Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 19 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (19)
But, Xiaomi, please remember Liang Sheng's appearance (9)
Actually, my relationship with Cheng Tianyou is not as close as Jin Ling imagined.For example, in "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems", every time Cheng Tianyou came, he would at most smile at me, at most he would walk to the cashier counter to say hello to me.

Sometimes, when I think of his dark and twinkling eyes, my heart will suddenly sink. Life always seems to like to play jokes on me.

For the first time, God gave me a beloved gift and he said, you can't touch it.

I ask him why.

He said, there is no reason, this is the rule of human relations.There are laws for everything in the world, and you, my child, are no exception.

The second time, God seemed to be very kind, and gave me another gift, which was very similar to the first one.He said, you still can't touch it!

I didn't ask him, why?
Because I know that my status can't match this luxury.Cinderella became a legend because there is only one Cinderella in the world.The fairy tale of the crystal shoe can only be staged this time, so it is not my turn.

I asked Jinling, have you ever liked anyone?
Jinling had been looking at me all the time, his two black eyes flickering in the moonlight, extremely beautiful.She rested her chin on my arm and whispered, yes.

I said, is it Liang Sheng?
Jin Ling shook his head with a smile, and said, Actually, I never liked Liang Sheng, but his appearance... When she said this, she suppressed the words deeply.

I said, so, it's Bei Xiaowu?

She stuck out her tongue and said, don't talk nonsense, it's not true.Jiang Sheng, you still don't know...it's better not to know.

I suddenly became nervous and asked her, don't you also like Cheng Tianyou?
Jin Ling said, come on, Jiang Sheng, do you really think Cheng Tianyou is a heartthrob?Don't joke with me, I'm not interested in your Mr. Cheng, you'd better keep yourself and appreciate it slowly.

I stuck out my tongue, and this action of sticking out my tongue seemed to be the sequelae left by poisonous mushrooms. I said, Jinling, how many types of love in this world can you say?
Jinling said, there are two kinds of love and not love.

I said, you are wrong.In the world, there are three types of love, love, not love, and, can't love!

God gave me such two gifts that I couldn't love, but I couldn't refuse.

Before I went to bed, I thought of Cheng Tianyou, and the word he said when I was fighting with him that day, so I poked Jinling, and I said, Jinling, what does BQ mean?
BQ?Jinling turned around and looked at me, what BQ?
I said, last time, Cheng Tianyou said what I said, he said that I "shown my angel figure, the word BQ will no longer be used in the whole world, and human beings will become extinct from then on."Anyway, that's the case.

BQ?Jinling thought hard.I also brooded beside her until we both fell asleep.In my sleep, the English letters B and Q are dancing in my head.

50 Recently, I have read too many romance novels, and my brain is a little distorted.

When Cheng Tianyou came to see me, I asked him, what does BQ mean?

At that time, my eyes were as clear as the snow lotus in Changbai Mountain, Cheng Tianyou rolled his eyes when he asked.He said something indiscriminately, why do children ask so many questions?Do you need to be so nice to ask?The college entrance examination does not take the BQ test.

I said, Cheng Tianyou, if you don't tell me, grandma, I will ignore you for the rest of my life.

Cheng Tianyou smiled, rubbed my head, and said, don't make it sound like it's true, I'm afraid I told you what it means, and you will ignore me for the rest of your life.After finishing speaking, he changed the subject and said, Jiang Sheng, what do you think of me?
How about it?I blink, what else?People die like dogs.

Cheng Tianyou didn't quarrel with me this time, he just looked at me and smiled, he looked down at the red face of the little doll in front of the car.After a long time, he said in an extremely slow voice, Jiang Sheng, if, I mean, if, you are a boy, no, to be precise, you are a man, and you like a girl, what would you do? ?
I rolled my eyes and smiled contemptuously. Such a low IQ question is still being asked to me. Of course I can't tell him that. I said, what else can I do?I have to tell her first, I like you, and then do what I have to do!Just do what you say!
Cheng Tianyou picked up the magazine on the car and smashed it on my head, he said, I really can't see it, Jiang Sheng, you girl, why are you full of messy things in your head!

He was so ruthless, I covered my head, my eyes were as red as rabbits, I said, what messed up did I do?Am I wrong?Can you just do what you say?Even if you do a hundred or ten thousand things for her, but if you don't say you like her, no matter how much you do, it will be in vain!Girls are reserved in every possible way. Don't tell me you keep playing riddles with her and let her guess the answer?I love your line, it should always be said by the boys first!Otherwise, the whole world should simply have a unified gender. Why should there be a distinction between men and women?

