Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 13 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (13)
But, Xiaomi, please remember Liang Sheng's appearance (3)
Xiao Jiu asked me, Jiang Sheng, do you feel that in many cases, the better a person treats you, the more guilty you will be?

I thought about it and nodded.Once, I hurt Liang Sheng with a lunch box, but Liang Sheng didn't blame me; I lost my temper at him and complained that his mother ruined my mother's life happiness, but he just stood there foolishly without making a sound Don't talk back.Of course, I didn't say these things, they have already scalded my heart, and I don't want them to scald my tongue and lips again.

Xiao Jiu said, the better that idiot Bei Xiaowu treats me, the more guilty I will be.The more he looks at me, the more my heart hurts, so, Jiang Sheng, I have to leave.

After she finished speaking, she slowly lifted the wine bottle, and I listened quietly to the sound of beer sliding down her throat.

Xiao Jiu said, Jiang Sheng, in fact, I don't want to drink, smoke, fight, or drive fast.There are many times, looking at you, looking at Jinling, looking at Weiyang, looking at little girls like you, I think, if, if, when I was six years old, my mother didn't leave me, now, am I also like you Same, with hair cut like vermicelli in clear soup, with a pair of warm little hands, will you secretly blush when you see a boy you like?But, Jiang Sheng, all these youthful beauties are far away from me. Even if I see the boy I like, I can only act carelessly and frivolously like a little girl.

I have so many bad pasts with me.One day, I had a dream that I was covered in dirty mud, I washed and washed, but no matter how much I washed, it couldn't get rid of it, I rubbed my skin until it was red , until they peeled off and I saw my own bones, I realized that I was dirty, it wasn't the mud that made me dirty, but I made the mud dirty.

After finishing speaking, she gulped down the wine, then laughed, wiped the foam from the corners of her mouth, and recited indulgently:

green

酒瓶
pink

Lips
they
handover

place,

Those ones
Gone

youth,

They went away so beautifully,
Left
pitiful
Xiao Jiu,

and also
pitiful
tears,

流啊
flow……

I looked at her dancing body stupidly, at a loss.Xiao Jiu smiled at me. In the rain, her hair was no longer fluffy, but it was so softly attached to her ears.I said, Xiao Jiu, stop drinking, if I knew you were like this, I wouldn't buy you wine.

Xiaojiu brought her face close to my eyes, and showed me her red eyes with her hands. She said, Jiang Sheng, you are so annoying. I don’t drink, how can I shed tears? Without tears, how can I tell you the following What about the sad story?
At that time, neither Xiaojiu nor I noticed that Bei Xiaowu was running happily.

Xiao Jiu leaned her head on my shoulder, and she said, Jiang Sheng, look, my tears are all gone, I need to drink some wine, replenish my water, so that I can cry.Jiang Sheng, when I came to your house, I realized that we are really sisters with the same fate.Your father abandoned you and your mother, but my mother abandoned me and my father.

I timidly asked, Xiao Jiu, didn't you say that your mother died when you were six years old?

Xiao Jiu threw the wine bottle on the ground, picked up another bottle and continued to drink, she said, Jiang Sheng, you are just a silly girl, you will believe whatever others say.Did Cheng Tianyou say that if he likes you, you really consider yourself his true destiny!Stupid!After speaking, she poked my head straight with her finger.

My face turned red, and I whispered, Xiao Jiu, what nonsense are you talking about!

Xiao Jiu looked at me unsteadily, smiled, and she said, Jiang Sheng, you know why I like you, because I think you, like Bei Xiaowu, are very stupid, stupid and stubborn.Jiang Sheng, I know what you're thinking, but I won't say it, I'm afraid you will hurt.

I said, Xiao Jiu, you're drunk, let's go home and wait for Bei Xiaowu to bring us scallion pancakes and Meilin's roast chicken.

Xiao Jiu shook her head, I don't want to eat it, I just want to eat the leek dumplings made by my mother, she cried after she finished speaking, she said, Jiang Sheng, I would rather she died when I was six years old!Over the years, I hated her hated her!But, Jiang Sheng, I really want to have a mother, I want to act like a baby with her, ask her for beautiful clothes, and let her dress me up like you little girls... As she spoke, her tears and snot flowed Together.

She said, Jiang Sheng, I have a secret that I must tell you before I leave, but you must keep it for me.Be sure to keep it safe for me.

I nodded.

