Eunuch's Declaration of Loyalty

Chapter 91

"Thinking about Yonger again?" Yang Sushu saw her husband sitting at the gate of Danggui courtyard looking out, sighed and put down the medicine plaque in his hand, walked over and sat beside him.

Since having Yong'er, Xiao Huaiyu's situation has improved a lot. It should be said that his situation has been improving. Although the process of change is very slow, it is always improving.At the beginning, she talked to him, but no matter how many times she got no response, then gradually, he also responded.At first it was an imperceptible wink, or a nod, and then a sound.

Yang Sushu found that he was not unable to speak, but he never said a word, even when his dependent mother and concubine passed away, he would only make a hoarse noise.And now, a few years later, he is beginning to know how to respond to her by making all kinds of noises.Most of them are just a single word with unknown meaning, but after getting used to it, Yang Sushu can also find out his emotions and meanings from that simple voice.

He was probably lost in thought, sitting on the threshold without any reaction, staring at the door.Yang Sushu touched his face and called out, "Huaiyu?"

Xiao Huaiyu reacted, he opened his eyes wide in confusion, slowly turned his head to look at Yang Sushu, and blinked.The long eyelashes and delicate face, because of the confused and innocent eyes, made him look younger and younger, and he was clearly a grown man.

Yang Sushu bent his fingers, poked his soft and fleshy face, and poked again.It was with great difficulty that she raised the two babies at home, one big and one small, and her favorite thing to do was to poke their faces, and the big one poked the most.

Xiao Huaiyu is also used to it, knowing that this is something she often does, and it doesn't mean anything specific.Because she poked if she was happy or not, she poked if he did well, and she poked if he didn't do well.Being poked because of this, Xiao Huaiyu still looked at her with his eyes open, waiting for her to talk to him.

Yang Sushu poked enough, rubbed him again, leaned closer to look into his eyes and asked seriously: "Are you thinking about your son?"

Eyelashes trembled, Xiao Huaiyu pursed his lips sadly, and it took a long time before he let out a loud sound from his throat.This means that he is really thinking about his son, Yang Sushu sighed, raised his drooping face and kissed the corner of his lips, "Yonger will be back after school, there are still a few hours left, there is no need to wait here."

Xiao Huaiyu digested this sentence, and silently puffed up his cheeks.His expression was still a little dull, but Yang Sushu could see from it that he was unhappy.Really, he is not happy, she is not happy!

"Also, if you like your son so much, I won't be happy. You just like to play with him." Yang Sushu openly admitted that he was jealous of his son. Anyway, this guy in front of him would not understand, nor would he laugh at her. .Besides, there is nothing that cannot be said between husband and wife.After Yang Sushu finished speaking, he poked his face again in amused and annoyed manner, until his swollen cheeks were blown out.

The unconsciously puffed cheeks were poked and held back, Xiao Huaiyu didn't respond, he really didn't understand that his wife was jealous of his son, but when he heard Yang Sushu's sentence that she was unhappy, he suddenly became clever.He still knew the meaning of this, so he didn't care about being unhappy because he couldn't see his son, and soon looked at Yang Sushu innocently, expressing that he was very good and didn't make her angry.

Even though he is not clear about many things, in Xiao Huaiyu's view, it is still a terrifying thing for Yang Sushu to be angry.Because once she gets angry, she won't allow him to follow her, even if she follows her, she won't talk to him, and she won't let him hug her to sleep at night or even be next to her.

Xiao Huaiyu, who had grown into being unable to sleep without being next to Yang Sushu and could only keep his eyes open until dawn, was more afraid of getting angry if she died, than not seeing his son for a month or two.Yang Sushu knew it too, so she always liked to tease him.In a sense, Xiao Le'an, who also likes to tease his silly father, is no longer the same as his mother imagined.

"I know I miss my son all day long." Seeing him pulling her clothes, Yang Sushu lowered his head feeling a little uneasy, but after all he murmured softly, he pulled him up and pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips. "Okay, don't think about that kid, he's doing well, let's go, let's dry the herbs with me."

Therefore, Xiao Huai and Jiu followed her step by step, pulling her belt to tie behind her.Wherever Yang Sushu went, he also went there, and became a competent tail.

While flipping through the medicinal materials, Yang Sushu raised his eyes to see Xiao Huaihe, who took following her as a very important task behind him, and did it seriously, with a warm smile in his eyes.

