madam, your vest is off

Chapter 50 Restart

Xu Ruoqing hugged her for a long time, as if no matter how much she hugged her, she couldn't get enough.

How could it be enough? !
This is her daughter who was conceived in October, born and brought up to such a great age through hard work.

She is loved by thousands of people, even if her father treats her badly, she still loves her daughter from the bottom of her heart.

It's all because I'm useless and can't protect my daughter.

But she can't help it. The mother and daughter can only rely on Su Yudong. Besides, Su Yudong has a strong personality, but he has never treated them badly in material terms, and Su Yudong is also dedicated, unlike other men. If you have money, you will go to find flowers and ask willows.

After all, she has been married for so many years, and she has a soft temper, so she naturally takes her husband as the key point.

I just suffered for my daughter...

Thinking about it, Xu Ruoqing hugged her daughter even more tightly.

She could feel that her daughter was unbearably thin, and her waist seemed to be broken if she was strangled.

Hearing her daughter's groan, Xu Ruoqing hurriedly let go of her hand and wiped her tears, and said with a smile: "Mom is so happy, I'm sorry, did you strangle our little Xin?"

Su Xinran looked at the mother in front of her with complicated eyes, and shook her head after a long while.

She knew that her mother loved her, but in front of her and her father, she would always choose her father.

What her father said was always right, no matter how distressed she was, she would still do what her father wanted in the end.

If she disagreed and lost her temper, she would cry, forcing her to submit.

It has been like this for so many years.

One of the couple sang the red face and the other sang the bad face, and the routine of slapping a candy has not changed since childhood.

However, her character and the influence she has received have been fixed, and she will never have anything to do with them, so every time she compromises, it is herself.

Sometimes she thinks that her life is not her own, but for her parents.

She could only do what they said.

She also thought about rebelling, but the result of rebelling would always be lost.

The only time she won was when she filled out the voluntary report and reported to the dubbing department, but her parents wanted her to study business management.

Not long after she just finished the college entrance examination, she thought happily that she could start to live the life she wanted, that she could finally get rid of the shackles of her parents.

So when filling out the volunteers, I filled in the dubbing department.

She didn't tell her parents when she went to fill out the volunteer application, and she didn't know where her parents got the news, so she led someone to drag her out of the electronic reading room in the school.

The father asked her loudly why she didn't tell them that she was going to fill out the volunteer application, but the mother was still crying.

At that time, she broke down and yelled that she wanted her own life and wanted to study her favorite major.

Her father argued with her, saying that dubbing has no future, at most it is a hobby, but it is not possible to formally learn dubbing, but to learn something related to business management.

The distorted face of the father, the low cry of the mother.

At that time, she also had a hot head and a severe headache. She pushed her father away and rushed to the guardrail, about to jump off.

Fortunately, the person next to her caught her in time.

At that time, she really broke down. She just felt that her life was hopeless, and she would live under the shadow of her parents for the rest of her life.

The mother passed out on the spot, and the father was also taken aback by her. After scolding her severely, he took people away and sent his mother to the hospital.

At that time, she was also stubborn, so she turned around and went in to volunteer before going to the hospital to see her mother.

After learning that her mother was fine, her father beat her with a wooden stick for a long time, scolding her while whipping her. She spent the next month in a hospital bed.

But this impulsive result was that she chose her favorite major.

But that beating also left a deep impression on her. After that, she never dared to resist her parents again.

There is really no way.

She was afraid of her father's strength and her mother's tears.

When will she have her own life?

When will she not be afraid of her father's strength and mother's tears without hurting them or herself?

Su Xinran's thoughts went back and forth, and finally she shook her head with a wry smile: "No."

Xu Ruoqing stretched out her hand to caress Su Xinran's face, her wig, and her clothes, with a heartbroken expression on her face.

My daughter has only been there for a while, and she has lost so much weight. There is no flesh on the tip of her chin, and she is too thin to hold her.

Wearing a wig, casual shirt and trousers, she looks like a handsome teenager.

But obviously... She is a girl in her early twenties!
"It's mother who is useless. She can't protect Xiao Xin well enough to make you suffer like this..." Xu Ruoqing said tremblingly.

Su Xinran forced a smile, shook her head and said, "It's okay, it's all over."

Xu Ruoqing wanted to say something else, but Su Xinran pushed her away without a trace and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm very tired. I want to wash up and go back to my room to sleep. You can rest too."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Xu Ruoqing to answer, she bent down and hugged the cardboard box and went upstairs.

Xu Ruoqing stood behind her, watching her back upstairs, her lips moved, but she didn't say anything after all.

……

Su Xinran went back to the room, packed her things, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

She took off the wig, the boy's clothes, and the make-up.

