Veteran never die

Chapter 192 The War Hero Injured by the Aftermath of War

0192 War heroes injured by war sequelae

"Chief, I lost my soul. I lost it on the front line of the old mountain, and on the highland of Xiaojianshan. I can't come back, I can't come back again."

When he said this, Huang Honglin's emotions completely lost control.

Few people can understand how he has come through these years, he has nightmares every night, and wakes up from nightmares every night.

After 30 years, who can experience that feeling.

Those who died became martyrs, and those who lived became heroes.

But is it really that easy to be a hero?
Is it really as glamorous as it looks?
This society is complicated, and everything will not develop as you think.

"Honglin, I understand, I understand, let's continue talking, slowly, I'm listening, let's just say it." Wang Liang stepped forward and patted Huang Honglin on the back, comforting.

English abbreviation PTSD.

Postwar Psychological Syndrome.

When experiencing the tragic and bloody Battle of Xiaojianshan, Huang Honglin was only 19 years old, and he was still a child.

In the 80s, that era was too long away from the war.

The smell of gunpowder and blood is too unfamiliar to the young soldiers of the Republic.

On the battlefield, perhaps at the time, they showed bravery and tenacious struggle.

But those horrible pictures and terrible experiences will become their lingering nightmare for the rest of their lives, and then produce a series of sequelae when their mental state is seriously disordered, such as nightmares, personality changes and emotional separation.

More serious, violent crimes may occur.

Obviously, Huang Honglin, the combat hero, suffered from this kind of mental illness.

Huang Honglin took the tissue from his comrade-in-arms, wiped away his tears, and continued: "After the Xiaojianshan battle ended, it was the happiest time in my life. It was at that time that I began to change, becoming manic and anxious. At that time, my comrades-in-arms said that I was proud, that I had made first-class meritorious service at a young age, and my future was bright."

One day in April 1985.

Just because of a trivial matter, Huang Honglin had a quarrel with the company commander.

Huang Honglin, who had always been mild-tempered, disappeared and was replaced by a manic guy.

Unable to stand the company commander's criticism, the angry Huang Honglin picked up his submachine gun and fired a round of bullets on the camp.

Da da da, da da da, da da da.
Fortunately, it was an empty gun fired at the sky, and no casualties were caused.

Hearing the sound, the comrades who rushed out quickly used the tactics of capturing prisoners to control Huang Honglin, and separated them with guns.

At that time, the barracks was next to the division headquarters, which alarmed the division commander. Although he did not point his guns at his comrades, firing guns indiscriminately in the camp had seriously violated military discipline.

Later, considering that Huang Honglin had made great contributions in the battle of Xiaojianshan not long ago, and that battle was tragic and tragic, and Huang Honglin was a hero model that was emphasized in publicity, the leaders of the division headquartered in a low-key way. His work was reduced to second-class work, and he was locked up for a few days and wrote a self-criticism.

"I really don't remember what I did at that time. How could I point a gun at my comrades?" Huang Honglin still believes that it is true.

Wang Liangliang nodded. Obviously, from that time on, Huang Honglin's illness began to flare up.

But in those days, where was there any psychiatrist?
Even in the 21st century, the post of psychological counseling teachers in primary and secondary schools is just a sham, to cope with the instructions of the superiors.

Does it really solve the problem?
In the 80s, eating enough is a blessing. Under the constraints of the background and the times, what is the use of a psychologist?

Mental problems?
I'll give you a chicken leg, and then I'll give you a white flour steamed bun, and I'm sure all the problems will be gone.

This is the truest thought of the people back then.

Let’s just say, how tragic the War of Resistance Against Japan was, and how inhuman the little Japanese were.

The War of Liberation and the War to Resist US Aggression and Aid Korea were also very difficult, far from being as simple as imagined.

How much martyr's blood.

Throughout the ages, all previous wars have not been easy.How could the dead matter not be tragic.

However, at that time, they were still alive, dead, and crazy.

The soldiers who fought in the Vietnam War did not fail to do psychological work.

It's just that under the conditions at that time, whether to do it or not, I am afraid that it will not have any substantive effect.

The doctor's advice is nothing more than to appropriately reduce some military training, eat something good and drink something good, don't close yourself up, communicate more with comrades-in-arms and friends, and carry out some military-civilian friendship activities.

There is nothing wrong with these entrustments. In practice, it may be helpful to some people, but there are always some people
Wang Liang understood Huang Honglin too well. Back then, this issue was really ignored.

People at that time really didn't have this kind of awareness, but most people didn't know what kind of concept psychological problems were.

In recent years, Wang Liang has communicated with many veterans of the Vietnam War. Many veterans said that they were very scared when they went to the battlefield. The bloody scene left a deep shadow on them.

But after the troops came back, they were served with delicious food and drinks, and had fun, and they soon consciously forgot all the bad experiences on the battlefield.

Later, those soldiers who fought on the front line, especially those who fought with the Vietnamese army, were not taken back to the station, but were taken to a sanatorium, where they stayed for more than a month.

In the sanatorium, there are daily arrangements, of course, not military training.

Play football, play cards, swim, listen to vaguely watch movies and TV shows.

The 84 edition of "The New Biography of Chu Liuxiang", the 85 edition of "Jigong", the 83 edition of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes"

Every week, the cadres will also organize the soldiers to arrange some programs, and the life is quite fulfilling and happy.

Although I still want to sacrifice my comrades in arms, my heart is not so uncomfortable and I am not so blocked.

Some people's aftermath of the war was contained in the early stage, but there are always "fish that slipped through the net" like Huang Honglin.

In front of Wang Liang, Huang Honglin opened his heart and continued to talk about the dusty past: "In the second year, I applied to be discharged from the army. If I stayed in the army and continued to work at that time, I would definitely be promoted, but I am really I don’t want to stay in the army anymore. I thought, go home, and when I get home, I won’t be anxious, irritable or having nightmares anymore, and I should be able to return to a normal life track.”

In 1986, Huang Honglin took off his military uniform and was discharged from the army.

Because he is a battle hero and has a second-class meritorious service during the war, he was resettled by the state and worked in the Tobacco Bureau in his hometown.

Under the introduction of his family, he married his wife and had children.

A stable and decent job, a happy and warm family, at that time, it was too late for many people to envy.

Huang Honglin thought that his good days were coming, but in repeated accidents, he found that he was wrong.

He found himself thinking things too simply.

The uniform and cap can be taken off, but can the soul that was thrown in Laoshan and Xiaojianshan come back?
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Film and television works and literary works always portray our fighters as god-like, omnipotent people.

But war is cruel and deadly, so I want to write something real and little known.

Either way, they are fighting heroes.And behind this battle hero, the burden and burden are too heavy.

(End of this chapter)