Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 23 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (23)
Perhaps, as he said, Jiang Sheng, I will not hurt you (1)
60 This name is so sinful, even in my sleep, it is hard for me to escape its torment.

Cheng Tianen's appearance left me with lingering fears. That night, I didn't go to the evening self-study, and I forgot to talk with Liang Sheng and Bei Xiaowu about how to celebrate Jinling's birthday. accompanying.

That damned Cheng Tianen, alive and frightened me, a young man who loves life and is full of enthusiasm, into Lin Daiyu.

Jinling also went back to the dormitory early that night. She looked at me sickly and asked me, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?
I hugged Jinling and cried, and I showed her the wound on my hand, and I said, since I was a child, his grandma's, no one tormented me like Cheng Tianen, the grandson of a turtle.I really don't know if this man has never eaten meat since he was a child, why he is so interested in meat.Besides, I'm only a short rib at best, what's there to eat?
Jinling didn't know if it was because of my wound, his body was shaking all the time.She held my hand and couldn't speak for a long time.I think that a girl like Jinling, like me, has never seen much of the world, and Cheng Tianen's fierce behavior probably scared her into a fool.

I finally fell asleep leaning on Jinling, and it was very peaceful.You always feel extra safe when you have someone next to you while you sleep.In a daze, I can still see her leaning against the bed rail, holding the history book in her hand, reciting history questions with her mouth gently opening and closing, but I seem to feel that she is more like talking in her sleep, chanting silly Yes, God, God.

Alas, this name is too sinful, even in my sleep, it is hard for me to escape its poison.

61 All of a sudden, it fell apart.

Bei Xiaowu finally ran back to Weijiaping like crazy, because his mother was not seriously ill this time, but critically ill.Liang Sheng and I also followed him and rushed home.

The flamboyant woman was lying in her big house, so thin that she was out of shape.

It suddenly occurred to me that she used to come to other people's houses as fiercely as she used to, and would not leave without taking something with her.Every time I quarreled with Uncle Bei, I felt like I would never stop dying.

Bei Xiaowu cried while hugging her, and he called her, Mom, Mom, I'm Xiaowu, let's go to the hospital.

Bei Xiaowu's mother opened her eyes and looked at him with bits of relief on her face.All their relatives were around, but Uncle Bei didn't rush back from Hebei.

Bei Xiaowu desperately dialed his father's phone number and cried loudly. He said, Dad, Dad, come back quickly. Mom is dying. Even if she was wrong before, please forgive her.

Uncle Bei has always had a prejudice against Bei Xiaowu's mother, because she always caused him a lot of trouble out of nothing, and she always publicized her misfortune and Bei Xiaowu's father's betrayal everywhere.However, it seems that Bei Xiaowu's father did not bring back any concubine to Bei Xiaowu, so the relationship between their husband and wife has been very stiff for many years.

On the other end of the phone, Uncle Bei seemed to be crying too, but he didn't promise to come back, he just said that he was sorry for her and let Bei Xiaowu stay with her for him.

In the end, Bei Xiaowu yelled at his father, calling him not a man, calling him a small belly, calling him still crying, and still begging his father to come back.Liang Sheng and I watched Bei Xiaowu's snot and tears flow into a ball, but we didn't know how to comfort him, and felt very uncomfortable.Seeing that his father would not move, Bei Xiaowu finally slammed the phone on the wall.

All of a sudden, it fell apart.

Bei Xiaowu's mother finally closed her eyes.

She didn't go to the hospital, she told Bei Xiaowu that she drank a little pesticide today because the pain was too hard.She said that she was going to Tiangong to be the seventh fairy.At that time, her mind was already delusional, but when everyone poured mung bean water to detoxify her, her teeth were clenched tightly.

Only then did I understand why she had to drink pesticides, because her determination to die was so great.And she didn't drink too much, because she really wanted to meet her son, the son she had always been proud of.

She was extraordinarily wide awake for a while before she stopped breathing.At that time, only me and Bei Xiaowu were by her side, and everyone else was busy preparing for her funeral.As for Liang Sheng, he went home to take care of his mother first.

