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Chapter 87 Song Yu got up together, suddenly felt dizzy

"Song Yu, in fact, I really envy you. My elder brother loves you so much and regards you more than anything else. My request is very simple, really simple. I don't ask for the high status of the other party. Strong financial resources, even if it's just an ordinary office worker, as long as he treats me wholeheartedly, as long as he lives up to my love for him." Qi Chengyue said choked up, her shoulders kept shaking.

"When I was in love with Jian Yi, he had nothing. If I cared about those external things, how could I marry him? I just fell in love with someone. Now that he is married to me, I want the same love. I also want to be loved and cared for by others.”

"Even if I just scratched a small wound on my finger, he will feel distressed. When I am not feeling well, he will be by my side. When I cry, he will wipe my tears with distress. If I am not by his side, he will He always thinks about me. When he was on a business trip, he took the initiative to contact me every day and told me about him. When he went to the street, he would hold my hand, and the co-pilot seat only let me sit alone."

Song Yu didn't say a word in silence, because Qi Chengyue's throat also felt a little uncomfortable.

She saw transparent tears flowing from Qi Chengyue's fingers, trickling down the back of her hand one after another.

"I really don't understand. I love him wholeheartedly. Why...why does he have to find me to use? I can let him use me, but I also want him to love me. Even if he uses me, at least give me some Love, what is he still dissatisfied with..." Qi Chengyue burst into tears, "Song Yu, tell me how to get a man's love. What I did wrong, I am willing to change, I just want to make people sincere Love me. Why... why did he do this to me..."

"Did you know? His mother... the credit card that his mother usually uses for consumption, I signed up for her with my ID card, and I will pay off the monthly credit card debt. The day you met her and Guan Xiaolin , she is still using my money to buy clothes for herself, she is using my money, but she is talking and laughing with Jian Yi's mistress to go shopping together. The mother and son... what do they think of me..."

"I love Jian Yi, but I'm not cheap, so I'm going to be used and bullied by them. I have a showdown with Jian Yi, and he hasn't touched me since we got married. The more I know him, the more disappointed I am. Because Zhou Mingyan ran back to her natal family once. But Zhou Mingyan bullied me not only that time, I dare not run home again. I am afraid that my parents and elder brother will be worried, and I am also afraid that they will treat Jian Yi badly. "

"Although I have always been unwilling and always quarreled with him, I still couldn't help thinking about him and hiding it from my family, but they couldn't see what I did for them. Zhou Mingyan felt that what I did was It should be taken for granted, and Jian Yi thinks that if I love him, I should give everything for him unconditionally without asking for anything in return, and I shouldn't even expect him to love me. If he is willing to marry me, it is already a reward for me. "

"I'm so stupid, Song Yu, I think I'm so stupid, I actually forced myself to this point for them, I gave them the weapon to trample on me like this. But Song Yu, I really love someone, Why... why can't you give me a good result. I really envy you, really envy you... I'm so scared, I don't know what will happen in the future. I don't think I can be with him like this anymore, But I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled to the love I have given, the years I have paid for him are actually worthless in his eyes."

Song Yu's eyes were also red. At this moment, Qi Chengyue was propping his elbows on the low table, covering his face with his hands, crying helplessly like a child.

In the past, she thought Qi Chengyue was just a wayward girl spoiled by her family.

But marriage really changed her a lot, and only then did she realize how much effort Qi Chengyue had put in and how much wronged she had suffered.

As the daughter of the Qi family, she lowered her figure to such an extent that Zhou Mingyan and Jian Yi bullied her so much.

In order not to worry her family members, she concealed the real situation, and also because of her reluctance to Jian Yi, she did not dare to let her family members know Jian Yi's true face.

She was caught in the middle and had been working very hard.

Song Yu got up and walked around the table, kneeling beside Qi Chengyue.

She hugged Qi Chengyue gently, and gently stroked her hair with soft hands, "Fool, why didn't you say anything? Why did you have to bear it yourself and suffer so much? You are hiding it now, and you will let them know in the future." I know that when you needed help and protection the most, you didn’t know about it and didn’t protect you well. When you were bullied, you didn’t stand up for you. As your family, how uncomfortable will it be when you know the truth?”