In fact, in this life, she was planning to be single until old age.There is no shortage of good men around her. Back then, her good friend Liu Qingtang also thought about matching her with her brother, and later with Wei Zheng. After that, she has been picking out several excellent men for her. She looks at each other.

Yang Sushu understands that the reason for her good friend is that she feels that she has no way to find someone who is sympathetic to her in this life, and she has tasted the feeling of being alone, so she doesn't want her to be the same, at least her affairs are better than her queen mother. It is still easy to deal with the identity.

Yang Sushu was very touched by her friend's consideration for her. Obviously, she still has so many unfinished things on her body, and many things need to be resolved every day. She has to worry about her life's major events, and Yang Sushu sometimes feels sorry for her.

It's just that, whether it's Liu's elder brother or Wei Zheng, she treats her as her own elder brother and childhood playmates, and she is even less interested in those men who haven't gotten along with them and are said to be very good.Instead of bothering to read, it is better to read a few more pages of medical books.

In this life, she will live as her elder brother Yang Sushu and support the Yang family, instead of Yang Sujin as her original identity, living like an ordinary boudoir girl.

Sometimes she would think, maybe like an ordinary woman, in order to survive or continue the offspring, marry a man she neither likes nor dislikes, respect each other like a guest and have children, maybe such a life is not bad.But just thinking about it, when she turned her head, she was still dressed as a man, spending all day with medicinal materials, medical books and patients.

Yang Sushu is not so strong sometimes, she occasionally feels powerless and wants to give up this path altogether.But day by day, she still walked on after all, and at that time she thought that she would continue to walk like this in the future, without anyone to accompany her.

Later, Xiao Huai, the silly prince who had nothing to do with her at first, let her get close to him because of the sudden attention of her friend.

In fact, until now, Yang Sushu still doesn't know why he fell in love with such a person. Maybe it was because he was soft-hearted towards him, and it became a habit. Just look around every day.

Whether it was the unexpected love between her friend and Qin Shu, or her acquiescing to her friend's suggestion to let her marry Xiao Huaiyu in her original identity, and thus marry him, Yang Sushu felt that this might be the so-called fate of marriage. Certainly.This is written in Yuelao's book, so even if they miss it for the first time, they will still come together in the end when they come again.

Her feelings for Xiao Huaihe are complicated, she can't tell if she cares more, or loves and misses her more.Even if she married Xiao Huai, she never thought of consummating the house with him, because he didn't understand anything, and she was three years older than him.In this way, Yang Sushu was always a little awkward about this matter, even if he slept in the same bed with him for a long time, he was used to it for a long time, Xiao Huaiyu was the same, if he wanted him to get used to her appearing in his world of scarcity, he would also It took a lot of time to get used to it, and maybe he's still getting used to it now.

However, the world is impermanent, and this word always catches people off guard.

Like her best friend, Liao Bo, the old housekeeper whom she treats as an elder relative, is the one who cares about her life's major events as much as her friends. When she and Xiao Huai got married, Liao Bo was the one who was the most excited.Yang Sushu didn't expect that Uncle Liao would drug the two of them and lock them in the room, making them a good deed.

Between the two of them, Xiao Huai and Yu are a little special, and Yang Sushu is always the one who wants to take the initiative.She dresses up as a man outside, and often forgets that she is a woman. In the days when she was with Xiao Huai, she was the stronger one, acting as a caregiver.

As for Xiao Huaiyu, he was always in a daze, not knowing anything.After the effect of the medicine came on, he could only watch his body change in a daze, and then he was uncomfortable and helpless and didn't know what to do. He turned around foolishly, and then kept watching her asking her for help .So doing that kind of thing with him, Yang Sushu had the illusion that he was bullying a weak boy.

She herself had a fever all over her body and felt very uncomfortable. She was sober and able to resist that feeling, but it was a little embarrassing.But seeing Xiao Huai and Kuan being unable to speak again, looking frightened by what had happened, she still sighed and touched his forehead, then pushed him down on the bed.

The process was actually not very beautiful, both of them were in pain.But at that moment, Yang Sushu suddenly felt that there was something in his heart, what was there to worry about, they were husband and wife, after all they became a real husband and wife.