Cheng Tianyou was taken aback by what I said.Facts have proved that the one who is full of mess should be this guy who flaunts the big yellow turtle in front of me all day long.Little boy, what are you thinking!
He said, Jiang Sheng, I'm sorry.Did it hurt just now?
I snorted coldly, if it doesn't hurt, why should I be a rabbit?If it doesn't hurt, you can swing it hard on your head!
Cheng Tianyou said, Jiang Sheng, look, we haven't seen much time in the past two years.I live outside of your life and you live outside of mine.When we meet, do we have to quarrel upside down?Can we only quarrel like this to prove that the other party lives in each other's hearts?Besides, I am here today not to quarrel with you. I am here today to tell you that I may have to leave this city for a while.

I kept silent, actually, what Cheng Tianyou said was right, the time I spent with him in the past two years can be counted on two hands.Think about it with a low self-esteem, or maybe he only thinks of me when he has nothing to do.Thinking about such things is always very annoying, so I smiled and asked him, when will you leave?
He said, just recently, these days.Then, he was silent. After being silent for a long time, he said, Jiang Sheng, I don't worry about you.

I said, Cheng Tianyou, you villain, you definitely have something to ask me for!Otherwise, how could you speak soft words to me?Does the earth not rotate?Or did the sun suddenly rise in the west?Is the river going against the flow?
He sighed, Jiang Sheng, you are such a heartless girl, okay, I won't tell you anymore.The life in the third year of high school is very hard, you should pay attention to your body.The weather is getting colder, you must wear more clothes, don't catch a cold.Also, if you are not particularly short of money, then you should not work at "Ning Xin, Don't Come to You". If you need money, I can give it to you.

I giggled, looked at him, and said, don't talk so much, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable when you talk so much.How come it's like parting from life and death.Cheng Tianyou, didn't you kill someone?To hide outside.

Cheng Tianyou pushed me and said, fuck you crow mouth!
When he pushed like this, my head banged against the car window, and I grinned in pain.

I said, grandma, Cheng Tianyou, you are committing murder!You made me stupid, do I still want to go to college!

He chuckled and said, if you are stupid, I will take you in!Happy to pick up such a big handsome guy cheaply.

I rubbed the place where I was bumped and hurt, and said to him angrily, you are an old man, how can you be handsome?Pretending to be tender is really popular these days.Speaking of this, I suddenly thought of Suman, and asked him, Cheng Tianyou, Suman is actually a star.For a long time, I forgot to tell you about this.

Cheng Tianyou smiled and said, yes, star, what a glamorous character.But so what?

I said, it's nothing, I just think you and her are quite suitable, and a female star marrying into a wealthy family will make another great story in history.After finishing speaking, I laughed happily.

Cheng Tianyou's face was as long as a horse's. He stretched out his hand to push me again, but he was worried about hurting me, so he waved his hand in mid-air. He said, "I'm going to marry her, are you kidding me?"

It took me a long time to realize what he said. My heart was beating so hard that I didn't dare to look him in the eyes.Cheng Tianyou is really not a good person, he said a word unintentionally, which made me happy and sad together.

Cheng Tianyou said that he missed my birthday a few days ago and wanted to make it up for me.He asked me, Jiang Sheng, what wish do you have?I help you achieve it.

I was very happy when I heard it. I thought, if God said this to me, how happy would I be?In that case, I will tell him that I must let him help me realize it, and I am willing to pay any price for this wish.But Cheng Tianyou is not God after all, he is just a man in the world, so I can only tell him some more practical wishes, I said, I want to play the piano.

When I said this, my voice was very low, and I was afraid that I would be ridiculed by Cheng Tianyou.But no one knows how much I long to know what it feels like to touch the black and white keys with my fingertips.A long time ago, Liang Sheng told me the term piano, which I think is very beautiful.I often dream of Liang Sheng playing the piano, with his slender fingers fluttering on the black and white keys, and a kind of beautiful affection flowing in his eyes.When I was very young, he said that he must teach me to play the piano.However, for now, this seems to be an elusive dream.

