Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 25 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (25)
Perhaps, as he said, Jiang Sheng, I will not hurt you (3)
At that time, I felt that the whole world was in chaos, and He Manhou was lingering on the ground.I don't know what to do, I just feel that at this moment, the world is full of the smell of blood, and the sun suddenly disappeared.

Since that day, I have been living with self-blame.I think it was my stupidity that caused Xiaojiu and Bei Xiaowu's misfortune.I really hate myself, if there is so much compassion, why must it be abused on that little bastard named He Manhou.Just because of my excessive sympathy, I hurt Xiao Jiu and Bei Xiaowu indirectly.

In those days, hesitation seemed to be a huge container, which contained my whole heart, except hesitation or hesitation.The joy and happiness I want is like being in between the turning and turning of fate.I was happy to smile in the happiness of flipping my hands, but in a flash, I lost everything under the flip of my hands.

I couldn't find Xiao Jiu, and I couldn't find Bei Xiaowu either.I watched the outside world by the school wall every day. I imagined that Bei Xiaowu brought Xiao Jiu back, and then they smiled at me happily and said, silly Jiang Sheng, that was just a nightmare you had.

However, they never showed up. All I saw was a stream of vehicles passing through the city, like running water, and I don't know whose joy or sorrow it is carrying.

Because Bei Xiaowu's mother had passed away, without the specific contact information of Bei Xiaowu's father, the school could not find Bei Xiaowu, let alone his parents to educate him.

I asked Liang Sheng, brother, am I a very annoying girl?Why have I caused so much trouble for everyone?I said, I harmed Bei Xiaowu, I harmed Xiao Jiu...

Liang Sheng held my hand tightly, and he said, Jiang Sheng, don't talk nonsense, Bei Xiaowu won't blame you.No one expected such a thing.

I cried, and I said, brother, Bei Xiaowu scolded me, and he said that I harmed Xiaojiu.Brother, actually I don’t want to be like this, I really don’t want to be like this, I really hope they are happy.

68 Everything will be fine, won't it?
Bei Xiaowu returned to school before the Spring Festival holiday.He came back to take the exam and accepted the school's punishment.

When Liang Sheng and I went to find him, he refused to look at me at all.I stood beside Liang Sheng, feeling infinitely wronged.

Liang Sheng asked him, did Xiao Jiu come back?

Bei Xiaowu nodded and did not speak.

I opened my mouth to talk to him, but Liang Sheng gently held me back.Liang Sheng said, when we have time, let's go and see Xiao Jiu, where is she now?
Bei Xiaowu shook his head and said, I don't know either. Xiao Jiu said that when she wants to see me, she will come to me.Liang Sheng, don't worry about me, I'm fine.After speaking, he left without even looking at me.

I looked up at Liang Sheng, Liang Sheng turned his face and looked at me, his eyes were as moist as water.He said, Jiang Sheng, don't be sad, everything will be fine.

I believe in Liang Sheng, he said that everything will be fine, and I just believe that everything will be fine.

I met Xiao Jiu at the corner of the alley. She was eating crayfish with a crazy middle-aged woman. lips.The middle-aged woman ate very quickly, her eyes fixed on every lobster in Xiao Jiu's hand.The expression on Xiaojiu's face was very quiet, as quiet as an autumn without a fairy tale happening, the sun was warm and the breeze was blowing.

When I walked in front of her, she looked up and looked at me with a little confusion in her eyes.It seems that my appearance reminded her of the unbearable night and those filthy past events, so she hesitated for a long time before greeting me.She said, Jiang Sheng, are you going on winter vacation?
I nodded and said, Xiao Jiu, I'm sorry.

Xiao Jiu smiled, you did nothing wrong, Bei Xiaowu shouldn't blame you.Then, she smiled again and said, Jiang Sheng, everything will be fine, won't it?
In fact, her smile is not as strong as her words. I can see the scar between her brows, and I can see her hesitation and anxiety.Xiao Jiu's eyes are the clearest and cleanest eyes I have ever seen, they can never hide their thoughts.

Xiao Jiu pointed to the middle-aged woman opposite and said to me, my mother.

Two words, short and clear, maybe she was afraid that if she added another word, her voice would tremble a bit more, even though she tried every means to cover it up, I could still hear the crying in her voice.

