The king of crossing the net relies on you

Chapter 84

"She is stupid, but you are even more stupid than her!" Yukimura didn't let her finish the rest of the sentence.

"Cut." Long Xiaoxi pulled out the hand held by Yukimura and turned around, swaying to the window, letting the slight night air hit her face.People in the world are all fools, Long Jueyue is stupid, and Jue is not much better.Why do you still want to chase and protect when you know you don't belong to me? Among those people, the most stupid one is Jue!
Yukimura looked at her back and frowned.Did he push too hard? He clearly knew that it was not good to be so anxious, but after seeing Tezuka arguing with her, he instinctively wanted to cut off Tezuka's thoughts.After all, even if she can be reincarnated, that Bai Luoli is probably here too.

When he remembered that Bai Luoli had caused Xiaoxi's suffering for so many years, he couldn't help being angry and blamed himself.If I had been tougher at that time and hadn't followed Xiaoxi so much, nothing would have happened.

It's 1000!
Thousands of years have passed, he doesn't want to live in unwillingness and memories.

Yukimura walked up to her, hugged her from behind, and whispered: "Is it so difficult for you to admit it?"

Long Xiaoxi didn't speak, nor did she break free from his embrace, but quietly looked out the window.is it hard?It shouldn't be difficult, but the difficult thing is that I don't know how to face him. At first, I couldn't understand Jue's pain, but during those 300 years of wandering, watching Bai Luoli and other women love each other, she I deeply experienced that kind of suffering that cannot be described, that kind of torture that is more unbearable than death.

Apart from death in this world, I am afraid that watching someone you love completely forget the past and smile at others.

Long Xiaoxi really wanted to smile again, but her eyes were astringent...

Others can avoid it if they don't want to see it, but I can't do it even if I want to.Because of the forbidden spell, her soul can only stay with the beneficiary, and once she leaves, her soul will be scattered... She can only feel Bai Luoli's happiness in pain, time and time again!Others have at most one life, but she has endured it for 300 years. She can comfort herself in the first 50 years. This is her own choice, as long as he is happy.In the first 100 years, she could foolishly smile at him, but he couldn't see herself.She didn't know how she persevered, and she forgot everything when she became human again, and lived a peaceful and happy 20 years.But……

But I was thrown here again by the so-called gods, and I was damned to force the memory of a thousand years to myself!
He clenched his hands again, and a tingling pain spread to his brain.

Long Xiaoxi suddenly recovered from the pain, and raised her hand, it turned out that she accidentally touched the punctured place.

"Xingcun..." Long Xiaoxi turned around, "Do you know that I actually lived in a world without you all the rest of my life?"

Yukimura's body shook, "You...are you happy there?"

"Happiness!" Long Xiaoxi smiled lightly, and the water in her eyes slid down her cheeks, "I didn't know anything in that life, there was a father and mother who loved me, and a very naughty younger brother. He would chase me all over the room with a spatula, because I always forget the dishes cooked in the pot; my father is very gentle, always buys something for me and my brother without telling my mother, and always looks at us with a smile. Noisy. It's all like a dream to me, it's so unreal."

"Xiaoxi." Yukimura gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. It would be the happiest for her to lose those memories, but then she would never see her again, and would not think of those things again. . "Don't worry, I will..."

"Don't talk, listen to me!" Long Xiaoxi stopped him from continuing, "I don't want to remember those things at all, I have escaped before, do you know that in order to completely avoid interaction with you, I don't want to Staying in Japan; when these memories came back at the beginning, I didn’t know how to relieve the stress and pain. It was Sister Nuo who asked me to write it in the form of a novel, allowing me to vent that unhappiness and pain; I have been avoiding, I have been reluctant to come back to Japan, just because I feel that maybe you are all here... If you are all here and all of you are so kind to me, what should I do, what should I do!"

Say no more, say no more!
There was a voice in her heart that stopped her from continuing, but she couldn't control her mouth: "I don't want to see any of you because I am unhappy, and I will feel very uneasy."

Stupid Long Xiaoxi, what are you talking about!You didn't say these words to Dalong, why did you give them all to Yukimura!
What the hell do you want, idiot!
"You see, for thousands of years, Jue has been alone. Bai Luoli and Yue are always separated by yin and yang, and even their relatives suffer. Tell me, what should I do? What should I do! Tell me." At the end of the talk, Long Xiaoxi was already sobbing, and beat Yukimura's chest desperately and asked him loudly, "Tell me, tell me."

"Enough." Yukimura grabbed her hands, took him into his arms and hugged her tightly, "Don't think so much, you still have me by your side, I will always be with you until you know what to do , until you..."

"Stop talking!" Long Xiaoxi buried her head in his arms, "Xingcun, help me, don't force me..."

"Okay." Yukimura hugged her tightly, "I promise you, I won't force you anymore."

Grandpa Long and Grandma Long listened to the conversation in the room and shook their heads helplessly.

"Old man, what do you think of that kid Yukimura?"

"A good boy."

"nonsense!"

"Old lady, I really want to get that Bai guy out and give him a good lesson!"

"Do you know who he is after reincarnation?" Grandma Long raised her eyebrows.

"If I knew, I would have beaten him long ago." Grandpa Long left angrily with his hands behind his back. After all, eavesdropping is a bad behavior. If the girl finds out again, where will I put my old face.

"Girl, you may feel it yourself, after all..." Grandma Long walked behind thoughtfully.

"I care so much about him, as long as that girl doesn't miss home once a year, that's fine. Yukimura has a good temper, so he can accommodate the girl."

"That's the way it is said, who knows what the girl is thinking, forget it, the boat will naturally go straight when it reaches the bridge."

"Old lady, I didn't expect that what the old man said was true."

"Thousands of years of reincarnation, renewing the relationship. I just don't know who the girl will reconnect with in the end. I don't want to see that girl suffer. You heard how sad she was crying just now."

"It's good to cry out. She has held back for so long, and she won't be so depressed after crying out. She can also face those things and stop avoiding them. This is all thanks to Yukimura."

"I just hope that the girl will never leave again, and stop looking for that place."

"That place..." Grandpa Long was silent. Does that place full of flowers from the other side really exist?
With the help of Yukimura, Long Xiaoxi's script was finally corrected before rehearsal.On Thursday afternoon, she headed home with a flawless script, arriving 10 minutes before the scheduled rehearsal.

(End of this chapter)