Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 289 Qingcheng II (56)
The city (6)
No matter how much you pay, no matter how miserable the price is, you can't win a heart.

After we dispersed, Hu Dongduo and I were about to take a taxi back.

Jiang Han called me, he couldn't hear much concern in his voice, he said, where are you?

I said, strolling.

He said, don't wander around, where are you, I will pick you up.

I said, nothing, I will take a taxi back.

After hanging up the phone, Hu Dongduo brought that big face closer and said, Jiang Han?Do you care so much about you?
I pursed my lips and said, where is my concern? I was probably afraid that before I divorced him, I would not think about committing suicide. This would make him a widower, his value would depreciate, and he would no longer be able to meet a girl of comparable worth.

Hu Dongduo nodded and said, very good.Good thing you're not deluded.

Hu Dongduo has always been a philosopher of love. Regarding the love between a rich man and a commoner woman, she summed it up like this - you treat him as a gluttonous feast in your love, but he just takes you as a dessert to refresh yourself .If you can't afford it, you have to be able to hide.

I always keep in mind, so I am full of antibodies to Jiang Han.

I lowered my head and sighed softly, and suddenly, I found that on the ring finger of my left hand, I was still wearing the ring that Gu Lang proposed to me on Christmas Eve.

It sat quietly on my finger, with a mocking brilliance.

I froze for a moment, took it off carefully, and stared at it intently amidst the neon lights of the city.

Hu Dongduo didn't speak at the side, she was probably afraid of being stimulated, and I had a relapse, so I lay back on the bed and became Daiyu.

I asked Hu Dongduo, what should I do?
Hu Dongduo said, throw it away.

I said no.Throw it and laugh at me somewhere in the world!
Hu Dongduo said, then you can swallow it!
Just as I was about to open my mouth, she said something directly to herself and almost choked me to death. If you swallow it, you will pull it out, and it will still lie quietly in a cesspit in this world and laugh at you!

Me: ... ⊙﹏⊙b sweat

In the end, I decided to go to Tang Hui and return it to Gu Lang—on the first day of [-], let everything come to an end.

I even thought about my posture, just walked up to him quietly like that, proudly, without saying a word, gently threw the ring into his hand, then turned around without saying a word, proudly leave.

I asked Hu Dongduo, is she elegant?
Hu Dongduo said, as long as you don't give up on yourself like Xiaoci!Elegant or not elegant, forget it.

I said, no!
I remember that there are female experts who teach women how to leave proudly and gracefully at the moment of breaking up. As a young female artist, I have to practice it once.

Thinking about how stupid the two previous unsuccessful breakups were, I wished I could slap both of them and kill myself.

The first time was Xin Baibai, my little first love ran away with the rich girl Liu Yunyun, and I cried until my nose was full of tears, how elegant?It would have been nice if it hadn't been turned into a yo-hee monkey.

The second time was Christmas Eve, and I asked Gu Lang in embarrassment, don't you believe me?Believe you dumped you too!Ex-girlfriend is true love invincible!

So, I have to be elegant once, at least let the other party think of me when they think of elegance, not the appearance of a silly girl with tears and snot flowing.

As soon as Hu Dongduo and I arrived in Tanghui, we saw Li Menglu squatting in front of the door smoking a cigarette. It looked like he was in the intermission after beating Xin Baibai.

There are a few younger brothers behind him, and a string of empty and full beer bottles lying in front of him.

She squatted on the doorstep, took a sip of wine and cigarettes.

You have to resent the bias of the creator, Li Menglu just squats in front of the door with such a vulgar posture, like a fairy girl who just fell from the sky.

Just as I was about to go up to say hello, a group of girls rushed into Tang Hui, and when they passed by Li Menglu, they were happily discussing, do you know, there is a beautiful boy inside.How handsome.Hurry to see it, it might be here today.

Li Menglu didn't raise her eyes, and snorted coldly, no matter what he looked at, no matter how handsome a man was, he had to kneel between a woman's legs!Like a bunch of country rats!

I choked and couldn't say a word of greeting.

Li Menglu looked at me, hiccupped, and said, I'm not talking about you.