Every time I think of Liang Sheng, my heart feels sad and painful.Thinking of Liang Sheng's heart-wrenching encounter on his birthday last year, thinking of the pink banknotes clenched in his palm... all the scenes seemed to be vivid in his mind.This feeling makes it difficult to breathe smoothly.

Cheng Tianyou looked at me tenderly, smiled, and said, Jiang Sheng, then, you can play the piano?

I shook my head and said, no.

Maybe I shouldn't have this idea out of nowhere.I looked up and smiled at Cheng Tianyou, and I said, forget it, I suddenly lost my mind, or else, you can set off fireworks for me.

I have made these two requests in a poetic way, but in fact, I am just saying that.If we really set off fireworks in this city, the two of us would soon be arrested by the urban management and fined.Maybe recently, I have read too many romance novels, and my brain is a little distorted.

Cheng Tianyou raised his hand to look at his watch and said, Jiang Sheng, it's getting late, you should hurry back to school.I have something to go.Your wish is so simple, what a child.Wait for the next time, I will come to you.

51 Jiang Sheng, you are good everywhere, but you are too vengeful.

When I went back to the dormitory at night, I felt very lonely.Jinling is renting a house outside, so I don’t even have anyone to talk to.When I was in class during the day, I secretly passed a small note to her and asked her, is the house haunted?In fact, my original intention was to scare her back into the dormitory and live with me.Jinling made funny faces at me in class, but the teacher found out and was fined to run around on the playground.

They often say that the world's most poisonous woman's heart.In fact, the person who said this must have never been to school or read a book.Of course, I didn't say that the most poisonous thing in the world is the heart of some teachers!The conscience of heaven and earth, I absolutely did not say it!
After going to the boiling water room to fetch hot water, I met Wei Young in the corridor of the dormitory.She looked at me with a calm expression, neither tired nor happy.She said, Jiang Sheng, why do you keep avoiding me?

This sentence made me very angry, can I not hide?I also want to live a few more years.This is not the age of war, and I need to scramble to be the first to die heroically.I bowed my head and staggered her gaze, I said, I can't always provoke you, can I annoy you?I don't have a brain anymore, I have to remember the education your old man gave me, right?

Wei Young hugged the book to her chest, smiled at me, and said, Jiang Sheng, you are good everywhere, but you are too vengeful!
I rolled my eyes, his grandma, and came to talk about philosophy with me again, if I scald you with hot water, let's see if you remember your grudge!Moreover, what she used to scald me was probably boiling oil, not boiling water.However, this world is so strange. Although she has hurt me like this, it still doesn't affect her beauty.Under the pale yellow light in the corridor, she was indeed dazzlingly beautiful.Or, her badness is only for me, but for more people, she is a good person.

I can only understand it this way.

Seeing that I was silent, Wei Young took the thermos bottle in my hand, took my hand and said, Jiang Sheng, I'm sorry, I know, I shouldn't have treated you like that at the time, but I was too impulsive at the time, maybe this is jealousy Bar.Actually, I am even more unwilling to hurt Liang Sheng, after all, I like him.When I saw him hurt like that that day, I blamed myself to death.I have lived in a family where everyone doted on me since I was a child, and I can't see others more than me.So, Jiang Sheng, I hurt you, and I hurt Liang Sheng too.However, I'm not as bad as you think.Jiang Sheng, can you understand?

I looked at her stupidly, that's just how I am, I don't want to see others apologize, and I don't want to listen to other people's soft words.When she said this, I actually felt that I was not good, that I disturbed her life.So, I said, actually, I don't think you are bad, and you don't have to say so much.

Wei Young smiled, she said, for more than a year, Liang Sheng has been quite guilty, he felt that he shouldn't be so cruel to you at that time, after all, you are an adult.

What she said made me a little confused, no matter how cruel Liang Sheng was to me, it was because of her gift?How to turn back and forth, everything should not be done, it's my turn to Liang Sheng.

When I got to the door of the dormitory, I took the thermos bottle from her and didn't invite her into the dormitory.However, she followed in like a swimming fish.I'll look at her, what's the matter with you?

Wei Young smiled, nothing, just come and have a sit.

That day, she sat in our dormitory until 11 o'clock, booing with our dormitory people, and talked about a lot of celebrity gossip and scandals.People in our dormitory asked her, is she familiar with a female star named Suman?
She just laughed and said, if you want autographs, I'll get them for you.

