I wish you a bright future

Chapter 224 Love 3
Su Yan lowered his head, licked his lips, and said in a low voice:

"sorry."

Gu Yanhen pinched her nose:
"It has nothing to do with you. Even if you don't mention the underground love, I can't be as capricious as them."

"Su Yan, I have a special status. Many people know that I am Young Master Di, but very few people know that I am also a young commander in the military region. Only a few high-ranking people know that I have handled many cases in the military department these years. There are quite a few people, if I let the people in the military know that I have another identity, and even show them how much I care about you, you will be in danger."

"When I thought about this level, I was stunned. I actually cared about you... This is really incredible. I have never had such an experience in the first half of my life."

"Then inversely, when did I have such emotions as irritability, anger, and jealousy? No, but you brought them to me. Although these are all negative emotions, it is undeniable that they made me change. Be alive."

Su Yan leaned quietly in Gu Yanhen's arms, hearing him say that was both funny and distressing.

What has he been through?Normal people, wherever there is negative emotion, they cherish it so much?
Gu Yanhen rubbed her soft hair again, and continued:

"Later, I was really sure about you. It was probably the morning when you cooked for Xie Zhaozhao. I stood outside the kitchen door and watched the golden light of the morning sun hit you. Flying, such a peaceful and warm atmosphere, I have never felt it before."

"At that time, a kind of greed began to surge in my heart. I want to have this kind of atmosphere, I want to have you, let you be my wife, so that you can only see me in your eyes and heart, not to be snatched away by others, not to be taken away by others. Coveted by others."

"So, Su Yan, if you want to ask me why I have to be you, I can't give you an accurate answer, but I know I want you, it's just you, when I'm with you, I can't help but want to tease you, will Laughing, getting angry, being involuntary, feeling satisfied when holding you in my arms, I don’t have sleepless nights when I’m with you, I never dared to think about this kind of life before, but now that I have it, I’m not willing to let it go .”

Su Yan was startled again and again.

Gu Yanhen really doesn't look like a person who can talk about love.

He said so much, not a single word said that he loved her, but every single word made Su Yan feel a kind of silent emotion, and made her clearly feel that she was very important to him.

[You asked me why I had to be you, I can't give you a clear answer. 】

Fool, she is already very satisfied with this answer.

Maybe some people will say that the so-called falling in love with someone for no reason is pure nonsense, they don't even know how to fall in love, and talk about it for a long time.

But if you love someone for a reason, for example, he is handsome and treats you well, then there are thousands of people in the world, what will you do when you meet someone who is more handsome than him and treats you better?The final result is nothing more than seeing differences and wanting to change, this kind of love is not lasting.

Of course, there may be people who refute, and you may not necessarily change your mind when you meet me. I just love the one around me, can’t I?Why do you think so badly about people's hearts?
But isn't the reason why you love him very clear?Now that there are better options, why don't you accept them?

The answer is simple, the reason you think is never the reason, you don't know what attracts you to him, but you just have to have him.

If Gu Yanhen really gave her a clear answer, Su Yan might not dare to love him boldly.

Su Yan is really satisfied with his current answer, there is no sweet talk, but it is his most sincere thoughts, and he has always just followed his own heart, without extra thoughts, this is enough.

Su Yan poked his head out from his arms, held Gu Yanhen's head in both hands, and looked at him seriously:
"This answer is reluctant to accept, so, Gu Yanhen."

"Ok?"

"Let's date!"

There was a momentary stagnation in the air.

Gu Yanhen's pupils suddenly constricted, and he looked and listened in disbelief:
"You, what did you say?"

Su Yan was funny, she knew he heard it, so she deliberately teased him:

"Didn't hear you? Forget it, pretend I didn't say it."

As he said that, he was about to withdraw his hand, but Gu Yanhen grabbed it.

"No, I heard it, Su Yan, you accept me, and you can't go back on your words if you spill water!"

"Huh? Did someone just pretend not to hear?"

Gu Yanhen's Adam's apple twitched, as if he didn't know what to say, and finally closed his eyes deeply before hugging her tightly, with a slight tremor in his voice.

"It's not pretending not to hear, it's because I can't believe it, so I want to hear you say it again."

Su Yan sighed, "Gu Yanhen, didn't you say that hugging me will make you feel at ease? Why do I feel that you are very insecure?"

Gu Yanhen opened his eyes and looked at her, "Because you are too attractive, because I have no confidence, because..."

Gu Yanhen paused and did not continue.

Su Yan frowned, and looked at him suspiciously:
"Huh? Because of what?"

Gu Yanhen closed his eyes again and remained silent. This time the silence lasted for a long time, so long that Su Yan thought he would not answer again, when he suddenly spoke, the voice seemed to come from far away, revealing Weakness and sighs:
"Because I don't know what Rao Qingyu told you that made you suddenly make this decision, because I was afraid that you would be impulsive and regret it one day. Su Yan, it hurts my heart to ask for nothing. It's even more painful to get it and lose it again." People collapse."

Su Yan was silent.

Gu Yanhen valued her, and she was very happy.

But he is too worried about gains and losses. If this continues, falling in love will not be happiness for him, but torture.

When Su Yan is in love, she never wants to bring negative emotions to her lover. She doesn't want the two to break up in the future, but when the other party thinks of her, he will look bored.

Others might not care, but if that person was replaced by Gu Yanhen, Su Yan felt that she would be reluctant.

So Su Yan looked at him seriously, and said word by word:
"Gu Yanhen, since you're afraid of losing, it's better to never get it in the first place. It's still too late for you to refuse."

She gives him a choice.

It's still too late to get away now, she doesn't want to spend a lot of time every day to appease the inexplicable panic of the other half when she falls in love in the future.

The most important thing between lovers is trust, otherwise sooner or later they will tire each other, and then it will come to an end.

Gu Yanhen refused without any hesitation.

"No, Su Yan, even if I will lose you in the future, but now, I can't bear to give up."

He couldn't bear her to push her away with his own hands when she was so close at hand.

He was even more reluctant to part with the warmth and warmth that was within reach. She was finally willing to walk towards him, even if it was just a flash in the pan, he would hold on to it firmly.

(End of this chapter)