I didn't say a word, just about to walk into Tang Hui, Li Menglu called me, blushing, and said, great writer!Look cool today!I was also abandoned by men!what!The two of us recently evened it out!I looked at you once, you looked at me once!
I was stunned, smiled, and said, you are luckier than me, Xin Baibai, I dare not abandon you.

After finishing speaking, I turned around and left.

Li Menglu smiled, raised her hand and poked inside the door, and said, are you looking for him?To explain the so-called truth to him?hehe.it's useless!

I didn't speak, did I explain?No, he has already broken my heart severely.Even if it is patched up, it is full of scars.

Suddenly, Li Menglu grabbed me, patted the ground, and said, no matter who you come to see, drink a few bottles with my sister.

I looked at the messy wine bottles on the ground, those golden liquids shone seductively under the ghostly lights of the city.

It seems that with one sip, they can relieve all worries.

So, I sat down next to Li Menglu, Hu Dongduo looked at me, and sat down.

What a miraculous New Year's Day in [-], I, Li Menglu, Hu Dongduo, these three women who had a relationship with the same man, just sat on the cold concrete floor in the city, facing the breeze in Changsha, drinking ice cream Cool beer.

The men we depend on cannot give us the warmth we need.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol or what's going on, Li Menglu talked a lot today, she smiled a little sadly, and said, man, there is no such thing as a good thing!When he wants to fall in love with you, you are his soul mate, his eternal love; when he is tired of falling in love with you, you are his fucking relatives!loved ones!
After finishing speaking, she slammed the wine bottle on the ground and said, this grandson actually said that I am his relative!I'm actually a fucking relative!Who the fuck is messing with his family like that!
The wine bottle shattered in an instant, and the shattered pieces of glass reflected the world.

How desolate my heart is.

Li Menglu pointed to Gu Lang's window, smiled at me, and said, like reciting a poem, you love this man's ice-like face, why don't you know that his heart is also made of ice and snow!No one can melt away!
She smiled bitterly and murmured, no one can melt away!

I ignored her and drank the cold beer quietly, trying to freeze my heart so that it would stop beating and the pain would stop.

Li Menglu patted my shoulder, raised her head and took a sip of beer, and said, great writer, do you think you are the woman who loves him the most in this world? !Having loved him for ten years, that kind of persistence, that kind of deep love, is moving!right?Let me tell you, my sister is much more bitter than you love him!
Hu Dongduo immediately smelled gossip, and she swished her head between me and Li Menglu.

I looked at Li Menglu, it turned out that I guessed right, the relationship between her and Gu Lang was absolutely extraordinary.

Li Menglu lit a cigarette tremblingly, took a deep breath, smiled at me, and said, I have followed him since I was 17 years old, ah, no, follow him.At that time, he was nothing!There is no status today, let alone the current power.We hang out together in Taoism, eat together when we have food, and eat together when we have hardships.He was sick and cut, and I took care of him!Once, he offended a boss, he was chopped into rice dumplings, hospitalized, no money, no money what to do?I'm going to sell myself.Ai Tianya, have you ever loved a man so much?Did you love so much that you betrayed your own shame and self-esteem?
She looked up, laughed, and said, that's it, I sold it, and his medical expenses came out!His hospital bill came out!His nutrition fee came out!
She lowered her head, smiled, took a puff of cigarette, and said, I was only 17 years old at the time!I will also be scared to cry by all kinds of perverted men, but I can't hide, because the man I love is lying on the hospital bed, and I need to sell myself to save his life.

Having said that, she was deeply silent, and after a long time, she said slowly, but he doesn't love me.

Tears, one by one, fell from her eye sockets, and she smiled at me and Hu Dongduo indifferently, as if saying something insignificant, saying, he doesn't love me.

That night, Li Menglu used her own story to tell me what she had been in love for ten years, what Qingfeng Street took off her clothes for Gu Lang, and what was it in her painful sacrifices for Gu Lang... Moreover, Obviously, in love, the comparison is not about who is worse than who.

No matter how much you pay, no matter how miserable the price is, you can't win a heart.

