Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 43 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (42)
I always thought that he would give you the most complete happiness in the world (1)
Ginger:

Even if one day, I am blind, I can no longer see your appearance; I am deaf, and I can no longer hear you calling my name; I lose my sense of smell, and I can no longer smell the faint fragrance of grass on your body.You must also believe that as long as you stand by my side, I can still feel you!

Because, you are always in my heart.never left.

Liang Sheng:

I'm sorry, Jiang Sheng.I always thought that amnesia is the best choice; leaving is the best ending.I always thought that he would give you the most complete happiness in the world.

I always thought that after a long time, you will forget.I forget that in Weijiaping more than ten years ago, there was a child named Liang Sheng who came here.But how could I have forgotten it?
You are such a stubborn kid.

18 I am not only a depression patient, but also a mentally handicapped patient.

When Babao's call came in, I was packing my luggage in Xiaoyushan and was about to leave Cheng Tianyou's house.Suddenly there is an indescribable feeling, and my heart is empty.As if overnight, the whole world abandoned itself.

Babao was chattering on the other end of the phone in an irritable tone, she said, Sister Jiang Sheng, Ke Xiaorou is useless and can't get Bei Xiaowu out of the police station, what should I do?We may have met a strongman!what to do?You quickly find your friends to help you figure out a way.

As soon as Babao said this, I became even more anxious. Suddenly, I remembered Cheng Tianen's proud and gloomy eyes. He said that if the female reporter who was injured by Bei Xiaowu "accidentally "It's dead, then Bei Xiaowu...Thinking of what he said, my heart trembles with fear.But I pretended to be calm and comforted Babao, and I said, it's okay, it's okay, I will find a way.

Babao nodded at the other end, she said, then Jiang Sheng, let's figure out a solution together.We must release Bei Xiaowu on bail. I am really afraid that he will suffer.

I hummed lightly, and when I hung up the phone, I was full of guilt and bitterness.

In this unaccompanied city, currently, there are only two people I can ask for "help", one is Cheng Tianyou and the other is Cheng Tianen.

However, which of the two should I beg for Bei Xiaowu?How humble should I ask Cheng Tianyou for help, or how humble should I beg Cheng Tianen to forgive me?
The two brothers are indeed my curse, a curse that I will never escape in my life.

Of course, at this time, there is something even more cursed, and that is the mushroom.I dragged my luggage and planned to take it out of the house, but it didn't appreciate it at all and played hide and seek with me.

So, I had to chase it all over the house, from the first floor to the second floor, and then from the second floor to the first floor.Mushroom's body is light, perfectly interpreting the escape dance, and I am chasing after it.If it wasn't for my kind heart, I really wanted to pick up a kitchen knife from the kitchen and throw a knife at it.

When Jin Ling came over, I was already exhausted and collapsed on the steps, panting heavily.Donggu licked his paws on the floor two meters away from me, with a pure and invincible expression on his face.

Jinling looked at me, then at the mushrooms, and asked curiously, why, Jiang Sheng, did your psychiatrist tell you that "running with mushrooms while dragging your suitcase" is good for your recovery from depression?

I shook my head weakly, pointed to the mushroom next to me, and said, I want to leave, but the mushroom didn't listen to me.

Jinling looked at me, smiled, and took out a box of opened sardine cans from the refrigerator, and put it at his feet, and Donggu, a worthless guy, rushed over.Jinling smiled and picked up the mushroom that was eating fish. She looked at me and said, well, it's such a simple thing.Don't be silly, let's go.

I followed behind Jinling, Donggu's round eyes stared at the box of canned sardines that he hadn't had time to eat, with a grievance on his face.I thought to myself, I spent a whole morning catching mushrooms, but Jinling took half a minute to finish it. It seems that I am not only a depression patient, but also a mentally handicapped patient.

The scenery of Xiaoyu Mountain is really beautiful, with the shade of trees in the middle of the mountain and the fragrance of flowers all the way.I looked at the mushrooms in Jinling's arms, and I didn't know if I was talking to myself or to Jinling, I have lived here for so long, and today I know that this place is still very beautiful.

Jin Ling looked back at me, smiled lightly, Jiang Sheng, are you reluctant to part with this place, or Cheng Tianyou?I bit my lip and said, I don't want to hear that name.