"The meaning of family is to support each other, help you when you are weak, support you when you need to rely on, open the door to you when you have nowhere to go, and be your most reliable when you are helpless." haven."

"You are the daughter of the Qi family, the younger sister of Chengzhi and Chenglin, and the only younger sister. You have three powerful older brothers above you. How can you let them watch their sister being bullied? Have your brothers become fools? Let Jian Yi think that he can bully their sisters under your brothers' noses, to mock them, and think he's playing tricks on the whole family? "

Qi Chengyue cried out with a "wow--", turned around and put her forehead on Song Yu's shoulder, which kept shaking.

Qi Chengyue cried for a long time before slowly calming down.

Song Yu didn't urge her, nor did he comfort her, but let Qi Chengyue cry on her shoulder.

Qi Chengyue twitched and sat up straight, glanced at Song Yu, lowered his head again, and choked out a low voice: "I'm sorry."

I don't know whether to apologize for crying and wet Song Yu's clothes, or because of the previous attitude towards Song Yu.

Song Yu just smiled, shook his head, and handed the tissue box on the table to Qi Chengyue, asking her to wipe away her tears and snot.

"Can you not tell your family what I told you today?" Qi Chengyue said, "Since it has already happened, I don't want them to worry."

"Of course." Song Yu nodded, got up and sat back in the seat opposite him.

Qi Chengyue's crying nose was stuffed with snot, and he couldn't breathe through his nose at all, so he blew vigorously several times.

"Actually, since my brother told me about Jian Yi and Guan Xiaolin yesterday, I have no doubts. He must have cheated. There is no problem with Guan Xiaolin's hot head. Because I refuse to help him start a business, and I don't want to follow for him. The elder brother said good things, which made him more valued in the company. He also knew that he would get nothing from me, so I was not surprised to develop outside. It was not until just now that I realized that I had expected it in my heart. This kind of situation happened." Qi Chengyue laughed at himself and sniffed.

She also tried her best to endure yesterday, so she didn't collapse.

She knew that Qi Chenglin was very surprised by her indifferent behavior yesterday.

In fact, it was because she didn't dare to say too much, she was afraid that if she said too much, if she lost her breath, she would break down and cry.

"I loved him once, but I was really hurt by him. Even if I still have love and unwillingness for him in my heart, I will never want to keep him." Qi Chengyue paused, but his hands resting on the table Still shaking.

Song Yu knew that Qi Chengyue's heart was not as peaceful as what she said.

"I'm divorced, but I'll listen to you, pretend not to know, let my brother find out all the evidence, and divorce, he won't even try to take a penny from the Qi family!" Qi Chengyue said angrily , the tone was stiff, but as soon as the voice shed tears, they fell out of the unblinking eye sockets.

In the end, this was a marriage she had longed for.

At that time, the wedding was so grand, and the whole city blessed it. It has only been a few months...

Song Yu sighed in his heart, and could only say: "Eat something, you are in a bad mood and hungry, it will damage your body."

Qi Chengyue wiped away her tears, nodded, picked up the rice and took a bite, but her throat seemed to be choked, and she couldn't swallow it for a long time.

Song Yu also let out a deep breath, took a mouthful of rice, and took a piece of grilled fish, but she felt that it was fishy, ​​which made her want to vomit, so she quickly drank a few sips of water to dilute the fishy smell in her mouth , stuffed a few mouthfuls of rice, and ate a mouthful of fried pork cutlets, but felt too greasy.

In the end, I barely ate some vegetable salad and fruit, and I couldn't eat any more after drinking two flavors of soup.

Qi Chengyue was in a bad mood, and even lost his appetite. In the end, both of them only ate a little, and the food they asked for was almost the same as if they hadn't eaten.

Qi Chengyue frowned, and said, "I don't have an appetite, why do you eat so little?"

