Scumbag Training Manual

Chapter 4 Suicide
Chen Xuanze let out a long sigh, burst into tears, closed his eyes and said, "If that's the case, I will feel at ease. Even if I die, I will still have the face to see your mother who died early. Go out and let me be alone for a while."

Chen Miao slowly got up, weeping and said in a low voice: "Daddy, you should have a good rest. I'm going to cook outside. Don't worry, I won't go."

She covered up the quilt for Chen Xuanze, and walked out the door lightly.

First take off the medicine on the medicine stove and warm it, and then go to the stove to cook lunch.

Millet porridge was cooking on the stove, the soup was more than rice, and it was so clear, but it was such a porridge, I am afraid that I would not be able to eat it for a few days.

Even if I wash and embroider clothes day and night, how much money can I sell?Even if I can go out to earn money, if I go out by myself, who will take care of my father at home?

Chen Miao bit her red lips tightly, and her beautiful eyebrows were drawn together.

"Sister, I'm back!" With a crisp shout, Chen Ling's small body has rushed in.

Chen Miao stood up in shock and said in surprise, "Ling'er, why are you back at this hour? Didn't you just finish class at Youshi?"

Chen Ling pursed her lips, took out five taels of silver from the schoolbag she was carrying, and handed it over with both hands.

Chen Miao stared at him closely, she seemed to understand a little bit in her heart, and asked word by word: "Have you returned the Shuxiu you gave to Mr.?"

Chen Ling said loudly: "Yes!"

Chen Miao was furious, and wanted to slap her palm, but saw the little man in front of her with flushed cheeks, but with such firm stubbornness, her palm paused for a long while in mid-air, but she still couldn't bear to hit it.

Chen Ling originally thought that the beating was inevitable, but seeing that Chen Miao's palm hadn't come down, she couldn't hold back and began to cry.

He lay on Chen Miao's body and burst into tears: "Sister, I don't want to study anymore. Dad needs money for medical treatment and food. I know, our family has no money!"

Chen Miao's heart choked for a long while, and finally couldn't help it, she hugged Chen Ling and started crying in a low voice.

Chen Xuanze, who was lying in the back room, listened to the suppressed cries of the siblings outside, covered his face with his left hand, and big tears slipped out from between his fingers.

His broken body can only be the burden of their siblings if he stays, it's better to settle it once and for all, so as not to drag them down again.

Thinking of this, Chen Xuanze struggled to get up, looked up at the not-so-high beams, and untied the belt from his waist with one hand, but his right hand couldn't use his strength, so he tied a knot on the belt with his left hand, fighting all over his body. With all his strength, he threw the belt onto the beam, and it hung down again.

He tried to tie the belt with one hand, but failed many times. Fearing that the two children would come in, Chen Xuanze sped up his left hand, sweating profusely.

After finally knotting the belt, Chen Xuanze heaved a sigh of relief.

He moved a small stool and stepped on it, looked at the door with nostalgia, heard the two children whispering something, and smiled wryly in his heart.

Children, it's not that daddy has the heart to leave you, because daddy is gone, and you have no burden, so you can get over it for the better.

He closed his eyes, stuck his head into the cover, kicked the wooden stool away with all his strength. .

Chen Miao poured the warm medicinal soup into the bowl, and said, "Ling'er, go and serve the meal. After a while, Daddy can eat after drinking the medicine."

Chen Ling agreed, and went to get a bowl for the rice.

Chen Miao took the medicine bowl and walked towards the room.She gently opened the door and called out in a low voice, "Father, it's time to drink the medicine."

As soon as the door opened, she looked up and saw Chen Xuanze hanging on the beam.

Chen Miao was so frightened that she screamed, "Father!"

The medicine bowl in his hand fell to the ground and immediately fell to pieces.

Chen Ling heard her sister's scream, and ran in like flying, but heard Chen Miao shout: "Ling'er, quickly bring the knife!"

Chen Miao was so frightened by the scene in front of her that she could hardly move. Chen Miao pushed him hard, "Go and get the knife!"

Chen Ling hurriedly turned around and ran towards the kitchen. When she came back, she saw Chen Miao dragging Chen Xuanze upwards with all her strength, and shouted loudly, "Cut the belt!"

Chen Ling swung the kitchen knife and cut off the belt around Chen Xuanze's neck with force, and Chen Xuanze lay down limply.

Chen Miao was not strong enough to hold her up. Chen Ling put down the kitchen knife in her hand and helped her sister drag Chen Xuanze to the bed.

Chen Ling trembled all over and fell to the ground. After a long while, she burst into tears: "Sister! Sister! Is dad dead?"

Chen Miao was panting heavily, her head was covered in cold sweat, her hands were trembling, and her mind was blank.

She boldly stretched out her hand and put it under Chen Xuanze's nose for a while. Although it was not obvious, she could feel her weak breathing after all.

She knelt down on the ground, cried softly, and murmured: "Daddy is still alive... still alive..."

When Dr. Shen was invited again, he carefully examined Chen Xuanze's whole body.

He looked at the mark on Chen Xuanze's neck that was stretched out by the belt, and couldn't help shaking his head.

This person only had half his life left, and now that he made such a fuss, even if he was rescued, he might not be able to survive for a few more days.

He sighed and said: "Little girl, you should prepare for the funeral, your father, you won't be able to survive for a few more days."

Chen Miao and Chen Ling knelt down and asked Dr. Shen to prescribe some medicine. Seeing that their house was empty, Dr. Shen kindly told them that if they had money for medicine, it would be better to save some money for future affairs.

Prescribing the medicine now doesn't work anymore.

The two children continued to cry and kowtow, Dr. Shen had no choice but to prescribe a warm medicine for recuperation.

Sure enough, when Chen Xuanze woke up again, he could barely speak, because even if he saved his life, his vocal cords were strangled by the belt, and he could hardly eat anything except a little liquid food every day.

Chen Xuanze did not die, but dragged the two siblings even more difficult.

He wanted to go on a hunger strike, but Chen Miao and Chen Ling fell on their knees and kept kowtow, saying with tears in their eyes, "Father, if you die, our siblings will really be orphans. No matter what you become now, at least, We are still a complete family...”

Chen Xuanze stroked the children's cheeks with trembling hands, and finally gave up the idea of ​​seeking death.

It's a pity that although he no longer committed suicide, his condition became worse day by day.

In the end, when the water and rice could no longer enter, Chen Xuanze was already on his deathbed.

Her voice was hoarse and it was almost impossible to hear what he said, but Chen Miao still held back and listened carefully.

"Okay... take care of my brother..."

This was the first sentence left by Chen Xuanze.

"Never. Go to the casino."

This is the second and last sentence left by Chen Xuanze.

Chen Miao hugged Chen Ling and knelt down and cried loudly, "Daddy, daughter... remember..."

(End of this chapter)