The enchanting concubine of medicine: entangled with the black-bellied prince

Chapter 234 Want to be retained

At this point in the story, Yue Changge stopped. He drank himself many glasses of wine, and seemed to have no intention of continuing.

Maybe he remembered the sad past, but his curiosity urged Qin Lian to ask, "Why didn't you say anything, what happened later?"

Yue Changge smiled wryly, then took out a notebook from the lapel, and threw it in front of Qin Lian, "You can read it for yourself."

Qin Lian dubiously picked up the book and read it. The beautiful fonts should be written by a woman. She found what she knew and continued to read.

I can't help but feel a little sour.

This looks like a diary or a novel. It records a pair of lovers who miss each other and are full of helplessness. However, she found out that she was pregnant, and Yue Changge always hated her for having someone else in her heart, and mistakenly thought that the child in her belly belonged to someone else.

This huge misunderstanding made the two people who could have loved each other go further and further apart.

Therefore, when Cheng Ying was in labor, he accompanied the family caravan to drive away the corpses. When he encountered the plague village and set everyone on fire, he realized the importance of his relatives and wives. When returning to his wife, Cheng Ying took the child and left.

He also suffered from a strange disease. Even though he remembered his wife's name, he could no longer remember her appearance.

As for Cheng Ying's name, there are tens of thousands in this rivers and lakes, and his road to finding a wife is extremely difficult.

After reading this story, Qin Lian felt that Yue Changge's experience was so strange, like a novel, but while she was surprised, she was also embarrassed by his illness.

Regarding his illness, Qin Lian had never seen it in the Medicine King's Classic, which meant that even a miracle doctor might not be able to cure him.

And he will always be immersed in the pain of losing his wife, unable to extricate himself.

He is so pitiful...

For some reason, upon learning of his situation, Qin Lian thought of Nangong Mo again.

I don't know if he is doing well now.

It might be a relief for him to be missing.

She didn't know why she left so stubbornly, maybe it was because she was too hypocritical, because there is nothing scarier than life and death.

But his betrayal again and again made her unable to turn back.

Or maybe, she didn't experience the real parting of life and death with him, so she didn't know how to cherish him so much.

So what?

She can't go back.

"Let's go back, Nanjiabao is always safer than the outside." Qin Lian looked out the window and suggested.

Unexpectedly, they sat here for a whole day, the dark sky had no stars, and the desolate scene made her miss Lian Mo even more, and at least her familiar friends.

"En." Yue Changge responded, stood up, but sat back down.

He was swaying as if drunk.

Qin Lian jokingly said: "It seems that I really should help you recuperate. It's enough to knock your small body and drink a few cups."

Saying that, she stretched out her hand to support him, let his hand rest on her shoulder, and the two walked out of the restaurant crookedly.

As she walked, Qin Lian felt the aftertaste of the wine coming on, and she walked more and more strenuously. Thin beads of sweat rolled down her forehead, blurring her vision. She couldn't see the road ahead more clearly, and felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Suddenly remembering the story of Yue Changge, she felt a sore nose and cried.

Maybe it's because of him, but I know best in my heart that it's because of Nangong Mo.

Where can he go when he is missing?I don’t remember anything, what should I do if I was bullied by others?Few people could bear his bad temper.

Taking away the identity of Emperor Mo, he is nothing at all, what if he is harmed by someone who plots evil?
No, no, no, she must return to Nanjiapu as soon as possible, be it Nangong Ye or anyone else, she must let someone find him.

It doesn't matter if you forget her, as long as he can be safe.

Holding this anxious heart, she quickened her pace and returned to Nanjiabao. After she handed Yuechangge to the people in the casino, she went to Nangongye's garden.

As soon as she entered the courtyard, she saw that his room was brightly lit, and when she walked in, she saw heavy soldiers guarding him. Looking at his attire, Qin Lian knew that the person who came was from Beiyan Palace.

Her heart skipped a beat, and she wanted to go in, but was stopped outside.

"You let me in, I have something urgent to tell Nangong Ye." Qin Lian stretched his neck to look in, and begged loudly again.

The guard said: "My lord is talking to Prince Ye, you market woman, where did you come from, where did you go."

Qin Lian said: "Just open your dog eyes wide and see who I am."

The guard was slightly startled, looked at her, but finally did not let her go.

Xu Shi heard the commotion outside, and someone came out of the room. It was Mo Ziyan. Seeing that it was Qin Lian, he hurried forward, scolded the guards, and respectfully made a 'please' gesture to let Qin Lian go in.

As soon as he entered the room, Qin Lian heard Zhang Fu's voice. His old voice was even more vicissitudes, "Now I only hope that God will bless you."

Then Nangong Ye sighed fiercely and did not speak again.

Unable to control herself, Qin Lian rushed into the back room, and opened her mouth to ask, "Zhang Fu, did something happen to Nangong Mo?"

Zhang Fu was slightly startled, until he saw Qin Lian in person, he burst into tears, "Your Majesty, you really have a heart-to-heart relationship with Emperor Mo, so you probably foresaw this matter."

