Ex-husband, why don't you go to heaven?

Chapter 149 Passing by, half a lifetime wasted ([-])
Three days later, the hospital ward.

As soon as the nurse wiped Gao Lan's body, Lin Yucheng opened the door of the ward and walked in. Seeing him, Gao Lan immediately burst into a bright smile: "Yucheng, you are here."

The nurse went out carrying the basin very discerningly. Lin Yucheng walked to the bed and pulled a chair to sit down. His expression was not very good, his face was tense.

"What's wrong? Who made you angry?"

Gao Lan looked innocent, and asked softly like a flower of Xie Yu.

Lin Yucheng was not in the mood to accompany her to pretend to be crazy, and asked straight to the point: "Where are her parents?"

"Yucheng, what are you talking about? I don't know. The doctor said that I was seriously injured. I don't know when I will be able to get out of bed. Maybe I won't be able to recover for the rest of my life. Why don't you care about me?"

Tears welled up in Gao Lan's eyes after finishing speaking, Lin Yucheng saw enough of her cute and pitiful appearance, got up and kicked the chair he was sitting on: "I really don't know, do you?"

Lin Yucheng's face was livid, and he looked like he was going to run away at any moment. Gao Lan shook his shoulders in fear, but still answered firmly: "I really don't know."

"Okay! I'll break off the engagement with you now, and I'll take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register for marriage later."

"Lin Yucheng, how dare you!" Gao Lan's complexion changed drastically, he raised his head and roared angrily, not at all as weak as before.

Lin Yucheng sneered: "What dare I not? In addition to dissolving the marriage, I will also thoroughly investigate the matter of Keke's car accident!"

"You said you wanted to marry me, how could you marry another woman! Why isn't that bitch dead yet!"

Gao Lan roared hoarsely, Lin Yucheng looked at her coldly, as if looking at a monster, and it was indeed a monster.

She is the only one left in her world, she must get what she wants, and she can destroy everything she doesn't like.

"Please pay attention to your words, the woman you mentioned will soon become my Mrs. Lin."

Lin Yucheng reminded without a trace of emotion that he has endured for many years, and now he does not want to continue to endure.

I don't know if it was the word "Mrs. Lin" that stimulated Gao Lan's nerves, she screamed out loud, her voice was sharp, the nurse who made the rounds opened the door and rushed in, but Gao Lan didn't stop, after screaming a dozen times like this , Gao Lan suddenly calmed down, she looked at Lin Yucheng, and said confidently: "I can tell you where those two people are, but I have a request."

Lin Yucheng didn't speak, and waited for Gao Lan's request with his arms crossed.

"I want to be Mrs. Lin, the unique Mrs. Lin in this life. If you want to marry another woman, I will destroy the other one. You know my grandpa loves me very much. As long as I say it, he will help me do it."

After saying the last sentence, Gao Lan showed a sweet smile on her face, like a little girl who doesn't know much about the world. Only those who know her know what kind of crazy soul is hidden under such a face.

Lin Yucheng knew that what she said was the truth, and also knew that she would do what she said.

For Xiao Hong, he had put all his eggs in one basket. The Lin family broke with the Gao family, and the hospital also hired someone to do asset appraisal.

He thought that he had made a complete plan and was ready to fight in the end, but it was only at this time that he realized how powerless he was.

Even if he tried his best, he couldn't guarantee Xiao Hong's safety, and even her family was implicated.

If he was really with Xiao Hong, Lin Yucheng didn't know what Gao Lan would do.

In fact, looking back, what did he give Xiao Hong?

Meaningless verbal promises, natural and man-made disasters that will fall on her at some point.

He is incapable of protecting her, of giving her the best life possible.

He can give her love, but behind this love, he bears too many responsibilities.

There are too many responsibilities and constraints on his shoulders, so he is destined not to be desperate for her.

This time such an accident can happen once, or it can happen a second time.

Even if he doesn't care what Lin's will become in the end, won't Xiao Hong care?
She still has her own family and friends, can she bear Gao Lan finding fault for no reason?Even if she can bear it, is he completely sure to protect her well?
No, he did not.

So, instead of forcing her to stay by your side and worrying about it, it's better...let her go.

As soon as this idea came up, Lin Yucheng felt a throbbing pain in his heart, as if someone was holding a knife and trying to gouge out a piece of flesh in his heart.

It was many years later that he discovered that he himself was the cold-blooded and ruthless executioner.

Lin Yucheng didn't know how he said "yes" to Gao Lan. When he walked out of the hospital, he was in a daze. He didn't know where he should go, and he didn't know what he should do.

