Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 334 Qingcheng II (101)
Epilogue: Three years (19)
I want to tell you a long, long story, would you like to hear me finish it?

At the moment when I turned around and left, I seemed to hear the soft sound of the guitar, the sound of the strings so soft, so lightly wrapped, between the out of tune and out of tune, there was a child’s voice singing childishly Zhou Chuanxiong's "Lonely Sandbar Cold"——

Heartbroken since you left,
White tung trees flutter in the wind.

Falling flowers seem to be affectionate, this season.

The wind by the river blows wildly,

Constantly fiddle with Liren's tears.

Such a strong love can no longer be given.

Sad night after night.

When the thread of memory is entangled in the past, it is fragmented.

It was panic that took over my heart.

With flowers and butterflies,

Guyan can fly together.

In the dead of night, people wandered alone.

……

In an instant, as if a pair of hands were placed on my shoulders, I suddenly turned around and gently opened the door.

The moment the door was opened, I was completely stunned.

In the small courtyard, there are several tables, and the guests are talking around their own fires.

But my gaze was firmly attracted by the figure in the corridor. He lowered his head, the corners of his eyes were indifferent, and he gently held the hand of the little boy who was singing with a milky voice. Fiddle and make up for the notes lost by the children.

The moment the door opened, the waiter rushed up and said, miss, welcome back.

I didn't speak, just stood there stupidly, looking at him in the corridor, for such a long time, like years, the child's voice disappeared, and the child in his arms looked at me, eyes suddenly filled with tears.

He froze for a moment, and was about to ask why he stopped, but unconsciously followed the child to look at the door.

In an instant, I heard the sound of a broken string, as if his heart had stopped beating.

He stood up slowly, the stars in the sky were shattered in his eyes, the expression of not knowing whether to cry or laugh, was full of tears and longing.

There was also mist in my eyes.

At this time, Niannian who was following behind suddenly took Chen Feiyang's hand and slipped in. She raised her head strangely, looked at me who was staying there, then took my hand with her small hand, and shouted, Mom!

As if there was a thunder, he who was walking towards me suddenly stopped at that moment.

The little boy who was in his arms and wanted to run towards me was tightly restrained by him, and the "mother" that he didn't call out was forced into his thin throat.

The little boy raised his head strangely, and looked at him incomprehensibly, but he could also feel that this was the restraint from his father.

Chen Feiyang looked at the two of us strangely, and smiled, do you know each other?
For a while, I could only stare at him blankly, refusing to move my eyes away like I was looking at a dream that I was afraid of waking up the next moment, but Jiang Han nodded, and he looked at Nian Nian beside me.

When Chen Feiyang saw the handsome guy, he laughed desperately, regardless of the weird atmosphere, he held my hand heartily, and said, Tianya, this is an old acquaintance in another land!Great!

Jiang Han looked at him, hesitated for a moment, may I ask you...

Chen Feiyang smiled, wishing he could get rid of the relationship with me, but due to reality, he still told Jiang Han the truth, Chen Feiyang, her new husband!Come on honeymoon!
Jiang Han froze for a moment, then came back to his senses, leaned over, looked at Nian Nian, and asked, what's your name?
Nian Nian was afraid of being surprised, and quietly hid behind me. My voice trembled, but my eyes never left Jiang Han's body. I said, Nian Nian, shout...call...uncle...

Chen Feiyang was afraid that Jiang Han would misunderstand that this was the egg he laid with me, so he immediately said, this is the child of her and her ex-husband.

Jiang Han stood up, muttered softly, Nian Nian?predecessor?
Then, he suddenly smiled, as if he had an epiphany, and at the end of his eyes, there was a kind of powerless sorrow. He smiled at me, as if paying homage, and said to Xiaotong, Xiaotong, call me auntie.

The little boy was stunned for a while, and after a long time, he whispered: "Auntie."

Jiang Han looked at me and said, Nian Nian?Gu Nian?Never forget?hehe!How strong you have to be to dare not forget.

After speaking, he turned around and sat back silently in front of the charcoal fire.

The little boy suddenly chased him and said, Dad, can I finish singing that song for... Auntie?
Jiang Han didn't look back.

The little boy looked at me, and half a day later, he sang childishly——

When happy lovers send red, share the joy.

Close your eyes, don't dare to turn your head when you are sad.

