Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 318 Qingcheng II (85)
Epilogue: Three years (3)
mom!I'll listen to you!I'm on a blind date!I got married!

In the end, before I had time to commit suicide, my mother was already one step ahead of me.

Because she called me and asked me to go on a blind date, and I was missing Jiang Han sadly with Hainan Island at the time, so if you directly asked her to want to get married, go on a blind date yourself!

Then I started crying with Hainan Island, and I said, how many love stories I have written, life and death promises, I will never regret it.Why can't I experience a life-and-death love in reality?why why!
Just when I was engaging in literature and art in Hainan Island, Lao Ai called me and frightened me silly with just one sentence.

I thought she was playing tricks to scare me again, but was thrown to the hospital by Hainan Island. Looking at the operating room with red lights on, the strength I had built up collapsed—two hundred sleeping pills, even if it was just a show, it was too big determination and despair?

I can't imagine losing her life.

Lao Ai kept holding Nian Nian, he didn't blame me, but he didn't talk to me either.

When she came out of the emergency room, she was already emaciated.

She refused to look at me and closed her eyes tightly.

Hainan Island hugged Nian Nian, Lao Ai held her hand tightly, tears streaming down his face, he said, old woman, don't worry about you, if you need something, how can I live.

We stayed with her in the hospital that night.

She fell asleep in pain and anxiety, but she still refused to say a word to me.No matter how much I begged her, she still refused to look at me.

It wasn't until the next day, when I went to the hospital to replace Lao Ai, that she completely recovered.

When I entered, Lao Ai was feeding her porridge.

While drinking, she suddenly burst into tears, and she said, Lao Ai, am I forcing her by doing this?She said, hey, I'm sorry for the kid.In fact, in the past three years, when has she had a better time?It's all because I'm a bad mother, I didn't even make my child's birthday easy...

These few words of hers drew all my tears away, obviously it was my stubbornness that made her unable to think about it, but in the end, she still excused me.

That day, instead of going in, I left the hospital.

In the evening, Lao Ai picked her up and left the hospital, because tomorrow is the Spring Festival.

In the evening, Lao Ai started to cook beef, tripe, and beef louver, and the whole room was full of incense. Nian Nian hung around his neck, and kept yelling "Grandpa, Grandpa". Suddenly remembered my childhood.

The irreplaceable favor he gave me.

I suddenly wondered, am I really selfish?
I sighed, adjusted my expression, and said to him, Dad, it's Chinese New Year, is there anything you want?
Lao Ai was pouring soy sauce into the pot, looked at me, smiled, and said, your mother and I are old, we don’t need anything, the happiness of our children is a blessing.

He is so forgetful.

I forgot in a blink of an eye, I provoked his old lady to commit suicide.

At night, I was watching TV on the sofa with Niannian in my arms, when Lao Ai suddenly appeared wearing a pair of flower glasses, which shocked me.

He looked at Nian Nian who was sleeping in my arms, quietly sat beside me, straightened his back, and said, hey, another year has passed.You are also a year older.In the future, what your mother says and does, whether you like it or not, whether you like to hear it or not.Hold on to it!Anyway, she is your mother too!She is nagging a bit, but it's not because you are her daughter, or because you are a stingy monkey like your mother, so she is reluctant to waste those words!

I looked at him and nodded seriously.

Lao Ai nodded with satisfaction and said, Dad has endured it for almost 30 years!
When he finished speaking, the expression on his face was so proud and satisfied, it made my eyes turn red. This kind of love full of fireworks is what I want in this life, but the man I love... You can't fulfill this dream with me.

When Lao Ai finished explaining to my mother, he patted my shoulder and said, I'm going to accompany your mother!You go to bed early too!

I just nodded.

After walking two steps, Lao Ai suddenly turned around and said something to me very seriously. He said, are you asking me what I want for the New Year today?
I nodded quickly and said yes, yes.

Lao Ai thought about it, smiled shyly, and said, okay.After that, I will listen to Dao Lang's songs, but you are not allowed to say anything more!
After speaking, Lao Ai left.

Under the flickering screen of the TV, I was the only one left stunned on the sofa——

This was all seven years ago. If he didn't mention it, I would have forgotten it; but he remembered it.