Buying a bottle of wine, soaking in the rain, and then sleeping in front of Xiao Hong's rental house is the most indulgent thing he has done in these years.

The headache after a hangover and the weakness after a cold hit him, and he heard Xiao Hong's voice coming from the corridor.

She was discharged from the hospital, and she was talking quietly with her neighbor downstairs, her voice was calm as usual.

Then the footsteps approached a little bit, and when he looked up, he saw her surprised face, with a bit of vigilance and fear in his eyes: "Who are you?"

She didn't recognize him, and he didn't know how embarrassed he was until that moment. His body smelled of alcohol and his hair was disheveled. Where did he get the confidence to give her happiness when he was reduced to this point?
Standing up against the wall, he lowered his head and went downstairs without saying a word. When he passed by, she suddenly turned around and asked in confusion, "Yucheng?"

It was just two simple words, but easily defeated all his psychological defenses, and stumbled downstairs. It was the only time in his life that he fled.

He was afraid that if he stayed for another second, he would not be able to control himself to hug her, and would selfishly ask her to give up everything to be with him, to bear those unknown and inexplicable dangers.

When he stepped on the empty steps and fell down, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, why not... just die like this.

No, even if he didn't die, it would be fine if he had his arms and legs broken. The incomplete him could at least prove how desperately he once loved someone.

When the blood flowed from his head and across his cheeks, he even smelled the sweetness of blood.

After lying on the ground for a while and getting up from the ground, he moved his hands and feet. Unfortunately, his limbs seemed to be in good condition, but something was gone.

The wedding with Gao Lan was very high-profile, and the dowry from the Gao family alone was enough to make headlines in Yuncheng.

On the day of the wedding, he wore a high-end custom-made handmade suit and let others swing like a puppet. When exchanging rings, he paused for a second, his eyes unconsciously looked at the door, and then scanned every corner of the wedding scene.

He didn't know what he was looking forward to, maybe, there was just a little bit of unwillingness to struggle to survive.

When the expensive men's wedding ring was put on the ring finger, he closed his eyes and accepted the kiss from the bride on tiptoe.

Mrs. Lin, I am married, but unfortunately the bride is not you.

I know that if I pass you by, I will only have half my life to waste.

I will miss you for a long time, I will not disturb your life, because this is the best protection for you.

I hope you marry a good man, he will give you the best care and unique love, he will not be involuntary, he will give you all the beauty that I can't give you.

Maybe you who know the truth will think that I am cowardly and even look down on me, but I am very fortunate that I will never tell this secret, even if I will keep this secret until the end of my life.

Ten years later

"Dad, my uncle brought me a Transformer, can I play with it?"

Wearing blue plaid overalls and a white T-shirt, Xiao Budian ran over with short legs and asked, his big and dark eyes blinked, filled with longing.

Lin Yucheng reached out and rubbed his head: "Go."

"Thank you dad!"

The little one responded loudly, and ran over to play with toys, and Lin Huai played with him for a while before going upstairs and knocking on the door of the study.

Lin Yucheng was not at work, but stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows watching the night scene, raised his right arm slightly, and moved slowly.

"Shoulder hurt again?"

Lin Yucheng didn't answer, and sat down at the desk after doing simple stretching exercises.

Lin Huai has long been used to his taciturn appearance, so he took a few plasters from his pocket and threw them over: "The weather has changed a lot recently, if your shoulder hurts, just stick one. Our Ji Shao spent a lot of money to help Mrs. Ji prepare it." I heard that the prescription is very effective, so I will give it a try.”

Lin Yucheng glanced at the plasters, picked them up and put them in the drawer under the desk.

"What happened to that crazy woman? Did she succeed in suicide?"

Lin Huai asked enthusiastically. Lin Yucheng turned on the computer, and a faint blue light was reflected on his face, even his pupils reflected a bit of blue light: "No, the hospital walls are protected, it's very safe."

"Back then, she could have stabbed you cruelly, why did you protect her!? If it wasn't her, your shoulders can become like this now?"

"She is Lin Jian's mother."

Lin Yucheng said lightly, and raised his eyes to look at Lin Huai, full of warning.

Lin Huai was not afraid of him, and replied confidently: "But you are not his father either."

Lin Yucheng didn't say a word, he opened the email and downloaded the unfinished files in the company today to read.

"I think she won't be able to get out of the lunatic asylum in this life, so you really don't plan to find another one?"

"what?"

"Bed partner!"