Xiao Jiu finally stopped crying, threw away the wine bottle, wiped away her tears, and quietly looked at the playground in Weijiaping. She said, when I was six years old, my mother ran away with other men, leaving me and my father behind.Later, when I grew up, I found the man who took my mother away and slept with him!
I looked at Xiao Jiu stupidly, and Xiao Jiu laughed, I know I am shameless and mean, but I hate my mother!I want her to know that that man doesn't take her seriously!I wanted to make her suffer, to make her feel how miserable it was for me to live thinking and longing for her all these ten years!But she told me so calmly, she said she knew that man had never been divorced, but she just liked him, there was nothing she could do.Speaking of this, Xiao Jiu cried again. She said, from now on, I have been fooling around with all kinds of men, and I treat myself as a chicken!I treat myself as a piece of trash discarded by her!Until I met Bei Xiaowu...

When she called Bei Xiaowu's name, her voice trembled uncontrollably, and she said, Jiang Sheng, only Bei Xiaowu never took advantage of me.He just likes me as a pure girl, but, Jiang Sheng, you can see how bad and what a bad girl I am...

After Xiao Jiu finished speaking, she stood quietly in the rain, like a homeless child.

After such a long silence, she said, "Jiang Sheng, in fact, I always wanted to ask her, would she be sad when she thinks of me after leaving me for so many years?"After speaking, she looked up at me, and her expression became extremely complicated for a moment.

I turned around, and I saw Bei Xiaowu standing beside us in a daze, the rain slipped from his hair without a sound, and he was carrying two large bags of things in his hand.Because Xiaojiu complained to him yesterday that Liangsheng always boiled noodles, so he ran to the county early this morning to buy Meilin roast chicken and scallion pancakes for Xiaojiu.

34 Because, I will not allow anyone to hurt you!
Before, I had never looked at Bei Xiaowu carefully, until today, I realized that Bei Xiaowu is so good-looking, different from Liang Sheng's Qing Qi, but has a kind of evil beauty, but at this moment, those black eyes The eyelids were indeed full of confusion and pain.

Xiao Jiu also stared at him blankly.

The raindrops gradually became denser, and Xiao Jiu's face turned pale, standing opposite Bei Xiaowu like a glass beauty without blood.The bag fell from Bei Xiaowu's hand to the ground. He was silent, took off his clothes vigorously, silently put the clothes on Xiao Jiu's head, and smiled at me, Jiang Sheng, carrying the bag , go home for dinner, and see what your brother Wu brought back for you!
Then he smiled at Xiao Jiu again and said, let's go home for dinner.Don't drench...chicken.With the last word, Bei Xiaowu's voice became so thin that he almost swallowed it in his throat.However, I can see, and Xiao Jiu can also see that his pupils, which are as transparent as black jade, are gradually surrounded and soaked in a kind of blood red, just like Liang Sheng at that time, watching He Manhou and I being taken away , the look in his eyes when he called my sister hysterically was so painful!
During lunch, the three of us have been silent.Even though Bei Xiaowu kept smiling at Xiao Jiu, I think his smile was uglier than crying.

After the meal, Liang Sheng asked me quietly, Jiang Sheng, what happened?
I just cried, and I said, Xiao Jiu is so pitiful.

Liang Sheng rubbed my fine hair and said, Jiang Sheng, don't cry.Doesn't Xiao Jiu still have Bei Xiaowu?
I looked up at Liang Sheng, tears rolling down my cheeks, brother, if I get hurt in the future, will you always guard me like Bei Xiaowu guarded Xiao Jiu?

Liang Sheng's face immediately became serious, and he said, Jiang Sheng, of course I won't be like Bei Xiaowu.Having said that, he paused for a moment, because, I will not allow anyone to hurt you!
I looked at Liang Sheng's tightly pursed lips, and suddenly a sentence popped into my throat, but I forced it back firmly.I really want to ask him, including Wei Young?But I didn't ask, I just smiled foolishly at Liang Sheng.

35 Bei Xiaowu is a stubborn kid!
Xiao Jiu left anyway.

He didn't leave a word, didn't tell me, didn't tell Bei Xiaowu, and didn't tell Liang Sheng.

Before going to bed, I told her, Bei Xiaowu is so good, would you still leave?

Xiao Jiu shook her head with a smile, and said, no, no more.

That night, I told her about Bei Xiaowu. From when he was a child to when he was in high school, I told Xiaojiu every interesting thing.I said, Xiao Jiu, look, I have walked through Bei Xiaowu's life for you.I am worthy of being your good sister, right?Xiao Jiu just laughed.I suddenly felt sad, maybe there will be a day when I will tell Wei Young or other girls about Liang Sheng, since when he was six years old, I made a funny face and made him cry, Then, I also want to say to them, "Look, I walked through Liang Sheng's life for you"?

