Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 69 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (69)
Wedding Invitation Drunken Red Makeup (1)
——Flowers drift by themselves and water flows by itself.

Wedge taboo
On the first day after being discharged from the hospital, I woke up late at night and dreamed of my grandfather again, and dreamed of the summer when we were separated.

Grandfather once said, you will bring shame to the whole family!

When I was 19 years old, my blood was hot, I could ignore it, even if I was condemned by God, but I couldn't bear the girl I regarded as my life to be criticized.

So, just like that, that summer, I left you.

In the name of losing memory, in a lost way.

Flash forward five years.

Some love is taboo.

Know it from the beginning.

Regrettably, for so many years, I have been able to restrain myself from seeing or seeing people, but I can't control my heart from thinking or thinking about them.

I think I probably called your name when I first woke up from a serious illness in the ward.

So, it was a dispute that was about to explode, Weiyang's quarrel, Weiyang's tears, Weiyang's final resignation... She said, let's get married.

She cried and said, you don't need to love me, I allow you to keep her in your heart for the rest of your life.Let's get married!This is the best fulfillment for Jiang Sheng and Tianyou!

It turns out that I love you not only needs to be avoided, but also needs to be fulfilled.

Oh, what a bleak joke.

Wei Young questioned me with tears in her eyes, she said, Liang Sheng, think about Jiang Sheng's flesh and blood with God Bless, do you have the heart to let this child have no father?

At that moment, I only felt that the sharp blade piercing the heart was nothing more than this feeling.

How much I should love this child, I am his uncle; but how much I want to love this child, in the name of his father... Or, how much I should envy his father, he took away the person I regard as my life in this life .

But I dare not let myself have these emotions.

Because, as a man, I can freely love any woman I want to love in this world.But as an older brother...morality, human relations, legal system, responsibility, education received since childhood...all of these are doomed, and even the slightest thought of you fills me with a huge sense of guilt.I would feel like a sanctimonious hypocrite, with a calm appearance but an extremely dirty heart, which makes me restless day and night...

There was a strong wind outside the window, and the curtains in the bedroom fluttered, like waving sleeves away from someone.

The medical records on the table flew to the floor - the doctor checked and said it was a misdiagnosis...

At this moment, the night is cold, the sky is slightly cold, there is a strange atmosphere hanging around me, this is a kind of vigilance unique to men, I always feel that there is a strange atmosphere lurking around...

Get up and close the windows.

On the finger, there was a scar as pale as a red line, ferocious and coquettish.

I am very sorry that in this life, I will not be able to be the person who can say good night to you, so I spend my whole life saying "good night" silently in my heart.

good night my girl.

good night.

How is it that it's hard to be safe every night?
14 Under the sour jujube tree, the sleeping boy is like a fairy in a painting.

On the fourth day after Liang Sheng was discharged from the hospital, the city entered the first day of winter.Although there is no snow falling, there is already a slight bitterness in the air. Fortunately, in the southern cities, this sense of season is not strong.

For florists, it is spring all year round, and they are spent among flowers.

green.bright red.

Although, in the past few months, my life has experienced a series of fatal blows, but the business of the flower shop has not plummeted, on the contrary, it has unexpectedly improved, which made me plan to list the flower shop while I was sick.However, at this moment, I already had the idea of ​​giving up the flower shop and leaving the city, but because the business was so good and half of the flower shop belonged to Jinling, I was too embarrassed to close it down on my own initiative.

My mother's memorial day is in May, so I started to hand over the business of the flower shop to Wei An, a helper in the flower shop.

I have made up my mind that from this winter onwards, I will stay in the old courtyard in Weijiaping and stay away from this sad city.

From this winter to next year's Qingming Festival, from Qingming Festival to my mother's memorial day in May, I can spend about half a year by their side.I think that Izumi's father and mother must also miss me very much.

I also miss them very much, and miss those days I spent in Weijiaping—although it was hard, there are so many sweet memories.

But, how should I tell you, dear mother, your daughter is getting married, but she will never be able to fall in love with that person for the rest of her life?

Although every woman may not be able to outline the appearance of her future partner, she must have fantasized about the kind of happiness she will have in a fairytale wedding.

But, dear mother, I cannot have...

Ugh.

Let's talk about the road ahead.

Or, in the heartless and loveless marriage in the future, I can be a female teacher teaching in Weijiaping or a nearby village, and live my life quietly and simply.