Jinling carried the mushroom and continued to walk forward. She whispered, Jiang Sheng, in fact, Tianyou misunderstood you. Of course it was wrong, but Tianen is his younger brother.If "others" said something wrong about Liang Sheng in front of you, as a younger sister, what would you do?

I frowned and said, but, I am not someone else to him... Jin Ling looked back at me, a sly smile flashed in his eyes, and said, oh, you are not someone else to him, so who are you to him? ?
I... I hesitated for a moment, looked up at Jinling, and blushed slightly.

Yes.What is my God bless?If I were not someone else, if I were his closest person, how could I ignore his feelings so much and let our relationship get to where it is today?
Some concerns are always revealed unconsciously. For example, I still care about this man named Cheng Tianyou.

Jinling looked at my twinkling eyes, and said with a smile, we only know how important those people are to us when we lose them.And when they are with us, we ignore them as we ignore the surrounding scenery.Just like Jiang Sheng, you ignored the beautiful scenery of Xiaoyu Mountain.Therefore, you are destined to miss the man walking out of this landscape...

I didn't speak, and my mind was completely hit by her.

When Jinling and I were waiting for a taxi by the side of the road, Jinling asked me, Jiang Sheng, tell me, will Tianyou remember to release Bei Xiaowu on bail?

I shook my head, laughed, definitely not.Because how unbearable and vicious I was to alienate their brotherhood!For a bad girl like me, why should he come to pity me and my friend?

Jinling said, oh.Then her eyes flicked to the end of the road.

I don't know if she is thinking about Tian En, thinking about how to make Tian En stop, let him let Bei Xiaowu go, let God bless me and let him go in the process!

Just when I was in a daze with Jinling, a small red Beetle stopped beside us.In the car, an extremely fashionable woman was wearing exaggerated brown glasses, and her curly brown hair was like waves on the sea. She took off her glasses and smiled at us with red lips and white teeth.She said, Jiang Sheng, Jin Ling, what are you doing?I turned around and saw Wei Young leaning against the car window, smiling at us with her head, suddenly, I don't know why I felt an indescribable feeling, it felt very strange.

Jin Ling looked at Wei Young, then smiled, and said, we are waiting for the bus.

Wei Young looked at me, hesitated for a moment, and said, wait for the bus?Why didn't God bless you?Also, Jiang Sheng, with your outfit, she pointed to the big suitcase next to me and asked, are you going to travel far away or... why did you even move your cat out?
Jin Ling was afraid that this question would make me sad and embarrassed, so he pretended to be happy and smoothed things over for me by saying, oh, Jiang Sheng just felt that he had been bothering God for a long time.Now that she has found a more suitable residence, she has moved out from Tianyou.

Wei Young looked at me with a suspicious expression on her face, and said, God will let you leave his side?Impossible, I know him too well.too weird!

I took a calm look at Wei Young and said, nothing surprising, I was kicked out by Cheng Tianyou.He kicked me out.

ah?Wei Young's chin almost fell to the ground, the wind blew through her beautiful hair like floating waves on the sea, she looked at me unwillingly, and asked, God Bless is good to you, anyone can tell.He will definitely marry you home this year, how could he kick you out?
Jin Ling looked at Wei Young, then at me, a trace of doubt flashed in her eyes, she opened her mouth to say something, but closed it again.Later, Jin Ling told me what she wanted to say at that time, she really wanted to ask Wei Young, are you the roundworm in Cheng Tianyou's stomach?How come Cheng Tianyou wants to "marry" Jiang Sheng, even Jiang Sheng himself doesn't know, you know?
I didn't answer Wei Young's words, because I didn't know how to answer.On my head, the wound from the eight treasures is still aching, so I don't allow me to think too much about it.I just think that Weiyang is really gossip, and has more gossip spirit than Jinling, a big reporter.Moreover, I also feel that she seems to be very concerned about whether Cheng Tianyou and I will be together.As if Cheng Tianyou and I were together, she had completed some kind of huge historical mission, so she could feel relieved.

Both Jinling and I hitchhiked in Weiyang's car.

Wei Young was in the front seat, looking at me through the rear view mirror from time to time, a hint of uneasiness flashed in her beautiful eyes.This kind of anxiety is beyond my comprehension, as if I couldn't explain why I had a strange feeling when I saw her driving.

When Wei Young sent Jinling and me to the flower shop, she told me that she had traveled some time ago and did not treat Jinling and me well.In recent days, she will not leave.She said, Jiang Sheng, you and Jin Ling come to "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems" to play when you have time, I am free anytime.