At that time, not long after I was in college, Daolang’s love songs became popular in the streets and alleys. At that time, I was young and proud, and I couldn’t understand the depth of this desolate voice, so I felt more like the crowd. His songs are special.

One day, I went to Lao Ai's office and found that Lao Ai actually listened to Dao Lang's song!So, I despised him with great joy——

At that time, the little bird learned to fly successfully and no longer needed the protection of the big bird.So the little bird with hardened wings hurriedly looked for an opportunity to "attack" the big bird's incompetence.

I still remember that that day, it was dusk in Qingdao, and the dim yellow light shone on Lao Ai's face. His expression was extremely awkward, but he was helpless. This level of appreciation, you child...

This is such a small thing that happened in 2002, but he still remembered it in 2011.

He is just an ordinary person, not a big shot, and cannot be relied upon by thousands of people.A lifetime of hard work is nothing more than the food, clothing and happiness of a family.

When an ordinary man is over 40 years old, his glory fades away.When we are getting old, the only thing we hope for is a little admiration from our children, whether it is sincere or false.

But at this time, the children have gradually grown up, and they will no longer stare at innocent big eyes like they were in childhood, and say, "Wow, dad, you are so amazing!" "Wow, dad, you are so handsome! "

As we gradually entered adolescence, we often said, "Dad, you are too rustic!" "Dad, what age is this!"

At that time, we would never have imagined that such language would be the greatest humiliation and blow to self-esteem for the man who had been busy working hard for our birth when he was young and prime.

It's just that they never tell you that they were hit.

How long has it been since you said "Dad, you are so amazing" to the person you admired so much when you were young, if not, then remember to say it.

Because one day, you too will become someone else's parent, and finally one day, you will also accept the challenge of self-esteem from that magic ball of adolescence.

……

That night, when I saw Lao Ai's disappearing figure, tears suddenly flowed down my face.

I know that in these years, probably I, really unconsciously, have been selfish to him and my mother.

On the reunion night, my mother made dumplings.

I have always hated making dumplings, but I really like them.

That day, for the first time, I started making dumplings.

Lao Ai looked dumbfounded, he trotted over a few times and said, Tianya, don't be tired!or!Take a break!

My mother is still sharp-mouthed, she gave Lao Ai a white look, and said, how can she be sympathetic to us!Isn't she afraid that she will raise a disaster in the future!Now start to learn and sell now, set an example!
After finishing speaking, she pouted at Nian Nian angrily.

This is the first sentence she said to me after she committed suicide, and she still has her style!My mother is getting more and more handsome!Even Jiang Han is no match for her!

Thinking of him, my heart ached slightly.

When the dumplings were finished, my mother looked at me and looked at me for a long time. She took my hand with a flour-stained hand and said, child, mother will not force you anymore... You don't want to go on a blind date or get married... Mom It's all up to you...Mom is just a girl like you...Mom is not willing to force you...

After she said this, she burst into tears, on this New Year's Eve.

I quickly hugged her, I closed my eyes, tears flowed out, I said, Mom!I'll listen to you!I'm on a blind date!I got married!
In fact, I don't really want to mention what happened later, at such a moment when the mother and daughter's true feelings are revealed.

But there is no way, I have a magical mother, do you think she will shirk?I thought so too.But she pushed me away in a hurry, jumped up, and said to Lao Ai, bring me the blind date phone list!

I:……

When Lao Ai saw me, he was afraid of making mistakes. He hurriedly held down my mother and said, "I can't find it for a while, big time, who is going on a blind date."

My mother thought about it, nodded in agreement, and suddenly she remembered something, and said, I can call Lao Mu, isn't his little Hainan also good!Tall and small, with a good-looking face!Although the father is stupid and the mother is also stupid!But the spirit of the mother-in-law and mother-in-law will do...

After speaking, she rushed to the phone!
When I saw that the situation was not good, I immediately turned over - "Baji" cut off her phone, I smiled at her with a shy face, and said, not on New Year's Eve!Neither is Hainan Island!From tomorrow onwards, except for Hainan Island, I will go on a blind date with anyone you find!
(End of this chapter)