Lin Huai said loudly that he originally wanted to say Mrs. Lin, but considering that this was Lin Yucheng's Ni Lin, he could only change the word when he came to his mouth.

"I can't be hard on women."

"Not yet?" Lin Huai leaned on the desk and asked, Lin Yucheng called on his head with a folder, Lin Huai still didn't give up, and asked again: "Are you interested in men?"

As soon as the words fell, Lin Yucheng's eyes slammed over: "I think my parents have lived too comfortably for the past two years and want to send them to the Paradise of Paradise in advance?"

"...Okay, okay, just pretend that I haven't said anything. She has two children, and life is so good, so you can't let yourself go?"

Lin Huai muttered in a low voice, of course Lin Yucheng knew who the 'other' he was talking about.

Turning the pen in his hand around, Lin Yucheng issued an order to evict the guest: "I have to work."

"Don't, I have something else to do!" Lin Huai said, Lin Yucheng raised his eyebrows, signaling him to speak directly if he had something to do.

"That... I want to order a pair of rings."

"A pair of rings for men?"

"……Um."

"Don't do it."

Lin Yucheng refused without hesitation. He has always held an attitude of neither supporting nor opposing this matter.

"You said you didn't object!"

"I didn't even say support."

"You..." Lin Huai was angry, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Anyway, I've been suppressed by others. If you don't let me marry, then I'll marry!"

"..."

Lin Yucheng pinches the center of his eyebrows habitually, does this bastard thing dare to be a little more bastard?
"go out!"

"I'm going to see the ring in ten days."

"go out!"

"Be nice, it's a lifetime thing."

"I'll give you three seconds, 3, 2..."

On the count of two, Lin Huai ran out of the room like a rabbit, but after a while, poked his head in from the door again: "I will borrow your son Lin Jian for two days then." Then he disappeared.

It took Lin Yucheng a long time to calm down the urge to grab Lin Huai and beat him up.

I turned on the computer drawing software and prepared to draw a design drawing, but my mind was empty without any thoughts, and my shoulder seemed to start to hurt again.

Just about to take a pair of plasters and put them on, the phone rang, and it was a call from the hospital. I pressed the answer button, and the nurse said in a trembling voice: "Mr. Lin, Mrs. Lin has been clamoring to give you a plaster since yesterday Call, I have already been sedated three times, and I can't do it again."

"It's okay, give her the phone."

"it is good."

The nurse seemed to be pardoned. After a while, a woman's hoarse and unpleasant voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Yucheng, are you finally willing to answer my call?"

"Ah."

"How is Lin Jian?"

"pretty good."

"I knitted him a sweater, blue one, when will you bring him to try it on?"

There are thick sponges even on the walls, how could she get something as sharp as a sweater needle?

"He won't come."

"Is he too busy going to school? Then I'll wait."

The woman deceived herself and said that Lin Yucheng didn't point it out, and quietly held the phone.

After a while, the woman said timidly: "Is your shoulder better? I... I didn't mean it at the time, and I don't know what happened to me. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

The woman was crying, crying very hard, it was so pitiful, but it was a pity that Lin Yucheng had heard it too much, but now she was not moved by it.

After crying for a while but not being comforted, the woman calmed down slowly, and continued to speak after a while: "Yucheng, will you...would you marry someone else?"

"will not."

"Really?" The woman's tone jumped up: "I...I will cooperate with the doctor's treatment well, and when I come out, I will definitely accompany you well..."

"No need, just stay inside and I will take good care of myself and Lin Jian."

He will take good care of what she cares about, but she can't see or touch it.

"Yucheng, I don't want to stay here. There are only four walls here. I have to take injections and medicine every day. I'm going crazy with this kind of life!"

Aren't you already crazy?

"Yucheng, today is our tenth wedding anniversary, I have a gift for you, I..."

"Mrs. Lin, I'm tired and don't want to hear what you have to say anymore."

"Yucheng, don't hang up, I'm...beep."

The woman's hoarse cry was replaced by the busy tone of the mobile phone. Before the screen of the mobile phone lit up, Lin Yucheng pulled out the battery of the mobile phone.

The ears became clean again, Lin Yucheng suddenly hooked his lips and smiled.

He is still suffering for a long time, how can the culprit be released so easily?
He thought that his most despicable revenge would be to make her fall in love with him.

There was no kindness, no understanding, only torture until death.

He said that as long as she is alive, Mrs. Lin will only be her.

Mrs. Lin, seeing you again in this life, is it the happiness you have always wanted?

(End of this chapter)