Rebirth of Yijia

Chapter 192

Immediately after the letter was written, I was out the door.

The location of my small restaurant is not far from Kang Mansion, because I couldn't hire a carriage during Chinese New Year, so I simply walked to Kang Mansion.

Kang Qikun didn't lie, I told the person at the door of Kang's house that I was the shopkeeper of the small restaurant, and the person at the door immediately let me in and waited.Although I covered my face and dressed in a weird way, and I was about to meet their uncle.

The person at the door led me all the way in, passed the second gate and then went forward. When we reached the courtyard where Kang Qikun and his wife lived, we were stopped by someone.

Mrs. Kang, my aunt in this body stopped us. She walked closer, looked me up and down a few times, and then asked the servant who led me in, "Who is this? Bring her in." do what?"

"It's the young master's guest." The person at the door said, but there was a trace of impatience in his expression.

After hearing what he said, Mrs. Kang frowned, but seemed more curious, and stared at me again.

I'm not afraid of her. Looking at her now, I know that now in the Kang family, she, the eldest wife, may not be as useful as before.But I didn't want to cause trouble either, I wrote a letter and came to Kang Qikun to ask him to take the letter to Qi Zhan and Le Chengmin in the palace.

"What's going on, what do you do after listening, take me to see Kang Qikun quickly!" I deliberately raised my voice and spoke impatiently.

The person who led the way seemed to be startled by my voice, and after shaking for a moment, he saluted Mrs. He, and then hurriedly led the way, "Come with me, shopkeeper!"

I don't know what Kang Qikun ordered, but this man is really respectful to me.

Kang Qikun was very surprised when he saw me, and hurriedly greeted me into the inner room. His wife seemed to be surnamed Liu, but she was not very friendly to me.Holding a tiger-headed child in her arms, although she tried her best to show enthusiasm, the scrutiny and grudge in her eyes fully showed that she had a sense of crisis about my arrival.I couldn't help but find it funny that with my appearance, there are still people who would feel a sense of crisis because of me.

Oh yes, I cover my face!

"Cousin, why are you here suddenly?" Kang Qikun asked someone to serve tea and brought it to me in person.

I took out the envelope that I had been holding in my hand all the way, and along the way, I was not as relaxed as I thought I was.I was holding the envelope tightly all the time, the exhaustion from walking and the icy cold helped me a little bit to share the sadness and sadness in my heart.I'm really not a great person, and I really don't want to see the people I like live so happily, while I live so miserable.But the mistakes I made made me uneasy, made me feel guilty, and made me feel that my personality was inferior to others.

"This letter, please pass it on to her for me." With Mrs. Liu around, it's hard for me to say something clearly.

Kang Qikun was obviously stunned, and his hands were a little hesitant. He looked at me, and I looked back at him seriously, trying to make him feel my sincerity and that I would not harm him.He looked at me for a while, smiled slightly, and stuffed the letter directly through his chest, "Okay, I'll pass it on for you." After a pause, he said again: "Cousin, since you're here, stay for the New Year!"

I breathed a sigh of relief, but I still shook my head when I heard his invitation, "No, I have something else to do."

After I finished speaking, I got up to leave, Kang Qikun and Liu Shi whispered something, then hurried over to see me off.

I nodded to Mrs. Liu and said, "Cousin-in-law, I wish you a Happy New Year in advance!"

"You, you too..." Mrs. Liu had never met someone who spoke like that, so she answered my words a little too late.

When sending me out, I met Mrs. Kang again, she seemed to be waiting for me specially.Seeing me and Kang Qikun walking together, Kang Qikun didn't have time to say a word, and rushed towards me directly.The mask was ripped off, and my face was exposed. I was afraid of causing trouble to Kang Qikun, so I hurriedly covered my face.

"You! You! It's really you!" Mrs. Kang pointed at me, her chest heaving with anger.

Kang Qikun stood in front of me, I didn't have a cloth to cover my face, and I didn't dare to let go of my hands, so I had to cover my face and walk out.But Mrs. Kang rushed forward again, still cursing, "You murderer, I feel like you, I didn't expect it to be you! You didn't die, you didn't die! But you Father, mother, your sister, have all been killed by this scourge of yours!"

"Mother!" Kang Qikun yelled at her.

Mrs. Kang was not frightened at all, probably Mrs. He's relegation to Lingnan was a big blow to her, or maybe there was something I don't know, anyway, after Kang Qikun yelled this sentence, her expression became even more serious. Out of excitement, the hand that was pulling at the corner of my clothes seemed to have pliers, and it was tightly grasping and refused to let go.

"You've got the wrong person, Mrs. Kang." I said, "Please let go!"

