Chapter 198 Willing to go alone

General Zhang said: If the emperor insists on going his own way, then I will retire and return to my hometown. It is up to the emperor to save or not to save Prince Nanyue.

Nangong Mo replied: Even if I am the last, I will make her the last.

Then as soon as Qin Lian closed his eyes, he would see Lian Mo's teary eyes, and he said: Dad doesn't want you anymore, I want you.

She wanted to catch something, but she woke up with a wave of her hands. Nangong Mo was sitting in front of her bed, and all she caught was his sleeve.

Both of them were shocked, but Nangong Mo quickly recovered, and asked softly: "What's wrong with Lian'er? Did you have a nightmare?"

He reached out to touch her forehead, just as he was about to touch it, Qin Lian struggled to get up and dodged without a trace, with his back turned to him, not knowing what to say for a while.

The embarrassing atmosphere enveloped the sky, and finally someone came to break it. It was Xiao Zi, who came to Qin Lian and showed a smile, "Sister hasn't returned for many days, Xiao Zi misses it very much. Today, I beg the Queen Mother to let my sister go back to the palace to talk about it. The Empress Dowager has promised, sister, get up quickly."

Today she was wearing a pink long skirt, a snow-white vest and a small jacket, combed up in a bun, clean and tidy, no longer the crazy woman she used to be.

"Okay." Qin Lian agreed without thinking, she hurriedly got out of bed, and heard Nangong Mo leave, and Xiao Zigong saw him off.

Qin Lian sat in front of the dressing table for a long time.

With the help of Nangong Mo, Xiaozi gradually recovered, but she still recognized Qin Lian as her sister, which made Qin Lian feel very relieved, but now her mood is not as good as before, because of his words, there has been a deep relationship between them. The gully is her delusion, they are not from the same world at all, so how can they go the same way.

Following Xiao Zi, Qin Lian didn't look at the road until they came to a garden full of peach blossoms, she stopped suddenly, Qin Lian was about to ask her, but she scolded her first, "Look at you I don’t allow you to care about the child in the care of the past few days. You are ambiguous with the emperor, how can you be worthy of me? Now the second brother is blocked everywhere, if the emperor takes back the imperial power in the future, do you really think you will be the queen! "

Although it was scolding, Qin Lian always felt that something was wrong with Xiao Zi, but she said that she didn't care about it, and was worried about her future... Qin Lian felt relieved, and smiled foolishly, "I never thought that I would sit back I am the happiest that you are recovering."

Qin Lian hugged Xiao Zi to his chest, Xiao Zi did not refuse her intimacy, and said in a calm manner: "It's good that you haven't thought about it, and help Second Brother with peace of mind, it will benefit you in the future."

"Then have you ever thought that if Qin Chen brings disaster to the country, will you be able to take care of yourself alone?" Qin Lian let go of Xiao Zi, earnestly speaking, she didn't want Xiao Zi to be as paranoid as Li Hua, she didn't want her to have a worse ending.

"I only know that my second brother is in power, so he will be free to be friends with me." Xiaozi's 'he' must be Nangong Mo, but she is too naive. In Qin Chen's eyes, there is only power. He even He can hand over his woman to others for the sake of power, so there is nothing he can't do.

Of course, everyone has their own attachments, Qin Lian can't change anything, and she is more miserable than her, at least she has the courage to go forward, but she just wants to escape.

"Women shouldn't depend on anyone to live, you—"

"These people have told me, who can't tell the truth, and how many people really do it. You and I are not saints. What's wrong with being an ordinary woman? When you are lonely, someone loves someone else, everyone Get what you need, why not do it?"

Qin Lian was very surprised that Xiao Zi would say such words, and for a while she didn't know how to respond to her, and she just looked into the distance thoughtfully, the two of them were silent for a long time, Qin Lian repeatedly recalled what she said before Yes, and finally said weakly: "But, I can't do it."

I don't know why, but when she sketches the appearance of an ordinary woman in her mind, she will think of her own mother, that ordinary woman who always feels sorry for herself, such a person who goes forward bravely, but finally dare not face the pain of separation , take her away, so that she can't even see her for the last time, such a cowardly and cruel person!

She is determined not to follow in her footsteps, never!

Unknowingly, Qin Lian clenched her fists tightly, suppressing the deep sadness welling up in her heart, for fear that it would overflow the surface and let others see her cowardice. Only in this way, would she not need comfort, care or love from others.

"Then let's not talk about it, but since you are sorry for me, then don't block my way and don't meddle in the affairs between their men." Xiao Zi no longer talks about affection with Qin Lian, which makes Qin Lian very upset Disappointed, it turned out that she went around such a big circle to persuade her, so she said angrily: "I don't need you to point me to anything. It's one thing to feel sorry for you. You have no right to do something or not." Tube."

Xiao Zi already seemed impatient, she turned her head angrily, and shouted: "It's nothing to talk about, then I understand, your apology is completely hypocritical."

But Qin Lian's anger would not be lighter than Xiao Zi's. She pulled out the pear blossom hairpin from her head and handed it to Xiao Zi, and said sharply: "You keep saying that you want me to help Qin Chen, so do you know that he killed my sister and has been killing me all the time? Accompany me to take care of my dearest relatives, how can I help a cold-blooded and heartless person!"

Xiao Zi seemed to be frightened by Qin Lian's appearance, she took a step back unconsciously, and said in a low voice, "She's just a girl, how can she compare to Second Brother and you..."

Qin Lian interrupted her with a cold snort, took another step forward, and said, "What do I have with him? Tell me, even if he has the grace to recreate me, even if his and my blood are thicker than water, we can't become a An excuse for him to kill my dearest relatives at will, not to mention that he is just a stinky man who uses women for his own benefit."