Li Menglu said, I fell in front of him, I think he will feel distressed.Feeling distressed, is it love?In this way, I lived the most depraved life and loved the most useless man. How I wished that he would love me and stop to look at me... But in the end, I only saw his chest stabbing other women Watching him propose to another woman...

Speaking of this, Li Menglu smiled, she closed her eyes, with such a painful and profound expression, she said, I thought, is it because I am too dirty, that's why he doesn't love me... Later, on Christmas Eve, he He took away the girl named Ye Ling, who came from Peach Blossom Miasma, and her experience was a hundred times dirtier than mine. He hugged her and treated her like a treasure... At that moment, I realized that it is not necessary to not love someone. The reason is not to love!
If you don't love, you just don't love, no matter how naive you are; if you love, you just love, even if you have fallen into dust.

I looked at Li Menglu, this woman who fell for love and fell for love, reminded me of Xiaoci—how similar they are, they are both stubborn in love, trying to win a little attention by hurting themselves. and love.

In this way, I quietly listened to Li Menglu's story and licked my wounds.

I took off my coat to Xiao Ci, and the wind blew my whole body cold.Hu Dongduo, a heartless person, didn't come to squeeze with me to keep warm, but only cared about drinking and listening to gossip.

Drunken and sad, I touched the ring in my hand and knew that the story was really over.

I got myself a little drunk, just wanting to have a good sleep in this late night.

Suddenly, Li Wanwan ran out from the alley, her face was flushed, she saw Li Menglu, she hurried forward and said, sister, you should go home and have a look, brother-in-law won't move...

Before Wan Wan finished speaking, Li Menglu threw a beer bottle over and cursed loudly, who is your brother-in-law!

Fortunately, the wine bottle was broken under Wan Wan's feet.

She was so angry that she didn't dare to kick, she muttered and looked at me and Hu Dongduo in embarrassment.After seeing through all this, Li Menglu finally broke up with Xin Baibai.But Xin Baibai committed suicide and refused to move.And Wan Wan just came to inform, but it ended up like this.

I was drunk, so I quickly grabbed Li Menglu and said, are you crazy?She is your sister!
Li Menglu turned to smile at me and said, she is my sister?she is not!She is a broom star!Because of her, I lost my sister!I lost my bend...

Then, she began to cry loudly, calling out inarticulately while crying, Wan Wan, Wan Wan...

I looked at her inexplicably.

Hu Dongduo stretched out her gossiping big head again, and asked me with sleepy eyes and drunk eyes, isn't this Wan Wan her own sister Wan Wan?

I got up and wanted to support Wanwan, but because I couldn't bear the alcohol, I almost fell down.

Cui Jiu followed Gu Lang out of the door. When he saw that I was about to slip, he quickly stepped forward to support me. His voice trembled slightly, and he said, sister-in-law.

I turned around, only to see Gu Lang standing behind me, looking at me without saying a word.

So close, yet so far away.

Li Menglu stepped forward, stared at Gu Lang for a long time, smiled, and said, you can love her or you can love her, but you don't love me.Ha ha ha ha.

After finishing speaking, she patted Gu Lang's butt, and left with a beer bottle.

The slender figure is extremely desolate on the streets of this city.

I watched Li Menglu walk away, thinking about the stories she told, thinking about what she said, she said, you love this man's ice-like face, why don't you know that his heart is also made of ice and snow!No one can melt away!
Yes, no one can melt away.

I looked at Gu Lang, shaking and trying to push away Cui Jiu who was supporting me, I smiled at him, sister-in-law?Why such a bad name?Calling people so old, I am a 23-year-old super invincible older beautiful girl in the universe!

When Gu Lang came up, Cui Jiu hurriedly got out of the way.

Without saying a word, Gu Lang took off the windbreaker and put it on me.He held me tightly in his arms, talking to himself, saying, I'm sorry for making you sad.

I was stunned for a moment. Didn't the hero lose his mind in this small plot with twists and turns?Or, is this a dream?
Alas, if this is a dream, how much I should miss him.

I wanted to break free from his arms, but my body was so limp that I couldn't drink anymore.

(End of this chapter)