Hear the heartache

Chapter 18

"I'm leaving, Xiao Tian." She reached out and stroked my hair a few times, "Remember, be good."

"Where are you going? Don't you go, okay?" I held her hand tightly, Diudiu, I won't let you leave me.

She shook her head, her smile gradually blurred and turned into a cloud...

"Dudiu!" I suddenly rolled out of bed and fell on the cold floor, the pain woke me up from sleep.

is a dream...

It turned out to be a dream...

Is Diudiu's ghost dreaming for me?

But I think this dream is so short... I haven't had time to talk to her...

Looking at the empty dormitory, the scene where Diudiu and I used to play here is like an illusory curtain unfolding in front of my eyes, and the happy scene of me and Diudiu bothering each other is played on it...

"Ha ha……"

What a beautiful laugh...

How happy we were then...

Wiping away my tears, I got up from the ground.

Diudiu, Xiaotian promises you, I will be fine.

Stepping into the door of the classroom, I saw Li Meiguo and Chi Yulin playing, irritating each other, just like Diudiu and me at that time... just two different faces.

I still like Chi Yulin, seeing him like this with other girls makes me jealous, angry, and sad, but Diudiu has already filled my heart, and I can no longer tolerate any emotions in it.

When Li Meiguo saw me, she gestured to Chi Yulin with her eyes. Chi Yulin looked this way and saw me without any expression, just like seeing a stranger.I remember he said he liked me at the time, his confession was so sincere, why did he suddenly become like this now?
Human emotions are really strange.Just like Diudiu and I hated each other so much because of him at that time, and wished that the other party would die; but when Diudiu really died, my heart completely collapsed, and the feeling of desperately trying to keep her existence popped up from the bottom of my heart .Diudiu, don't go.But in the end she left...

invalid retention...

Sitting in my seat, I remembered that the first class of the day was English, so I still took out Diudiu's book and got ready, imagining that she was still by my side.It's just a lazy guy, and the notes asked me to do it for her.

The English teacher is a short, fat, middle-aged and elderly man who always adds the word "ah" after a sentence in lectures.When Diudiu saw him for the first time, he didn’t have any good impression of him, and he often said words against him in my ear: “He looks really like the eldest of the seven dwarfs” and “Look at his hair, Like a black watermelon rind covering his head." "Why are his clothes all maternity clothes? Did his wife wear them leftover for him?"

When I heard these words, I couldn't stand up laughing.

Diudiu, you see he is here again, but this time, all I hear is the sound of classmates writing notes on the book, your voice can no longer be heard clearly in my eardrum...

Now I suddenly feel that the time we spend together is so short, maybe the time we spend together is too fast, I haven't discovered your fragility, you are so fragile when you get hurt... like a glass doll...

The second class is Chinese class. I put down the lost English book, took out her Chinese book, and turned to what the teacher didn't finish yesterday.

The Chinese teacher entered the classroom early, and the Chinese class representative followed behind him with a large stack of thick homework books.

"Students, please be quiet. Hand out your homework now. Come up and pick up the ones you read, and stand behind me for the ones you didn't read. Come to the office after class."

The representative of the Chinese class began to distribute the book, "Lin Xueqin. Shixi. Zhang Tianze..."

The students went up to pick up the books one by one in the order they were read.

When the Chinese class representative suddenly became dumb after reading the name of "Peng Qiu", I saw the frightened expression on her face.The classmates also felt that she had become a little strange, why didn't she read it?
"Old... teacher..."

"what happened?"

"Look... the name in this book is... Lu Diudu?" Her voice was very low, but I could see her mouth shape clearly and knew what she was talking about.

The Chinese teacher rubbed his eyes and looked at the place pointed by the Chinese class representative.I really wonder if it was the homework he corrected. If so, why didn't he find out Diu Diu's name at the time?Hmph, most likely he asked someone else to help him.

The students sitting in the first and second rows should have heard what they were saying clearly, and they started to boil. Many students in the back row asked what was going on, and they told them in fear.

A girl suddenly screamed: "Teacher! There is a ghost! Lu Diudu's ghost really came, what should we do?"

I guess she probably read too many horror novels, but for such a thing, they would rather believe it or not.I will not explain that I handed in her copy for Diudiu. I want them to remember that there is a girl named Diudiu. Although she is dead, she will not be forgotten.

The commotion in the classroom was out of control, and I saw Li Meiguo and Chi Yulin's faces were very ugly.

The classmate strongly demanded to change the classroom, and this matter was brought to the principal.The head teacher and monitor will speak to the principal as representatives of the whole class.

"Haunted?" The headmaster looked in disbelief.

"Yes, yes, that Lu Diudu who died by jumping off the building, her homework was handed in for no reason..." The monitor's frightened face seemed to have really seen a ghost.

The principal sighed, "It's really difficult to educate the current students. You are the class teacher, and you are with them?"

The head teacher was a little embarrassed, "Principal, just change the classroom for us. This matter is indeed scary."

"You guys have read too many ghost stories! Go back! There is no classroom for you to change, and I don't believe such a ridiculous reason. You are the class teacher, how can you not do a good job in education? They say that there are ghosts, and you follow the letter ?”

Indeed, most of the students read too many ghost stories. Maybe someone handed in Lu Diudu's book for her?It's embarrassing for a class teacher of mine to follow this group of students and make a fuss...

The classroom has not been changed, and the students have become a little suspicious, and they have become cautious when walking a few steps in the classroom.I watched it a little funny.

After lunch at noon, there is still some free time.If Diu Diu was by your side before, he would definitely drag me to go shopping.Well, I'll go alone this time.

Passing by a jewelry store, I saw a pair of ornaments of SpongeBob SquarePants and Patrick.I want to buy it.Ever since Chi Yulin and Diudiu got into a stalemate, the keepsake of our friendship was broken and lost, as if buried with that friendship.

When I entered the store, I was a little hesitant. The items in the jewelry store are generally very expensive. My family is not rich, and the monthly living expenses are only 350 yuan... I struggled for a long time, and I mustered up the courage to ask the cashier. Miss, "Excuse me, how much is this thing?" I pointed to the pair of SpongeBob SquarePants and Patrick's ornaments.

My voice was small and trembling.

The cashier lady looked me up and down, and with a contemptuous high attitude, she threw me a few words, "26 yuan." That kind of look clearly believed that I couldn't afford it.

(End of this chapter)