Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 1 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (1)
Preface: Thank you for these six years, I have experienced so many ups and downs, it doesn't matter if you break out of your cocoon and become a butterfly or a moth... (1)
Thank you for these six years. After so many ups and downs, it doesn't matter whether you break out of your cocoon and become a butterfly or a moth out of your cocoon.

The important thing is that they all have the moment when they break out of their cocoons and fly.

选择
Finally, six years have passed since this story happened.

I have fantasized about this moment countless times—that is, when the commemorative and hardcover editions of this incomparably important book are published, what kind of mood and what kind of brushwork will I use to write this preface.

I used to think that I would write thousands of words and talk endlessly, but at this moment, I really don't know where to start. I just feel that there are so many things I want to say and emotions I want to express, but I don't know where to start. Pen.

In 2009, the contract for this story has expired, but anyone who knows me well knows that I have always been in a daze, and it is a blessing that I don’t lose myself every time I go out, so "Liang Sheng, We The copyrights of "Can I Not Be Sad 1" and "Liang Sheng, Can We Not Be Sad 2" have never been signed with other publishing houses, and have always remained in my hand.

During the period from 2009 to April 2012, there were no reprints, commemorative editions, or collector's editions of these two books.

For three years, he was like a quiet child, silently staying by my side.In this quiet time, he belongs to me, and I belong to him.

Finally, in the wonderful spring of April 2012, I delivered him to you again.

2012 is probably a good opportunity.

Originally, I no longer planned to write anymore, but because of too many coincidences, I returned to this circle again. I will mention the reason behind this preface.

During my silent period, the contracts of the six or seven books I had cooperated with the three companies in the past had all expired, and basically all expired for a year, and the copyright of "Liang Sheng" had expired for three years. years long.

I am really a snail, not only slow in writing, but also slow in taking care of my books, which is why many rice fans complain to me: Mi Da, Le Shu, Snail Mi, Chicken Wing Girl...why your Books, we can't always buy them!

The reason is simple, that is, these books have been out of contract for more than a year.Everyone in the circle knows that after the contract of a book expires, the copyright reverts to the author, and the publishing house can no longer print and publish. Even if the inventory in the contract period, according to the contract, it can only be sold within half a year after the contract expires. If it is not sold out, these products must also respect the law and contract and be withdrawn from the market.

This is out of respect and protection for the author.

Therefore, it is not surprising why many readers can no longer buy the previous "Liangsheng" series, "Duan Qingyi" series and "The Indus Is So Hurt"...

Going back to the above topic, because this is 2012, and because the copyrights of these books have just expired, I hope to have a unified plan for the future days and works, and I don’t want to write slowly anymore, and you are anxious and hate iron It is called "snail rice" without steel.Therefore, the subsequent works (except those signed before) will no longer be scattered among several publishing companies, but will be delivered and placed in a unified manner.

What is delivered is my heart, and what is placed is my youth.

From then on, it is my decision and choice to write quietly and live a simple life.

Six years
I don't know if, in 2006, readers of this book were still reading my story when it was first published.

If she is still there, then she must be my antique-level reader.I think, in front of her, apart from being happy, I was more moved, and even a little shy.

In 2005, I officially started writing.At that time, I took the pseudonym "Le Xiaomi" for myself, just hoping that even the smallest things could make me happy.

At that time, I started contributing articles on a forum called Clover, and at that time, there was a magazine called "Starlight Girl".Because of that magazine, because of that forum, I met two good teachers and helpful friends in my writing career. I have always nicknamed them Dudu and Ruoruo, just like they call me Xiaomi.At that time, I was a small writer, and they were small editors. We walked together and got tired of being together based on our pure love for this industry.

In 2005, my first draft fee from "Starlight Girl" was 62 yuan.When I was still in my freshman year, I silently planned: Well, if I can write 8 manuscripts a month, I can earn 500 yuan, so that I can pay for a month’s living expenses, and I don’t have to reach out to my parents , how wonderful.

In 2005, Du Du and Ruoruo were small editors with a basic salary of about 600 yuan.Du Du said that she knew nothing at the time, she would not cater to the editor-in-chief, she would not cater to big-name writers, she would only look for those who could warm her, encourage her, and support her to do this among the piles of letters from readers. industry dynamics, or rummaging through countless forum submissions to find kids she thinks have well-written stories.

And I was the lucky kid she picked out from a pile of words.

At that time, in addition to our love for this circle, we also had a little bit of private thoughts——

Du Du: Well, this little guy is good. The pass rate of the manuscripts written is relatively good. I can earn more page fees!

Mimi: Mmmmm!It's good to follow this editor, there is meat to eat, there is meat to eat!Please bless me to earn 62 yuan a few more times!

——Yes, this is all we had at the beginning, no one would have predicted who would become what kind of person, no one would have thought of what height to push who would be, and no one would even think who would become who .

Because we all come from the most grassroots places, and there is no highly anticipated appearance that is so enviable that the eyes are red.We just do this work quietly, self-servingly, with humble selfishness and distracting thoughts, which makes our youth gradually have a vivid color.

In 2006, a magazine called "Huahuo" was born in the hands of Du Du.So, she removed one of my manuscripts published on the Four Leaf Clover Forum, and the name was "Lost in the Spring Blossoms" - at that time, neither she nor I knew whether this manuscript could pass the final review of the editor-in-chief .

Everything was very lucky, as if I was destined to be discovered by her and Ruoruo at the Clover Forum in 2005, and the manuscript finally passed the final review of the editor-in-chief.

Many times, I often think, if there was no Clover Forum at that time, if there were no Dudu and Ruoruo, and if there was no smooth final review by the editor-in-chief, what kind of career and life would I be doing now?
I think I will still have a safe and smooth life, but I will not meet you—you who have given me the strength to move on in countless silent nights.

