Hear the heartache

Chapter 71 Song Ming Chapter 6
My face suddenly became ugly, as if all my tricks to An Tian had been seen through by her.I was a little flustered, "Please don't bother me again?" I said and turned around and left.

She hugged me from behind, "Don't leave me, please...I promise I'll make a good girlfriend."

I broke off her hand tied around my waist, turned around and said to her: "Really don't pester me in the future."

"Yu Lin, you like me, right? You don't want An Tian to sleep with you, right? It's her way of threatening you to be with her. You have to be responsible for her, so you're with her. That's it. right?"

My complexion is getting worse and worse, Lu Diudu, your intuition makes me a little scared.

"Lu Diudu, you are really enough. I don't want to see you again." After I finished speaking, I ran away.

At noon, I went to have lunch with An Tian. I didn't expect that Lu Diudu would follow behind and sit opposite An Tian and me during the meal.

"Lu Diudu, what exactly do you want?" An Tian asked her.

"Eat, why? You can come to this restaurant to eat, but I can't?" Lu Diu replied.

"you……"

"Forget it, An Tian. Just pretend she doesn't exist." I said to An Tian.

When I was eating with my head down, Lu Diudu suddenly reached out to me, but was knocked off by An Tian, ​​"Lu Diudu, Chi Yulin is my boyfriend, please don't do this, okay?"

"Why not? I'm his girlfriend."

"That was in the past. Lu Diu, even if I am wrong this time, I am really sorry, please stop pestering me, okay?" I put down my chopsticks and said to her.Why is this girl so attached to me?

Lu Diudui grabbed my hand, "Don't treat me like this, okay? Did I really make you angry? Tell me, I will change, I will really change. I swear." She said Really put your hands up and swear.

I lowered my head and sighed, Lu Diudu, why are you doing this?

"I don't like you at all, why are you doing this?" I really don't like you.Why can you intuitively feel that I am lying to An Tian, ​​but you can't sense that I am lying to you?
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it..." She picked up a back chair by the table and threw it at An Tian.This action is only for a moment, and I haven't reacted yet.

The back chair fell off An Tian's shoulders hard.

"Ah!" An Tian roared in pain.

There was a lot of commotion here, and the proprietress hurriedly came over to advise: "Don't ruin my shop, you can leave after eating and pawning money."

As soon as she finished speaking, An Tian picked up an empty plate and threw it at Lu Diu.It hit Lu Diu on the head, and blood flowed out immediately.Scared the diners in the restaurant.

Several girls were still screaming.

Lu Diudui raised the chair in his hand again and slammed it at An Tian fiercely, this time aiming at the head.

Afraid of accidents, I grabbed the chair in Lu Diudu's hand.She pulled it so hard that it almost made me fall.I let go, and the chair was thrown out by her, hitting the window glass in the store.

"Crack!" With a sound, the debris splashed all over the ground.

The customers in the store were completely frightened by this scene, and some people ran away in a hurry without paying.Others stayed in safe areas to watch how the drama would play out.The store was crowded with passers-by, and everyone was talking about what happened, but none of them spoke the truth.

Seeing her store being smashed like this, the proprietress was so angry that she was about to cry, and she patted her thigh excitedly, "What should I do? You...you lose money! Otherwise, I will call the police."

Lu Diudu took out the wallet in the bag and threw it to the proprietress at once. I saw the proprietress hurriedly took out the money and counted the bills, as if there were more than a dozen bills.

I really don't understand, apart from good looks and good academic performance, what attracts me to Lu Diu, let her do this for me.She's a good girl, and honestly, I don't want to hurt her.So there was no choice but to keep her out.

But she was so annoying, she came to me over and over again, and bickered with An Tian in front of me over and over again.I'm really tired of this life.Being with someone you don't like is a torment.

I sent a message to Li Meiguo: I really can't take it anymore, it's over, okay?

She hasn't replied to me for a long time, I don't know what she thinks.But in the afternoon, the students were crowded on the bulletin board of the school to read something. I was also curious, but I couldn't squeeze to the front.

"Stop squeezing." Someone patted me on the back.

I turned around, and it was Meiguo.

"I'll tell you what it is."

"you know?"

She looked around, "Let's talk somewhere else."

"There's no one here, just tell me if you have anything to say." I said.

"Now we can be together." Li Meiguo wrapped her arms around my neck affectionately.

"really?"

"Ah."

"By the way, what are those on the bulletin board? Why are there so many students there?"

