Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 35 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (35)
I am your dearest child, but in your most helpless time, I did not become your angel (1)
Ginger:

At that time, were you very lonely, only talking to that pot of ginger flowers that others would never be able to decipher, waiting for a girl named Jiang Sheng, like an angel, to help you retrieve those withered memories of your youth.

I'm sorry, Liang Sheng.I am your dearest child, but in your most helpless time, I did not become your angel.

Cheng Tianyou:
Every time I accompany you for psychotherapy, I am very scared.When you entered the hypnosis, the strange dreams you talked about made my heart tremble continuously.I am not afraid that he is deep in your heart, and you will not forget it; what I am afraid of is that the harm I have done to you is so great that even in your dreams, I play the role of hurting you.Even reincarnation!Even through time!Even if they changed dynasties, changed identities and changed names!
I am always the one who raises the dagger at you!
06 In his lonely face, how much is my sorrow?

In a coma, it is an endless nightmare.

The most painful thing in the world is that when sadness comes, you have to pretend to smile.On the one hand, the tears are full of twists and turns; on the other hand, he proudly raises his face and smiles at the white clouds in the sky.

Fool, the smile that looks up is fake, but the one that holds back the tears is real.

Well, what am I saying here?What I mean is, no matter what kind of joke language I use to tell you, the "traversal" in my nightmare is "a smile with my head up"; what I "restrain" is not only tears, but my own despair.Didn't Tianyou scold me so painfully just now, saying that I am always trying to win your sympathy?Excuse me for an "incest"!
Forgive me for not mentioning these two words again, because it is really like fire, it will burn my eyes, my face, my skin, and my heart.Now, let’s get down to business, let’s talk about my nightmare in a coma——I was once again guided through by those popular novels!
Unfortunately, the more I was afraid of transmigrating into someone, the more I transmigrated into someone——I became Pan Jinlian, leaning against the window to watch the busy traffic downstairs, posing.I heard that Xiao Pan is a beautiful woman, so I was eager to see what I looked like, but after searching for a long time, I couldn't find a mirror.

Overtones of history: Are you looking for a mirror?You hadn't invented the mirror yet!You modern people are restless!If you really want to take a photo, let your husband, Mr. Wu, urinate on you and take a photo!

Cut, without a mirror, I have my own way.So, I found a water tank in the backyard.It was full of photos here and there, the beauty in the water was really a shameful woman in the moon, especially the beauty mole on the center of the eyebrow, how ecstasy it was.I thought elatedly in my heart, it's almost time, it's almost time, and I'm about to meet the legendary handsome guy Xiaoxi.The book said that when I was picking out the curtains, the bamboo pole that supported the window hit Xiaoxi, and then my eyes were tangled, lightning flashed and thunder thundered, and dry sticks burned!
Overtones of history: You are modern!How picky you are!In the 21st century, you not only advocate free love in marriage!Your affair also advocates a free affair!You don't have to follow the book!Prepare bamboo poles in your left hand and bricks in your right hand!If you like Xiaoxi, you can hit him with a bamboo pole!If you don't like him, you can smash him to death with a brick!

I thought to myself, um!It's a good idea. It is indeed necessary to adhere to the policy of "grasping with both hands and being tough with both hands".Just as I was about to leave the water tank, I was knocked unconscious by a brick behind me, and it fell into the water tank... a short man outside the water tank yelled angrily: Hey!you slut!He even hooked up with that bastard Simon!See if I don't kill you for making pickles in a water tank!

Overtones of history: Ah!I'm too forgetful, I forgot to tell you, you have hooked up with Xiaoxi a few days ago, and under the guidance of Wang Po, a pimp, you have hooked up with an official Ximen!You don't need to find a bamboo pole to fight for being a "harlot", you are already sure enough to soak a pig cage!

My heart sank, since Wuhan University has come to the door, is it possible that I, Jiang Sheng, should be responsible for poisoning Wuhan University?Let me first emerge from the bottom of the water to see my "short-lived" husband Wu Dalang, and comfort him who will be murdered by me and Xiaoxi soon!

No, that Wu Dalang was holding a brick outside the water tank and staring at me. Before I could speak, he suddenly put away his angry face, turned to wailing, and said, Grandma, you poisonous snake girl, please don’t worry. Don't kill me!I am not really "Wu Da", I am that "Xiao Wu" of the 21st century!I learned to read online articles and time-travel with a bastard bastard, idiot, tea egg, and bad friend named Jiang Sheng. I also thought about time-traveling thousands of times in reality, but I didn’t expect time-traveling to become Wuhan University!So nasty!