Plain and stable.

In my memory, spring in Weijiaping is the real spring.

It is fresh and bright, unlike the rootless beauty of the flower shop, it has branches, knots and roots.The sky is as blue as tears, the grass as green as emerald green, the clouds as white as snow, and the water as green as jade.

The smell of rice wafts in the smoke from cooking, and the sound of laughter comes from the evening breeze; the children running on the grass on the rolling hillside have sticky and soft hair on their foreheads; on the lawn, the Erguotou in Xiaojiu’s hands and the tears on his cheeks ;Under the sour jujube tree, the sleeping boy is like a fairy in a painting...

Hometown is always a touch of soft and sweet sorrow.

At the table of the flower shop, thinking of that young Liang Sheng, and now, the bloody wedding ring on his ring finger that was as thin as a red line, I sighed deeply.

Suddenly, I noticed that there were two thick agreements on the table, and when I looked up, I saw Lu Wenjun in front of me, with spring breeze in his eyes and peach blossoms in his lips.He leaned over, pressed his hands on the table, and covered his whole body in front of my eyes.

He looked at me, raised his eyebrows, pointed to the two thick agreements, casually took out a pen from the pen container in front of my desk, and threw it on the agreement in front of me.

Then, with his hands folded across his chest, he looked straight at me without saying a word.

When I saw it, my eyes turned black, and I was about to run away, but I saw Ke Xiaorou, a monster, rushing into the flower shop with Suman on his back. He threw Suman into my face and yelled, mortal, go to hell!

……

I struggled to wake up, only to find it was another dream.

The flower shop is still there, and so is Wei An.

And what kind of prenuptial agreement, Lu Wenjun, Ke Xiaorou, Su Man...all are floating clouds.

I thought, I must be too tired and exhausted recently, so I always have so many dreams and insomnia, I think I really need to go back to Weijiaping to have a good hibernation.

15 Oh, it turns out that we have not been good all these years.

In the past few days, I have been thinking, why didn't Lu Wenjun come to find me?Didn't he always want to force me to sign an agreement and force me to marry him?Why did it suddenly disappear?
Although I know that he regards marriage as floating clouds and a trifling matter, he is still very happy to do anything that can hurt Liang Sheng, and he will never treat it as a trifling matter.

Could it be that a few days ago, Ke Xiaorou jumped off a building in the hospital and broke it, and he was dealing with compensation?

Who cares, it's more leisurely, I wish for it.

Of course, I also know that the agreement between me and him will be fulfilled sooner or later, because he has fulfilled the agreement to let Liang live and be discharged from the hospital.

And I can only fulfill my promise.

Ugh.

In front of the flower shop, I sighed softly, turned around to say goodbye to Wei An, and planned to go back early to rest.

Before leaving, I asked her to take good care of the flower shop, and remember to get the flower basket Ning Xin ordered to be delivered to her hall before four o'clock in the afternoon.

In fact, these days, the business of the flower shop is also taken care of by Ning Xin.Although she wasn't in the city a few days ago, I guess that those big customers who ordered flowers and green plants that suddenly appeared were probably introduced by her.Although she didn't say it, I understood it in my heart.

Wei'an waved her meaty hand at me boldly and said, Jiang, you can go.

Jin Ling once said that Wei'an's appearance fulfilled her ultimate imagination of life - a woman with a figure as strong as Lu Zhishen, with such a literary and artistic name.Then, for a long time, Jinling’s QQ signature and Weibo signature were both: Every Zhishen who cried in pain while holding a text egg in the middle of the night, was an angel with broken wings in her previous life, you can’t afford to be hurt!
Vivian really likes to shed tears.

She shed tears for no reason in the rain falling in the sky, she shed inexplicable tears for the flowers in the flower shop, she also shed tears for the salary that Jinling gave her, even when she was eating, she would cry for the rice... At first I guessed It may be that one of her relatives passed away, but I found out later that something was wrong. According to the frequency of Wei An's tears, her family's death once would not be enough. At least she was punished by nine clans, and ten times.Later, I got used to Wei An crying.

Wei'an said that she was keeping the habit of a baby, with a pure heart like Daiyu.

In fact, apart from crying, Wei An is excellent in every aspect.Therefore, among the four helpers in the flower shop, I finally handed over the burden to Wei An.

