Hear the heartache

Chapter 7 After This Kiss

He looked at me with shame on his face, "It's the name of a famous brand. For example, the famous sportswear brand usually has 'Jordan', 'Li Ning'..."

Feeling my ears buzzing, I hurriedly stopped him: "Stop! I don't understand those things, don't tell me."

He shrugged, "That's fine."

Chi Yulin put the watch in his pocket, turned his head and asked me: "By the way, An Tian, ​​where is your birthday present, didn't you prepare it for me?"

"You have nothing to do with me..." And I don't want to waste money buying you...

"Hey, hey, who helped you solve those problems? I didn't expect you to be so ungrateful, Xiao Tian." Chi Yulin pretended to be angry, and turned his head away to ignore me.

I was a little embarrassed by what he said, forgetting that he had helped me. "What do you want? It's too expensive and I can't afford it."

"I don't need money to buy what I want," he said.

"Oh, such a good thing?" I didn't believe it.

He looked around, it was an open place, few people passed by.Strange how we got here.

"I want to..." He omitted the following words, and expressed with actions... He lowered his head and planted a kiss on my cheek.At that moment, the world spun.I just feel happy, a little out of the blue; I didn't expect that he betrayed Diudiu.

dazedly...

I'm immersed in a bubble of happiness...

My heart was beating so fast that I lost control...

Chi Yulin, what does that kiss mean?

"Xiao Tian, ​​actually... the person I like is you." He looked at me affectionately and said to me.

As soon as I struggled a little from an inexplicable heartbeat, I was immediately brought into the embrace of happiness by him again.

he hugs me...

In his arms, I didn't feel guilty at all.

An Tian, ​​you are about to betray and lose yourself, wake up, wake up...the sound of struggling is faint...

Suddenly, I woke up suddenly and pushed him away, "What are you doing? You are Diudiu's boyfriend!" I said to him, and at the same time warned myself.

"An Tian, ​​I actually like you, not Diudiu. Sometimes I deliberately show sweetness in front of you with Diudiu, just to see if you will be jealous. Don't you feel it? I accept Diudiu too. For you." Chi Yulin took my hand.I saw the sincerity in his eyes, and I didn't know what it was like.don't want to get rid of...

Perhaps, I have long been attracted to him?
"An Tian, ​​you like me too, right?" His face approached me.

I took a few steps back and was on the verge of crying. "Don't...don't do this..." I was afraid of hurting Diudiu, and I was afraid of being accused of stealing my friend's boyfriend.Even if I really liked it, I couldn't bring myself to do it.

"Let's meet less often in the future." I walked around him, and the moment I was shoulder to shoulder with him, he grabbed me and kissed my lips fiercely.

I tried to repel, and he tried to suppress me.As if venting some dissatisfaction, this kiss was not gentle at all.I felt a little wronged and gave up struggling, hoping that he would be gentle with me.

Chi Yulin felt my reaction, and responded to my satisfaction with my permission with a gentle kiss.

Let's end after this kiss...Xiao Tian, ​​you can't go grab Diu Diu's boyfriend.I hug him tightly and enjoy the last happiness between us.

When I came to school in the afternoon, Diu Diu was sitting on the seat. Now I dare not look her in the face, because behind her back and her boyfriend... my heart is filled with guilt and apology for her.sorry Sorry……

"Where's Yu Lin, didn't you come to the classroom with him?" She asked me.

"We left separately." After lunch, I was very embarrassed about our relationship, so I asked Chi Yulin and me to come to school separately.

"Then did you give him the birthday present I gave him?"

"Yeah." I sat on the bench and took out a book to review.I want to erase the memory of kissing Chi Yulin today.

His eyes moved numbly over the book, unable to read even half a word.My heart and my mind are full of pictures of being happy with him...

"Xiaotian, are you feeling well?" Diudiu looked at my face and asked.

"No...no." I really didn't dare to see her anymore.Every time I look at her face, the guilt and self-blame in my heart are like a short dagger, piercing my heart one by one.

"Really? Is it for my business..."

"By the way, why don't you hand over the birthday present to Chi Yulin yourself?"

As if asking about her pain, she buried her head in her arms and stopped talking.It was really because of that matter...Because of self-blame, there was no way to face Chi Yulin.If... Chi Yulin confessed to her that he likes me, then what kind of pain would Diu Diu...be?
I can't make Diudiu suffer so much, she is my best friend, I must work hard to curb my feelings for Chi Yulin.But... Feelings are too much to be restrained...

Please forgive me for being unreasonable...

To cut off my feelings for Chi Yulin, all I have to do is cheer up Diudiu, have the courage to face Chi Yulin, and cultivate a good relationship with him.

"Diudiu." I grabbed her arm and shook her to wake her up, "Listen to me, you can't be like this. Forget about those things. You didn't do it voluntarily, did you? The world is so big, You can’t be the only one who encounters this kind of thing. Some of them may be more pitiful than you. Diudiu, can you go back to the lively and cheerful Diudiu before? That’s my good friend. Now you just have Her body. Can you give her back to me? Please..."

The world was quiet for a moment, she looked at me without saying anything.Tears rolled out of my eyes and dripped on the ground, both hers and mine.

After that, I saw her nod her head.

"Thank you sweetie... I will try to get back to my old self."

I really want to give her a hug, but I feel that I am dirtier than Diu Diu now, I have his boyfriend's hug on my body.In the end, I just shook her hand.

(End of this chapter)