I was stunned and asked him, grandma, is your surname Bei?
"Xiao Wu" nodded, grandma's poisonous snake girl, how do you know?
I touched the back of my head injured by him, and sighed, because I am that bastard, idiot, idiot, tea egg, bad friend!
"Bei Xiaowu" was taken aback, have you also traveled through time?
I nodded and said yes.

"Bei Xiaowu" muttered, what a coincidence.

I nodded and said, yes, what a coincidence!
"Bei Xiaowu" stayed for a while, and asked me, Grandma Jiang Sheng, you won't really poison me to death, will you?If you want to poison me to death, then Wu Song will definitely kill you!

I shook my head and said, we are such good friends, how could I do it!
"Bei Xiaowu" said, you are lying!Four years ago, when Cheng Tianyou wanted to chop off the fingers of Liang Sheng and me, you could have chosen me!I do remember this account.Let me tell you, if I become Wusong through crossing, I will definitely not fight the tiger in Jingyanggang first, I will kill you first!Don't care if you're out of the wall or out of the wall!
The words of "Bei Xiaowu" opened up my scars, and I said to him incoherently, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!Tears also fell down.

It turns out that the debt owed will have to be repaid after another life!But, Bei Xiaowu, I'm really sorry.

I don't want to, at this time, the official Ximen finally appeared on the stage. He ran towards me with his little boots swinging his hooves in the air, shouting while running, whore, whore, I am an adulterer!Quickly poison that Wuda to death, so that Wu Song can kill me quickly and bring me back to modern times!I don't want to time travel to become Ximen Qing!

Bei Xiaowu and I turned around together, and while wiping my tears, I asked Ximen Qing who was eager to be killed by Wu Song, who is your real deity?Which dynasty passed through?
"Ximen Qing" sighed, it seems that time travel is only popular in the 21st century, other dynasties don't play this game!Who am I?I do not know either!I lost my memory.I don't know who I am anymore!All I know is that I'm looking for a potted plant, a plant that has never bloomed, but I don't remember what it is!

Liang Sheng?Are you Liang Sheng?

Suddenly, the whole dream became chaotic, my body almost became ethereal, and the arrow of yearning finally pierced my heart after years of preparation.

Brother, is that you?

I looked at the handsome man in front of me, and in an instant, my heart was torn apart.It turns out that to see you, you need to cut off time and space?But you and I who have traveled through time and space have such an embarrassing relationship?Could it be, is it really as Cheng Tianyou said?This longing will last forever!

I raised my hand slowly, and slowly stretched out to the face of this reincarnated life in front of me, but he dodged in a panic, with some boy-specific innocence imprinted between his brows, even though he passed through such a romantic body However, he still couldn't erase his unique imprint.

Just as I was looking at Liang Sheng with tears in my eyes, another great figure jumped in without following the logic of history!Holding the corner of Wang Po's clothes in his left hand, he rushed directly at "Ximen Qing" and "Pan Jinlian" (of course, that is "Xiaoxi who is most likely Liang Sheng" and me).

Xiaoxi was startled, Wu Song?

When Wu Song saw that Wu Da was still alive, he yelled at me and "Xiaoxi", you two idiots!Why didn't you poison my brother to death?one two three!Poison him!Hurry up, so that I can kill you two, I hate this time travel to death!
ah?I, Liang Sheng, and Bei Xiaowu were all stunned.

"Wu Song" said in a daze, "ah what?"Have you also traveled through time?

The three of us nodded in unison: yes.

"Wu Song" nodded lightly, and said, what a coincidence!Then, he said, don't care, since they are time-traveled, then quickly, Ximen and Jinlian poisoned Wuhan University, and let him return to reality!I kill you both, bring you both back to reality, and then I kill myself!Wuhuxing Entertainment is currently signing artists, I don't have time to play games with you kids!After finishing speaking, he waved his knife at me and Liang Sheng!

I tightly protected the ignorant Liang Sheng, and wept at Tianyou who passed through Cheng Wusong.I said, God bless, I am Jiang Sheng and he is Liang Sheng, please don't hurt us!

When Cheng Tianyou heard the word "Liang Sheng", the knife that had stopped in the air because of the word "Jiang Sheng" chopped it down fiercely again!
At that moment, Liang Sheng, who had just recovered from the loss, was instantly stained with blood on his clothes.No matter how hard I try to block it, my body is like air, unable to stop Cheng Tianyou's blade.

