Hear the heartache

Chapter 5
March 3th is Diudiu's birthday.

On the day of her birthday, the three of us asked for leave for evening self-study and went to a KTV.I gave Diu Diu a beautiful hairpin, which belonged to SpongeBob SquarePants, and reminded her not to forget our friendship no matter what.

Chi Yulin gave her a crystal bracelet, and when she put it on with her own hands, she kissed him in front of my face without any shyness.But Chi Yulin pushed him away, saying that Xiaotian is still here, so pay attention to her image.

Diudiu laughed haha, and said, "I didn't expect you, Xiaolin, to be shy too."

Then Diu Diu said to me again: "Xiao Tian, ​​don't look at Xiao Lin like this. In fact, he sings so well that even Jay Chou can't keep up with him. Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin come to me." Diu Diu handed him the microphone.

Chi Yulin didn't refuse, and found Leehom Wang's "The Only" and sang it.I was drunk by Diu Diu, and I was a little drunk. Hearing his singing was very moving, and I was deeply moved by him.Watching him singing in a daze, I suddenly thought he was so handsome...

"How is it? Does it sound good?" Diu Diu asked me.

"Yeah." I nodded vigorously.

"Hey." Diu Diu smiled happily, and then looked at Chi Yulin intoxicated.

When his singing was over, Diu Diu hugged him, "I'm so happy to have such a handsome boyfriend who can sing."

I lowered my eyes and sighed secretly.Yes, Diu Diu you are really happy.

"Dudiu, I'm leaving first. Remember to go back to school early." I put my bag on my shoulder, stood up and said to her.

"What's the matter? Xiaotian, won't you go back with us?" I could see that she really meant to keep me.I didn't realize that I disturbed their world of two.

I shook my head, "No, for your birthday's sake, I'll give you two a chance to be alone. My light bulb needs to be charged, see you tomorrow."

"En." Diudiu nodded in agreement.

On the night of Diudiu's birthday, the two of them didn't come back.It wasn't until the next morning when the school opened the gate that they quietly came back from outside.

"Why didn't you come back last night?" I asked her.

In the end, she shook her head and said nothing. I couldn't see any expression on her face.For the first time, she hid something from me. There was no secret between us, and we would tell each other everything we had to say.We have spoken ill of certain girls in private, criticized certain teachers, and even scolded them secretly.I am not afraid that the other party will tell others about these things, so I poured them out happily.

But what about now?Why can't you tell me what happened to you last night?lost...

I turned my head away and started to get angry with her, but she didn't notice, so naturally she didn't come to coax me.

I wasn't with them at lunch, and they didn't look for me. I felt bad. Is this the end of the friendship?I once said that I want to be a good friend for a lifetime... Could it be that I am too stingy?Diudiu just doesn't want to tell me one thing, why do I care so much?If you don't say it, don't say it.I comfort myself like this in my heart, but it is still hard to bear the concealment between friends.

For lunch, I went to the cafeteria to eat. I didn't see Diudiu and Chi Yulin, so I guess they went out to eat.

With my head down, I became a person again... I tried to comfort myself: there are still many students in this world who are alone like me.it's nothing.Focus on your studies and don't let your parents down.Ok!come on!
In class in the afternoon, I listened very carefully. I clearly remembered how many times a teacher who had a cold sneezed in class.Diudiu asked me what happened.I ignored her.Continue to write and take my notes.

She stopped talking and buried her head in sleep.

During get out of class, I went back to the classroom after going to the toilet, but Chi Yulin blocked me in the corridor.

"What are you doing?" I treated him very badly.

"Diudiu asked me to help her ask what's wrong with you, but she didn't tell you when she asked." Chi Yulin said.

"I'm fine." I walked around him and continued on my way to the classroom.The phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly, and when he opened the cover of the phone, it was a message from Diu Diu.

"Xiao Tian, ​​what's wrong with you?"

I burst into tears when I received this message, and quickly wiped away my tears with my hands, so as not to let the classmates who came and went see me.Diudiu, you only care about me now.Humph.I hung up the phone cover and didn't reply.

He didn't even look at her when he sat down.

"Are you angry because I didn't tell you about last night?" she asked me, looking over her head.

My hand holding the pen stopped suddenly.

"Actually...it's really nothing, Xiaotian, don't be so stingy. She really looks a bit like Pai Daxing."

Is Pai Daxing also stingy?I haven't watched the cartoon "SpongeBob SquarePants", I only know that it is American.Indeed, I seem to be too stingy.

"If it's nothing, then it's nothing." I smiled at her, indicating that it was nothing.