I like Wei An because in addition to being a part-time clerk, she can also act as a bodyguard and thug - Wei An, who is [-] tall and weighs [-], is extremely intimidating.

Vian calls me "Ginger".

At first, she called me "Sister Jiang", which I thought was too old; later she called me "Miss Jiang", which I thought was too dusty; and then called "Boss Jiang", which I thought was too rural entrepreneur... Finally, there was no other way. Now, I accepted this "ginger". Although it is very close to "scallion" and "garlic", you can fry four dishes with a pot and have a picnic on the spot.

Before I could go out, Wei'an suddenly brought her invincible big face closer, her eyes were full of affection, her peach face was shy and timid, and she asked me quietly, saying, that, Jiang... Sheng, your brother, Your brother...hehe...your brother...hehehe...does he have a girlfriend?
Oh, I forgot to mention that Liang Sheng came to the flower shop once yesterday, saying that he went to the pawn shop to explain some things to his subordinates, and happened to drop by on the way back, so come and see me and this unique flower shop.

Afterwards, Wei An fell in love with him at first sight, wishing to lose her virginity again.

Yesterday, I didn't need to introduce, Wei An shyly slapped me away, rushed forward, and said to Liang Sheng, yes!This flower shop is really unique, it belongs to Xiaoqiao Liushui.This is given to the design supervisor by Cheng Dashao, the man of our proprietress.You have good eyesight, handsome man.

Liang Sheng smiled at her, looking very graceful.

However, I could see that Wei An's sentence "our boss's wife's man" caused a slight shadow to flash in his beautiful eyes, but it was instantly melted away by a bright smile.

His eyes fell on the marks on my neck that had turned dark red, and he avoided them calmly.I was also so embarrassed that my throat tightened and I couldn't speak.

When Liang Sheng left, he took a bunch of purple roses with him.

I personally selected it for him, wrapped it up for him, and told him that Bei Xiaowu is going back to the city. In just a few days, around Christmas, I might be able to attend your wedding with Wei Young.

Actually, I don't know where I made up the word "wedding", or maybe it's just my careful temptation.

However, what am I probing?

This is the doomed ending, no matter what the process is.

Liang Sheng opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything. He smiled at me and said, Bei Xiaowu... and Xiao Jiu, how are you?
In the past four or five years, Liang Sheng went to France and completely cut off contact with me and Bei Xiaowu. He had no idea what happened to us.

I looked up and stared at him blankly.This is such a familiar and warm face to me.Five years passed by like this.

I shook my head and said, the two of them... are not fine.

Then, I sighed and told Liang Sheng that all these years, Xiao Jiu had gone somewhere and refused to see Bei Xiaowu, and Bei Xiaowu was always looking for her, desperately looking for her!like...

I didn't say that last sentence - just like I once asked you.

Liang Sheng didn't ask any more questions, he still smiled, his eyes were so cold, and he said something softly, as if talking to himself, oh, it turns out that we have not been good all these years.

He didn't know that his last words made my tears flow wantonly in my heart.At that moment, I suddenly understood that widely circulated joke about breaking up couples-knowing that you are not doing well, I am relieved.It turned out that it was not a joke.

Rather, our love requires a response from the other party; our hard work requires a response from the other party; Your heart, so, we are all having a bad time.

I cherish your grief and I want you to have mercy on mine.

Just when I fell into the sad atmosphere of the day before yesterday again, Wei An suddenly patted me and said boldly and shyly, "Jiang, I'm asking you, does your brother have a girlfriend?"

I smiled and shook my head.

Wei Young, it shouldn't just be his girlfriend, it's his fiancée.

Seeing me shaking my head, Wei An was very happy and immediately smiled.

However, within two seconds, she suddenly asked me nervously, Jiang, your brother... such a handsome man, doesn't he have a girlfriend?So... does he have a boyfriend?
At that moment, I just felt that vomiting three liters of blood could not prove my admiration for Wei An.I looked at her helplessly, not wanting to continue the conversation with her, so I turned around and planned to leave the flower shop.

16 The couple who broke up are most afraid of this kind of questioning.

At some point in front of the flower shop, a black car stopped. There was silence in the black window panes, and there seemed to be a pair of faint eyes, quietly looking at this side behind the window.

Seeing the car at the door, Wei An yelled, Wow!Young Master Cheng is here!

