Moonlight Allure

Chapter 3
'Squeak' Huansha went to the door and closed it.Then he walked over and picked up the medicine bowl on the desk.Holding it in front of Luo Qingyan's eyes, she said softly, "Miss, the medicine is cold, hurry up and drink it."

She frowned, looking at the thick black ink.She really didn't like it, so she turned her head: "Take Yaowan away." The irrefutable tone made Huansha startled, and then her eyes were sore, and tears were about to stay.

Luo Qingyan frowned even tighter, and lowered her voice coldly: "If you want to cry, go out and cry, I don't like crying women"

Huansha was taken aback again, and inexplicably held back the tears that had gathered in her eyes just now.I always feel that the lady who wakes up is a little different.It seems that the momentum is stronger.The former young lady had a bad temper and was also very savage, which was daunting.But the current young lady is cold and expressionless, but she is not angry and pretentious.makes her inexplicably want to obey
"What are you still doing standing there?" Seeing her staring blankly at him, Luo Qingyan felt a little unhappy.In my memory, Huansha was a clever maid.The former Luo Qingyan had a bad temper because she was born with a disability.Often beat and scold servant girls, no matter when and what occasion.As long as she gets a little bit unsatisfactory, she will vent her anger on the maid.Even Huansha, her personal servant girl, is still like this.If things go on like this, those maids were scared by her beating and scolding, and they all left one by one.Up to now, only this Huansha has taken care of her without complaint or regret.

Hearing such a cold drink, Huansha snapped back to his senses.Unsteady in my hand, the medicine bowl slipped to the ground
'Touch' the bowl immediately shattered.The moonlight came in through the window, reflected on the thick black concoction splashed on the ground and the cold tiles, flashing a cold light and a bleak night streamer.

Huansha's face turned pale immediately, and she hurriedly knelt down.

"Miss, please forgive me, this servant didn't do it on purpose." Her head hit the marble floor fiercely.The red face's blood slowly smeared, and the moonlight revealed it, making it more and more beautiful and enchanting.

Luo Qingyan frowned tightly, looking coldly at the more and more blood on the ground.The dazzlingly red blood reminded her of the scene of her parents getting into a car accident when she was 8 years old.She watched her mother and father fall to the ground one after another, watching the gurgling blood continuously flowing from their bodies.Such redness, such coquettishness, such poignant beauty...

hand, tightly clutching the fine brocade quilt.Thinking of that tragic scene, my heart couldn't help but ache.His face was also slightly pale, watching Huan Sha continue to kowtow.A cold light flashed in Yu's eyes.

"If you want to die, just keep knocking." After she finished speaking, she ignored Huansha's dazed expression and lay down.She needs time to process what she's been through.

cross?

hehe!She couldn't help but smile ironically in her heart.Didn't expect that she fell off the cliff by mistake and crossed over?Or time travel to a person with the same name and surname as her?Fortunately, she has a memory of Luo Qingyan.

Close your eyes and try to connect the chaotic memories in your head.came up with an approximate

The current dynasty is not any dynasty in the history she has studied.Apocalypse Dynasty!Occupying nearly two-thirds of the land of Fengshen, there are nomadic Turks in the east, Yelan two countries in the west, Bohai Sea in the north, and a snow mountain in the middle.It is now the 119th year of Apocalypse.Today's sage is named Xiao Mingjing, who is the sixth king of Apocalypse.It has been 26 years since he ascended the throne, and his reign name is Kangjia.

Her father was the left minister of the Tianqi Dynasty.The power is monstrous, but he is extremely sincere to the current Holy Majesty.Xiao Mingjing especially trusted him.So this time Luo Qingyan committed suicide by cutting her wrists, and the imperial physician from the palace was also sent to treat her.In addition, she has an older sister, the beautiful and gentle woman just now, named Luo Qingcheng.Since childhood, she was beautiful, gentle and decent, full of talent.And won the title of 'the first beauty of the apocalypse'.Therefore, she won the favor of the queen mother and gave her marriage to Xiao Ziqi, the current king of Qi.

As for Luo Qingyan, she was born with a disability.Seeing many doctors was useless, and I was sitting in a wheelchair all year round.Because of this, her temper is very violent.I don't like poetry and books, let alone piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.Kong has a peerless appearance, but it is a veritable vase.So much so that it was over double ten, but no one came to propose marriage.By now, she has become an old girl.

As for why she committed suicide, it is also funny to say.Luo Qingyan was not good at walking when she came out of her mother's womb, so when she was young, she was often ridiculed by her servants, what's more, they even dared to beat and scold her.At that time, Luo Qingyan was cowardly because of her low self-esteem, and she didn't dare to tell her parents about being bullied.Once, her elder sister, Luo Qingcheng came to see her in her other courtyard, and happened to see some powerful maids bullying her.Luo Qingcheng immediately gave those servant girls a hard lesson, and was pressed by her.Only then did Luo Qingyan tell Luo Qingcheng about her being bullied.Luo Qingcheng immediately told Luo Yunzhi and his wife.The second elder heard that there was such a bold servant girl in the mansion that she dared to insult the master.Immediately there was heartache and anger again.