Seeing me like this, she breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Chi Yulin behind, and smiled at him, probably because she thought he had coaxed me well.

Our relationship is back to normal.But in the days that followed, something happened that gave me the painful beginning of my life.

Diudiu and Chi Yulin's birthdays are a little close together, Chi Yulin's birthday is about a week after Diudiu's birthday.Diudiu was very happy at that time, she said: "This is fate, I am destined to be very close to Chi Yulin."

Diudiu asked for a day off, explaining that tomorrow is Chi Yulin's birthday, and she wanted to choose a gift for him, and she didn't want to delay my studies, so she didn't ask me to come with her.

Chi Yulin didn't know about this yet, so Diudiu wanted to surprise him.

When school was over at noon, Chi Yulin suddenly asked me: "Where did you go?"

I don't know how to lie, and even if I tell, it's easy to get through.So let's just say I don't know.Chi Yulin obviously didn't believe it, but he didn't say anything.

"Let's go out to lunch together," he told me.

"Huh? The two of us?"

"correct."

"Isn't that good? Others will misunderstand if Diu Diu is not here."

"Why do you care so much? Isn't there a saying that you go your own way and let others talk about it." He also quoted philosophical words to convince me.

In fact, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. We often get together, so we can be regarded as friends, but it's not that deep.

"Well, I don't care if you treat me."

Chi Yulin didn't say anything, just smiled stupidly, I suddenly thought of his charming look when he sang Leehom Wang's song "The Only" last time... his face suddenly turned red, and I felt the blush spread from my cheeks to the root of the ear.

When I was having dinner with him, I actually came up with a thought about how wonderful it would be for him to be my boyfriend, which shocked me...

"What's wrong?" Chi Yulin looked at me with a strange expression.

I shook my head and continued eating.

"Wait." He suddenly said these two words.

I stopped and watched him stretch out his hand towards me, touched my cheek, and then smiled, "It's all right."

"You...what are you doing?" It took me a long time to come back to my senses, touching the area of ​​my cheek that he just touched.

Chi Yulin raised his index finger, and there were two grains of rice on it.

Oh, I see.

On the way to school with Chi Yulin, girls looked at us from time to time, most likely because they were attracted by his handsome face.Good-looking people are indeed attractive.I lowered my head in a little low self-esteem...

Suddenly, I felt a weight on my shoulders. When I looked up, it was Chi Yulin's arm. He was holding my shoulders. We look like a couple of boyfriend and girlfriend, a little sweet.

"Don't be inferior. Xiaotian, you actually look good too." He grinned at me generously.

Like the warm sun in winter.I was fascinated by him again.

Chi Yulin, your smile is really charming...

I forgot to take off his arm on my shoulder, and walked a distance with his arms around me like this.

A few classes in the afternoon were changed, and became the same teacher.This teacher only taught one class, and asked us to do homework for the remaining three classes. He was kind to us, allowing those who didn't understand to discuss with classmates, but he must not chat. If he caught him, he would eat chalk.

I find this a bit cruel.

Chi Yulin asked the teacher's permission, and sat down in the vacant seat beside me.

He said to me: "If you don't understand anything, you can ask me. No matter how I am, I am the top ten in my grade. Hehe."

I'm a bit stupid, and there are indeed many subjects that I can't do. When Chi Yulin came to the door by himself, I cherished this opportunity and asked him about everything.

He looked at the questions I found out with a surprised expression on his face. "Wow, you are really welcome."

Now that he has said that, I have no embarrassment.There are also a few questions that I can't do in the book, and they are all taken out at once.

Chi Yulin looked helplessly at the few books that had been added to the book that was already high enough, and asked me: "Are there any more? Let's take them out at once."

"No." I answered honestly.Really gone.

He moved his hands, took down the tallest book, looked at the title on it, and said, "Give me the draft book."

I handed it to him obediently, and he picked up the pen and scratched crookedly on it.The teacher stared at us with a strange look, as if he felt that our relationship was not simple.I was a little concerned, and wanted to tell Chi Yulin to go back to his place.But seeing him seriously solve the problem for me, I really can't bear to disturb him.

Just watch it, have you never seen the opposite sex get along in eight lifetimes?

It was because of this that I first discovered that Chi Yulin was not only handsome but also very smart.Those problems were all solved with his help.When I said thank you to him, he said something back to me.

He said: "Xiaotian, when looking for a boyfriend in the future, you must find someone as smart as me."

I didn't know how to answer, I just felt my face turn red again.

(End of this chapter)