Song Yu shook his head, "I don't know if it's a change of chef or what happened. I feel that today's food is not tasty, and I can't swallow it."

Qi Chengyue nodded, and Song Yu said, "Would you like to sit down for a while?"

"No need." She got up and said a little embarrassedly, "I wasted your time, let's go."

Song Yu smiled, never expecting Qi Chengyue and her to have such a polite day.

She got up from the cushion, because it was a Japanese-style decoration, they had been sitting on the floor with a cushion.

When she got up, she suddenly felt dizzy, and her eyes were pitch black, like snowflakes appearing on the screen of an old TV.

Song Yu couldn't stand firmly for a while, and was about to fall backwards, but fortunately, Qi Chengyue caught him in time.

"Are you okay!" Qi Chengyue asked nervously.

Song Yu frowned, and it took a while for the snowflakes in front of him to dissipate, and his vision became clear again.

She shook her head, "It's okay, maybe it was a little violent when I got up."

"It's really okay?" Qi Chengyue was still not at ease. She might not be on good terms with Song Yu now, but just now she couldn't help pouring out all her troubles in front of Song Yu, and her relationship with Song Yu was invisible. China is also getting better.

And most importantly, if something happened to Song Yu when she was with her and Qi Chengzhi found out, she really couldn't bear it.

Especially with the poor record in the past, Qi Chengzhi would not easily believe her even if she said that she was innocent.

After finally paying the bill, Qi Chengyue sent Song Yu all the way back to the company before he was relieved.

Ruan Danchen didn't know Qi Chengyue's previous hostility towards Song Yu. Seeing that Qi Chengyue sent Song Yu back to the office, and told her to go to the hospital if something happened, or find Qi Chengzhi or something, Ruan Danchen thought that the relationship between the two of them had always been at odds. Not bad.

Ruan Danchen said in admiration: "Song Yu, you really...didn't expect to have such a good relationship with my sister-in-law."

"..." Song Yu suddenly felt that Ruan Danchen's emphasis was always different from that of ordinary people.

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After Qi Chengyue left Chengshi, she got into the car and didn't know where she was going for a while.

She drove to Qi Lin's downstairs, got out of the car and looked at Qi Lin's gate, but she couldn't take a step.

She couldn't help thinking, in fact, if she wasn't from the Qi family, she wouldn't be of much use if she thought about it, she wouldn't have met Jian Yi, and wouldn't have experienced such a marriage.

She hesitated for a moment, then turned and left.

Walking aimlessly, he stopped suddenly, looked up at the sky and sighed heavily, and sadly found that besides being lucky and born in the Qi family, he had failed in all other aspects.

"I'm at the door of the coffee shop where I made an appointment to meet him. He hasn't arrived yet. When he arrives, I'll have a showdown with him right away. I won't talk nonsense with him." Qi Chengyue suddenly heard a female voice, turned around and found himself It stopped at the entrance of a coffee shop near Qi Lin.

When he retracted his gaze, he involuntarily caught a glimpse of the woman on the phone, and felt a little familiar for a moment.

Qi Chengyue stared at that woman and thought for a while, before realizing that that woman was Cheng Dongge's girlfriend. She had been to Qi Lin several times before, waiting in the downstairs lobby for Cheng Dongge to get off work. Qi Chengyue met her before, but she didn't call Greeted, but also had some impressions.

It's just that she forgot the specific name.

I heard that Cheng Dongge had already proposed to her, and looking at her left hand holding the phone, there was indeed a diamond ring on her middle finger.

Just as I was thinking about it, I heard the woman say again: "Don't worry, I won't soften my heart. I have already been disappointed in him. He is usually so busy, but he is busy doing work for others. After so many years I haven't been busy with any achievements, and he is just a small assistant. If he is capable, he is busy for himself, so he has no time to accompany me, and I can bear it. But he went to the doctor to work for others, and I haven't seen him for so many years He has been promoted, worked overtime for nothing, and never saw each other all day, is it any different to have him as a boyfriend?"