"Damn!" Mrs. Kang spit out, "You have no conscience! What's going on? Why are you not dead, why are you still alive? Do you know, your parents and you Sister, I was killed by you!"

Master He's family is dead?

Did they encounter anything in Lingnan?
Even though I have no relationship with them, and they even used me as a bargaining chip in the marriage, and later killed the man who wanted to take me away from the He family, but now I hear Mrs. Kang say that they are all dead, I still feel very sad. shock.Die, I died before I had contact with myself in my previous life. In this life, the only contact I had was when they killed the person who wanted to take me away.

"How did they die?" I asked unconsciously.

Mrs. Kang was stunned for a moment, her face was blank, obviously she didn't know the specific things.When she was about to speak, Kang Qikun pulled her back a bit, then sneered, and said, "How did she die? He was hacked to death by someone sent by the richest man's family in the area! As for the reason, Hmph, after returning from the capital, He Wan married the son of the richest man's family, but within a month of the wedding, he had an affair with someone, was caught by the richest man's son, and even killed him directly! Master He and his wife are even more powerful, Not only did he not admit it, but he even beat him back and pushed all the charges back. Hmph, such a person deserves to die!"

He was so angry when he mentioned this that he stopped calling uncle.

It turned out that the little bit of sympathy that had just been born in my heart disappeared, but I remembered the person who wanted to take me away at the beginning.

He is not a great person, he is just the nursing home of the He family, and he took me away only because I threatened him.I don't have feelings for him, but I know that he likes "I" very much, and what I like is the "I" of the original Second Miss He Jia.But that Second Miss He is long gone. It was me, Second Miss He, who accepted his love, but in the end, he was beaten to death by Master He and Mrs. He, but now I don't even remember his name.

I didn't intend to take care of the Kang family's affairs. Seeing Mrs. Kang rushing forward in a daze, I nodded towards Kang Qikun and ran out in a hurry.

The snow is getting heavier, and the ground is already white. If you step on it, you will leave a deep footprint in the snow.I was walking and suddenly sat on the ground.The sky and the earth are big, but there is no room for me. Sometimes I wonder why, why is God so unfair.I have ordinary looks, ordinary grades, and ordinary family background. I am just an ordinary person. Why do I always encounter accidents on the way to find a part-time job.Encountering an accident is not death, but on the contrary, it has traveled to this dynasty that did not exist in history!

I have no relatives, no friends, only a lonely person.

I also fell in love with someone who could never love me.

Die, let me die.

Even if I can't return to modern times after death, even if I'm really dead after death, let me die!
I don't want to live anymore, I've really had enough!

I turned from sitting to lying down, and the whole person was lying on the snow.I don't know how long I lay on the ground, my hands and feet were numb, and suddenly someone's voice rang in my ears, and then I was pulled up, and I saw Xiao Er.

Xiaoer's dark and honest face was full of panic, and his voice was trembling, "Shopkeeper, shopkeeper, shopkeeper, you, you, what's wrong with you!"

He pulled me up, hesitated for a while about the question of male and female defense, and immediately put me on his back.Then I became dizzy, I just felt like I was flickering, and I don't know where he carried me on my back.But for some reason, there appeared in my mind the appearance of Mrs. Zhang smilingly picking up vegetables for me and telling me to eat more. I know that Xiaoer is not young, but because he has no other skills except strength, he has been doing it all the time. No daughter-in-law could be found.Aunt Zhang thought I was a widow, so she always wanted me to marry Xiao Er.

Xiao Er, I don't know what Xiao Er's name is.

I was thinking in a daze, and completely lost consciousness.

Then I fell ill. Although Aunt Zhang and Xiaoer both hoped that I would go to their house to celebrate the New Year, I was so ill that I couldn't even get up.So Aunt Zhang made a lot of dishes and asked Xiao Er to bring them to the store for me to eat.I've been dazed all the time, partly from illness and partly because I've lost the will to live.

Unexpectedly, on the night of the Lantern Festival, I was completely awake.

When Xiaoer came in with the food and led a pair of talented men and women, I suddenly became sober.I haven't changed my clothes, I'm still wearing crumpled pajamas, my face hasn't been washed, my hair hasn't been combed, I haven't thrushed or powdered my eyebrows, I just keep my face plain, looking at the people in front of me in a very embarrassed look. This pair is a dragon and a phoenix.

"You're sick!" Le Chengmin took off Qi Zhan's hand and wanted to come to the bed.Before I could stop her, Qi Zhan grabbed her directly, "You have a healthy body, so you can't get sick and just stay by the side."

My words stuck in my throat.