Xiao Jiu said, "Jiang Sheng, let me tell you about the young master too. Finally, I have walked in his life for you for a few years."

Cheng Tianyou?I frowned, and I said, Xiao Jiu, I don't want to listen to him!I said, Xiao Jiu, let me tell you that when Bei Xiaowu was in sixth grade, he was caught by the math teacher for reading pornographic novels in class. ,Do you know why?After I finished speaking, I laughed hahaha.

Xiao Jiu frowned and looked at me in surprise, Jiang Sheng, when did you become a big desire woman?
My face turned red, and after a long time, I said, Xiao Jiu, you are the woman of great desire!That's because Bei Xiaowu's pants were caught by the nails on the stool!If he stood up straight, wouldn't he tear his pants and expose his butt?His ass is so big!Having said that, I laughed hahaha again, and then looked at Xiaojiu seriously, what are you?
Xiao Jiu said, I was overthinking.Think about it too, at that time, how pure were you, were you still "Wahaha"?Also, Bei Xiaowu didn't know if he was mature at that time, maybe he couldn't tell the difference between male and female.After finishing speaking, I also laughed out loud, only the lonely moon and our two witches laughed like witches in the whole night sky.

I said, Xiao Jiu, I forgot to tell you that Bei Xiaowu finally stood up straight, and it was the teacher who twisted his ears to straighten him.There was only one sound heard in the classroom, and that was the ripping of Bei Xiaowu's trousers.

Xiao Jiu said, so Bei Xiaowu is in your classroom naked?That teacher is too imperialist, right?

I proudly said, how can I?With someone as smart as me, how can Bei Xiaowu's chastity be compromised?I glued him up again with scotch tape.At that time, the math teacher praised my cleverness in class!Said that I will become a scientist in the future.Since then, I have loved scientific research, and it wasn't until later that I realized that I had lost my way.

Xiao Jiu laughed, what happened?Such a blow to your gorgeous pursuit of science?
I sighed. Later, in the science class, the teacher taught us to do an experiment each. We decided on the topic and plan by ourselves. As a result, I caught a cold that day, so I asked Bei Xiaowu to do it for me.As a result, the guy from Bei Xiaowu gave me a super gorgeous experiment.The topic is: Prove that spiders have ears on their legs.Materials: Spider, white paper, table, knife.The steps are as follows: Step [-], put the white paper on the table, put the spider on the white paper, slap the table hard and shout, run!The spider ran away.The second step is to cut off all the legs of the spider with a knife, then put it on the white paper, slap the table hard again and shout, run!The spider doesn't move!It can be seen from the above that the ears of spiders grow on their legs.

Xiao Jiu rolled her eyes while laughing, Bei Xiaowu is an idiot!Then what experiment did he do?

I said, his topic is: Prove that Jiang Sheng is a scientific idiot, and then prove that the math teacher has blind eyes plus glaucoma and cataracts!The material is: Jiang Sheng's idiot science experiment report.

Xiao Jiu burst out, Bei Xiaowu is really a vengeful master.Too small.

I nodded and said, yes, Xiao Jiu, you can see that Bei Xiaowu is such a stubborn guy, he will remember when others treat him badly; he will also remember when others treat him kindly with.So whoever he looks for, the nine cows will not be able to pull back.So, Xiao Jiu, don't leave, okay?Bei Xiaowu is a stubborn child!

Xiao Jiu just laughed, her eyelashes were full of fine tears, she said, Jiang Sheng, let me tell you a joke about the little boy.Three years ago, the young master bought a German Shepherd and took it out to meet his dog friends, but was knocked down by a short-legged bull terrier.Later he bought a Tibetan mastiff, but was injured by a Caucasian dog owned by another high-ranking son.The little son was completely annoyed, and in the end, he simply paid a lot of money to ask someone to smuggle a Siberian wolf to keep him.As a result, the little boy was sent to the hospital.

That wolf bites?I looked at Xiao Jiu and asked nervously.

Xiao Jiu snorted, biting?It's not bad if you don't eat people.

I said, yes, fortunately I have a dog. If the young master likes cats, he will smuggle a tiger home to keep him...

Xiao Jiu said, I really wish I could, so that three years ago, instead of being sent to the hospital, he was sent to the cemetery.

I said, Xiao Jiu, your prejudice against the young master is really deep enough!
Xiao Jiu said lightly, Jiang Sheng, or Cheng Tianyou is not a bad person, but it is definitely not his turn to be a good person.Well, don't talk so much, go to sleep.

I listened to Xiao Jiu's words and fell asleep soon.But when I woke up, Xiao Jiu had already left.