She told Bei Xiaowu, in fact, it was not she who spread rumors about his father, she brushed Bei Xiaowu's face with her withered hands, and she said, child, a woman's intuition is very good, the matter of mother and father is not about you Children can see clearly.Then, panting, she said, Xiao Wu, in this life, you have to be a good person, not like your mother, let alone your father.Then she looked at me, a little hesitant, but she finally said it out, she said, your father wants to get ahead in this life, so he has always used unscrupulous means.Many years ago, he and He Manhou were responsible for the mine accident in Weijiaping. They shortened the core that detonated the explosives... So, so many people were buried in that mine disaster.Fifty lives... just to win the mining rights of the coal mine from Yang...

I stood there like a fool, and I suddenly understood why Uncle Bei has always been so kind to me, Liangsheng, and all the children in Weijiaping.The reason is that his inner fear and anxiety burn him all the time, so he has to make some compensation to us children who have lost their relatives, so that his conscience can be comforted.

Bei Xiaowu also stopped crying and looked at his mother stupidly.He simply didn't want to believe what his mother said at this moment.He, Liang Sheng, and I were originally best friends, but now, they have become enemies with such a long history.And his father, the man he had always respected, suddenly became a murderer with a bloody case.

When Bei Xiaowu's mother took her last breath, she held onto Bei Xiaowu's hand tightly, almost using all her strength.She said, Xiao Wu, no matter how much others and I hate your father, don't hate him, because you don't have the qualifications... At this point, she kept panting, panting, getting more and more dignified, More and more hasty.

In the end, she didn't finish the rest of the sentence and left.

Yes, children in the world have no right to hate their parents.Or, my hatred for my father is also unreasonable. After all, he gave us life.

62 At Christmas, you have to eat an apple.

The death of Bei Xiaowu's mother made winter come very early.

Bei Xiaowu became extremely silent, often staring at the book in a daze.Every time, when I pass by the door of their class, seeing him like that, my heart is extremely sad.I thought, if, if Xiao Jiu saw it, would she feel distressed, would she shed tears?

He never contacted his father again, and I didn't tell Liang Sheng what Bei Xiaowu's mother said on her deathbed. I would rather it was just her crazy words.I don't want Liang Sheng to be sad again. It's been so long, many things can be annihilated with time.

With the arrival of Christmas, snowflakes came to the northern cities.The north has always lacked the beautiful scenery of the south.However, every winter, the snow in the north is really beautiful.

It seems that Cheng Tianyou and I have not been in touch for a long time. I don't know if the beautiful words he once said still count.I thought, if it counts, so what?do i like himWant to be with him?I still remember that night in the villa, his hand covered mine, very warm palm, very clear smile.At least, I feel a lot of joy and happiness in the melodious notes flowing on the black and white keyboard.

I think, I must remember that night well, for a girl like me, no matter who is the prince that day, all I can remember is the magnificence and dream of that night is enough to warm.A good memory is like a leaf, which is kept in the most secret place in your heart, waiting for the day when you grow old, and then you take it out to have a look.When you are old, if you smile like a young girl because of this precious leaf, then this life has never passed in vain.

After class, the snow is full of footprints, big and small, crooked. In high school life, snow is a very happy thing.

I remember in the first year of high school, when I first realized that there was such a beautiful festival as Christmas, I used to rely on Liang Sheng for gifts.Liang Sheng finally treated me to a sweet and sour pork in a small restaurant around the school.From that day on, I started to have some very idiotic thoughts, I thought it would be nice if every day was Christmas, then how much sweet and sour pork I would have to eat.

In this case, I didn't tell Liang Sheng, I was afraid that he would feel distressed.

Distressed that I am a child who takes sweet and sour pork or braised pork as the ultimate ideal.

I secretly told Bei Xiaowu about this matter.Bei Xiaowu invited me to eat sweet and sour pork tenderloin for half a month, until the girl named Xiao Jiu appeared, he forgot his responsibilities, his brain became an empty shell, he threw me aside, and spent every day with Xiao Jiu. Together.

Perhaps, my initial dislike for Xiaojiu may also have something to do with not being able to eat sweet and sour pork.

Alas, in private, I'm such a villain.