Qin Lian was domineering, but this anger was anger. Qin Nianzi seemed unable to accept everything she said, and fled here only because Qin Lian lied to her.

But at that time, the bonus was delicious and the weather was sunny, which was ironic.

Sometimes being confused is a good thing.

For the first time, Qin Lian felt that it was good when Xiao Zi was insane, at least she didn't have to bear so much.

Qin Lian put the pear blossom's hairpin back into her hair, turned around and walked out of the peach forest. She waited by the lakeside for Nangong Mo to pass by, but she waited for the little noble son who was by his side. She greeted him with a smile, but he turned his head indifferently. Inexplicably, Qin Lian hurried to catch up with him again, and said enthusiastically, "Where are you going, father-in-law? I..."

"Young lady, you can't offend me, you can hide!" He raised his voice in the same way, and deliberately turned his face away. Qin Lian stretched out her head and finally saw the bruises on his fair and clean face, and combined with his words , then thought of something, and comforted softly: "I have wronged you, father-in-law."

Hearing what she said, Xiao Guizi became even more angry, he sat down on the stone bench in the alley, slapped the table and said: "That Li dog thief is too deceptive, thinking that the emperor convinces people with virtue, so he just If you use despicable means to harm miscellaneous people, it depends on the owner if you beat a dog! I am not afraid that the emperor will expose his skin one day! Hmph!"

Seeing Xiao Guizi pointing with his orchid fingers out of thin air, Qin Lian felt inexplicable joy, but he was filled with righteous indignation, so she had no choice but to endure it. At the same time, she also confirmed what she thought in her heart. He must have offended General Li that day. Now that he was revenged, he blamed her.

"My father-in-law is right, this man is really hateful, and I hate him too!"

"And why do you hate him?"

"Didn't my father-in-law fight for me that day? He is so self-confident that he even takes care of the prime minister. He is a fourth-rank official, so he is not afraid of being laughed at by others."

Hearing that Qin Lian was on his side, Xiao Guizi's attitude became much better, and he chatted with her. He said that Nangong Mo is not having a good time recently. Pressure, he was physically and mentally exhausted.

Whenever you are unhappy, you come to Huxin Pavilion to relax.

What he meant was that Nangong Mo was also here, and she felt a slight shock in her heart, she couldn't help but look around, the little noble son seemed to understand her mind, and said in a coquettish voice: "The emperor has gone to the lake, and he won't be back for a while. .”

"I..." Qin Lian wanted to speak but was interrupted by Xiao Guizi again, "Miss Lianqing was grounded by the queen mother, so she has no time to come to the palace, but every time she comes, she brings some strange things to the miscellaneous family, which is really pleasing."

Hearing this, Qin Lian gave Xiao Guizi a hard look. She really didn't know whether he was doing it on purpose or not, but he was a knowledgeable person, so he quickly changed the topic, "The emperor is coming back soon, the miscellaneous family is going to prepare, What's the matter with the girl looking for a miscellaneous house?"

"Uh...it's nothing, please eunuch give this to the emperor, please pass on a message by the way."

The last time it was Xiao Guizi who gave her the jade bracelet for Nangong Mo, this time it was her who gave it to him. He must have known about Qin Lian's relationship with Nangong Mo, so he hurriedly put the bracelet in his pocket without asking, Qin Lian whispered to him , Xiao Guizi nodded again and again, and then the two broke up.

It's just that Qin Lian forgot that Xiao Guizi met General Li before and was made things difficult for him, so old thief Li was watching their every move not far away.

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She asked Nangong Mo to meet at the small building in the middle of the lake where she met last time, but she didn't see him either.

Qin Lian paced back and forth on the water corridor, the night dew was heavy, her knee joints were aching, and waiting became more and more unbearable.

But this time he was not in a hurry, Qin Lian watched him caress the little lion on the fence around the big lake, carelessly.When he finally came to him, Qin Lian hurried forward, gritted his teeth and said, "You are enjoying yourself leisurely, do you know it's time now?"

He was late, and it was terribly dark, a sign of dawn.

"I overslept." He replied bitterly.

"I think you don't want to come!" Qin Lian turned his back to him bitterly, and said coldly.

"You do understand me!" Nangong Mo snorted, and also turned sideways, facing her back.

I don't know what he is angry about.

"Since you don't want to come, why are you here now? Can't bear to suffer from the cold alone?" Qin Lian always wanted to win the game, but he also fell silent when Nangong Mo was blocked.

Qin Lian was aggrieved and panicked, her nose was sour, and the corners of her eyes were filled with tears. Finally, she said in a deep voice, "The Queen Mother is getting worse and worse. Doesn't the Emperor want to take advantage of the victory to pursue her?"

Nangong Mo cast her a glance, then turned his head to look at the river bank, and said forbearance: "You don't need to worry about this matter." In fact, what he wanted to say was that he didn't want to watch her take risks.

Especially when he learned that she was negotiating with Xiao Zi today, he was even more furious.

Unwilling, Qin Lian tugged at his sleeve again, explaining: "Xiao Zi has recovered, she asked me to help Qin Chen today, but I refused, don't you understand my heart?" She was very contradictory, although she wanted to take this opportunity She left Beiyan, but she couldn't stand his cold treatment.

Nangong Mo's hand hidden in his sleeve tightened suddenly, and then he said slowly, "She's just pretending to be crazy." How dare she mention Qin Nianzi again, she really pissed him off.

"What?" In the quiet night, Qin Lian's question was particularly loud.

Nangong Mo turned around and was about to explain to Qin Lian, when he saw a white figure on the shore in the distance, he immediately shouted: "Who is it!"

The man seemed to be frightened by his shout, and started to run away. Nangong Mo chased after him, and Qin Lian followed, feeling uneasy all over his heart.

Who is it?
(End of this chapter)

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