It turns out, Liang Sheng, in reality four years ago, my body couldn't stop the harm he caused you; in time travel four years later, my body still couldn't protect you!
Cheng Tianyou's eyes were full of raging anger, and he stabbed him again and again!Liang Sheng fell into a pool of blood, and the warm blood splashed all over my face, my hands, and my body.

I cried and passed out amidst his bright blood!
next.nightmare.nightmare.In a coma, a long nightmare.

When I opened my eyes, a light from the ceiling caught my eyes.Snow-white walls, white sheets, and me on the hospital bed infusion.I gently closed my eyes, trying to block the dazzling light.However, after I close my eyes, the nightmare-like images in the dream follow me like a shadow - Liang Sheng bleeding all over the floor, Jiang Sheng who is suffering and helpless, Tianyou who is full of indifference and cruelty... Such images are entangled and hurt my heart , so that I dare not continue to close my eyes, I can only open them and face the slightly glaring light in reality.

Cheng Tianyou was leaning against the window, with his back to me, just a back view, and there was infinite loneliness in it.

The sun shines through the blinds, and falls on his sea-blue shirt one brightly and one darkly. He is so silent, and his silent figure cast in this white space is so abrupt.Like a heart, like a wound, more like the wings of an angel.

Suddenly, my heart throbbed with pain.Because his lonely shadow hurts.

I am really selfish, what right do I have to ask him to bear my scars?Just because of his love for me?In the name of love, through his connivance, he is even more greedy and demanding!How much of his lonely shadow is the ashes I gave?In his lonely face, how much is the sadness I gave?
God bless.I called him timidly, tears streaming down my cheeks.

He turned around and looked at me who woke up. His eyes were as calm as a waveless lake, and he couldn't see clearly the joys and sorrows.He raised his hand, rubbed the gauze on the wound on his forehead, and said, are you awake again?

again?I looked at him hesitantly, why am I unconscious?This was obviously the first time I woke up after arriving at the hospital.

Tianyou smiled lightly and said, yes.Oh, the doctor said, you didn't have enough sleep, and you were too depressed, so... Before he finished speaking, he suddenly stopped and looked at me in surprise.Because he saw the quiet tears on my cheeks, they were still flowing wantonly.

Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?He came up to me and asked me, what's wrong with you?I'm sorry, today, I shouldn't have said that impulsively.I'm sorry, Jiang Sheng.He sighed deeply, his beautiful eyes were like dark pools of water, calm and painful.

I shook my head, raised my hand to wipe my tears, and said, no, nothing.It's just that I suddenly felt sad.After saying this, I sneaked a glance at him, I didn't want him to know that I was worried about him, so worried that tears could fall so unscrupulously.

Oh.Tianyou's expression dimmed inexplicably, and deep depression enshrouded his brows firmly.He pretended to be calm and said, just now, I invited the most famous psychiatrist in this hospital to hypnotize you.

Hypnosis?Tianyou's words startled me, and I couldn't help asking.

Yes, hypnosis.Doctors say this will lead to a better understanding of the source of your depression, which will allow you to get better sooner.When he said this, Tianyou's eyebrows were full of forbearable sadness.This kind of sadness made me wonder whether I said something that hurt him under hypnosis and made him feel so sad.

Wait, I suddenly discovered the problem I just ignored. God bless him, he said me, depression?Thinking of this, I looked at Cheng Tianyou in confusion, and asked him, didn't you say that I have depression?
The sadness in Tianyou's eyes became more and more intense, and he nodded silently.

As soon as he finished nodding, I immediately had an attack. In an instant, the sadness that was caused by him was gone, only the anger in my heart.I bounced off the bed and yelled: Impossible!You have depression!Get out of the way, I'm leaving the hospital!I don't want to be in this ghost place and listen to your nonsense!

Cheng Tianyou hurriedly stepped forward to stop me. He pushed me back on the bed who was undergoing an infusion, and said with burning eyes, Jiang Sheng, this is just your emotional problem. Didn’t you notice it?How moody your mood has been lately!Don't imagine it to be so scary, okay?If you continue to make trouble like this, I will also need a psychiatrist, and I will also suffer from depression!After finishing speaking, his eyes were fixed on me, entangled with pain and contradiction.

I was overwhelmed by the pained light in his eyes.Jinling once said that it is very selfish and cruel to let the person who loves you witness the suffering you have endured for the person you love.