"It's like this before I'm married, and I can still get married? I don't take me seriously. When I need him, he is never there. He doesn't know what I want. No matter what the festival is, It's all dinner and flowers, without any sincerity. In fact, I have no feelings for him for a long time. It's not because he knelt down to propose to me in front of so many people. I agreed. After all, I have been in love with him in the night market for so many years, and I can't bear it."

The woman held the mobile phone in the other hand, and stretched out the five fingers of her left hand. Looking at the diamond ring on her middle finger, she said disdainfully, "But the ring he gave was really thoughtful, so I'll keep the ring."

"..."

"Don't think about it, I still have him in my heart. You know that I like you now, so I just leave the ring and give him some face. You don't know, he is very face-saving, so I just put the ring If I return it to him, he will save face and tell me to keep it, and he will not take back the things he gave away. Since he wants to pretend to be magnanimous, I have fulfilled him by keeping the ring. "

"..."

"He's here, stop talking."

"..."

"I love you too."

The woman hung up the phone, her disdainful expression instantly became gentle, she lowered her head slightly, carrying her bag with her hands hanging in front of her body, and she also had a preoccupied, pitiful gesture.

Qi Chengyue was speechless, angry at this woman's shamelessness, and forgot to be disappointed and sad about her marriage.

She followed the woman's gaze and saw Cheng Dongge walking towards her.

This steady and resourceful man in suits and leather shoes has always been Qi Chengzhi's most important helper.

Qi Chengyue heard Qi Chenglin mention that after Qi Zhongliang and Qi Zhongxun retire in the future, Qi Chengzhi intends to let Cheng Dongge be the general manager of Qilin Real Estate. s reason.

That woman is really stupid to look down on such a man.

"Why don't you wait inside?" Cheng Dongge walked over, frowning slightly.

Qi Chengyue could see that although he was too busy with work and didn't have much time to spend with his fiancée, his strict care and love were not lacking at all.

Qi Chengyue was very envious. Before today, she was willing to give everything in exchange for advice and she could do the same to her.

Just as the woman was about to speak, Cheng Dongge spotted Qi Chengyue who was standing there and forgot to dodge.

"Miss Qi." Cheng Dongge was slightly surprised and called out.

Qi Chengyue nodded lightly, but Cheng Dongge's fiancée was taken aback.

When she was on the phone just now, she noticed that Qi Chengyue was also standing aside, as if waiting for someone.

She didn't know Qi Chengyue, so she didn't care, she just treated it as a stranger, even if she heard her talking on the phone, it didn't matter, but she didn't expect that this woman knew Cheng Dongge, she immediately panicked.

"Aren't you going to introduce me?" Qi Chengyue raised his eyebrows and looked at the woman mockingly.

Cheng Dongge didn't know what Qi Chengyue wanted to do, but he still said: "This is my fiancee, Huang Ziyue, Ziyue, this is the fifth lady of the Qi family."

Huang Ziyue's face changed, and she called out with a stiff smile, "Miss Qi."

Qi Chengyue nodded and said, "I won't bother you."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked forward. Huang Ziyue immediately breathed a sigh of relief. She was really afraid that Qi Chengyue would tell Cheng Dongge what happened just now.

Cheng Dongge and Huang Ziyue entered the coffee shop, Qi Chengyue clenched his fists and stopped in his tracks.

"Qi Chengyue, it has nothing to do with you, don't meddle in your own business." She whispered to herself, but she walked back with her feet disobedient.

Because of Jian Yi's deceit and fooling, she just can't stand someone playing love games, using money and status to measure love, and going to see the one who is sincere, she can't see the person who takes love and marriage seriously being treated as a fool by the person she loves.

She walked back outside the coffee shop uncontrollably with both feet, and saw Cheng Dongge and Huang Ziyue inside through the glass.

Cheng Dongge's face was heavy, his expression was stiff, and he tried his best to bear it, but he didn't do what he begged.

And Huang Ziyue's clothes were pitiful and guilt-ridden, she didn't know what she said, but Qi Chengyue guessed that she must be pretending to be a white lotus.

(End of this chapter)