Her cry made my heart feel as if a big hole was opened by the flames, and it felt like it was bursting—this is a name that I dare not let myself think about, let alone mention for several months.

Before I could recover, Wei An yelled again, wow!I was wrong, it wasn't Young Master Cheng!

I watched the car start slowly and leave the door, and my heart calmed down slightly.

I took a deep breath and walked out of the store.But Wei An suddenly called me to stop, and said bluntly, Hey, Jiang, that's so strange, why hasn't Mr. Cheng come here recently?It's been a long time.

Hearing this, my heart suddenly tightened, and my foot was empty, and I rushed to the street. Fortunately, I recovered quickly, but my foot sprained a little, and it was not serious.

I looked back at her, forced a smile, but didn't know how to answer.

Couples who break up are most afraid of this kind of questioning.

Wei An walked out shaking her huge body and said, are you okay?Be careful with the baby in your womb.Ouch, I really envy you, you are about to get married, you are going to be mothers, and your relationship is so sweet. When you mention his name, you can panic with excitement.

Her words "be careful of the baby in your belly" made my eyes slowly turn red.For so many days, those sad things that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time, seemed to be torn apart by Wei An's words in an instant, and they broke free one after another, tearing and devouring my heart.

This journey, because of Liang Sheng's illness, has gone through untold hardships, but in the end, it turned out to be just a game at Ren Lu Wenjun's mercy.

There is also an innocent child who will never come to this world.Although its father is someone I wish I could kill, and although it may become a greater suffering for me if it lives in this world, I still feel so sad when I think of it...

My tears finally couldn't help coming out, but at this moment, I saw that Wei'an was crying, and she was crying faster than me!

I am the one who lost the child!

I wanted to cry, but I met a more sensational person than me.

Wei'an said while crying, Jiang, I was moved by the invincible true love between you and Tianyou.

I was dumbfounded when I heard this, but I had to turn around hastily, fearing that tears would flow in front of others, I walked quickly to the familiar alley beside the street.

17. The friendship when I was young, change to someone worthy of my life.

This is a lonely and long alley.

I have stubbornly searched for Liang Sheng here countless times, and the man named Tianyou has walked with me countless times... Now, the two of them, one returned to me but had her by my side, and the other felt sad because of me. Shang Yuan left the world... My tears finally flowed wantonly.

In the deserted streets and alleys, I suddenly wanted to cry loudly, venting the grievances and helplessness I was suppressing very loudly.

Just when I was about to cry against the wall regardless of my image and scruples, I saw a figure as bright as dog blood splashing over, "Pa-pa-pa--" Kneeling There were three ringing heads in front of my eyes, and then they hugged me and burst into tears.

I was grinning and tears were still coming, but it was interrupted cruelly like this.

At first I thought it was a beggar, but when I took a closer look, I found out that it was Babao!
She hugged me and cried so much that it was a pleasure, but my throat felt like it was on fire.Jade Emperor, I just want to cry, why did you send Wei'an and two eight treasures to torture me.

One after another, without a break.

Babao didn't see that I was blushing from holding back, and continued to wail to himself, saying, Sister Jiang Sheng, Babao is sorry for you!Damn me that day, how could I call Lu Wenjun and ask him to pick you up at the bar?Woooooo... If I hadn't called him, you wouldn't have been raped by him, you wouldn't have had a baby, and you wouldn't have lost Cheng Tianyou.just kill me……

Babao talked about sad things that I don't want to touch.But why does the word "rape" make me feel a little strange when it comes out of her mouth?It's as if she's not saying "You won't be raped by him either", but "You won't eat or walk with him either".

In fact, after the incident, it's not that I didn't hate Babao in my heart.But when I calm down, I also understand that the ultimate reason lies in myself. It is because I meet people in a bad way, I can't tell the good from the bad, and I trust this so-called psychiatrist too much.

Lu Wenjun, oh Lu Wenjun, if you don't become the best actor in the Oscars, what a waste of talent you are.

I struggled with pain in my heart, and wiped the tears on my cheeks fiercely. My throat was aching because I wanted to cry just now but was interrupted. Babao, say, you go, I...

But Babao refused to let go, and continued to hold me and cry, saying, Jiang Sheng, beat me up!For such a long time, I have been hiding and dare not come to you. I am afraid that you will hate me and scold me!I'm afraid that Cheng Tianyou will know that I made the call to Lu Wenjun, and he won't let me go...

(End of this chapter)