That day, Xiao Jiu and I were sitting in a small shop in the corner of the alley, peeling lobsters for Xiao Jiu's mother.The sun rolled through the narrow aisle at the bend of the alley, streaked across Xiao Jiu's eyelashes, and cast thick shadows.

We just sat there in silence.

A long time ago, I used to come to the alley with Xiaojiu, plundering the delicacies here like two starving ghosts.At that time, Xiaojiu was wearing heavy makeup, bright red nails, and clothes of various themes. She commented on every passing man, and the smoke rings she spit out often made me cry.

Today's Xiaojiu sat quietly in the corner of the alley, silent.

That day, I found out that Xiaojiu's mother suffered a lot when she followed Bei Xiaowu's father in Hebei.Bei Xiaowu's father went to Hebei to escape from prison.Bei Xiaowu's father urged He Manhou to do the tragedy that happened in the alley that day - Cheng Tianyou was shot.Because, Cheng Tianyou tried to find out the mine accident in Weijiaping 14 years ago.I don't understand why Cheng Tianyou has something to do with the mine disaster in Weijiaping, or why he is so interested in the mine disaster in Weijiaping.Xiao Jiu said, for money.It seems that the Cheng family intends to expand their power to Weijiaping and is very interested in those coal mines, and Bei Xiaowu's father is a powerful figure in Weijiaping, so if they want to embezzle Weijiaping's coal mines, they must first clear Bei Xiaowu's father.Therefore, the Cheng family may have followed the vine and found the dark history of Bei Xiaowu's father 14 years ago as a threat.Then, Bei Xiaowu's father, determined to fight to the death, came to the provincial capital and killed Cheng Tianyou in order to warn the Cheng family.They then fled to Hebei.However, they did not expect that Cheng Tianyou was not dead.At the corner of the alley that day, Xiaojiu and I rescued him.

I suddenly felt sad, Xiao Jiu was right, although Cheng Tianyou looked like Liang Sheng, he was not Liang Sheng after all.In Liang Sheng's heart, I was a [-]% place; but in Cheng Tianyou's heart, I seemed to only occupy a very small part.Because his heart is so big, it holds too many things, he has too many things he wants, too many desires, so the space that can be given to me has become so small.

I didn't tell Xiaojiu about my relationship with Cheng Tianyou, let alone tell her that I finally met a character who was more like a devil, and he was Tianen.

Xiaojiu's mother went crazy because Bei Xiaowu's father finally abandoned her.She suffered all the hardships of wandering with him, abandoned her family and daughter, and accompanied him in exile.But when Cheng Tianyou finally found them, Bei Xiaowu's father used her to block Cheng Tianyou's gun and escaped by himself.

The moment Cheng Tianyou fired the gun by mistake, the bullet passed her arm, and her spirit collapsed at that moment.Speaking of this, Xiao Jiu cried, but her mother sat dumbly opposite her, looking greedily at the lobster in Xiao Jiu's hand, and did not see the tears on her daughter's face.

There is always too much love disillusioned in the world.She destroyed a family and a girl like a flower with an unreliable love.I don't know if Xiao Jiu hates her or not.Have you hated it too much, and the only thing left is the compassionate blood relationship?
69 Fate is an impermanent roulette wheel, you never know where and what it will put you in the next round.

The alley bend is a place where fate is entangled.Here, Bei Xiaowu's father and He Manhou killed Cheng Tianyou, while Xiaojiu and I saved Cheng Tianyou's life here. I also got a monetary reward from Ning Xin, and in the end the reward was all spent on On He Manhou, He Manhou who spent this money actually hurt Xiao Jiu, and Xiao Jiu and I were eating crayfish with her crazy mother in the alley today...

Fate is an impermanent roulette wheel, you never know where and what will happen to you in the next round!For example, how will Xiaojiu and I meet tomorrow.

When I left Xiaojiu, I turned around in the alley alone for a long, long time.When I looked up at the sky, I thought of Cheng Tianyou, and remembered that his blood stained my clothes here.

Xiao Jiu said, don't let me provoke him, and in the end, I did.

After provoking him, I fell into a lot of whirlpools.

Ning Xin and Wei Young.

Suman and Tianen's.

Or, as Xiao Jiu said, if, that day, I watched him lie down here without helping him, then I should be a happy Jiang Sheng now, not as troubled as I am now Full of arms, wandering alone in every street, but can't find the way back.