At noon, in the dormitory, Jinling peeled an apple for me, put it in his hand, and said, Jiang Sheng, I want to eat an apple at Christmas, then you will be safe and sound in the following days, you Everything you think about will have perfect results.

I stuck out my tongue at her. For many years, I ate countless apples, but I didn't see how peaceful my life was.However, I still thank Jin Ling for her kindness. After all, I have to show that I am a girl with beautiful wishes.

In the afternoon, I followed Jinling's example and gave each of Bei Xiaowu and Liang Sheng a red apple. Eat an apple.As a result, they both gnawed out a worm.

Why are my hands so back? I just picked two apples from the school store. After a thousand picks, I actually picked two worms?I swear, their surfaces are extremely smooth and gorgeous, and there are no scars or insect eyes at all.

Bei Xiaowu picked out the worms and threw them on the ground, where they froze to death. Then he continued to chew.I think he must have remembered the girl named Xiao Jiu, because Xiao Jiu also said that you must eat apples at Christmas.But her version is that if you eat apples at Christmas, the person you expect to meet will appear in front of you in peace, and, for the rest of your life, he will be in peace, and there will definitely be love between you. A perfect result.

I forgot to mention that Xiao Jiu met Bei Xiaowu that Christmas when he was wandering around the street eating apples.Seeing her little hands as red as carrots, Bei Xiaowu struck up a conversation, aren't you cold like this?Three or nine days of eating apples.

That's how they got to know each other.

Therefore, Xiao Jiu has always told Bei Xiaowu this way, telling us, she said, you must eat apples at Christmas.

Bei Xiaowu is now chewing the apple in front of me bit by bit. I know he must have thought of Xiao Jiu, otherwise, he wouldn't be chewing, and the circles of his eyes would gradually turn red.

I tugged at his clothes and said, let's go to Jinling to have a party tonight!After all, it's Christmas Eve, let's pray together that we will all be able to go to Gold List High School next year.

I suggested going to Jinling because it was inconvenient to go to Bei Xiaowu, because He Manhou was right across from him.I know that Liang Sheng doesn't like to see him, and even though I saved him, I don't want to see him either.Some people are always your injuries, which make you unwilling to face them.

In the evening of that day, all four of us asked for sick leave with our homeroom teacher, saying that we had a stomach ache from eating cold apples and we were going to the clinic for a checkup.Thinking about it now, fortunately our school did not have a clinic at that time, otherwise, how could we have such a beautiful and simple excuse.

That night, we flew out of the school gate like jumping birds.We are going to go to the supermarket to buy some fruit, snacks, coke and other things, and then fly to the small nest in Jinling.Alas, I'm really worthless, when I mention food, I feel like I have hot wheels on my feet.

There is a road 30 meters in front of the school. The street lamps are like silent teenagers, silent about their thoughts. Snowflakes are still flying in the air, like the petals that God sprinkled on the world.My vision became blurred under the snowflakes and lights, and my footsteps suddenly hesitated, because under the street lights facing the school, I saw a lonely figure, wandering, wandering, A look full of worries.

Not only me, Bei Xiaowu beside me also stopped walking, I turned to look at him, the muscles on his face began to twitch, the tip of his nose began to sweat, snowflakes fell on his shoulders one by one, time seemed to be frozen there one second.

The moment the figure under the streetlight stopped and raised his head, Bei Xiaowu couldn't stop anymore and ran over like crazy, his voice trembled so badly that he was almost hoarse, he shouted, Xiao Jiu.

Yes Yes.

It's Xiao Jiu!
How could it be Xiao Jiu?

It turned out to be Xiao Jiu.

When I watched Bei Xiaowu pick up the lonely woman, my tears fell down, I hate it, how can people cry at Christmas.

Our Xiaojiu, Bei Xiaowu's Xiaojiu, she's back!
On this snowy Christmas, she fell in front of us like a piece of pure white snowflakes, she was completely white, as if the troubles of the whole world had nothing to do with her.

My tears kept flowing out, Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu, she really came back.

If, if, if you also want to meet a long-lost happiness, then at Christmas, please eat an apple whole, then the person you are waiting for will definitely reappear on a snowy Christmas in front of you.