I didn't expect... a person who is usually slow and dazed, but later he learned it by himself without a teacher.It's just that such a silly man who feels comfortable and wants to know no emotions such as shyness at all, Yang Sushu really couldn't stand it, and finally had to stop him, making himself quite embarrassed.

Fortunately, he usually didn't know what to do. If she didn't take the initiative to guide her in that direction first, he would be stupid and wouldn't ask her for it, but would just hug her and sleep with her in a stupid and obedient manner.

After the first time, Yang Sushu wanted to drink the medicine, but when she saw Xiao Huai and Xiao Huai who were sitting next to her who didn't know anything and were still in a daze, she put down the medicine that she was about to brew.Forget it, if she can conceive a child just this time, let's have it. Even though she was worried that the child would be the same as Huai Yu, she still made this decision.

Later, Yang Sushu rejoiced countless times for making such a decision.Ten months later, their mediocre son was born.

During this period, they experienced a terrifying plague. Even with the efforts of their good friend Qingtang, countless people died in Yujing City every day, and the flames that burned the corpses never went out.In the city of Yujing, seven or eight out of ten families hung white lanterns, crying loudly throughout the night. Almost none of them had a good rest in those few months. Faint cries all over the city.

At that time, when she was working day and night to develop the prescription, because she was too tired, she would always feel a dull pain in her stomach.She was so worried about what would happen to the child in her belly that she had never met, she felt extremely tormented in her heart.However, she could only race against the clock to develop and dare not stop to rest, because the faster she was, the more people's lives might be saved.

There are too many helpless life and death in this world. If one can work hard to avoid so many unnecessary sorrows, Yang Sushu feels that he can't back down no matter what.This kind of sentiment sounds noble, but Yang Sushu didn't think too much about it. He just tried his best to do what he wanted to do. Since it was something he wanted to do, he didn't expect others' gratitude or want to get something after doing it. .

She just thought it was enough to have a clear conscience.

During those days, Xiao Huai always sat beside her and refused to leave a step. Maybe he didn't know what happened, but subconsciously he would stay by her side.He didn't speak, just watched her doing things quietly, and occasionally Yang Sushu lowered his head, and he could see him looking at her with a pair of misty eyes.

Yang Sushu has never thought of relying on anyone in her life, but when she is anxious and sad and feels helpless, and the huge pressure is about to overwhelm her, seeing Xiao Huai and his calm eyes, the anxiety in her heart will miraculously of all dissipated.

Xiao Huaiyu, who is not invaded by foreign objects, is like a rock on the top of a mountain. He will not change despite the wind and rain, allowing her to calm down countless times.

Physically tired and psychologically uncomfortable, when Yang Sushu felt the most tormented, she would always hold Xiao Huaiyu with one hand, stroke her protruding belly with the other, and silently pray that the child would persevere with her.At such times, Xiao Huaiyu would hold her hand slightly as if to comfort her, squatting beside her with his ear to his stomach, not knowing what he was listening to.

Later, after the child was born safely, he was closer to his father than her mother.Yang Sushu thought, perhaps that was the reason why the father and son communicated quietly at that time.

Their mediocre children are the most intelligent and sensible children in the world, and they are treasures given to them by God.

It is difficult for people who are not mothers to understand that kind of feeling, as if having such a small child, there is countless power suddenly born in the heart, it seems that they can become an invincible person for the child who needs protection, It was courage in the name of sacrifice.

Yang Sushu still remembers that when the thing she was most worried about happened, that sensible and peculiar child gave her the best answer.She has been worried that when their children grow up and understand their father's situation, will they feel that this silly father has made him lose face and make him feel embarrassed to speak.

But the child opened his eyes as clear as his father and said to her: "What does the world's eyes matter to me? For everything, a person must first have his own judgment. And a person's foothold in this world, the first maintenance is It is very unwise to hurt the relatives and feelings that are connected by blood for anything else, and those are the real fools."

Like a little eagle flying to the cliff, the child gradually grew up, left their side, and became the emperor by accident.She named him Yong'er, but he became the most extraordinary Ninth Five-Year Master.He might not be the wisest and most capable emperor in the Southern Dynasty, but he was the one who had the most principled understanding and had the smoothest life.

As for her and Xiao Huai, they still lived a peaceful life in that small courtyard year after year, and she was very satisfied.

(End of this chapter)