70 She looked at us, wanting to know the exact answer from us, for fear that the people in the bank would deceive her.

During the Spring Festival, Bei Xiaowu didn't go home because he didn't have a home, and because he wanted to stay with Xiaojiu.That girl named Xiao Jiu, she has the clearest eyes and the brightest smile in the world, no one is willing to lose her, she is willing to lose the best everything.

Before Liangsheng and I went home, I helped Jinling move all the luggage from the dormitory to her rental house.Jinling said, Jiang Sheng, I wish you a happy new year in advance, you have to take care.

I hugged her and said with a smile, baby Jin, you have to take care too, when I come back, let's get together to eat hot pot again.

I was very unhappy that day, because Liang Sheng made me wait for a long time before showing up, and Wei Young was still following behind him.

I suddenly remembered "Eighteen Lovers", do I need to be so lingering?In broad daylight.

Jinling laughed and said, Jiang Sheng, can you be fair?The two of them didn't do anything, so you put a big hat on them like "lingering in broad daylight".Hehe, Jiang Sheng, it seems that many younger sisters like to eat brother's flying vinegar. Do you think it is necessary?
I ignored her and made a black face at Liang Sheng.

Liang Sheng said, Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?
I said, it's nothing, it's about to become a fossil.

Wei Young smiled, and said to Liang Sheng, our Jiang Sheng has a rich vocabulary and strong association skills.Then she hugged me very affectionately and said, baby, happy Chinese New Year!When you come back, let's go to "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems" to play together.

I can't stand her warm embrace.I really don't want her to always face me so affectionately in front of Liang Sheng, as if we are biological sisters who have been separated for many years, and then secretly play tricks on me.I suddenly remembered a very funny situation, if it was in ancient times, sending Wei Young into the harem would definitely be a good contender for favor, and her opponents would all die miserably.Of course, I guess it will be even worse. I'm afraid I won't even be able to enter the palace, so I'll let others throw me into the moat.

In the car, Liang Sheng saw that I was alone in a daze, so he gave me a push. He said, Jiang Sheng, what are you thinking?Looking like a nympho?

I stuck out my tongue, smiled at him, and said, brother, I thought just now that I was thrown into the moat without entering the harem.Then, I felt sorry for myself, you think, if the current emperor happened to be a handsome guy, I would have missed a lifetime of good marriage.

Liang Sheng smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, I'm really afraid of you, what kind of brain, can't you think of something else?

I said, think about it, I also think, if I were the empress, how would I expand my harem, how would I prevent those male and female concubines from competing for favor with each other, and prevent them from throwing away some beautiful male concubines to me on the way into the palace? Into the moat...

Liang Sheng leaned his head against the car window, couldn't stop laughing, looked at my stupid look, and continued to laugh.

I said, what's so funny, brother, don't you like pretty girls?If you don't like pretty girls, then why do you like Wei Young?Actually, brother, don't always laugh at me for being superficial.Speaking of which, you are shallower than me!
Liang Sheng nodded and said, well, Jiang Sheng, I am shallow, okay, I don't like you telling me about Wei Young.

I frown, why?Did I speak ill of her?
Liang Sheng said, Jiang Sheng, don't worry, I just don't want you to talk about her being unhappy.A person who makes you so unhappy, you don't need to mention her, it's not worth it.

I wanted to argue with him, what kind of theory is this!That girl named Wei Young is destined to live in my life in this life.Since you brought her into my life and you want me to turn a blind eye to her, should I poke her blind or let her learn invisibility?In the end, I didn't say these words.The New Year is coming, I don't want to have trouble with Liang Sheng anymore.Between us, in the past two years, too much unhappiness happened.Besides, I only have half a year, and I will be separated from Liang Sheng——I can't guarantee that we will go to the same university.Therefore, I would rather cherish his smile in every possible way now, and in the winter without him in the future, I will keep his smile in my heart to keep warm.

Throughout the winter, I kept warm in my mother's bed.I leaned against her like a kitten.Liang Sheng got a lot of firewood and made the whole hut warm.This seems to be a very warm winter holiday.

Liang Sheng, mother, and the two dearest people have always been by my side.

Liang Sheng and I sat around the fire and told my mother what happened in school.My mother smiled and looked at me, the smile on her face was very moving, it seemed that this warm and harmonious atmosphere made her feel infinitely satisfied.However, in the middle of the night, she coughed so badly that she seemed to be suffocating.

