Veteran never die

Chapter 304 I love you, so please leave
0306 I love you, so please leave
It would be great if life could go on like this, without these things that happened later.

In 2000, Li Mei gave birth to a daughter for Yang Jianguo. Yang Jianguo, who had no mission, went home on vacation and accompanied his wife to complete the delivery.

The vacation soon ended, and Yang Jianguo, who returned to the army, devoted himself to training again.

But when he was doing physical fitness, he suddenly felt inexplicable pain all over his body, and his muscles felt weak, and he couldn't use his strength.

At the beginning, he didn't take this to heart. Ten years of daily training will inevitably have a certain impact on his body function.

I don't have any backache or leg pain at all, and I'm ashamed to say that I'm a soldier, so I'll be fine after a few days of rest.

But after a few days, Yang Jianguo found that the situation had not improved, but worsened.

Feeling that something was wrong, Yang Jianguo didn't procrastinate any longer, and immediately asked for leave to go to the military hospital for an examination.

This investigation does not matter, a major problem was found.

"You can't use your strength?"

"Yes, it trembles when I exert force. Now it is difficult to raise my hands, and I can't even put on my hat."

"Walking? Stand up and take a few steps and I'll see." After hearing the symptoms Yang Jianguo described, the doctor's expression became extremely serious.

"Okay." Yang Jianguo stood up from the chair with difficulty, and took two steps back and forth.

The doctor frowned and asked again: "Do you have any symptoms of hoarseness and slurred speech? Do you feel difficulty swallowing when you eat, and does your saliva still flow out?"

"Yes, I have all these symptoms. I often choke when I drink water, and I feel difficult to breathe from time to time. I always feel that there is phlegm in my throat, but I can't cough it out."

Yang Jianguo vaguely sensed the seriousness of the problem, and couldn't help asking the doctor, "Comrade, what's wrong with me?"

"This, this needs further examinations before we can draw a conclusion. Comrade Lieutenant, I can only tell you that the situation may be very bad. Your situation requires expert consultation. You should go to hospital first." The doctor said.

Five thunders struck the top, this was Yang Jianguo's feeling at that time.

The doctor in front of him is the deputy chief physician of the military hospital.

"Then comrade, can I continue to serve?" Yang Jianguo asked.

"Comrade Lieutenant, the question now is not whether you can continue to serve. If you are diagnosed, you may not live for five years!" The doctor shook his head helplessly.

Expert consultation.

"There was no abnormality in the cerebrospinal fluid examination."

"The EMG showed neurogenic damage, and the nerve conduction velocity was normal."

"The muscle biopsy report came out, typical pathological changes of denervated muscular atrophy."

"It's blood, urine, creatine phosphokinase is high."

"Cervical spondylosis, cervical cord tumors, syringomyelia and brainstem tumors have been ruled out."

"According to the clinical symptoms, it can be concluded that it is motor neuron damage."

Motor neuron damage sounds unfamiliar, but mentioning its other name can't help but make people feel chills behind.

ALS, one of the five fatal diseases in the world.

Damage to the upper and lower motor neurons leads to progressive weakness and atrophy of the muscles including the ball, extremities, trunk, chest and abdomen.

"There is no good treatment. This is a disease that is more cruel than cancer. For patients, its cruelty is not only that there is no cure or medicine, but also that they have to witness their own death with a clear consciousness. the whole process."

"Muscle atrophy began to appear in the limbs, gradually spread to all parts of the body, and finally completely paralyzed. There is no problem with thinking and consciousness. They can hear, see, and feel pain. Most people with ALS end up with breathing. Death due to exhaustion, but during this process, the mind of the gradually frozen person is as clear as usual, and he clearly sees himself approaching death."

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"How can there be such a disease?"

"Not long ago, a female Ph.D. from Beijing University died of this disease. It was very painful."

"You can't live, you can't die, it's cruel and terrifying."

"This is my old platoon leader!"

"Too cruel."

Five years on, experts have delivered their final verdict.

Dragging his exhausted body, Yang Jianguo sneaked out of the hospital and got on the train back to his hometown.

Seeing his wife who was still in confinement and his daughter who was waiting to be fed, Yang Jianguo felt extremely uncomfortable.

After thinking about it, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Yang Jianguo talked to his wife Li Mei, and uttered the words that he had been holding back for a long time: "Let's get a divorce. The house will belong to you, and all the property will be given to you. I will leave the house completely, and I will pay for the child support."

He loves his wife, so he doesn't want to be a burden to her.

How could Li Mei agree? She firmly disagreed, and repeatedly asked her husband what happened.

Yang Jianguo kept his mouth shut and refused to say anything. He only asked for a divorce and insisted on a divorce.

Amidst the scolding of relatives, the marriage was finally divorced.

Yang Jianguo also bears the reputation of white-eyed wolf and ungrateful.

From then on, Yang Jianguo disappeared into the vast sea of ​​people without hearing from him.

Later, when Li Mei, who was determined to remarry, went to the army to look for Yang Jianguo, she found out the truth of the matter.

That day, the military wife cried bitterly, and she laughed again after crying.

Crying because her husband is terminally ill.

Laugh, because my husband has always loved me deeply.

He doesn't want to be a burden to himself.

After many inquiries, Li Mei finally found Yang Jianguo who was lying on a hospital bed waiting to die.

The husband who used to be able to write beautiful handwriting, cook a table of delicious food, and won the championship in the five-kilometer cross-country run in the regiment has already laid down.

Once, he was so strong, so heroic.

Li Mei's heart was completely broken.

The husband and wife who had been reunited for a long time hugged each other and cried for a while. The tears flowed away and the rest was strong.

Five years, five more years to live.

Li Mei made up her mind that she must bring her husband back from death, she must support the family, and she cannot let her daughter lose her father.

In order to take care of Yang Jianguo, Li Mei quit her job in the factory and embarked on the long road of seeking medical treatment with her husband.

After getting sick, Yang Jianguo's temperament changed drastically, his temper became extremely irritable, and he often got angry over little things.

He refuses to eat food, spits out water when he is fed, and is so irritable that he even bites Li Mei.

Maybe it was Yang Jianguo's intention. He wanted to annoy his wife, and he didn't want to watch her suffer like a disabled person.

She is still young, and she will find someone to marry again, forget the past sufferings, and start a happy new life.

For her, life still has a long way to go.

It was the purest thought in the heart of this sick revolutionary soldier, the thought put into action.

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(End of this chapter)