, it was dark for a while, and he slumped directly on the administrator.

Xing Tian was startled, and hurriedly asked: "Hey, where are you? Secretary-General Lu...Lu Banxia..."

His answer was deathly silence.

***************The dividing line of the young master asking for a recommendation ticket**************
He probably knew why she was in the cemetery and where she was going; but why she had a miscarriage, why no one called but only him, he didn't know, and he didn't have time to think about it.

After confirming that Chu Bingyan was in Nansi's coffee shop, which happened to be the only way to the cemetery, he took Chu Bingyan with him, and rushed directly to the cemetery without telling Nansi.

This is what I saw.

A dilapidated sofa in the small and messy lounge, the air was filled with the thick smell of blood.From the road at the door to the ground in the lounge, the ground was stained with blood, and the people watching were shocked.

How much blood was shed?

Lu Banxia lay unconscious on the sofa, the sofa was stained red with blood, there was no trace of blood on his pale cheeks, and the whole person lay there lifeless, as if dead.

Xing Tian's heart twitched inexplicably, and he went up to call her softly, but couldn't wake her up.Immediately picked her up and strode away.

Chu Bingyan left money, so naturally he also left the most sincere advice. If you have money, you have to spend it with your life!

The administrator is old, his eyes are not very good, but his heart is like a mirror. Naturally, he knows that none of these people can afford to offend him. After accepting the money, he will pretend to be deaf to what happened tonight!
Due to her special body, she couldn't go to a general hospital. She didn't call her husband, so she must have wanted to go home, and she couldn't go back in her current state.

In the end, with your permission, they took Lu Banxia to the Royal Hospital and stayed in a ward that only you can live in.

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pain.

In the hazy, unconscious, and in extreme pain, she still had a dream.

Dreaming of his mother, dreaming of Bai Ziyan and a very strange child, they were saying goodbye to her, with shallow smiles and incomparable gentleness.

Looking at their blurred faces, I don't know why there is a kind of piercing pain, the pain in the heart is terrible!

Opening his eyes, his mind gradually regained consciousness, and he moved his fingers, but found that he couldn't move.Seeing that his right hand was wrapped in layers of thick bandages, he realized that his hand was injured.

Another place was also injured, the injury was more painful than the right hand, deeper, and the pain was piercing.

His fingers slowly moved towards his lower abdomen.

Here, it's empty.

A woman's natural intuition, child, is gone.

On the same day three years after Bai Ziyan's death, she lost her first child.

It was also the same day that she knew that the man who said "Don't cheat in this life" had been lying to herself.

Irony, really too ironic.

Xing Tian, ​​who had watched her all night, was inexplicably relieved when he saw her wake up.

"Secretary-General Lu, congratulations, you have come back from the dead."

She was sent to the Royal Hospital last night and was still bleeding heavily. Chu Bingyan conservatively estimated that the amount of bleeding was at least 600cc. Her heartbeat was about to stop, and she was in critical condition.

Blood transfusion, rescue, he was completely dumbfounded watching.

I don't know what happened to such a thin woman, and I don't know how she managed to survive!It's like knocking over a bottle of all kinds of flavors in my heart, and all kinds of flavors are mixed for a while!
But he didn't doubt Lu Banxia's willpower.In the past, he was Qin Nansi's subordinate. She followed Bai Ziyan and didn't have much contact with her, but he knew how strong she was. She was so strong that many men couldn't fall in love!
But if such a strong woman had a tug-of-war with death, she would definitely win.

Lu Banxia's pale thin lips evoked a faint smile, her black pupils were clear and shallow, but she couldn't see to the end.

Looking at Xing Tian, ​​his heart trembled, and there was an unspeakable impulse to protect her.

"Still laughing? Doctor Chu said that it will be difficult for you to have children in the future!" He lowered his face and spoke seriously.

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