Still picking up all the cold branches, refusing to rest, with slight regret.

Who should I miss on the lonely sandbar?
Just like that, my heart was broken by the little boy's singing.

Chen Feiyang asked me, you owe your friend a lot of money, right?Why is he not enthusiastic at all?

As soon as he disliked Jiang Han's lack of enthusiasm, he himself became enthusiastic. He had to sit with Jiang Han and kept asking him about the attractions in Phoenix.

Jiang Han didn't look at me, and replied politely, with indifference and alienation.

Chen Feiyang became a little drunk when he drank the rice wine from Miaoxiang. He asked Jiang Han, why are you staying in this ancient city when you are so young?

Jiang Han froze for a moment, raised his head and took a sip of the rice wine, laughed at himself, and said, wait for someone.

Chen Feiyang asked, does she know that you are waiting for her?
Jiang Han smiled and said, I thought she knew.

Chen Feiyang continued to maintain the innocence that I couldn't stop, and asked again, will she come?

Jiang Han glanced at me, smiled, his voice was soft enough to make you want to cry, he looked at the courtyard door, as if sketching a dream, and said, I have imagined the picture of her pushing this courtyard door countless times, In the dream, when I was in a daze, when I was carving a wooden comb... But, in fact, I know, she can't come.

Chen Feiyang sighed, patted him on the shoulder, and said, as long as you miss her, she will definitely come!

Jiang Han smiled, lowered his eyes, and was slightly sad. He said, I thought so too...

Then, he was silent for a long time, and opened his mouth slowly, because, a long time ago, also in Fenghuang, she told me that if she loves someone, she will find him in thousands of mountains and rivers.It's just that at that time, she loved another him, not me...

Speaking of this, he raised his eyes slightly, looked at me, lowered his head, smiled, and said, Later, I was imprisoned, with no term... When she visited the prison, she said she fell in love with me, she said she would Waiting for my whole life, if it is not a red candle, it is a bone of bones!I said I don't believe it... Now it seems that I still believe her.I went to her home to look for her, and her mother told me that she had gone far away and didn't know when she would be back.

...So, I asked her old man to tell her that I am waiting for her in Fenghuang!Just like that, I waited for her in a place where I thought it was easiest for her to find me, waiting for her to come to me!Because, I really want to confirm whether I am really the person she fell in love with as she said!He is really a person worth looking for from thousands of miles away!

...Hehe, I'm wayward!

... In love, I was self-willed and naive only once!But he was punished!In fact, I shouldn't be willful!Shouldn't be naive!I love her!I ran to her to find her the first moment I deserved to be released from prison, begging her to love me like before!accept me!How could I leave such an important matter to that silly woman.how can……

Speaking of this, his eyes were red, and there was only one sentence in a thousand words: How could it be...

After Jiang Han said these words, he went back to the house without looking back.

Under the light in front of the window, what was reflected was the figure of a man packing his luggage.

My tears flowed down unstoppably, my heart has been torn apart by his accusation.

Chen Feiyang looked at me and suddenly asked, is it him?
I stared at him blankly, not knowing what he meant.

Chen Feiyang smiled, and said, why do you think I got on the plane suddenly... Speaking of which, he sighed, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up slightly. He said, when I left, your mother told me that if I Phoenix If there is a man who makes you cry like a cabbage ball, I have this letter for you.

As he spoke, he lowered his head, took out a letter from his pocket, and put it in my hand.

I hesitated for a moment, and quickly opened the letter——

End of the World:

By the time you read this letter, you must have met him.

27 years ago, when your mother gave birth to you, she was determined to make you the happiest girl in the world.

Maybe, every parent has a selfish side and hopes that their children's love will be normal and complete. Therefore, in these years, your mother has always forced you to go on blind dates and get married.

When I saw you dating Chen Feiyang, I thought the happiness I wanted for you had finally come.But...but...later, I found out that he is gay...

At that moment, my mother's heart was about to break.

How stupid you are, how much you love him, in order to fulfill your love for him, you don't even give yourself a retreat!

After hating your disappointment, I started to hate myself again. I made you so anxious that I forced you to come up with such an idea.

That night, my mother cried all night.

I know, you are a filial girl, but what mother wants to see is your true happiness, and she doesn't want to see you bury yourself in a cold tomb...

Lao Ai also followed me and sighed all night.