Wei Young has taken over the "Ning Xin, don't be safe" PUB, and Jin Ling and I have known it for a long time.Therefore, I would not have thought that Cheng Tianyou had released Ning Xin on bail.

When Wei Young left, I didn't know what was my motive, but I actually said, Wei Young, say hello to Sister Ning Xin for me!

As soon as the words were finished, Wei Young looked at me in surprise, and it took her a long time to recover.She pondered for a while, looked at me, and said, Jiang Sheng, did you leave Xiaoyushan because Tianyou hid the matter of saving my sister from you and had a conflict with him?
I sighed and said, how can it be.Sister Ning Xin came out, I am very happy.It's just that Tianyou shouldn't hide from me... Speaking of which, I smiled and said, it's all over, Weiyang, go get busy, Jinling and I will go and play with you when we have time.

Wei Young smiled and said, okay, I will definitely convey your greetings to Sister Ning Xin.When the name "Ning Xin" was said, her beautiful eyes glanced at Jin Ling, which was meaningful.

Jin Ling's eyes lightly glanced to one side, not meeting Wei Young's gaze.Suddenly, my heart became a little nervous. Could it be that Wei Young already knew that the bag of methamphetamine that pushed Ning Xin into the fire pit was done by Jin Ling to save me?
After Wei Young and her beautiful little beetle disappeared, Jin Ling breathed a sigh of relief.It can be seen that the unintentional harm to Ning Xin that time back then was like a big stone, weighing heavily on her heart.However, what Jinling did out of desperation back then was to prevent me from being hurt?

We are always careful to protect the dearest people around us, but unintentionally, we hurt others’ dearest people; we can protect our dearest people without hesitation, then, when others want to protect themselves, we have hurt the most What about dear ones, will it push us to the end?

Thinking of this, I gently shook Jinling's hand, she looked at the fingertips of my hand holding her, smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, I'm fine.I nod.

Suddenly, as if I remembered something, I looked again at the road where Wei Young and her little beetle disappeared. I finally understood why I had that strange feeling when I saw Wei Young appearing in a car.Because a long time ago, when I thought I saw Liang Sheng chasing that white Lincoln in a trance, I was hit by a small beetle.I have been hurt before, so it is inevitable that I have lingering fears about small cars like the "Beetle", which is why I have that strange feeling about Wei Young.

Jinling seemed to see what was on my mind, and she said, Hey, Jiang Sheng, did you get knocked stupid by a little beetle?There are so many little Beetles in the world, are they all the one that hit you?Don't be in a daze, go in and decorate your new residence.

I responded lightly, I got it.

19 Sister Jiang Sheng, if you go to Cheng Tianyou at night, you must pay attention to "safety"...

It has been about a week since I left Xiaoyushan.

During this time, Jinling and I have been planning how to release Bei Xiaowu on bail.

Jinling didn't say anything, I knew that she went to see Cheng Tianen, but there was no result.

I often wondered, that day, what kind of expression did Tianen have when facing the girl I once liked?Would there be a soft light in those indifferent eyes?But, how could the heart be as hard as iron, rejecting Jinling's request?

Babao came to watch from time to time, the "basin" she left on my head.Ke Xiaorou was beside her, looking like a little bird.Our "party" at the flower shop had only one purpose, and that was to get Bei Xiaowu out of the police station.Later, Jin Ling said in a low voice, Jiang Sheng, I went to find Tian En...

I looked at the bunches of blooming flowers by the wall, interrupted Jin Ling, and said, I know everything.

Yes, since Xiao Jiu left, she has been the most trustworthy friend by my side.And, I am also convinced that I know her as a person.What she will do, what she will not do, and how she will do it, I know.

Just because we are good friends, very good friends.

The reason why she has kept this matter in her heart for so many days is because, on the one hand, she did not succeed; on the other hand, it may be because when she went to see Cheng Tianen, she must have encountered something that she was unwilling to tell others.This confused her.

In the end, the three of them, Babao, Ke Xiaorou, and Jinling, all fixed their eyes on me—they all tried their best for Bei Xiaowu, and they begged the person who should beg the most, and there was only me. And I, instead of doing my best for Bei Xiaowu, went to beg Cheng Tianyou.At this time, Cheng Tianyou should be the person most capable of releasing Bei Xiaowu on bail.

I lowered my head, not daring to look into their eyes.