"That's a photo of Lu Diudu having a compensatory date with several boys. I bought it from someone else. Now Chi Yulin, you don't need to be so tired, and you don't need to pretend to talk to Lu Diudu and An Tian anymore Feelings, from now on, I declare that you officially belong to me." Meiguo stood on tiptoe and kissed me.This proactive kiss is what I look forward to in return.

I was intoxicated in this kiss for a long time. When I opened my eyes, my eyes accidentally fell on the person who was hiding in a corner and seemed to have been peeping at us for a long time... Lu Diu.

"Lu... Lu Diu Diu!" Have you... all seen it?

She turned sadly and ran upstairs.Maybe, she will figure it out.But to my surprise, all the thoughts of this girl ended on this day.

When I heard the news that Lu Diudiu committed suicide by jumping from the rooftop, I really felt like I was stabbed by a knife at that moment.I saw An Tian holding Lu Diudu's body and crying, watched the ambulance arrive, and saw An Tian go to the hospital with Lu Diu.I can't do anything.

"Did you post those photos?" I asked Li Meiguo.

"it's me."

"How do you..."

"Yu Lin, that's not the reason for her suicide."

"what?"

"Lu Diudiu was raped by some boys the day before your birthday. If she couldn't bear it, she wouldn't be alive until now. I think the reason she is committing suicide by jumping off a building is that I am with you, and Hearing those words. Knowing that your feelings for her are fake, that's why..."

"do not talk……"

"What? Are you sad that she died? Are you in love with her?" Meiguo asked me.

"No, just guilty." I said.For the first time, his tone towards Meiguo was so indifferent. "I'll go back to the dormitory for a while, and I won't have class in the afternoon."

I was lying on the bed in the dormitory, wondering how Lu Diu was doing?Can he be saved alive?very worried.Just about to call An Tian to ask about Lu Diu's situation, An Tian took the initiative to send me a message.

Chi Yulin, we break up.

Do you know?Do you know that my feelings for her are also fake?I don't have the face to call her again to ask about Lu Diudu's situation.You can only hide your worries in your heart.

Two days later, I heard that An Tian had gone to Lu Diu's funeral.That girl is still irretrievable... Ever since this incident happened, I have deeply planted a guilt in my heart.

After Lu Diu lost, An Tian seemed to be a different person, and liked to talk to herself.She actually helped Lu Diu with homework, and took notes for her every time she was in class. I watched them all.I felt more sympathy for her.

But after that, she didn't need my sympathy anymore.

I didn't expect that An Tian would go to beat Meiguo, and beat Meiguo so that she couldn't come to school.I couldn't imagine that this was her doing, but I asked her out for a private talk.

Unexpectedly, she was humiliated.Lu Diudu will always be a pain in her heart, but guilt in my heart. When a pain meets a guilt, what follows is an angry reprimand, which pokes my heart every word. .

But I can only say sorry to her all the time, what happened to me?An Tian has changed, have I changed too?
"Shut up! From your heart? Do you still have Diudiu besides Li Meiguo in your heart? Guilt? When you were with Li Meiguo, why couldn't I see that you still have this feeling for Diudiu? Chi Yulin, I am now I am no longer the original An Tian, ​​and I am not as stupid as before. I can see lies and facts clearly." An Tian took out her mobile phone and glanced again, "There are still 4 minutes to class, and I will tell you the last word. I will never forgive Li Meiguo and you, I will definitely repay you twice the pain you gave to Diudiu, even if I ruin myself, I will definitely fulfill this promise, so be prepared."

Her words are always etched in my mind.In fact, although being with Meiguo is very happy and feels very happy, it can't replace the pain in the deepest part of my heart that is most completely reserved for Lu Diudu.

An Tian fulfilled her promise in the end, and made me suffer twice the pain that Lu Diu suffered at that time.

The breaking of my leg, my broken spine, has made my life extremely painful.

This result also made me understand that to love someone is not to pay for her, to favor her with everything is love, but to stop her in time when she makes a wrong choice, and to be considerate for her happiness.

I thought I loved Meiguo very much, but because of her selfishness, I was like this. In the end, her face was disfigured, and I really couldn't accept her.

"Let's go." I closed my eyes and said to her, not even wanting to look at her more.That clump of ruined skin is disgusting.

"Yu Lin, don't you love me? Why did you treat me like this?" She asked me crying in front of the hospital bed.

"My love, has been worn down by what has happened in these days." I said.

After that, Li Meiguo left.

I haven't seen her since she left.She never came to see me either.

The love between the two of us drew such an ending.

An Tian, ​​you are really good...

(End of this chapter)