For so many years, he has cared for me wholeheartedly, but at this moment, he wants to watch me suffer from depression due to the loss of Liang Sheng.Depression is not terrible, what is terrible is the frustration left by this incident.

He cherishes and loves him so much, but it can't match the shadow left in my heart by one person.

What a shame and setback for him, this godlike man!
I stared blankly at him who pressed me on the bed, at the anger and sadness hidden in his eyes.His tall and beautiful nose is like an exquisite sculpture, leaning against my eyes, and his tight lips are curved in an indifferent and seductive arc.

At such a close distance, I suddenly heard the sound of his strong heartbeat.One sound, one sound, fell into my cochlea, knocking on my heart.

There was a long silence.There was a long silence.

Are you blushing?He opened his mouth and said, the original sadness and anger in his eyes suddenly disappeared, replaced by an inexplicable sense of pride and conquest.

Just as I was about to speak, the door was pushed open with a bang, and Bei Xiaowu staggered in.When he saw it, he immediately screamed: Wu Song, Pan Jinlian, what are you two doing!Then Jiang Sheng, don't sleepwalk into Pan Jinlian, just think that you are Pan Jinlian, okay?

Uh--

I really can't blame Bei Xiaowu for being so emotional.At this time, Cheng Tianyou was pressing my shoulder, and his nose was only ten centimeters away from mine.Moreover, it was on a hospital bed.

You can go and verify for yourself, what an ambiguous gesture and distance this is.

But how did he know about my dream?

07 Hello, Jiang Sheng.I'm Lu Wenjun, your psychiatrist.

Bei Xiaowu was sitting by my bed, his white scribbled T-shirt smelled faintly of alcohol.This is his own work. He bought countless white T-shirts with the same face painted on them: a young girl with a delicate face and a lazy, extremely indifferent expression, as if she could jump from the painting to me at any time , pointed at me, and yelled: Jiang Sheng, grandma, do you miss your great little Jiugu grandma?

You still miss her a lot, don't you?I looked up, looked at the portrait of Xiaojiu on Bei Xiaowu's white T-shirt, and the eye-catching words "Where are you, my girl" under the portrait, and asked him softly.

Where are you, my girl?

where are you my dear girl
Write it on your chest every day and year after year, waiting and thinking about it every day and year after year.

I suddenly realized how stupid my question was?If you don't want her, why put her on your chest, hoping that people who know her will tell you her whereabouts; Snowy Christmas is back again.

Bei Xiaowu frowned slightly, and then relaxed it quickly.He didn't seem to like me asking about Xiao Jiu, it would make his alcohol-intoxicated thoughts suddenly become sensitive.Therefore, he deliberately raised his voice and changed the topic, as if I had never asked him anything.He said: Ah, Grandma Jiang Sheng, you have such a virtue that you will suffer from depression!Oh, what a delicate disease, you, a grassroots girl, can get it, isn't it legendary?In Weijiaping, you think about braised pork all day long, but you don’t think about depression. After changing the water and soil, you turned into the young lady of the Cheng family, and you have this gorgeous disease!It's not easy!
I was caught by his sudden nonsense, and I forgot what I wanted to ask him just now, so I stared straight at the drip in the infusion bottle, which dripped into my vein drop by drop.

Bei Xiaowu said, "Jiang Sheng, although I don't like Cheng Tianyou, I think he will protect you better than anyone else. He is probably the person who can make you happiest in this world!"You believe in your Brother Wu, marry him as soon as possible, and give birth to a baby as soon as possible, it must be like Liang Sheng!In this way, you don't have to think about him getting depression!Otherwise, I would say that the psychiatrist is nothing!I think my method can best treat your depression!
But, why don’t I think so——Bei Xiaowu’s voice had just landed when the door of the ward was gently pushed open, and a strange man’s voice came slowly, the voice seemed to be smiling, smiling, and retorting The fallacy that Bei Xiaowu just published.

What kind of voice is this, which can make people's hearts suddenly calm down, and the original impetuous emotions will become soft in an instant.I looked towards the door full of curiosity, wondering what kind of man would have such a magical voice.

Smiling lips, smiling eyes, smiling nose bridge, smiling face——When I saw the man in front of the door, I was stunned. His face was so calm, but it actually made people feel that he was so calm. In a smile, a smile that falls from the clouds to the world.He looked at me staring at him all the time, and finally smiled faintly.In an instant, the whole world is surrounded by his slight smile, and spring blossoms.

(End of this chapter)