Am I being selfish?Just for my own feelings, regardless of whether Bei Xiaowu will encounter any harm.

There was a long silence.In the end, Babao couldn't hold her breath any longer, and she jumped off the table with a slightly excited tone.She said, Jiang Sheng, we don't want to say anything else, just want to say, if you enter the police station now, Bei Xiaowu will get you out even if he sells his liver, lungs and heart!

Babao didn't say the latter, but I know her subtext is, Jiang Sheng, what about you?You have been shrinking behind things like this, just nervous here, but doing nothing!How could Bei Xiaowu have a friend like you?He was really unlucky for eight lifetimes!

I avoided their staring eyes and looked at the ground. I didn't want to but saw the squinting eyes of Donggu. The strange thing is that its eyes were also full of contempt.I got up and put the flowers in my hand into the vase by the wall, looked at Jinling, Babao, Ke Xiaorou, and said, tonight, I will go to Cheng Tianyou...

As soon as Babao heard it, he jumped onto the table with a swish, and looked at me with a smile, like two crescent moons.She said, Sister Jiang Sheng, I knew Brother Xiaowu was such a friend-loving person, and the friends he made must also be friends with loyalty!After finishing speaking, she jumped in front of me again and said, Sister Jiang Sheng, you won't be angry with what I just said, right?

I laughed and shook my head, you just stated a fact about Bei Xiaowu, how could I be angry?

When the four of us were arranging the flowers together, Ke Xiaorou suddenly asked me, Jiang Sheng, did Dr. Lu come to see you?

I looked back at Ke Xiaorou, looked at his red lips, white teeth, and picturesque eyebrows, and suddenly had an indescribable feeling that he was like Lu Wenjun's girlfriend, who came to monitor whether my boyfriend had sex with me. It's like some bad behavior.

In fact, it may be that I am not good.Ke Xiaorou can be mixed with Babao, he should be the kind of man who is very manly and loyal, but unfortunately, his appearance is too feminine, I'm sorry for his unyielding spirit.

After I regained my senses, I smiled and said, I have been here before, but I have already told him that I am now a girl or a young woman in a slum, not Mr. Cheng’s little pet kept in Xiaoyushan. Already unable to pay his high mental medical bills.Therefore, I, a grassroots girl or young woman, can no longer be his female patient!Jinling looked at me curiously, she didn't understand whether I wanted to be a "girl" or a "young woman".Actually, I meant to say "girl", but facing Babao, a 16-year-old girl, I felt that if I, a 21-year-old young woman, were still so hypocritical, I would be despised.But I am not reconciled that I am no longer a "girl" but a "young woman", so I provided two identities of "girl or young woman" for Ke Xiaorou to choose.

Ke Xiaorou shook his thin neck and said, what did Lu Wenjun say?He will definitely heal you!Babao grabbed Ke Xiaorou, shook it twice, and said, hello, Ke Xiaoshou, why would such a senior doctor as Lu Wenjun provide free services to Jiang Sheng?Does he have a crush on the young woman Jiang Sheng?
I hate eight treasures.I am a girl, not a young woman!
Ke Xiaorou broke free from Babao's hand, he helped the pair of elegant glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said with a smile, I didn't mean that, but Lu Wenjun has a bad habit, that is, it is difficult to turn back when he has decided on something.He looked at Babao again and said, besides, my name is Ke Xiaorou, not Ke Xiaoshou! ! !You unscrupulous girl!

I watched helplessly as I was called a "young girl" by Babao, and I watched Babao called a "girl" by Ke Xiaorou. At that time, I felt that there was nothing more unreasonable than this!Didn't Ke Xiaorou realize that my innocent face looks more like a girl than Babao's face that is so full of ghosts and wolves?
Jinling probably saw the jealousy in my eyes, she leaned into my ear and whispered, Jiang Sheng, Babao is a girl, you just "look" like a girl.After finishing speaking, she avoided my almost murderous eyes, quietly hid behind Babao, with her back to me.

I looked at Babao, then looked at Ke Xiaorou, and said, um, yes, it seems that Lu Wenjun said that my depression should be cured for free, because I am his patient, and he has money or not. of patients.

Babao stuck out his tongue and said, fortunately, "he has money or not, they are all his patients", if "they are all his patients whether they are sick or not", sister Jiang Sheng, you have to sue him for "sexual harassment".

(End of this chapter)