The girls immediately cheered up and expressed their desire to get her autograph.I have never quite understood what is the use of a star's signature, and everyone is so keen on it.The girl who lives in the upper bunk in Jinling is a girl named Yu Wen. In our dormitory, she is considered a new human being. Like Bei Xiaowu, she is an art student.

The biggest advantage of art students is that they can dress up freely, and they will not be punished by the school easily.But if it's funny, she and Xiao Jiu are definitely not on the same level.She poked her head down and asked Wei Young, I heard that Su Man was taken care of by a wealthy businessman, is there such a thing?

Wei Young looked at me and smiled lightly, what kind of support?She is in love, but the other party is a rich and powerful person. Don't believe those gossips.

Everyone was excited when they heard it, and kept asking, are they still together now?

Wei Young looked at me who was reading a book on the bed, and laughed, this, you better not ask me, ask Jiang Sheng, she seems to be more familiar with that rich man than I am.

Wei Young's words made me stunned for a while, and the people in the same dormitory chattered non-stop, asking me, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, tell us about Su Man and that rich man.

I said, what do I need to know, I don’t know Suman, let alone any rich man, you should ask Weiyang, the one who asked for Suman’s autograph is Weiyang, not me, I am not of this level.After speaking, he got into the bed.On autumn nights, the air is a bit cooler.

Wei Young smiled, and said to Wen, come on, our Jiang Sheng is angry, just narrow-minded.No kidding.Then she looked at Jinling's empty bed, looked suspicious, and asked me, why isn't Jinling here tonight?

I turned over to look at her and said, Jinling won't live in the dormitory this semester.

Wei Young just laughed, she should have lived here long ago.Then I said goodbye to the people in our dormitory very politely, saying that I would definitely help them get autographed photos with Suman.When she left, she whispered softly in my ear, Jiang Sheng, don't be with Jinling in the future, that girl is not a good thing!It's no different from Xiaojiu, they're all mixed up kids.

Wei Young's words sent chills down my back, and I found that there seemed to be no good people in her eyes.

She said that Jinling is not a good person, so is Jinling not a good person?I'm so helpless with Wei Young, who wants others to point fingers at my good friend in front of me?
52 Here all things come to a knot, and then surge forth.

Cheng Tianyou hasn't appeared for a long time, I don't know if he has left the city.

Every day, when the sun was shaking overhead, we walked out of the classroom, and then swayed into the cafeteria with the swaying sunlight.I seldom eat with Liang Sheng.He may have lost a lot of weight recently due to the relatively high pressure of study, so it is distressing to hang in the sun so thinly.

Jinling's appetite is small, but mine is surprisingly large.I think it must have been supported by the boiled noodles made by Liang Sheng since I was a child, and my appetite has become very large.Thinking of this, I feel very depressed. I think, if I eat more than them when I date other boys in the future, will they be scared away by my pride?Because I was depressed, I ate a lot more.Then, all the things I learned in the morning were eaten in my stomach, and my mind was empty.

Jin Ling's eye circles are a bit dark, and she looks like a panda, which looks a little ridiculous. In fact, I really can't understand her. She stays up all day and night to study hard, but she is always absent from work every now and then.Although I am no longer in the same classroom as her, this is her usual style, and it has been like this since the first year of high school.In the past, I was very envious of her courage to not come to class if she said she couldn't come to class.At that time, in my eyes, this was completely heroic and courageous.And she always explained that it was because grandma was in poor health.

After lunch, Jin Ling and I went back to the classroom and met Bei Xiaowu at the stairs.He was carrying a backpack, which was full of things and bulging.I asked strangely, are you planning to go camping?

Bei Xiaowu shook his head, how can it be, the college entrance examination revolution has not yet succeeded, Comrade Xiaowu still has to work hard.I tidy up these things because my mother is not in good health recently and always calls me to go back and see her.After finishing speaking, he asked me again, Jiang Sheng, can you lend me the Huanggang test questions you did in the key class?I took it home to watch.

I looked at Bei Xiaowu and was stunned for a while.This genius who once scored [-] points in eight subjects said such profound words to me, and I was a little uncomfortable.He also stuttered a bit when answering.I said, yes, yes, yes... yes, you...you...follow me...I, I, I will take...take it.

Bei Xiaowu looked at me, then turned to ask Jinling, she... she, she... this, this, this... what's wrong?
Jin Ling shook his head and said, I...I don't...don't know!
(End of this chapter)