General's little girl

Chapter 85
I can no longer, I can no longer feel his hot breath, I can no longer touch the rough scar on his face, I can no longer lie on his warm chest...

No longer!

The maid called her to eat, but she was still paralyzed on the ground without moving.

Until Xia Wu listened to the palace maid's report, worried that she would catch a cold on the ground, he came over and hugged her to the bed and covered her with a quilt.

During all his actions, she was blank, and when he got up to leave, she tugged on his sleeve and said lightly, "Let me see him for the last time, okay?"

He paused for a while, then pulled her hand away and said ruthlessly, "Why do you need to see me? It will only make you sadder when I see you!"

He left quickly, she forgot his back and was in a daze.

When Xia Wu heard the maid's report and hurried over, he saw her lying on the bed, with dazzling red on her white jade arms.Broken tiles fell to the corner of the bed stained with blood.

She cut her own pulse and committed suicide?

"Are you crazy?" he growled angrily.

"I just want to see him!" She said softly with no angry face.

"You love him so much, so much that you are willing to die for him?" Xia Wu mentioned her angrily, regardless of more blood flowing from her wrist.

"Yes, I love him, so much that I am willing to die for him!"

He stared at her in hatred, as if he was about to pop his eyes out, and it took a long time before he gritted his teeth and shouted angrily, "Look at me, look at me! I love you too, and I love you so much that I would die for you, why can't you just look at me, Why can't you share a little love with me?"

She finally raised her eyes to face him squarely, but those eyes were no longer bright and lifeless.Just like that, looking at him quietly like a dead person.

He suddenly felt sad and wanted to cry, he held her tightly in his arms, and begged helplessly, "Xiaoyou, shall we start again? Just like when we were young, only you, only me, no one else! Do you still remember Were you happy back then? Let's start over and we'll be as happy as ever!"

She said yes blankly!He looked up at her in surprise, but before the circle of joy widened, he heard her say, "Let me see him for the last time!"

He resisted the urge to slap her, gritted his teeth for a long time, and then held back his breath and said with a smile: "Okay, I'll bandage your wound first. You haven't eaten for a day, bandage your wound, and drink this bowl Tang, I'll take you to see him, okay?"

She nodded obediently.

People who are blown by the autumn wind can't open their eyes, and cut off the fallen leaves ruthlessly like a knife.Ye Qingcheng stood in the prison van with his eyes closed and was dragged all the way to the execution ground. Perhaps it was the unique bleak feeling of autumn that filled his heart with sorrow.

He remembered that year, the first time he won a battle on his own and was named a general. As soon as he entered the capital, all the people raised their hands and cheered, shouting in unison, "General Ye, General Ye!" General Ye!" Some even knelt down to thank him.

He was shocked and delighted.I never thought that I could get the gratitude and love of so many people just to make a living.As a result, his ideal became much stronger. Every time he was in danger, those cheers and those ordinary and kind faces were the motivation for him to survive.

Today, he is still him, he is still their General Ye, since he walked all the way from the dungeon to the execution ground, no one feels sorry for him or feels sorry for him.They gathered together and whispered, "Look, this man looks so scary, it's really scary, he's a devil."Some people said contemptuously and angrily that they blamed themselves for being blind and worshiping the wrong person.Of course, some people generously threw tomatoes and eggs on him.

He has made great contributions to Daxia so many times!He used to spend all his savings to save those helpless children.He didn't do anything, just with a letter, he was convicted and his head was about to be beheaded, but at this moment, when those eggs and tomatoes were smashed, there were only cheers and applause, filled with anger The eagle shouted, "Well smashed, well smashed!"

The motivation he was once proud of, until now, is nothing more than irony.He closed his eyes with a smile, maybe he should say happy, these people are living well, but there are eggs and tomatoes thrown at them.

The sun was getting more and more glaring, he tied the quilt to the scaffold and knelt on the ground, seeing his own reflection.In that reflection, he seemed to see his own life.

Grandma's kind face, the landlord's vicious face, the master's earnest teaching, the brotherhood of Zhou Liang and Du Hu...and her.The only one he dare not think about is her!
In the past, he hoped that she would love him very much, so that he could ease his inferiority complex, and that would give him the confidence to compete with an emperor for a woman.

But now, he hopes that she doesn't love him at all, so that she can forget him soon and live a happy life soon.

Closing his eyes, something crystal clear slipped out of the corners of his eyes.

He couldn't forget him who hid on the bed in Lover's Valley to recuperate from his wounds. When he saw Uncle Niu hurriedly hugging a girl in, and found out that it was her, he felt excited, unbelievable, and shocked that he couldn't ask for anything in this life.

He knew that she must love him very much and would never forget him.So he didn't dare to think, didn't dare to think about the days after she lost him.Just thinking about it, his heart shrank in pain, until he could no longer breathe, and could only curl up tightly.

He can no longer wipe her tears and hold her tightly when she cries.He could no longer whisper to her when she was sad, don't be afraid, I'm still here.

Thinking of her helpless appearance, he clenched his hands tightly.

He is not afraid of death, he just worries about her.He still has so many things to say, she likes picky eaters, likes to kick the quilt in the middle of the night, likes to be hugged to sleep so as not to have nightmares, likes to wear thin clothes no matter how windy it is outside, likes to walk always bouncing... If not He watched from the side, she lost weight, what should she do if she got cold?

He really wasn't afraid of death, but he couldn't let her go, but what should he do?what to do?
God, what am I doing wrong?Perhaps the most inappropriate thing is to expect beauty and happiness extravagantly.That's why happiness is so short-lived.

His heart hurts so much, but he thought, if there is an afterlife, even if he has gone through all kinds of hardships and suffered all the tortures, he is willing to just look at her.

(End of this chapter)