She stood in front of the mirror and carefully looked at herself in the mirror.

Thin and pale, his brows and eyes softened a lot, and his facial features became more harmonious and beautiful.

She finally, finally, didn't have to worry about it anymore, and she didn't have to pretend to be a man.

But... why do I miss myself when I was dressed as a man, and my life when I was dressed as a man?
Except for her parents' occasional urging, think about it, in fact, that time was the most relaxed and happy time for her.

Moreover, with Wen Yuanzhou's protection and care, she was really like a little princess, she had a little temper and started to be self-willed.

Although he sometimes makes her tense up and overwhelmed, most of the time, he always makes her smile.

He would take her for a morning jog, just to make her physically better, he would tell her to eat three meals a day on time, and he would be more anxious than herself when she was sick.

If she was a girl, she would also fall in love with such a man.

No, no, she was originally a girl...

Wait a minute, hi... like? !

Did she think of liking just now?
Like Wen Yuanzhou?
Su Xinran patted herself on the head, as if to wake herself up.

Sober up, Su Xinran!
It is impossible for you and Wen Yuanzhou!

You in men's clothing have disappeared, and you in women's clothing have nothing to do with Wen Yuanzhou!

You are even strangers, strangers you have never met face to face!
Su Xinran hooked the corners of her lips and laughed at herself.

Maybe it's because I haven't felt the warmth for too long, so it becomes so wrong when I feel the warmth.

But no matter what, such warmth will become her memory.

It can only be her memory.

Su Xinran turned the shower switch, hot water poured down, and the bathroom instantly became foggy.

After you take a shower, forget about it all.

……

"Mr. Wen." He Shen stood in front of Wen Yuanzhou's desk, lowered his head and waited for the order.

"Go and help me keep an eye on Miss Su's family. She will report to me every move she makes in a timely manner." Wen Yuanzhou's slender fingers turned the pen, with well-defined joints and as gentle as jade.

He Shen hesitated for a moment, before Wen Yuanzhou realized something was wrong, he quickly responded: "Yes."

"Thank you, He Shen." Wen Yuanzhou said, "How is your mother recently?"

"Boss Tuo Wen, everything is fine." He Shen said, a trace of guilt and entanglement flashed in his eyes.

It has to be said that Wen Yuanzhou treated him very well. He reached out to him and rescued him when he was in the most difficult time, and even rescued him together with his mother.

Wen Yuanzhou is kind to him.

But he did something that lied to him.

He Shen's throat rolled, and guilt kept rubbing his heart, making him feel suffocated, powerless, and painful from time to time.

"That's good." Wen Yuanzhou nodded, "Go down first."

He Shen nodded and backed out. Before closing the door, he subconsciously looked at the place where the tables and chairs were originally placed, but now there was nothing there.

As soon as that person left, he immediately removed the tables and chairs.

Even before leaving for half a day, let him pay close attention to her developments and report to him in time.

Did he fall in love with the eldest lady of the Su family?
But how?Su Xinran used to wear men's clothes before, so his previous feelings for her were absolutely clean.

But his specialness to Miss Su's family is obvious to all, even though she was dressed as a man at the time.

Sure enough, the word love hurts people the most, and it can also change people the most.

He Shen also felt a dull pain in his heart when he thought of Xu Xintong who was keeping his own place.

Why didn't he feel troubled and painful because of Xu Xintong?
Sure enough, there is no distinction between people in this world, only feelings.

……

Su Xinran came out of the bathroom slowly wiping her hair, sat down on the bed and rubbed her hair carefully.

She picked up her phone and unlocked the lock screen.

In the contact list, Wen Yuanzhou lay there quietly.

She lowered her eyes and dragged him into the blacklist.

After thinking about it, she called Ling Haochu again.

"Hello, Xinran?" Ling Haochu called quickly, his voice was like spring breeze, "Why are you calling me when you have time?"

"I came out of Wen's house, thank you for your help, I was able to get rid of the identity of a boy." Su Xinran said softly, "I don't need to pretend to be a man anymore, and I don't need to disguise my voice."

"You're welcome, this is what I should have done." Ling Haochu's voice came from the receiver, and Su Xinran could even hear his low laughter.

Su Xinran and Ling Haochu exchanged a few words before remembering the reason why they made this phone call, and then got to the point, "The reason I called you is... because I won't use this number anymore. Will change the number and start over."

"Why? You..." Ling Haochu hesitated to speak.

Is it because of Wen Yuanzhou?
Did he hurt you or...

"I don't want to have anything to do with Wen Yuanzhou anymore." Su Xinran said, "So I want to change my number and start a new life."

(End of this chapter)