Bei Xiaowu kept asking me, Jiang Sheng, tell me, where did Xiao Jiu go?You tell me!

My head shook like a rattle.Yes, I really don't know, how could Xiao Jiu choose to leave in a dark night?When she left, did she look at the stars in the sky, did she feel that the stars in the sky looked like Bei Xiaowu's stubborn eyes?

Bei Xiaowu was dumbfounded and started talking to himself. He said to the leftover scallion pancakes from yesterday, tell me, where did Xiao Jiu go?Then he said to the half roast chicken.Finally, he ran to the corner and said to the wine bottle left by Xiao Jiu.He said, tell me, where did Xiao Jiu go, tell me!
36 Look, am I that not a good person?

Bei Xiaowu told Liang Sheng that he was going back to the provincial capital to find Xiao Jiu!He said that Xiao Jiu must have returned to her small rental house, and she had nowhere else to go except that small rental house.

I looked at Bei Xiaowu sadly, I didn't expect it to be like this.This boy who could only play with the world with a playful face, suddenly grew up, and suddenly became indifferent and sad.I looked at Liang Sheng again, and at this moment, I seemed to understand why my Liang Sheng's beautiful eyes were always full of sadness.

Liang Sheng patted Bei Xiaowu on the shoulder, and he said, I’ll go with you, anyway, I’ve discussed it with Jiang Sheng a long time ago, I want to go back to school early, so I can review my homework, and I can take advantage of the summer vacation Part-time job, increase knowledge!
However, when we returned to the provincial capital, the iron locks on Xiaojiu's rental house had been replaced.Bei Xiaowu sat in front of the door until midnight, waiting for someone to come back.And that person was not Xiao Jiu.It wasn't until that moment that he realized that Xiao Jiu was so stubborn, just like his stubbornness.

Happiness is like a piece of porcelain, once it is broken, it cannot be as good as before.

That night, Liang Sheng and I followed Bei Xiaowu to "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems!"

Under the flickering neon lights, red men and green women twisted into a ball, and the metallic music beat people's cochlea.I didn't notice a pair of eyes looking in our direction.

Liang Sheng said, Jiang Sheng, I'm going out to make a phone call, you take care of Bei Xiaowu, don't let him run around.

I nodded.

But before Liang Sheng could walk out the door, Bei Xiaowu had already twisted his body and turned into the dancing crowd.I followed him like an out-of-place fool.Among the crazy crowd, under the flickering lights, I was at a loss.But Bei Xiaowu actually forgot about me, and I don't know where I went.In the cracks of the crowd, I can only follow the dancing flow of people, dodging constantly, like a lost child.Until someone stepped in front of me and blocked the dancing crowd in front of me.He said, little guy, you shouldn't be here!

I looked up, Cheng Tianyou's big bright face was outlined by the blurred light, he was looking at me with a playful smile, frowning.

I was about to say something, but he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of this dancing sea of ​​people.In an instant, the warmth and strength from his palm made me blush.

He squeezed me into a quiet aisle, leaned one arm against the wall, looked down at me, the tip of his nose almost touched my forehead, his warm breath wafted through my hair, he said, you How come here?
I leaned back hard, closed my eyes and said loudly, I'm here to find Xiaojiu!
His fingers slid across my nose, light and fast, with a smirk on his face, look at you like this, what about it?Am I that not a good person?Besides, Jiang Sheng, you feel so good about yourself!You are only sixteen, kid, and your mind is full of distracting thoughts. How did your school teachers teach you?

I quickly opened my eyes and said, I'm almost seventeen!Not a child!Then I hurriedly closed my eyes again!

He shook his head and smiled, he said, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, I'm so ugly that you don't even want to look at me?As he spoke, his face got closer and closer, and he said, Jiang Sheng, open your eyes quickly, if you don't open your eyes again, I will put my face on yours!
I really didn't want him to put his face on mine, so I just opened my eyes, and I said, this way, it's okay!Get your face away!
Cheng Tianyou just laughed, the naughty kind.He felt good and said, Jiang Sheng, what's the matter, I saved your life today too!Let me tell you, how dangerous it is to go to a nightclub with two men!What if they have bad intentions?Look, why did that boy go out just now? I guess he is going to contact the buyer and prepare to sell you!So, from today, we are even, you saved me once, I saved you once, both are cleared!In the future, you are not allowed to pester me like today!
Cheng Tianyou's mindless theories annoyed me. I said, young master, do you have an IQ? It was you who pestered me tonight, not me. Besides, I was the one who left just now... …

(End of this chapter)