Le Chengmin is innocent and ignorant, she can't see that I covet her husband, but Qi Zhan, he has always known.In the past, he pretended not to know, but later he didn't bother to talk to me, but at this moment, what is he thinking?Do you only have Le Chengmin in your eyes and can't see my sadness, or do you think that I really got married and lived a happy life as said in the letter, and completely forgot about him?

I struggled to get up, but Le Chengmin saw my intention and hurriedly stopped me, "He side... He Lian, don't get up. You are sick, you don't need to salute!"

Qi Zhan didn't say anything.

I didn't get out of bed, but I still struggled to kneel down and kowtow on the bed, "Women see the emperor, see the empress." Before they shouted, I beckoned Xiao Er to come over.Xiao Er was already a little scared, but I beckoned him to come, he was so busy and stupidly ran over, knelt down and kowtowed as I wanted, and paid homage to the two most honorable people in the world.

"Excuse me, excuse me!" Le Chengmin said hurriedly, looking at me and Xiao Er, and then smiled, "Is this your husband? I read everything you wrote in the letter, and I thought you wanted Going out with him to run business and gain knowledge, I came here today because I wanted to try my luck, I didn't expect to see you."

Yes, I am still selfish and dare not admit my mistakes.

I didn't tell Le Chengmin the truth back then, I just knew that she felt guilty towards me, so I wrote a letter.Tell her that I am married, and my husband is a businessman who deals in goods from the north and the south. I often have to travel with him to the north and south, and I have gained a lot of knowledge.I told her that I was very happy that my husband didn't care about the ugly scar on my forehead, and I asked her not to miss me any more.

Xiao Er was stunned, seeing that I dare not answer.

I was afraid that he would show his weakness, so I quickly took his hand, pulled him up, and let him sit on the edge of the bed.Then, under the eyes of Le Chengmin and Qi Zhan, I leaned on Xiaoer's shoulder, pretending to smile sweetly and said: "Well, he is my husband. We all came back in winter because we want to accompany my mother-in-law. But next year may not necessarily go out, this little restaurant mother-in-law can't handle it alone, and we also plan to have a child."

Hearing the child, Le Chengmin's eyes lit up.

It was the excitement and excitement of being a mother-to-be. She touched her belly carefully, and then took Qi Zhan's hand, "I have a body too, and I will have a baby next summer. You must be Later than me, when the time comes, I will help you find Mrs. Wen and the nurse, and when you give birth to the baby, you will also take it to see me in the palace."

What a fool!
I don't even know what expression to make.

Seeing her innocent appearance, I thought of the night I left the palace, she hugged my sleeve and cried so hard, apologizing and reluctant.She was originally a simple little girl, but later she seemed to be a lot smarter, but because of her guilt towards me, she didn't need any brains in front of me.

I looked at Qi Zhan again, I couldn't understand his eyes when he looked at me, but when he looked at Le Chengmin, he was full of love.That's right, it's enough to have Qi Zhan protecting her. She has to be so smart to do anything, so simple and kind is good.

"No need for empress, my mother-in-law is very good at this. When I give birth, my mother-in-law will be enough." I rejected her.She is too simple and clean, and I don't want to get involved with her at all, because it will make me look too mean.

What Le Chengmin wanted to say, Qi Zhan spoke first, "Okay, you've already seen Ms. He if you want to see it, but it's the lantern you want to see. If we don't go, we won't be able to see it."

After he finished speaking, he glanced at me with an inexplicable look in his eyes, which I couldn't quite understand.

"Ah, yes!" Le Chengmin said goodbye to me with a smile: "He Lian, we are leaving, you should take good care of your illness, and we will come to see you next time when we are free."

I nodded, knelt on the bed and kowtowed to them again.

After they walked for a long time, I realized that my hand was actually being held by Xiaoer the whole time.I moved and wanted to pull my hand back, but Xiao Er suddenly grabbed my hand tightly.He turned around and looked at me with a rare solemn expression, and his tone became strangely gentle, "Shopkeeper, why don't you marry me!"

Before I could say my refusal, he spoke again, "I will treat you well, very good, very good, just like the emperor did to the empress just now!" Er also knows a lot, he said: "Although I don't have the status and power of the emperor, but I will be like him. I will only treat you well for the rest of my life, and I will only have one for you in my life. I will give you all the money I make. Renhua, you can do what you say, do whatever you want, I will listen to you!"

Hearing what he said, I suddenly wanted to cry.

The word of refusal was on my lips several times, but I couldn't say it anyway.

But Xiaoer only thought that I agreed to him, and suddenly pressed me to his chest, and hugged me tightly.

Xiao Er's embrace was very warm, I hesitated for a moment, then slowly closed my eyes.

If you can't die, you can't go back, so be it.

(End of this chapter)