Luo Yunzhi ordered those maidservants who bullied Luo Qingyan to be taught a severe lesson, and drove them out of the prime minister's mansion.From then on, no one dared to laugh at or insult Luo Qingyan again.As for Luo Qingyan, after witnessing with her own eyes those maidservants who were shocked by Luoyun's official prestige.He even started to learn to be bold.Started to learn to use the identity of the second lady to teach disobedient maids and servants, and started to learn to yell at them.Because she saw that those maidservants who were usually tricky and domineering surrendered under Luoyun's anger.She believes that only by speaking loudly can these people be deterred.Sure enough, after trying a few times, those servant girls who usually look down on her because of her disability were all terrified of her.So she began to feel complacent, thinking that she was very dignified.So she often beats and scolds those maids she can't get used to.Revenge on them for the bullying they suffered back then.

Because of this daughter's congenital inadequacy, Luoyunzhi and his wife felt guilty towards her.Regarding the complaints of servant girls, they also go in one ear and out the other, as long as their daughter is happy.And because of this, Luo Qingyan became more and more arrogant and irritable.So much so that sometimes he loses his temper at Bai Yanruo.Every time she saw those lowly maidservants moving freely, and then looked at her unconscious legs, she hated her more and more.

She often throws things and hits people.But gradually, seeing those terrified and distant eyes, she felt lonely and heartbroken again.I often cry alone in the dark night, covering the quilt, and during the day.To protect myself from being bullied.She wants to pretend to be a domineering young lady again.In this way, those people will be afraid of her and will not bully her.

However, it has been more than ten years.There were many famous doctors invited by her father, but every one of them shook their heads helplessly when they saw her legs and left.She went from hope at the beginning to disappointment later, and then to despair... until her heart died.So she didn't hold out any hope anymore, she felt like she never had a chance to stand up again.

What's the point of living in a wheelchair all day?So she thought about dying.Since the age of 16, she has exhausted all methods of suicide.

For example, 'stumbled' and fell into a pond, and ended up drinking a stomach full of water and was saved.Since then, I have suffered from water fear...

Like, 'accidentally' bumping into a dresser...

For example, falling down the stairs...

For example, wiping the neck with a dagger...

Wait, wait... It can be said that all methods have been exhausted.But it was so strange that every time she committed suicide, she would be rescued, and every time she survived a catastrophe.But because she committed suicide many times, her already weak body became weaker and sicker.

And the people in the prime minister's mansion confiscated all the sharp weapons in her room because they were afraid that she would commit suicide again.Scissors, daggers, hairpins, porcelain, etc., as long as they were tools that she might use to commit suicide, they were all put away.Even the silver hooks for hanging the bed curtains were put away.It was originally a spacious and luxurious boudoir.Only the necessary tables and chairs and a bed remained.There is not even a single piece of porcelain on display.

Without the means of suicide, it is inconvenient for her to walk.So it has been quiet for several months, and because of this, there are such rumors outside.The second lady of the Prime Minister's Mansion can't help but be a cripple, and she is naturally dull, stupid and stupid.Tired of looking for death all day, crazy.Even that beautiful face was rumored to be ugly, like a Rakshasa.

It is precisely because of this rumor that no one dares to come to propose marriage.The tool used by Luo Qingyan to commit suicide this time is still the hairpin.But it's not hers, all her jewelry has been put away by Bai Yanruo.She used a green jade hairpin that she gave Huansha a few years ago. When she went to wash her face yesterday morning, she accidentally forgot the jade hairpin.Therefore, she cut her wrist with the hairpin of Huansha, and only then did the scene just now...

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She stared blankly at the bed curtain. In the darkness, her pair of phoenix eyes became brighter and deeper.Fallen face!Fallen face!Is it a coincidence?Why the age is the same, the name is the same, even the face in memory is exactly the same.What exactly is going on?

Looking back, I saw that Huansha had already retreated out at some point.The window was slightly open, and the cool evening wind blew against the window, making a soft 'squeak' and 'squeak' sound.

Countless branches are swaying, and the moonlight is so bright.The holy light shines on the leaves swaying in the wind, revealing a little bit of cool light.It was like her state of mind at the moment, indifferent and lonely.

Looking at the empty room, watching the pink gauze curtain undulate and sway, forming a subtle breeze in the air.Faint, cool.But it warmed her heart slightly.

Close your eyes and bid farewell to the familiar world.Say goodbye to familiar people.

Haoran, goodbye.Perhaps this is the best ending.I don't have to face you and another woman's sweet love anymore, and I don't have to watch you raise your eyebrows and respect each other like guests.Perhaps, in this world, it is beneficial for me to forget you...

But Haoran, I don't understand.Why?Why are you so desperate after I stumbled and fell off the cliff?That shrill roar was not my illusion.I know, it's you, it's you who came.Such a loud roar, as if the despair of losing the whole world, why did it appear on you?If you don't love me, why are you so sad and heartbroken over my death?If you love me, why would you marry another woman?

Tears, along the corners of the eyes, slowly slid down.Drops on the quilt, silently dissolving.Like a dark night, getting darker and darker...

When I opened my eyes again, I was greeted with a new world and a new life.A world without Su Haoran...

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