He walked towards Qin Lian, held her hand firmly, and sighed: "Not long after you left, Emperor Mo said he wanted to go out to play, but he never returned."

Qin Lian's heart trembled, and she thought to herself, it turned out that Yue Changge's words were true.

She also squeezed Zhang Fu's hand tightly, and said, "Then have you found his trace?"

Although she knew that this sentence might be nonsense, Qin Lian still asked more.

Zhang Fu shook his head helplessly, not even daring to speak.

Qin Lian cheered up and said: "It's okay, he is the real dragon emperor, auspicious people have their own appearance, so they will be fine."

She thought, since Yue Changge knew about Nangong Mo's disappearance, he should be able to know more things. As long as there are clues, finding Nangong Mo is just around the corner.

"I know someone who told me that Nangong Mo was lost before you came here," Qin Lian said.

Zhang Fu was slightly excited, "Can you take me to meet him?"

Qin Lian said: "He's drunk, tomorrow."

Hearing the news, Zhang Fu smelled the smell of alcohol on Qin Lian's body, and there was a trace of surprise in his old eyes, and he asked tentatively, "Did the emperor drink with that person just now?"

Qin Lian nodded, "He is the owner of the Nanjiabao Casino, and he is suffering from a strange disease. I just asked about his condition, so he drank some."

Her words were half true and half false, but she didn't want Zhang Fu to misunderstand anything.

But the owner of the house couldn't bear his temper anymore, and said in a deep voice: "So you are so familiar with him, no wonder you refuse to be my wife."

When he said this in front of Zhang Fu, he wanted to tell everyone that he didn't take Nangong Mo seriously.

Anyway, she is still Nangong Mo's wife, isn't she?

Fortunately, Zhang Fu was eager to find Nangong Mo, and he didn't care about him at all, so he said: "Your Majesty, let's go back to rest first, and we will meet again when your friend wakes up tomorrow."

Qin Lian gave Nangong Ye a blank look, and said yes to Zhang Fu.

After Zhang Fu left, she stood in front of Nangong's night bed and said, "I won't be your wife, even if all the men in the world are dead, I can't be your woman, because in my heart , you have always been my husband's eldest brother and my child's uncle."

Nangong Ye was stunned, and said disdainfully: "Isn't it planning to retire, and no one cares about it? Why did you mention that he is your husband again." Maybe he didn't even notice it, his tone was sour.

Qin Lian said: "One size fits all, just because I want to leave him doesn't mean he isn't my husband."

Nangong Ye looked at Qin Lian expressionlessly, and said, "Since you admit that he is your husband, why do you want to part ways with him? What a strange woman."

Qin Lian narrowed her eyes with a smile, "Who stipulates that if I recognize him as my husband, we must be together."

At the end of the conversation, she sighed heavily, "Maybe I will regret leaving him in the future, but at least for now, I won't."

How can it be easy for her to let go of the hatred in her heart? He has betrayed him again and again, how can she be with someone who wants to plot against her all the time.

Perhaps it is better for both parties to separate.

"I really don't understand what you women think. When Nian Qing said she was going to leave, that's what she said. She will always regard me as her husband, but she can't be with me, because I can't give her everything. She and her family take shelter, and I am a mud bodhisattva who cannot protect myself." Nangong Ye's words were full of loss, he lowered his head slightly, and the shadow printed on the wall looked a little lonely.

Qin Lian never thought that he would talk about the Qin family to her, so she couldn't help being shocked, but after being shocked, she laughed at her ignorance, always thinking that bad people are heartless, but she didn't expect them to value feelings so much.

Then Qin Nianqing, where did she go?
Qin Lian didn't know, and didn't want to know.

Only by making a decision with the Qin family can she leave all the past behind.

If she left it behind, she might be able to forget her resentment towards Nangong Mo.

In the past, when Qin Lian was watching TV, she wondered where people got so much hatred, but since she came to this ancient time, she experienced it herself and understood.

People's hatred can be so great that people lose their minds, make people sentimental, and turn themselves into a bad person. Even in the face of Nangong Mo's every kind of flattery, she can't get out of the hatred.

Then go away, but still miss everything about him.

This is what she calls self-indulgence.

So, this time when she finds him, she has to ask him personally why he treated her like that before. If what he said is reasonable, maybe she can forgive him.

But he had to let go of his power position, because she couldn't control her suspicion, she didn't expect that in the end, she would become a suspicious woman all day long, which disgusted him.

"Forget it, I don't think you care about my affairs, and it's useless to talk to you." Seeing Qin Lian's silence for a long time, Nangong Ye said dejectedly.

"You're right, we women are really weird. We always think we are some kind of great saint, but in fact we are just a heartless person." Qin Lian smiled and said, "For example, when I left Nangong Mo, I always thought it was him who betrayed me." Forgot me, so I refused to forgive him, but I ignored his feelings for me, just like Qin Nianqing, she always thought she sacrificed for her family, but failed you. "

After Nangong Mo heard this, his eyes widened in surprise.

Qin Lian patted him on the shoulder and said, "Sometimes, when a woman says she wants to leave, she also wants to be kept."

(End of this chapter)