63 He is sad because...Jiang Sheng...I'm sorry...Prince Snow can't love you...

In Jinling's room, the red fire reflected the red faces of the three of us young people.Liang Sheng and Jin Ling were making hot pot ingredients in the kitchen, and I was making a big light bulb in front of the table, smiling silly at Xiao Jiu.She has lost a lot of weight, not as round as before, but she seems to be more beautiful.

Liang Sheng called me in the kitchen, I reluctantly moved into the kitchen, looked at Liang Sheng, and said, what are you doing?When Xiaojiu comes back, I want to see more!

Liang Sheng said, good Jiang Sheng, why are you so willing to make a big light bulb?

I secretly took a piece of melon strips from the plate he had set up, stuffed it into my mouth, and said with a smile, brother, the key is that Xiao Jiu is not as difficult to serve as Wei Young, when do you think I will make light bulbs for you and Wei Young?Dare I?I was already strangled to death by Wei Young to feed the birds.Besides, I'm Bei Xiaowu's wife, as we all know, my husband has taken a concubine, can I not go and see?

Liang Sheng smiled helplessly, put a piece of candied fruit into my mouth, he said, Jiang Sheng, don't have so many opinions on Wei Young, in fact, she is a nice person.A girl from a good family has a perverse personality, but in general, she is still good.

I curled my lips and said, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so I don't care about you.After finishing speaking, I planned to go to Xiao Jiu and Bei Xiaowu to witness their happy moment.

Liang Sheng grabbed me and said, Jiang Sheng, let's go, let's go to the balcony to watch the snowflakes.Don't join in the fun, okay?
Liang Sheng and I went to the balcony to watch the snowflakes.

The snow fell really hard that day, and the air was not particularly cold.I looked up, snowflakes fell on my eyebrows, and soon, they melted and disappeared, as if they had never appeared in this world.

Liang Sheng was standing beside me, wearing a thick cotton coat, with a bright red nose.I looked at it, and my eyes became sour.His grandma's, I have eaten apples for so many years, why can my wish never come true?Isn't it, I'm that child who was forgotten by God, and I can never find the candy I want.

Liang Sheng looked at me, he said, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?Have you been wronged?

When he asked me that, tears fell from my eyes.I hugged him and cried, just like crying unscrupulously when I was a child.Many years later, this is no longer the embrace I am familiar with, let alone the embrace that I can keep warm, although in those years without worries, this embrace gave me the greatest warmth in the world.However, after all, this does not belong to Jiang Sheng, nor does it belong to the child named Jiang Sheng.I cried and babbled the word "brother".Because I can't think of any words for dialogue, no excuses to explain my tears and sorrow.

Liang Sheng looked at me in bewilderment, but didn't know how to comfort me.Snowflakes across his angelic face, fell into my collar, my body trembled.

Liang Sheng said, Jiang Sheng, are you cold?Otherwise, let's go back to the house.

I shook my head and said, brother, I want to stay with you and watch the snow for a while longer.

For such a long time, I rarely stayed alone with Liang Sheng. When I was with Liang Sheng before, I always looked at the sky and asked him many silly questions.Once when it was snowing, on the way from school, he kept holding my little hand, lest I slip and fall.At that time, I looked at the snow in the sky and asked him, brother, why is it snowing in the sky?Is there any fairy unhappy?

Liang Sheng was stunned for a while, then smiled at me and said, yes, there are gods who are unhappy.

I said, brother, which god is unhappy?Why is he unhappy?At that time, I only knew that on Qixi Festival, when Cowherd and Weaver Girl met, they would shed tears because of sadness.

Liang Sheng carried me across the Qingshui River. The Qingshui River was very slippery at that time. Every year, some children always slipped off the bridge, and many children lost their lives in this way.Liang Sheng said, my life is very important, because I have to save my life to eat the braised pork he made for me in the future.

Liang Sheng carried me across the river, and after thinking for a long time, he answered slowly. He said, because the snow prince in the sky fell in love with our Jiang Sheng, but he was destined not to marry her, because the gods couldn't marry her. united with mortals.Whenever he misses Jiang Sheng, there will be a snowfall, and he only hopes that snowflakes can come to the mortal world for him to accompany his Jiang Sheng.

(End of this chapter)