I am a lazy author, although I planned for myself to write 62 short articles a month for 8 Yuan Ocean Times, but it turns out that I can write one a month, which means inspiration springs up.

So, you call me a snail, there is still some reason.

Since then, in my writing career, every time I can’t write, when I’m anxious because of trifles, when I’m frustrated by the stories written by readers who don’t make sense… It’s your warm messages on Tieba and QQ that give me a chance to continue. The courage and drive to write.Because, I know that in this world, there are still a group of people who definitely like me.

So, I got to keep writing, because that's where my joy lies, and that's what a lot of people are waiting for.

In the summer of 2006, Du Du told me, Mimi, write a story of about 2 words.

I said, good!

So, I obediently wrote and submitted the manuscript.

After Du Du finished reading, he said, Your sister!You made such a moving and perfect beginning, and wrote such a hasty ending like a dog's tail, don't you want to mess around!
Then, she said, write slowly, without thinking about the number of words, just write the story completely.

Therefore, this story is what appeared before your eyes on Christmas Eve in 2006—"Liang Sheng, Can We Not Be Sad 1".

On Christmas Eve of that year, I went to Changsha for the first time and met the "live" Du Du and Ruoruo, as well as Yan Ran and Niao Niao.

In the crowded pedestrian street, among the dense crowd, my myopia of more than 600 degrees actually picked up 50 yuan! ! !

Du Du said, this is my lucky start.

On Christmas Eve that year, she bought me a bunch of water chestnuts to eat.

The night in Changsha is very noisy; I am very greedy at night; and the bunch of water chestnuts that Du Du gave me are very sweet.

So, even after so many years and so much time, in this quiet Qingdao night, I still seem to be able to feel the sweetness of the bunch of water chestnuts she gave me that night.

Between the lips and teeth, there is still a lingering fragrance.

On Christmas Eve, Ruoruo and I slept in the same room, and Dudu mingled with Niaoyiao and Yanran.

At that time, Ruoruo had long black and straight hair. After taking a shower in the hotel, she was wearing a white bathrobe and poured water for me.

She is the most swaying woman in high heels and floral skirts I have ever seen.Because of her, I learned to wear makeup, to use perfume, and to wear high heels like a woman...

She is the most "cruel" to me among all editors, because she is a person who takes editing work very seriously.

In my life, almost all the manuscripts that were shot came from her clutches—of course, because of her, I learned to be cautious and never to be complacently proud.

Later on the road, I also met more close partners who accompanied my future carefully and with all their heart.

The thing I am most sorry for is that during the production of "Qingcheng II", our Queen's wooden children's shoes made our editors work overtime continuously.

I am not a qualified author, but someone is willing to spoil me like this.

I told Queen Wood that I will be obedient in the future and resolutely not procrastinate...

Queen Wood also posted a screenshot of this on Weibo.

Ruoruo also told me that in the future with Amu, don't be so free and loose like before.You must keep up with everyone's work rhythm, otherwise, many people will work overtime for one of your books.

Yes, in these years, you have waited for every book of mine, or the book of every author, it is not only from the hard work of an author, but in the links of typesetting, proofreading, and editing, it is actually a bunch of People are busy and paying for it.

In time, you only see us in front of the spotlight, but you cannot see the figures of my partners behind the scenes.

courage
All along, I hope to write every story well and get your likes.

It's not because I want to please you so much, but as I said before - I was a grassroots girl, and I was struggling in this dream circle with my dear grassroots editor.Most of the children who first read my stories, like me, came from the grassroots.

From their letters, I know that many middle school and high school readers saved their breakfast money to buy magazines and stories with my name on them.

This kind of thing touches a person's heart, and it is not small.

Of course, in the past six or seven years, readers may not be what they used to be.They are better off, but I still remember the letters my editor told me.

In this way, I hope that I can write every story well and not let you down.

Because I know that some people are willing to starve to read my stories. I can't let readers go hungry and read works that I am not satisfied with.

Therefore, this is why over the years, the magazines where my short articles have been published are relatively concentrated and the number is relatively small.

Less, because I want to write every story well; focus on a few fixed magazines, because I don’t want readers to spend more money to buy magazines with my works.

Alright, I'm a little embarrassed to write this, why do I feel like a virgin!
A voice in my heart said, snail fat rice, you are obviously a foodie!A slob!A money fan!Why are you so embarrassed to put gold on your face! !

But another voice in my heart told me that people need courage to face the ugliness in their hearts, and more courage to face the goodness in their hearts!Because of the secular world, because of the warmth and coldness of human relationships, some kindness will be considered false, and even you are ashamed to believe it, and you are not sure.

However, I still wrote it cheekily, not to flaunt myself, but to commemorate the six years I have been with you, and to commemorate those readers who saved their breakfast money to buy my stories.

I don’t know if you are still reading my story, and I don’t know how you are living now, but no matter how time changes, no matter whether we can meet in this life, I will remember the touch you gave me at the beginning.

Perhaps recalling that period of time back then, when you grew up at this time, you would smile and say, it was so stupid at that time.

But for me, no matter how old the time is, I am willing to believe and remember that you are still the same girl at the beginning, serious, stubborn, lonely, with many things on your mind but nowhere to tell, you can only be with me and countless people like me In the stories of the writers of the two, they communicated silently.

Thank you for giving me this time.

I am also grateful for the great courage accumulated deep in my heart during this time, which I did not realize. It is this courage that allows me to face even greater storms in the future.

shackles
It is often said that when you take something too seriously, you will be burdened and hurt in the future.

(End of this chapter)