On New Year's Eve, after eating dumplings, my mother gave Liang Sheng and me red envelopes for the first time.I opened it to look, but saw a brand new one hundred yuan note lying inside.So did Liang Sheng's red envelope.This kind of red envelope was sewn by my mother with a red handkerchief. She said that it looks more auspicious, and the wealth should not be exposed, otherwise there will be no good luck in this life.

The mother also shyly said that she took a large bag of change notes to the bank to exchange the money.She said, Jiang Sheng, now the bank charges for counting change!do you know?She looked at us, wanting to know the exact answer from us, for fear that the people in the bank would deceive her.

My eyes were sore, and I turned my head away quickly, staring at the TV, for fear that tears would fall in front of my mother's eyes.The two hundred yuan was exchanged by the mother on the hospital bed for wearing necklaces for others, and it was five cents for every ten necklaces worn.It took a long time for her to save up all the dime money, and then dragged her sick body to the county bank to exchange two brand new one hundred yuan bills for me and Liang Sheng.It's just because the new whole money looks good enough and auspicious enough.

At that time, my heart was extremely sad, and I felt that I was very useless, and I didn't have enough ability to let my mother live a good life.

Mother seemed a little tired, looked at me and the silent Liang Sheng, leaned on the pillow and said, you have all grown up.Jiang Sheng is also a big girl, so she should buy something she likes.Then she looked at Liang Sheng again and said, Liang Sheng, my mother has always felt sorry for you and made you study late for two years. In this way, you will be 24 years old after graduating from university.There is no foundation in the family, so I can't build you a new tile-roofed house, marry you a wife, everything can only be placed on your shoulders, and it depends on your own efforts.Mom owes you two years, which will make your future life very tense...

Liang Sheng secretly wiped his tears, he said, Mom, don't say that, it makes my heart sore.Isn't it Chinese New Year?You should be happy. When Liang Sheng starts working in the future, he will definitely take you to the city, buy you a house in the city, let you go to the park, go to the supermarket, and let you take a taxi... say After finishing this, he bowed his head deeply.

71 I uttered a very amazing idea, I said, Bei Xiaowu, didn't you draw any portraits of her body?
When I went back to school, I brought Bei Xiaowu a lot of delicious food.Liang Sheng learned how to fry rice cakes this year. They are golden, sticky and sweet.He was busy around the pot, and I sat next to him on the small bench to eat.

Liang Sheng rubbed his red eyes from the oily smoke, and asked me how it tasted.I ate like a pig, but I said in my mouth, it's okay, that's all it is!
Liang Sheng said, oh.

Originally, I was going to give Bei Xiaowu some "that's it" rice cakes, but my mouth twitched and I stuffed them all into my stomach. Because of this, my stomach hurt for three days and I rolled on the bed.During those three days, Liang Sheng was only willing to feed me plain water and refused to let me eat.He said that rice cakes are not easy to digest in the abdomen, and you can only get better after you digest them completely.As a result, those three days starved me to death, and all the fat I had gained in the winter was starved in those three days.

It may be that Xiao Jiu has been doing well recently, so when Bei Xiaowu saw me, he was still like a monkey, constantly reaching into my bag to fish around, gnawing on whatever was fished out.He said, Jiang Sheng, grandma, this Spring Festival I will be like Yang Bailao, almost starved to death!

Liang Sheng and I went back to school two days early just to hang out with Bei Xiaowu and Xiao Jiu for two days.We carried everything to Bei Xiaowu's new rental house, a beautiful and warm two-bedroom apartment.The biggest regret is that it is far away from the school.It doesn't matter, in general, Bei Xiaowu is still a little rich.He can take a taxi back and forth, and he doesn't have to hesitate for a long time for a lip balm that costs two yuan and fifty cents like me.

I asked Bei Xiaowu, why didn't I see Xiao Jiu?
Bei Xiaowu said, Xiao Jiu doesn't live here.

I said, oops, I forgot, you two are just a little relationship between virgins and girls, pure!After I finished speaking, I regretted it. I originally wanted to make a joke, but now I feel that I am mocking Xiao Jiu.

Fortunately, Bei Xiaowu is not a very sensitive person, so he didn't feel any discomfort at all. While eating the food we brought, he showed Liang Sheng and me his latest masterpiece.

Bei Xiaowu's painting talent is really good, I was just a little shocked today, before, I always thought he was just messing around, just scribbling.

(End of this chapter)