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Chapter 74 Talking Hearts
Su Er blinked innocently, then looked at Rong Hua, and said solemnly: "Sister Rong, I think the source of Zhao Zhao's long crookedness should be Ms. Su."

Ms. Su: "..."

If it weren't for etiquette, Ms. Su would have wanted to knock Su Er over with a chopstick. Did she say that about her own mother?
A meal passed in such a relaxed and cheerful atmosphere.

Su Er and Xie Zhaozhao hadn't seen each other for six years, so they naturally had a lot to say, so they went to Su Er's bedroom hand in hand after dinner.

As soon as the bedroom door was closed, without the elders, Su Er had no scruples.

"That Muli, did you really like it?"

Xie Zhaozhao shrugged, "It is right now."

"Tell me, what do you like about him?"

"Looks good."

"I look good?"

"Can you fuck me?" Xie Zhaozhao rolled his eyes.

Su Er resolutely ignored the superficial meaning of this sentence, and then interpreted its deep meaning by himself, "Well, so in other words, it's not as good-looking as me. This is a shortcoming. Is there any more?"

"...It's delicious to cook."

"Is the food I cook delicious?"

"You don't do it for me every day."

"So in other words, I cook better than him, which is not an advantage. Is there any more?"

Xie Zhaozhao gritted his teeth, "...he can protect me!"

"Can you beat me?"

"...I don't know, even if you can beat me, how dare he beat you with your status?"

It's not that he doesn't know how rigid this person is, and the things he shouldn't do have never gotten better.

"Then what's the use of him if I bully you?"

"..."

Su Er sneered: "The vision is getting worse and worse."

Xie Zhaozhao was furious: "Damn you think everyone is as perverted as you?!"

Su Er sighed, "It must be him?"

Xie Zhaozhao didn't answer immediately, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of Su's second bedroom with slender and straight thighs, stared at the scenery outside the window in silence for a while, then patted his hair, and said:
"Ah."

"Okay, since this is the end of the conversation, I won't say anything. If I like it, I will chase it. If I can't catch it, I will prescribe medicine for you."

However, upon hearing this, Xie Zhaozhao's mood did not change too much, "It's useless."

Su Er didn't react, "Huh?"

"Give him medicine, it doesn't work, I tried."

Su Er was shocked, she meant to say, but Xie Zhaozhao actually...

"you……"

Xie Zhaozhao didn't give Su Er a chance to question, he just said to himself:
"Yanyan, I remember a saying in China - the Buddha said that there are eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, separation of love, what you can't ask for, and what you can't let go. You may not have experienced it until now. You can't get what you want. How painful."

"When I was chasing you, I went through that kind of pain. I liked you for too long, and I wanted to capture you for too long. I thought that the king will pay off, and I will always touch you, but in the end , everything turned into a joke, into a farce, I didn't tell any of you, but I was really hurt at the time..."

"Xiao Zhao...I'm sorry..."

Su Er moved his lips, wanting to say something more, but it seemed that he couldn't say anything other than sorry.

He always thought that Xie Zhaozhao would be relieved when he knew the truth, but he never thought that it would bring her such deep pain.

"My mother originally disapproved of my going abroad. My mother said that sending me abroad was a helpless act when I was young, but when I grew up, I really didn't need to go abroad again. She hated me, but I still insisted on doing it at that time. The reason given to her is that she wants to study abroad, but only I know, I just can't really let you go."

"Xiao Zhao..."

"But after going abroad, I regretted it again. It turns out that missing is also a painful thing. But when I called you, the system told me that it was an empty number. During that time, I was almost overwhelmed by loneliness, bewilderment, and helplessness. So what if I regret it, who am I, Xie Zhaozhao? If I go out, I won’t look back, so I survived alone, and during that time, the only person who accompanied me was Mu Li.”

"When I gradually realized that I had let go of you, the word Muli had already been engraved in my heart, but Muli...he only cares about me like a subordinate treats a superior. No matter how much, it will be gone. , the two of us are like living on two ends of a spring, the closer I get, the more he avoids him like a snake, this lasted for two years, two full years."

"I have been abroad for six years, spent two years completely letting go of you, and spent two years wholeheartedly trying to influence this wood called Muli, just like I tried my best to chase you back then, but the history is so amazingly similar, I still There is no way to catch up."

"At that time, I thought, I, Xie Zhaozhao, want to have a good face and a good figure. It's fine if you don't like it. He's just a housekeeper. Why don't you want me? It hurts too much to ask for it. I don't want to have another Going through the second time, so I'll do whatever it takes to get him.

At that time, I may have gone crazy and completely lost my mind, so..."

"So you drugged him?"

Xie Zhaozhao laughed, his originally domineering facial features turned pale and tragic.

"Yeah, I drugged him, but do you know what he did? He locked me in the room, and it rained heavily that night, and he stood like that in the rain, and I, like now, stood inside the house I can't do anything, but the matter is far from over. The medicine I bought is too strong, and the rain alone is useless. I thought he would always compromise, but in the end, he He took out the dagger and started to slash on his arm, one knife after another. In the thunder and lightning, I could only see the reflective dagger and the blood sliding down the dagger. I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I thought, probably Hate me to the extreme."

Hearing what Xie Zhaozhao said, Su Er couldn't help being startled. He didn't expect that Mu Li could do this!
But judging by his performance in the living room, he is not completely ruthless towards Zhao Zhao...

what happened?

"Since that incident, he didn't even care about me as a subordinate to his superiors. Every day is business, and he does things in silence when he should do things. He never asks a word about things he shouldn't do. It's also from that time. At the beginning, he stared at my words and deeds. If I was a little presumptuous, he would hate it. When you come back today and see me so jumpy, I just don’t want you to think that I have changed too much. In fact, it may be difficult for you to imagine , I have been a good girl abroad for two full years."

"Originally, I could return to China in four years, but it was because of this incident that our relationship became extremely rigid. Once he returned to China, he would definitely avoid me immediately, just like today, so I chose to study in graduate school again. Life and death have been delayed for two years, but apart from being a lady of the family for two years, there has been no progress with him."

"Yanyan, tell me, am I really that bad?"

"of course not……"

Su Er reflexively denied it, but, as a best friend, he had to let her know a fact, "But Xiao Zhao, you have to understand that if a person doesn't like you, no matter how hard you try, it won't help."

(End of this chapter)