Love at first sight: Good morning, Doctor Gao Leng

Chapter 12 Undeserving of Forgiveness
Before dawn, Mo Xiaonian had been staring at the ceiling with vigor for a long time.Finally, I couldn't hold back and called Lin Jiajia.

"Mo Xiaonian, you don't want to live, do you? It's the big weekend, call me so early. I don't know if my mother is going to have a beauty sleep. Sleepy~"

Lin Jiajia on the other end of the phone yawned, obviously dissatisfied with her.She could feel the flames in Lin Jiajia's eyes on the phone.

"Miss, will you accompany me home?!"

Although it was a very serious matter to disturb Miss Lin's sleep, it was related to Mo Xiaonian's family happiness, so she had to risk being scolded by Lin Jiajia to wake her up.

"Go home? Did I hear you right? Why, you finally figured it out. You're not afraid that Auntie will drive you out."

As soon as Mo Xiaonian said that she was going home, Lin Jiajia suddenly became sober, and most of her anger disappeared in an instant.She also knew how Mo Xiaonian's mother threw all her things out and told her never to go back.A few days ago, Mo Xiaonian told her that the things she sent back were not returned, and she even advised her to call back.Now it seems that their relationship has really begun to ease.

Then, Mo Xiaonian told Lin Jiajia how she received her mother's call with fear, and how her mother asked her to go back.

"Unbelievable, unbelievable... Auntie's turn of events is as fast as a postal delivery. After so many years, she finally calmed down. Although today, Miss Ben plans to go out for a big meal with my husband, but who made Miss Ben have a kind heart? Well, let me give up my family for everyone."

"Yes, yes, Miss Lin is not only beautiful in appearance, but also more beautiful in heart. Thank you, Miss Lin."

"Oh, thank you for your kindness, just hit me with a bunch of bright red Mao Zedong."

"There is no bright red Grandpa Mao, but there is a pink and tender Mo Xiaonian, why not?"

"Bah, bah, Mo Xiaonian, are you ashamed?!"

"..."

Mo Xiaonian's home is in the suburbs of City C, which is only an hour's drive from the city.Early in the morning, she went to the nearby supermarket to buy all kinds of big and small bags.What kind of rice, meat, vegetables, various daily necessities, and clothes for mother, etc.Seeing the mountain of things in front of her, Lin Jiajia almost vomited blood, and complained that she asked her to come here not to accompany her back, but to be her porter for free.

"Do you have a car? I don't want to tell you who to call."

Mo Xiaonian stuck out her tongue and said so.In the past, in order to punish her mistakes, she rented a cheap and small house, and rarely bought brand-name clothes, cosmetics, etc., let alone a car.Now that her mother has accepted her again, she is bound to go back to see her mother often.It is also necessary to buy a car.Well, without further ado, you have to start this matter immediately after you come back.

Seeing that he was getting closer and closer to home, Mo Xiaonian became more and more nervous.Stirring fingers, at a loss.After a while, she must behave well in front of her mother, show all her skills, and cook a table of sumptuous dishes for her mother.

Before graduating from university, she was always the treasure in the hands of her parents, and she rarely even entered the kitchen, let alone cook.After work, she didn't like to go out to eat, so she figured out her cooking skills at home. After almost tearing down the kitchen again and again, what she made was no longer dark cooking.Even Lin Jiajia and Song Yi refused to leave after tasting it, and strongly demanded to stay with her and eat and drink.

And the clothes she bought for her mother, I don't know if her mother will like it...

Along the way, Mo Xiaonian was either talking to himself, or pestering Lin Jiajia, asking her over and over again if she was dressed properly today, and what to say when she saw her mother later so as not to annoy her.Lin Jiajia was annoyed by the question, so she simply ignored her, and after trying to put her in the trunk many times to no avail, she finally drove her to the back seat.

After bumping all the way, the car stopped steadily at the gate of the community.

"It's here, go up first, I'll wait for you in the car."

Arriving so soon, Mo Xiaonian paused, took a few deep breaths, the tension in his heart still did not decrease at all.She felt that this was probably the most difficult journey in her life.The door was ajar, and the sound of the TV came from inside, echoing in the empty corridor.

Gently opened the door, isn't that middle-aged woman sitting on the sofa wearing reading glasses her mother?I haven't seen her for a few years, but my mother's hair has turned gray, and the wrinkles have crept up to the corners of her eyes and forehead...

"Mom~"

Perhaps because of being too nervous, Mo Xiaonian's voice seemed a little hoarse when he spoke.She couldn't imagine what would happen next.After hearing the voice, mother turned her head and looked in her direction. When she saw clearly that it was Mo Xiaonian, there was a hint of surprise in her eyes.Mo Xiaonian wanted to approach her mother, but her raised legs were trembling, completely uncontrollable.Then, when she saw her mother's eyes with her own eyes, her eyes gradually filled with disappointment, anger, and blame... She was too familiar with her mother's eyes, which were thousands of miles away from her.Five years ago, when my mother pointed at her nose and scolded her, and when she was driven away, she always looked like this.This look made her fear for five years, and it also made her wake up suddenly in countless silent nights.

After all, she did not get her mother's forgiveness.

"Why are you, don't call me mom, I don't have a daughter like you, you go, you go!"

Mom pushed her in disgust and wouldn't let her in.Although her mother is thin and weak, she used all her strength to stop her at the door.After this tugging, the things in her hands were scattered everywhere.This scene is very similar to five years ago.

"Mom, what's the matter, I miss you. Didn't you, didn't you call me and say you forgive me and let me come back?"

Mo Xiaonian's heart was suddenly blocked by something, she could hardly breathe, she didn't know what was going on.Is the little hope that has just risen in my heart about to be shattered again?
"Forgive you, I will never forgive you in my whole life. It is because of you that your father died in a car accident and our family broke up. It is all because of you, woo woo."

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know it would happen, I..."

"Get off, get off, I don't want to see you, woo~"

Seeing her mother wiping her tears, turning her back to her, leaning against the corner tremblingly, she didn't even want to look at her again.Mo Xiaonian bit her lips tightly, the salty taste of her tears and the fishy smell of her bitten lips slowly flowed into her throat.She knew that it was impossible for her to get her mother to accept her again.Yes, she made such a big mistake, why should she ask others to forgive her.Even after so many years, her appearance will only remind her mother of her father's death and the loneliness and helplessness she has experienced in these years.My mother should have had a happy second half of her life, but it was ruined by a phone call from her.She, Mo Xiaonian, is the one who deserves to suffer all her life, and she deserves to die alone.

If there is no absurd beginning, there will be no tragic ending.

If, no if.

　I really hope to see the claws you left behind (crying~), but no one cares about me. . .

　　
　
(End of this chapter)