He said, where are we going to find that man for you!
He said that if he could make that man alive and give it to his daughter, he would even give up his own life!
……

Tianya, this is something that I even hide from your father, that is him, alive.

Two years ago, when he came to you, I drove him away.Because just a few days ago, his family members came, and the meaning was simple and clear, that is, they opposed you being together. Now they escaped death and got their son out of prison, hoping that he can live a decent life and don’t want him with you again...

Whether it's for your protection or a mother's self-esteem, I really don't think it would be good for you to live with a son who has a criminal record and stains... So, when he came to you I told him that you were already married.

But he refused to believe it, he said, you once told him that you would always be waiting for him!

Then, he said, he will wait for you in Fenghuang, the only small home you share!Waiting for you forever!

At that time, I thought he was a bastard.

……

In this way, over the years, seeing you depressed and unhappy day by day, being a mother is also suffering repeatedly.

I thought that as time passed, everything would be fine.

But knowing about Chen Feiyang, I just want to understand that what you said to me at that time was not stupid.

You said, Mom, why can I write so many loves promised by life and death, but in reality, I am a fool if I want a love promised by life and death!

So now, Mommy will tell you everything.

But, mom didn't dare to say it in front of you, because mom was afraid that after she said it, when you rushed to Fenghuang desperately, what you pushed open was a cold door, and what you saw was an empty home.

Yes, even though the kid said it in a hype, he said he would wait for you forever!

But mother is just a girl like you, mother is reluctant to let you feel wronged, mother is afraid that he is just talking, mother is afraid that he will not love you as much as you love him.In fact, what mother is most afraid of is that her stubbornness will delay you.

If that's the case, Mom would rather you didn't know the truth of the whole thing!Rather you thought he was really dead.

I told Feiyang Chen:
1. If that bastard has a mistress, don't show this letter to my daughter.

2. Don't show this letter to my daughter if the bastard goes to the building and it's empty.

3. If my daughter falls in love with you, you should immediately make yourself straight and take care of my daughter for the rest of her life.

If you see him, he doesn't have a mistress, and you read this letter, mother wants to tell you that maybe this kid is really worthy of your entrustment for life.Regardless of whether his family members are family members or not, a person is only young once in his life.

Parents gave birth to you, coaxing you and holding you like a princess, they didn't let you come to this world to compromise!

Well, silly girl, don't cry.

Hurry up and coax my silly uncle, let him wait for so long, go and tell him, come back on May [-]st to make up for the wedding!His father-in-law made braised pork for him.

your mother dictates
Lao Ai Runse wrote
Ps: Dad's polishing is not bad, anyway, we can be regarded as half a scholarly family.

After reading this letter, my tears have fallen all over the ground, and I have mixed feelings in my heart.

It turned out that he was looking for me.

It turned out that he was really waiting for me.

It turns out that I am not the only one who misses him to the point of dying...

Chen Feiyang patted me and said, why are you still standing there? Didn't you see that guy's glass heart was shattered all over the ground, why do you still care about it?My daughter-in-law is obviously named Jiang Nian!
I looked up and looked at Chen Feiyang gratefully.

Turning around and walking towards Jiang Han's room, he suddenly stopped me and said, Hey, Tianya.Hainan Island has also read this letter!He said, if that kid is still waiting for you!Then hand you over to him, and he will die in peace!
I smiled sadly.

The moment I pushed open the door, Jiang Han looked back at me and was stunned for a moment.

Under the light, his sideburns are so beautiful, his eyes are still so bright, but his voice is so cold, he looked at me, but as if he was talking to an unrelated person, saying, she won’t Here I go, too.

She won't come, and I should go too.

My heart ached a little, why didn't I understand what kind of torment his heart, which didn't know the truth, was going through at this moment.

In this way, I looked at him, looking at him so persistently. Suddenly, I grabbed his sleeve and hugged him tightly from behind, as if I had poured all my luck and strength into my life.

He froze there, his limbs were as stiff as ice sculptures.

I pressed my face tightly against his back, feeling the temperature of his body, and tears flowed down my face without realizing it.

I almost cried and said, what if she comes?

I said, if she tells you that the child is named Jiang Nian; if she shows you a letter; and she wants to tell you a long, long story about how she really loves you, her Really really been waiting for your story...would you like to let her tell it to you?

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